if you serious you lose

When Qin Jie came to the door of the "Shiyou" store again, one emotional scene after another emerged in his mind, the first mistake, the second intentional approach, and the countless scenes after that. Qing's casual visit, the initial amazement, appreciation, and tacit understanding, gradually mixed with distress, doubt, and jealousy, and finally, the picture was frozen in the back alley under the dim street lights, and only self-spite.

After parking the car in the best place, Qin Jie also experienced the feeling of looking at the second floor of the teahouse from this perspective.

The curtains were not drawn, but he couldn't see the familiar figure, nor the plain clothes. Qin Jie turned his gaze to the first floor. The door that was usually open during the day was now concealed like it was the first night when he found it here. He hesitated. After a few seconds, he still chose to turn off the engine and get out of the car.

When I got closer, there was a sign of closing business hanging at the door...

Qin Jie walked along the side of the gate, and through the window, he found that there were actually people walking around in the teahouse. At this moment, there was the sound of pushing the door behind him.

He turned his head immediately and stayed where he was.

This time, the abrupt black attire was removed, the surly and extreme face was washed away, and the elegant and elegant man finally coincided with the appearance in Qin Jie's memory.

The two looked at each other quietly without making a sound.

It wasn't until there was a crisp sound of wood hitting that they turned their gazes to another direction at the same time.

Qin Jie guessed whether Lin Yuan would be fascinated by the signboard hanging loosely like before, but soon, this guess was overturned.

Lin Yuan took out a round low stool from behind the door, and took down the black wooden sign engraved with the word "Shiyou" under Qin Jie's gaze.

Watching this process, Qin Jie was a little surprised.

"Lin Yuan, what are you..." Finally, he spoke first.

"It's time to put it away, it's not appropriate to hang it anymore."

The signboards were all put away. Didn't Lin Yuan plan to continue running the teahouse? Qin Jie looked puzzled, but soon he got the answer.

Lin Yuan called a few times to the teahouse, and saw four or five men in casual clothes coming out carrying a large plaque and two ladders. Then, two people stepped up the ladder, and two climbed the ladder. The position that had been left for a long time was filled.

"Thank you for your hard work, I'm here today, go back and rest."

After watching the employees leave, Lin Yuan looked at Qin Jie who was staring blankly at the plaque just hung up, and couldn't help but let out a chuckle.

"Mr. Qin, does this have any objection to my new house number?"

Ignoring the long-lost address, Qin Jie didn't expect to see Lin Yuan's smile so soon. He secretly told himself the purpose of coming here, and he smiled back.

"'Sorrowful death'... Boss Lin, please enlighten me about the meaning of these two words."

"It's all over, isn't it?"

Lin Yuan stared fixedly at Qin Jie, and gave a half-questioning answer. Seeing Qin Jie's frowning, he continued, "I'm sorry, Qin Jie, I owe you this."

"Lin Yuan..."

Qin Jie shook his head, and took a few steps closer to Lin Yuan.

"I didn't come to hear your apology. To be honest, I'm a little bit at a loss now. I feel very complicated when I face you. But I'm glad to see you here again, and to see you in such a peaceful way. Look, after all, I used to think that it would be difficult for you and me to get along in this state again."

"If, after 'Release Your Worry' is replaced by 'Sorrowful Death', the pain and attachments you have carried in the past are really gone, then I am really happy for you. However, I am worried that you still can't let it go, can't let it go."

Lin Yuan never thought that Qin Jie would find him again. With such an attitude that was no different from when he first met him, he asked himself, how could he still get such an attitude after venting unreasonably to others so unabashedly and blatantly provoking him? Be nice?

"Qin Jie, are you too kind or too stupid? Why do you still say these words?"

"Haha, just think of me as stupid and abusive, but in fact I am a face control."

Hearing Lin Yuan's words, Qin Jie's smile turned bitter for a moment, but to his own surprise, suddenly, he seemed to have regained the mood to make fun of.

Satisfied to see Lin Yuan with a delicate face, he spread his hands and shrugged his shoulders, pretending to be a chic and dissolute man, but said words that made Lin Yuan unable to keep calm anymore: "I will not stay away from you because of the law of words, I will not give up on him because of you, although I once decided to abandon you, because I thought you were the ones who isolated me and betrayed me."

"But Lin Yuan, after these days, I finally figured out that when I met and knew you, I never accepted it unilaterally and passively. I like you, so I want to make friends with you and appreciate you, so I want to chat with you , pity you, so I want to relieve your worries; at the same time, I love the law of words, so although you are inextricably linked with him, I really can't forgive this kind of deception, but because it is him, and because it is you, I I hope that I can be more patient to sort out the problems between you and him. In the past, I was unable to participate, but in the future, I will not be absent."

"Lin Yuan, although it is painful to accept the reality, escaping and ignoring it will only make you completely lose the possibility of happiness. Are you really willing to give up your future?"

Qin Jie's words and sentences were like stabbing Lin Yuan with invisible knives, but Lin Yuan, who thought he would be stabbed in blood, found that the words after being stabbed into his body turned into warm currents, flowing along the blood, It poured into his internal organs, cracking the iceberg in his heart.

The possibility of happiness, such an illusory thing, why can it easily shake what he thought was frozen in his heart at this moment? Lin Yuan looked at Qin Jie, and he thought, maybe it is because this man has the courage to break out of his cocoon and become a butterfly. The power to infect others, if it is him, it seems that many things can be believed, transcended, forgiven...

Yeah, why would he bury the future with the past?

Looking at the brand-new plaque again, Lin Yuan felt that maybe he had always wanted to change in his heart, so he no longer indulged in the two words that Chu He wrote casually, and he did not want to use exaggerated words and deeds to take revenge on himself It's just that the resentment and unwillingness in my heart have never dissipated, and I no longer have hope, but I just don't want to fight for it.

Now that the face of self-deception was seen through, Lin Yuan actually felt a sense of being redeemed, and his vision became a little blurred. This time, he thought, maybe he could really live for himself once.

Lin Yuan's tears did not fall after all. Qin Jie knew that this beautiful man was more stubborn than anyone else and refused to admit defeat, but he also knew that his goal should have been achieved.

Some people, once they fall, will never see the light of day; but some people, after sinking several times, can still gain new life.He believed that Lin Yuan could do it, and he also believed that he could do it.