if you serious you lose

Qin Jie felt that maybe he was really unlucky.

When he hopes to start a new life again, there are always pasts of one kind or another that appear in his life without warning.

He has always been very grateful to Professor Zhou for his favor, but he never thought that his appearance would be the introduction to uncovering his past scars.

Later, Professor Zhou intermittently talked about some things about Xiao Yun after he returned to China. He could tell that he really liked his ex-son-in-law. take care of.

But Qin Jie had no choice but to politely respond to Professor Zhou's words.

When he came to the train station where he hadn't set foot for many years, Qin Jie saw a lot of emotional past. He found it ironic, too ironic...

Back then, for the innocent man beside him, who was "entrusted" to him by Professor Zhou with the mentality of being a lonely person, he set off from here many times to travel between the two cities, and in the end he only saw him chasing others.

Today, he returned to this place again, his position changed, his roles changed, he no longer had to struggle for Xiao Yun, but Xiao Yun chased him all the way with eager eyes.

Qin Jie didn't feel any gratification or pleasure of revenge, but maybe because revisiting his old place made him go through the mental journey of the year in his mind again, the depressed mood dissipated a lot. At this time, he only felt tired……

Finally sent Professor Zhou away, Dean Wu proposed to take a taxi back by himself, and wanted to let the two young people, Qin Jie and Xiao Yun, have a chat by themselves. Knowing that Professor Zhou didn't know about the current sexual orientation of his ex-son-in-law, Qin Jie really felt like being arranged for a blind date by his elders.

After some tugging, Qin Jie, who couldn't hold back Dean Wu, had no choice but to watch him get into the taxi, and then led Qin Jie to his car with an indifferent face.

"A new car? It looks great, and it suits you." Looking at the brand new SUV, Xiao Yun thought of what he had learned before. He had a natural liking for Qin Jie's new car and couldn't help but praise it. One sentence.

But Qin Jie just replied with a simple "en", opened the car door and sat in the driver's seat. Xiao Yun hurried to the passenger seat consciously, fastened his seat belt obediently, and then remained silent all the way, looking at Qin Jie Drive the car away from the bustling train station, and then stop in a secluded place.

"I thought you figured it out." Qin Jie loosened his seat belt, adjusted the seat back to a position suitable for resting, leaned against the back of the seat and closed his eyes, and said in a calm tone.

"Qin Jie...I figured it out, but what I figured out is that I shouldn't miss you again."

Even if he didn't open his eyes, Qin Jie could still imagine Xiao Yun's affectionate expression when he said this.

Frowning, Qin Jie moved his sore neck, adjusted his posture, looked at the empty sidewalk outside the car window, and said, "What is it that makes you think that I should be obedient when you are so called awakened?" Standing in place and cooperating? What exactly do you need, so that you can really listen to what I say?"

Xiao Yun knew that these words were not just addressed to himself. When he thought of the other person involved in the words, the displeasure in his heart made him uncontrollably raise his volume.

"Qin Jie, I've come out to my family. I'm different from the kind of man who has a fiancee. As long as you are willing to be with me again, I promise..."

"You really did investigate me."

Qin Jie's sneer froze Xiao Yun's words. Impatient to listen to Xiao Yun's explanation, he continued: "You think I will be with you after I broke up with my lover? Xiao Yun, after so many years, you You are still immersed in your own world, you say you have changed, but in my opinion, you are still the only one who respects me, and you don’t listen to anyone’s words. I remember I said it when we met last time, your sexual orientation is not decided by me, If I remember correctly, you couldn't even accept intimacy with a man when you were dating."

Xiao Yun's choice to come out of the closet really surprised Qin Jie, not only because of his family background, but also because of the physical barriers that the two of them had never overcome. Although Xiao Yun may indeed have become a real gay today, in his It seems that none of this is because of him, so why should he be responsible for Xiao Yun's coming out?

"No, Qin Jie, I admit that I was selfish in the past and never cared about your feelings. When I said I came out, I just wanted to tell you that I am no longer the Xiao Yun who dared not admit my sexuality in the past. At least, I can give You have a bright future. Also, I have a strong desire for you, from a long time ago, I..."

"Enough, I don't want to hear this. Xiao Yun, I really don't have any feelings for you anymore, why can't you accept this fact, if you really care about my feelings, you should respect me instead of forcing me in disguise Go accept your feelings!"

In the end, Qin Jie's tone was no longer peaceful, and he couldn't help turning around and staring at Xiao Yun, shouting out his resistance.

In Xiao Yun's eyes, this kind of glaring look was like an ice knife piercing his heart. The coldness swept through his whole body, and those parts that had finally healed also began to ache faintly.

But it was this kind of pain that reminded him of how he fearlessly told his family about his love for Qin Jie. Gritting his teeth, Xiao Yun told himself that he could not retreat.

"Qin Jie, you don't have to accept me, but you can't deprive me of my freedom to pursue you. That's right, I have used some means to understand you, and I know who you hurt like this for, so I have no way to hide Watching silently in the dark. As for today, I also admit that I deliberately won the opportunity to meet, because only in this way can I stay with you for a longer time..."

The sunlight outside the window was very strong, and the air-conditioning inside the car was very strong. Qin Jie quietly listened to Xiao Yun's words, looked at the water droplets sliding down the window, and did not respond for a long time, when Xiao Yun felt that he should consciously When leaving, Qin Jie spoke.

"It's not until today that I fully understand what it's like to be pursued by someone I don't like... Xiao Yun, don't blame me for being unfeeling, I just don't want to give you unnecessary hopes. I have a lot of experience in stalking. It will be tiring and hurt yourself. It is because I have experienced it that I understand that this kind of thing may really depend on my own consciousness. Therefore, I will not stop you from pursuing me, but I will never give you a response. You can do it yourself. Then Now, please get out of the car."

With a sound of "click", the door lock opened, Xiao Yun's heart beat a few times out of sync with the sound, and he took a deep breath, he chose to get out of the car, but when the door was closed, he said softly: " sorry."

The car quickly drove away from the spot, and Xiao Yun couldn't help but let out a low growl until the silvery gray disappeared in front of his eyes. He was not reconciled, and the feeling of remorse quickly made him covered in blood in the already hot weather. Big Khan, he really doesn't want to accept the situation that cannot be reversed if he misses it once, but facing the current Qin Jie, he can't find a gap, and the thing he is most unwilling to admit in his heart still happened-even if Qin Jie broke up, he I can no longer stand by his side like before...

"Young Master Xiao."

The person who had been staring behind him for an unknown amount of time finally chose to speak, and Xiao Yun turned around in response, only to see a tall and straight man with a serious expression looking at him beside a familiar black car.

"Hmph, you are really haunted, I am no longer Young Master Xiao, what are you still following me? Did Commander Xiao send you to watch my jokes!"

He yelled at the young soldier in front of him who was asked by his father to monitor him, just like the days when he was grounded at home, treating him as a target of venting.

It's just that the man who was treated as an emotional sandbag remained unresponsive as usual, but Xiao Yun insisted on seeing a mockery in those deep pool-like eyes, and his resentment was instantly intensified, and he rushed forward with a punch.

A gust of fist wind rushed towards his face, but Xiao Xu caught it with his palm without blinking. Before Xiao Yun could react, he fixed him in front of his chest with a few quick movements, and then used his strength to push him to his chest. Tucked into the car, buckled up the seat belt.

"Young Master Xiao, please pay attention to your body. I'm here because Madam wants to see you."

The succinct words successfully calmed Xiao Yun, who was constantly struggling. Ever since he was kicked out of the house, or should be said to be grounded, Father Xiao also prevented Mrs. Xiao from meeting Xiao Yun. Bitter.

When the struggle between the father and son ended in both losers, and Xiao Yun returned to his apartment, Xiao's father refused to let him step into the Xiao family, let alone meet Mrs. Xiao, on the grounds that he was no longer a descendant of the Xiao family.

Mrs. Xiao couldn't confront her husband head-on, so she could only learn about Xiao Yun's recent situation through the guard Xiao Xu in private. Today, while Commander Xiao was on a business trip, she only hoped to see her son whom she hadn't seen for a long time.

Xiao Xu let go of Xiao Yun's control, came to the driver's seat, glanced at the person next to him who was deep in thought at this time, raised the corners of his mouth indistinctly, and started the car.