Eat, don't starve. "

Che Yun was eating wontons, but his ears were pricked up, eavesdropping on the conversation of the three.

After listening for a while, he roughly understood that Miao Mengping knew about Tang Kai dropping out of school. He was probably asking Tang Xuan to find a school for her. But from his point of view, Tang Kai would definitely not appreciate it, and even offered to accept it. He would blame Tang Xuan for meddling in her own business.

Che Yun ate slowly, and heard Miao Mengping talk about Tang Hongjun, but Che Yun felt that the delicious wonton just now lost its flavor.

Miao Mengping's voice came from the living room: "I don't dare to tell mom now, for fear that she will be angry with Tang Hongjun. I'm glad Tang Hongjun came back during the Chinese New Year. He made a lot of money. I didn't expect that someone would come to the house to collect debts in the past few days." .”

Che Yun knew about Tang Hongjun, and Miao Mengping and Tang Kai already knew about it.

Tang Xuan asked, "How much do you owe?"

"One hundred thousand." Miao Mengping sighed, where could she find one hundred thousand.

Che Yun was startled. He didn't expect that Tang Hongjun already owed a lot of debts. Tang Kai was even more astonished. He knew the situation of his family. His mother found a job in the county town, and it only cost two or three thousand a month, and half a year. With an income of nearly [-] yuan, I still have to eat, drink, and wear clothes.

It will take five or six years to pay off one hundred thousand at least.

Tang Xuan didn't speak. After a while, she asked in a low voice, "Has he come home yet?"

Miao Mengping nodded, and Tang Xuan asked again, "How many times have those people been here?"

"Three times." Miao Mengping said: "The last time was a week ago. There was a lot of noise. I was afraid that my mother would find out, so I asked them to give me ten days."

Tang Xuan was silent for another moment. She had millions of dollars in her hand, but she was hesitating whether to borrow the money. First, if Tang Hongjun didn't repent and continued to gamble, her hundred thousand would not save anything. Once they will come to borrow the second time and the third time, her savings can't be wasted on this.

She still has to think about Che Yun, although she can make money again, but Che Yun will go to college in a few months, and expenses will be indispensable by then.

Seeing her silence, Miao Mengping became anxious, she begged in a low voice: "Sister, I beg you, you must help me with this favor."

Tang Xuan frowned, "I don't have that much in my hand, so I can only take out [-], and you can figure out what to do with the rest."

Miao Mengping quickly thanked: "I still have [-], and I will borrow the remaining [-] from my mother and eldest sister."

Tang Xuan frowned, her mother should still have [-] yuan.

The money was compensated by her father's accidental death. In 08, she paid 24 yuan. Three years later, Tang Hongjun and Miao Mengping made up a lot of money from their mother and left.

Tang Xuan didn't want them to go to her old family to extort money again.

He took a step back and said, "I'll add another ten thousand."

Miao Mengping thanked for a while, and took Tang Kai to thank him.

The two took the money and left in the afternoon.

After school in the afternoon, Jing Ming called to stop Che Yun who was about to get up. Che Yun was in the second row and he was in the fifth row.

Today's Jingming is 180 centimeters, three centimeters taller than Che Yun.

Che Yun turned to look at him with a smile on his face.

Jing Ming was wearing a white T-shirt and denim trousers. He was refreshing and easy-going. He walked up to Che Yun with his hands in his pockets, and raised his eyes: "Together."

Che Yun Yinghao followed him out of the classroom.

Li Xiu went to the bathroom and came back, but didn't see Che Yun and Jing Ming and hurriedly asked Lin Jie: "Where are Jing Ming and the others?"

Lin Jie was chatting with the beautiful woman at the same table, and he didn't turn his head to answer: "They went out."

Li Xiu hurriedly chased him out.

From a long distance, she saw the tall backs of Jing Ming and Che Yun, put her hands on her mouth and shouted: "Che Yun! Che Yun!" She ran and shouted: "Jing Ming, Che Yun!"

As the distance approached, Che Yun heard Li Xiu's voice, he stopped walking and turned around to look at Li Xiu who was running, Jing Ming also stood still and turned to look at Li Xiu.

Under the slanting light, the silhouettes of the two overlapped by one-third, while Li Xiuqiao's petite body was stretched taller under the afterglow, her fair face shone brightly from the corner of her eye, and the wind blew quietly, curling up her black and shiny body. His hair tangled and fluttered.

Many students who saw this scene couldn't help but stare blankly.

Li Xiu ran close to her knees, took a few breaths, Che Yun's low-pitched laughter came along the wind, it was clean and clear, and the setting sun at this moment seemed to be refreshing.

"What should I do if I fell in such a hurry?" Che Yun smiled lightly, with gentle and charming eyes.

Li Xiu's face turned red, she lowered her head and had no place to rest her hands, and said embarrassingly, "I'm afraid you're leaving."

Che Yun smiled again: "Even if we leave, you can still find us in the old place."

Li Xiu raised her head, her eyes sparkling, she smiled at Che Yun, Che Yun could see the warmth like a spring breeze from her eyes, couldn't help but put his head on her shoulder, and said earnestly: "In the future... Not to me." He made a "call" gesture, and Li Xiu smiled purely and beautifully, she gave a heavy "um" and nodded her head heavily.

Chapter5: Going Abroad

During the meal, Jing Ming received a notice from the school to take Jiang Mangyu and Gong Yiheng away first, and Xie Min followed him as soon as Gong Yiheng left.

Che Yun and Li Xiu were left at the table.

Che Yun withdrew his gaze and smiled at Li Xiu: "Eat, I'll wait for you."

Li Xiu ate in a gentle manner, Che Yun took out his mobile phone to play a few times, Li Xiuduo glanced at his mobile phone, it was the same model as Jing Ming.

After the meal, Che Yun got up to pay the bill.

Li Xiu stood dignifiedly at the door and waited for him, Che Yun approached with a smile, and walked slowly along the floor tiles with her.

"Do you want to walk?" Che Yun tilted his head and said softly.

Li Xiu clasped her hands in front of her body, lowered her head and looked shy, she responded gently, but Che Yun raised his hand to touch her head, but was afraid that Li Xiu would be criticized, Li Xiu didn't dare to watch Che Yun's actions, A heart beats fast.

After a long time, Che Yun patted her on the shoulder lightly, Li Xiu looked up at him politely, Che Yun smiled softly: "Want to eat cake?"

Li Xiu shook her head, her voice was inaudible: "I'm full."

The two walked along the paved floor. Che Yun thought that Li Xiu was nice and attractive, but he found that being alone with Li Xiu was more awkward than being with Jing Ming. He scratched his hair and laughed silently. Li Xiu's eyes showed Staring at him in bewilderment, Che Yun smiled at her: "Say something, it feels weird."

Li Xiu was so nervous that she dared to chat with Che Yun.

Li Xiu remained silent, but Che Yun called out, "Li Xiu..."

"Huh?" Li Xiu answered him in a daze.

"These few days——" Che Yun hesitated for a while, and then said slowly, "You are with Jing Ming and the others?"

Li Xiu looked at him puzzled, but still nodded truthfully.

"Jing Ming—" Che Yun wanted to punch himself, he asked Li Xiu what he was doing stupidly, but Li Xiu said in a low voice, "You also know that Jing Ming is going abroad?"

"He's going abroad?" Che Yun's voice suddenly rose, Li Xiu was startled by his attitude, she nodded and blushed: "I said it a few days ago, I thought he told you."

"No... I..." Che Yun turned his head, licked his lips, and choked a little: "He didn't tell me, when will he leave?"

"After the college entrance examination." Li Xiu said, "He didn't go into details, he just said it was his parents' intention."

Che Yun bit his lower lip tightly, he still had a lot of things to do, and he didn't say a word to him, Jing Ming is going to leave like this? !Even if he knew where Jing Ming had gone, he couldn't trust Tang Xuan if he went with him. He was at a loss for what to do by the sudden news, he was a family member and a loved one.

On the way back, he thought a lot. If he knew which school Jing Ming went to, he would go with him and asked Tang Xuan to follow him, but it was impossible.What if Che Yi came to trouble her after he left, or Tang Hongjun and Miao Mengping forced her to borrow money again.

Che Yun told Li Xiu to go to the bathroom, but actually found a place to send text messages to Jing Ming.

The other end waited for a few minutes before returning to him: "Well, it was decided recently."

"Have you chosen a school yet?" Che Yun returned.

"Still choosing."

"What, you want to be with me?"

Che Yun replied to him: "Think."

The other side didn't return to him, Che Yun waited for a few minutes but didn't see a reply, he went back to the classroom dejectedly, Jing Ming sat in his seat, Che Yun was stunned: "Jing Ming?"

"Just tell me if you want to go with me." Jing Ming looked up at him and said slowly, "Auntie agrees, let's go together."

Che Yun couldn't be happier, but when he thought of Tang Xuan, he felt a little depressed again, so he said in a low voice, "I'll go back and talk to her, and if she agrees, let's go together."

Jing Ming raised his eyebrows, stood up and offered to sit down.

When Tang Xuan came to pick him up at night, Che Yun asked, "Auntie, are they gone?"

Tang Xuan stared sideways at him, "I'm leaving this afternoon."

"Mom." Che Yun called out suddenly, with a solemn tone: "I want to go abroad to study in university."

"Why do you suddenly want to go abroad?" Tang Xuan stopped at a traffic light and looked sideways into his clear eyes.

Che Yun pondered for a while, he didn't dare to tell the truth, after a while Tang Xuan sighed: "You can go if you really want to, I'm just afraid that you will suffer and be bullied there."

Che Yun held the corner of his mouth and smiled: "No."

"You alone?" Tang Xuan said.

Che Yun knew what she had seen, so he simply said: "With Jing Ming, he will go too."

Thinking of that tall and handsome boy, Tang Xuan felt that it would be good for her son and him to take care of each other, so she agreed. Che Yun was so happy that he couldn't express it. After finishing the test paper, he couldn't sleep at all. Take out your phone and share the good news with Jing Ming.

At one o'clock in the morning, Jing Ming was already asleep, and Che Yun received his reply in the early morning of the next day.

Che Yun pursed his lips and smirked.

He doesn't need to be separated from Jing Ming!

A few days later, Miao Mengping brought Tang Kai to borrow money again, this time Tang Xuan said nothing to help.

Miao Mengping is not a person who bites his ears. When he went back and told Tang Hongjun, he cursed: "He also said that they are sisters. When the disaster came, they all flew away."

Tang Kai couldn't get used to it, and replied, "My aunt has already borrowed [-] yuan."

"You know what the hell!" Tang Hongjun said angrily, "Tang Xuan has been making money in the past few years, so it's not a problem to spend [-] yuan."

"All right!" Tang Kai also lost his temper: "I don't know, don't call me next time, I have my own business."

"You little bastard, your father is about to be chased for his life, you know how to play when you ride a horse." After Tang Hongjun scolded, he said to Miao Mengping: "In the future, you are not allowed to give him pocket money."

Miao Mengping could only nod.

Tang Hongjun said again: "What did Tang Yu say?"

"The eldest sister said that she has no money, and the money is with Liu Xi."

Tang Hongjun cursed again.

In the next few days, Tang Hongjun went to ask Tang Xuan to borrow money in person, stalking Tang Xuan sternly, but Tang Xuan was upset by him, and politely refused: "One hundred thousand is not enough, Xiaoyun will go to college soon."

Tang Hongjun disagreed: "How much can a university cost?"

Tang Xuan: "He went abroad to study, and the cost is high."

"Going to waste money abroad." Tang Hongjun finished his sentence, and Tang Xuan sneered, "What do you mean not to waste? If I lend you money, it won't be wasted? You can't control your own hands. If you repay the debt today and lose it tomorrow, you are like this." Forget about me helping you."

When it came to this point, Tang Hongjun didn't lose his temper and leave, instead he stalked Tang Xuan and said good things.

Che Yun went home in the car and saw Tang Hongjun pestering Tang Xuan for money, he couldn't help but get angry, and threw him out regardless of whether the other party was an elder.

The room suddenly became quiet.

Che Yun said: "Next time he comes, don't open the door."

Tang Xuan couldn't bear it, no matter how he was her own brother, Che Yun hated iron for being weak and said, "You can save him once, but you can't save him a second time."

Tang Xuan reluctantly nodded her head.

In mid-May, during self-study on Thursday night, Jing Ming watched Che Yun do a math problem, and said unhurriedly: "The school has been selected, and I will apply in a few days."

Che Yun nodded, and Jing Ming said again: "My mother will help us, and I suddenly look forward to the future and what you will experience."

"Me too." Che Yun parted his lips and said softly.

Chapter6: Accident

Two days later, Che Yun told Tang Xuan about the university she went to. She checked online that it was an old British university. The annual tuition fee was 13500 pounds, which is about 12 in soft sister currency.

Tang Xuan's deposit is only a few million, so Che Yun will definitely have to suffer when he goes to England.

Out of selfishness, she didn't want Che Yun to go.

She didn't tell Che Yun face-to-face, and Che Yun knew what was going on at home. Their family only got better in recent years. Before 05, they still lived in a small apartment of 60 square meters.

When he faced Jing Ming, Che Yun sometimes felt inferior. He felt that Jing Ming was better than him. He had nothing but a visible face. He was not even sure whether Jing Ming had a crush on him.

He is very self-deprecating in his heart, such an indecisive temperament is not like him at all.

In late May, the temperature is hot.

There is no air-conditioning in the classroom, eight ceiling fans whirring and whirling, everyone is wearing short-sleeved shorts, Jing Ming is an exception, he is always wearing long trousers.

Girls wearing shorts can show their bottoms if they don't pay attention.

Li Xiu also wore a white dress, which was very fresh and pleasant, and she blushed when she saw Jing Ming.

Che Yun smiled at her, and praised: "It's very beautiful."

"Thank you, thank you." Li Xiu stammered, her face was even redder than before.

Che Yun knew that she liked to blush, so he didn't say anything more. Li Xiu walked into the classroom with her shoulders in her arms, and couldn't help but secretly looked back at the two of them. Entering the classroom, Xindao Che Yun will misunderstand that he likes him?

As soon as they left, Che Yun curled his lips and smiled: "Li Xiu still likes to blush so much."

"You know she's thin-skinned and still teasing her?" Jing Ming's tone was a little blunt, but Che Yun patted him on the shoulder and said softly: "I didn't tease her, are you angry? How about I tease you?" ?”

Jing Ming shook off his hand: "Why am I angry?"

Che Yun stuck to it: "Aren't you angry? Tell me if you're angry, and I'll sing Conquer for you."

Jing Ming couldn't help laughing: "Stay away from me, it won't be too hot for me if it's so hot."

Che Yun put his arms around his shoulders with one hand and his waist with the other: "It's not hot, your body is so cool and comfortable, I really want to hug you to sleep at night."

"Don't hug me." Jing Ming pushed him away, walked straight forward, and said without looking back: "It's hot on a hot day, don't rub me against me."

Che Yun pursed his lips and said deliberately: "You hurt me and just laughed it off."

Jing Ming stopped, turned around and stared at him amusedly: "What did I hurt you for?"

"You're hurt everywhere." Che Yun blinked and winked at him, Jing Ming approached and spread his arms, Che Yun innocently said, "Do you want to give me a loving hug?"

Jing Ming pursed his lips and smiled wickedly, the next moment he pressed down on the back of his neck with one hand and the back of his head with the other, pushing him down desperately, Che Yun couldn't breathe, and said nice things: "Brother Jing, I was wrong."

"You've been wrong several times." Jing Ming jokingly said, without changing his strength, Che Yun moved a little, Jing Ming slapped him hard on the buttocks in a vicious way, and smiled: "Who said I hurt him just now?" gone?"

"No one said." Che Yun said softly: "You heard wrong."

Jing Ming slapped again, and said "Tsk", "You want me to slap your butt so high?"

Che Yun shook his head with difficulty: "No, I want to be fucked by you."

"I..." Jing Ming let go of him, and walked forward, Che Yun caught up with him, and smiled, "Why don't you continue beating?"

"Fuck!" Jing Ming couldn't help being violent, raised his leg and kicked him, Che Yun couldn't dodge and sprained his foot, he had a flash of inspiration, and immediately fell to the ground, ignoring the eyes of the passing students, Jing Ming turned around Just as he was about to ask him, a boy in short-sleeved sports came running over, knelt down and hurriedly asked, "Senior, are you alright?"

"It's okay." Che Yun glanced at the boy and then at Jing Ming.

The boy helped him up, with an anxious expression on his face: "Senior, I'll take you to the infirmary."

"I'm sorry to trouble you." Che Yun did this on purpose, but Jing Ming just glanced at him and walked away. Che Yun felt uncomfortable and let the boy drag him to the infirmary.

That night when Tang Xuan came to pick him up, she felt distressed seeing him limping, and asked him if he had been bullied by someone. Che Yun smiled and said, "I accidentally fell down."

The next morning, when Che Yun went to work and read a book for a while, Jing Ming came and twisted a cup of milk tea in his hand and put it on Che Yun's desk. Che Yun looked up and Jing Ming pursed his lips and said, "Is it better?"

Che Yun shook his head and pouted: "The foot is swollen, it will take a week to heal."

"Let me take a look." Jing Ming squatted down, Che Yun was not swollen at all, he grabbed Jing Ming's hand: "No need, the influence in the classroom is not good now."

Jing Ming smiled: "You still know that the influence is not good, why didn't you feel that the influence was not good when you lay on the ground yesterday."

"I'm that—" Che Yun was momentarily at a loss for words, and Jing Ming answered, "What is it?"

Che Yun "cut" and acted arrogantly: "I won't tell you anymore, just bully me to be honest."

Jing Ming raised his hand to cover his smile, Che Yun stopped playing his temper, Jing Ming got up and inserted the straw and handed the milk tea to him, and said softly, "Drink some ice to quench the fire."

Che Yun lowered his head and sucked up the straw.

Time always passes by inadvertently. At the end of May, Tang Hongjun came several times and was chased away by Che Yun, but no one thought about it. On the day of the monthly exam, Che Yun's phone vibrated, and he saw that the call was from an unfamiliar number After the exam, the strange number rang again. Che Yun picked it up, and it was a woman's voice: "Hello, are you Ms. Tang Xuantang's family?"

"I am." Che Yun said, his heart raised a little bit.

"I'm the head nurse of the No. [-] Hospital. Please come to the hospital. Ms. Tang accidentally fell down the stairs in an accident."

Che Yun suddenly froze, and he said hello heavily.

At that moment, countless images flashed through his mind, all of which were closely related to Tang Xuan and him. His brain was confused and his breathing was a bit blocked. He exhaled heavily, and then rushed into the office to ask Cai Jianjun for leave. Seeing his flustered expression, Cai Jianjun couldn't help it. Caring: "What happened?"

After Che Yun said a few words, Cai Jianjun hurriedly let him go.

When Che Yun ran out, he bumped into Jing Ming, Jing Ming grabbed him and asked anxiously, "What's wrong?"

"My mother is in the hospital, I have to go." Che Yun's pupils were dilated, Jing Ming grabbed him and said, "I'll be with you."

Che Yun was waiting outside, Jing Ming came out after a while, took him by the arm and dragged him away.

"How could you fall down?" Jing Ming asked strangely.

Che Yun's expression was dull, he shook his head dully: "I don't know either."

"Don't do this." Jing Ming persuaded: "Maybe Auntie fell and sprained."

Che Yun didn't speak, and after the car drove for a while, he pouted his lips and said, "I hope."

Chapter7: Willingly

When the two arrived at the hospital, Che Yun jumped up to the third floor as the man said.

Tang Xuan was in Room 307. Che Yun pushed the door open and walked in. There was a ten-year-old girl half lying on the hospital bed, and beside her was an old woman in her 50s.

Che Yun walked over lightly. Tang Xuan was still awake, so Che Yun whispered to Jing Ming, "I'll ask the doctor."

Jing Ming nodded, and Che Yun came back less than 10 minutes after going out. A young male doctor came with him, followed by three female nurses. They took an electrocardiogram and took Tang Xuan's blood and left. Check Tang Xuan's legs.

Che Yun asked softly, "How is my mother?"

"Calf fracture." The doctor said: "It's not a big problem. I'll check it out later to see if the bone has shifted. If there is no shift, put a plaster cast on it and it will heal."

Che Yun thanked him and stood by Tang Xuan's side, while Jing Ming accompanied him.

It was already one o'clock in the noon when Tang Xuan woke up. She felt much better after sleeping, but when she thought about how she fell down the stairs, she frowned.

Seeing her frowning, Che Yun thought her leg was hurting and asked anxiously, "Mom, what's wrong with you?"

"It's fine." Tang Xuan smiled at him with a stretched eyebrow.

"How did you fall downstairs?" Che Yun straight to the point, Tang Xuan fell in the company, no matter how he thought about it, he didn't think Tang Xuan was such a reckless person.

"Xiaoyun go to class first, don't delay the class." Tang Xuan changed the subject.

Che Yun raised his face: "Don't change the subject, I won't go to school today." After finishing speaking, he turned his head and said to Jing Ming, "Thank you for today, you should go back first."

Jing Ming made a "hmm" sound, and said to Tang Xuan, "Auntie, I'm leaving first, and I'll see you next time."

"Good boy, go to class quickly." Tang Xuan smiled bitterly.

After Jing Ming left, Che Yun was determined to know how she fell. Tang Xuan couldn't help but quarrel with the child, so she made a general statement: "Tang Hongjun came to the company to find me, and I took him to the stairs to argue. He pushed me downstairs by mistake."

Che Yun clenched his fists tightly, gritted his teeth and said, "Is there still an end to the horse riding? Mom, don't see him next time. There is no remorse for a person like him."

Tang Xuan let out a long breath, then nodded her head heavily. In fact, she didn't tell Che Yun that Tang Hongjun pushed her downstairs on purpose.

Che Yun rented a wheelchair, pushed Tang Xuan out of the hospital, and hailed a taxi to go home. Tang Xuan was not used to using a wheelchair. She tried to stand up several times, but was held down by Che Yun: "Don't move around, The doctor said that it will be good to do rehabilitation training well."

"It's a good thing the bones haven't shifted." Che Yun said without any fear.

Tang Xuan remembered the cost: "How much did it cost?"

"Including the hospitalization fee, it's about [-] yuan." It was Che Yun who paid the bill.

Tang Xuan fell silent.

The next day, Che Yun sent Tang Xuan to the hospital for rehabilitation before going to school.

At the end of May, people were panic-stricken, and no one dared to wander off. Everyone entered a high-level review state, and even some boarding students went through the windows to review in the classroom at night.

Therefore, the school expressly prohibits self-study in the evening and no longer staying in the classroom for review.

In the evening self-study, the six of them still sat together, and Che Yun glanced at Jingming several times, but the textbooks on the table couldn't catch his eyes.

Jing Ming lowered his head and did a few chemistry problems, looked sideways at him: "What do you want to say?"

Che Yun hesitated for a while, seeing the scene on the surface of wanting to speak, and proceeded step by step: "If you want to ask, ask, when did you become so morose."

Che Yun exhaled inwardly: "I can't be with you anymore."

"The reason." Jing Ming cherished words like gold.

"Tuition and my mother." Jing Ming's handsome profile was reflected in Che Yun's dark eyes.

Jing Ming didn't speak, and it took a long time before he said calmly: "Okay, then I won't go either."

Che Yun felt sweet in his heart, and looked straight at him, Jing Ming tilted his head to see his joyful expression, somehow he didn't want to spoil such a beautiful and innocent smile.

He accidentally said: "I didn't want to go at first, but I agreed only after you wanted to go. Since you don't want to, then we will follow the agreement at that time."

Che Yun was very happy, he never expected that he would still remember the agreement.

——Kaodong University.

On June [-]rd, Che Yun finally understood that "plans cannot keep up with changes" and "imagination is beautiful, but reality is the backbone".

A few days ago, Jing Ming gave him a thunderbolt news about what the two of them discussed a few days ago.

"I can't take the East University exam with you." Jing Ming said this, but he didn't dare to stay on Che Yun's body. Che Yun's eyes were dull, he pursed his lips, and said with a sense of loss: "I know."

Jing Ming wanted to raise his hand to pat his shoulder, but Che Yun walked away sullenly.

After school in the afternoon, Che Yun lay on the table and didn't want to eat, his nose felt sore, his heart seemed to be stabbed indiscriminately, and countless images of being with Jing Ming flashed in his mind. In the deepest pain, he didn't say a word, his expression was blank, his eyes that used to be bright had become dim.

Jing Ming walked beside him, but he didn't move at all, and didn't even have the strength to raise his head.

Jing Ming circled around and sat down next to him, Che Yun opened his big empty eyes, and when he looked at Jing Ming, Jing Ming's heart twitched, that feeling was stronger than the last time Jiang Mengyu was injured.

Che Yun was counting the days in his mind, he would not see Jing Ming in less than three months, maybe Jing Ming went abroad and met someone better than himself, or met a girl he likes, he still has nothing If you do it, you will lose, and you will lose a person like him.

The more Che Yun thought about it, the more he felt that he couldn't leave any regrets, and he blamed himself for being too stupid. If he confessed earlier, maybe he wouldn't be so sad. He always finds various reasons to procrastinate, and it lasts for two years, plus those years of secret love He actually liked someone for so long, so long that he couldn't forget everything about Jing Ming, so long that he was addicted to him, so long that he felt that without Jing Ming, he couldn't live.

He grinned very sadly, just as Jing Ming wanted to say some coy words, Che Yun suddenly raised his head and approached him quickly, their breaths intertwined, Jing Ming wanted to avoid it, but Che Yun Yun pressed the back of his neck with one hand, and kissed him hard on the lips, Jing Ming's eyes suddenly widened, and after a few seconds, his face was ruddy, as if angry, and he pushed Che Yun away.

Che Yun rushed over again, shouting: "Jing Ming, I like you! I like you!"

Jing Ming stopped moving, with many expressions on his face, including doubt, resentment, and shock...

Che Yun held his cheeks and kissed him forcefully, just when Che Yun's tongue was sticking in, Jing Ming violently pushed him away and punched him with a backhand, the corner of Che Yun's mouth was scratched, he rubbed the beaten right cheek to confirm Jing Ming is serious.

When Che Yun stepped forward, Jing Ming said coldly, "Don't come here!"

"Jing Ming..." Che Yun stopped, there were thousands of words in his heart but he couldn't say them out, Jing Ming changed his tone, and said coolly: "Calm down and calm down."

"I'm very calm." Che Yun said, "You still remember that you said I was very good to you, so do you know why I treat you differently?"

Che Yun's emotions were out of control.

Jing Ming didn't speak, Che Yun growled at him: "Because I like you, I love you! I'm like a fool, do you remember what I said to you after the basketball game last year?"

"I said that I like someone, but I haven't dared to tell him after liking for several years. That person is none other than you." Che Yun was emotional.

"I admit that I played a little tricky at the beginning." Che Yun opened his almond eyes and tried to explain: "That's because I don't want to sneak up on you again."

Jing Ming stepped back a few steps: "Stop talking."

"No!" Che Yun shouted excitedly: "I want to say, if I don't say it, I won't have a chance. I wanted to wait until college to tell you, but now I can't wait."

"You also have a crush on me, don't you?" Che Yun calmed down a little, and he said routinely: "Otherwise, why would you do such a thing with me?"

"I said." Jing Ming came towards him quickly, and the next second he punched him on the stomach: "If you want to mess with someone else, don't come to me. The only thing that treats you well is because you are my brother."

Jing Ming punched him again while talking, but Che Yun didn't fight back, Jing Ming said coldly to him: "You and I can only be brothers, don't blame me for being rude if you want to associate with me."

A sullen look flashed across Jing Ming's eyes.

Chapter 8: Relationship breakdown

Che Yun didn't give up because of his harsh words, he continued to approach Jing Ming, Jing Ming let go of the hand that was twisting his collar, turned around and left, but Che Yun hugged him suddenly from behind, with his delicate lips on Jing Ming's face Rubbing, Jing Ming's eyes darkened, he clenched his fist and turned around to grab Che Yun's collar.

"Don't force me." Jing Ming said, "I never thought of being... a lover with you."

"You like me." Che Yun said firmly, at this moment he tried his best to not let Jing Ming leave him, unless Jing Ming hated him.

Jing Ming sneered, "How did you see that?"

"I can feel the difference between you and Jiang Mangyu and the others." It's not just once or twice that he has intuitively felt this. The reason why Che Yun is so firm is not because he has a superior sense of self, but because Jing Ming always Do or say words and things that make him misunderstand.

Jing Ming let go of him and took a few steps back, the distance between the two was about one meter, Che Yun looked at him with naked admiration in his eyes, suddenly he understood why sometimes he felt a fiery gaze lingering behind him.

Jing Ming sighed, his tone was not so cold, he asked: "When did it start?"

"What?" Che Yun was at a loss, and Jing Ming repeated patiently: "Since when... did you like me?"

Che Yun pulled the corners of his mouth into a smile, that smile was bright and pleasing to the eye, and the red around the corner of his mouth was like a rose standing proudly in the wind and rain, bright and beautiful but thorny.

After a long time, Che Yun's vermilion lips parted lightly: "It's been several years, I have to say how long, 2192 days."

Jing Ming's face was complicated, and he snorted after a while: "Who wants to hear you say this." Suddenly remembering the incident of being forced to kiss in self-study the night before last year, he asked coldly: "In the last semester of high school, the night of the power outage...the one who kissed me was you?"

Che Yun tightly closed his lips, he stared into Jing Ming's dark eyes, he couldn't see himself in them.

"Yes." I don't know how long it took before Che Yun dared to admit it, but the pain he imagined didn't hit him the next moment, Jing Ming turned his back to him, and said in a calm voice, "Everything you did moved me so much, but I don't like men, let alone my brothers. As far as brothers are concerned, I will try my best to give you what you need, even if you ask me to help you chase girls, but—"

Jing Ming paused as he spoke, and did not turn his head. Che Yun did not make any unnecessary movements behind him, and there was a burst of fragrance in the air, which was the fragrance of gardenias.

"Twisted melons are not sweet, and so is love. You and I are still friends."

After finishing speaking, Jing Ming leaves.

Regardless of the wound on the corner of his mouth, Che Yun grinned sadly.

Lin Jie encountered such a scene when he entered the classroom. He cared and said, "Why is the corner of your mouth hurt? And the right side of your face—" He looked carefully, and suddenly raised his voice: "Who hit you?"

Che Yun didn't answer him, and quietly dragged his heavy body out of the classroom.

As he walked, memories flooded into his mind. He twisted his backpack, walked through the crowd, and stood blindly at the school gate. He didn't even know what he should do. What should he do?

If he could hold it back, he might be lucky enough to spend a few years with Jing Ming, and have a few years of good time, but now he is holding his lips and smiling sadly.

He stopped the car aimlessly to go home, followed by Jiang Mengyu's shout, but he didn't hear it.

At the school gate, Jiang Mangyu glanced at Gong Yiheng and kept asking, "Where is Che Yun going?"

Gong Yiheng shook his head in confusion, Jiang Mangyu shifted his gaze to Jing Ming, only to see him pursing his lips with a stern face.Jiang Mengyu shut his mouth in disbelief.

In the car, the driver asked Che Yun through the rearview mirror: "Where are you going?"

Che Yun raised his eyelids, his eyes were full of frustration, he reported the location weakly, turned his neck stiffly and looked out the window, the sun was hot and the trees on the sidewalk were lush and green, the driver played a song: "The night is windy and we look back at the past" .

……

Che Yun swallowed his saliva, his heart throbbed with pain, and his mind was flooded with memories. Some Jing Ming joked with him, some Jing Ming hugged him and fought together, and some Jing Ming seemed to tease him and patted him. Buttocks, there are two people walking under the slanting light... The beauty and beauty of the past will be gone forever.

The sound of music in the car is still: "No longer as stupid as before".

"Wipe the tears and smile briskly."

Che Yun opened his mouth and exhaled, the parting was not as easy as imagined, it was like a huge boulder pressing on his body and made him unable to breathe, gradually his nose turned sour.

He once looked down on those who cry because of broken love, and now he has become one of them.

He clutched his thigh desperately, his knuckles turned white, his delicate lips parted slightly and looked into the distance, his eyes were empty, like a shell that had been sucked of energy, he closed his eyes for a while to calm down.

It turns out that the heartache that people talk about exists, and he doesn't want to try that kind of heart-wrenching pain anymore, but without Li Jingming, his heart will feel even worse.

The driver reminded him that he was here. Che Yun got out of the car in a daze and went into the house. Tang Xuan pushed the wheelchair out and smiled at him, "Why are you back?"

"I'm not feeling well." Che Yun insisted, he never asked for leave, Tang Xuan hurriedly asked, "Where is the discomfort, maybe it's heat stroke, go and rest, mom will make raw reed root porridge."

Che Yun stopped immediately: "No, I don't want to stay at school."

Tang Xuan saw that his expression was not right, she didn't criticize him, instead she comforted him softly and told him to rest well. She asked Cai Jianjun for leave, and Che Yun opened his mouth, and said in a weak voice, "Thank you, Mom."

Tang Xuan smiled, "Silly boy."

Che Yun squatted down and leaned his head on her lap, just like when he was sad, unhappy or wronged when he was a child, Tang Xuan would touch his head to comfort him, but Tang Xuan didn't ask any questions, just quietly listening to Che Yun's intermittent sobs , her knees were already wet, she still didn't say a word, stroking his soft hair and rubbing his ears as she did when she was a child.

Whenever this happened, he would put down all his pretense and cry so hard that he couldn't make a sound.

Che Yun cried for a while, then choked and said: "I... I feel so uncomfortable, it hurts even more than when Ah Huang disappeared. What should I do to relieve the pain? Why do all the people I love leave me? Why do I— —”

"It's okay." Tang Xuan interrupted him softly, "There will be someone who understands and cherishes you. Mom will always stand by your side."

Ah Huang is a yellow cat with a fat body. Che Yun has been with him since he was six years old until he was 14 years old. Ah Huang suddenly disappeared and could not be found. That night Che Yun was very sad for a long time.

Che Yun is a person who values ​​feelings very much, he will treat whoever is kind to him even better.

Jing Ming was the person he had liked for six years, and if it was limited to his crush on Che Yun, he probably wouldn't be able to last that long, but the kindness Jing Ming treated him after more than a year of getting along made him greedy enough to want to have it for the rest of his life.

Che Yun drank the raw reed root porridge, and his mood was not so sad. He washed the dishes and said a few words to Tang Xuan, then went back to his room to do the test paper.

For the next two days, Che Yun was still with Jiang Mangyu and the others, but without Jing Ming, Jiang Mangyu wondered: "What is Jing Shao busy with? He's not with us either."

Che Yun swallowed his saliva, hesitantly said: "Probably busy with going abroad."

"Why go abroad?" Jiang Mengyu said, "Jing Shao will not go."

"Yes, is it?" Che Yunqi said to Ai, thinking wildly in his mind, maybe he and Jing Ming still have a chance.

Chapter9: Goodbye

There are 2 days before the college entrance examination, Che Yun clearly realizes that he and Jing Ming will never go back together, these days Jing Ming has been avoiding him, not only getting stuck until the class is over, but also leaving the classroom immediately, even after school, he also finds him With the excuse of not being with Jiang Mengyu and the others, naturally he didn't sit with Che Yun in the evening self-study.

Che Yun wouldn't cling to him with shamelessness, at most he would look at him a few times from a distance, and finally he would silently look back, with a trace of sadness in his black and white eyes.

The day before the college entrance examination, Che Yun finally went to Jing Ming. He had so much to say to Jing Ming, even if Jing Ming would not welcome him, even if he was disliked, he still wanted to say it. He couldn't let go of the six-year relationship that had formed.

But seeing him coming, Jing Ming got up and walked around him and left, Che Yun turned around and looked at the distant figure, speechless for a moment.

When I got home at night, Che Yun took out his notebook, and on the last page it was written: My lips and teeth belong to me, but to Zhong Ru, beautiful mountains and rivers, and Yu Mingxuer.

He took up his pen and added:

"The stars are densely covered, look at them.

Separated by a wall, hand in hand to build.

I wish to wait ten years and keep the world.

Jingxiu mountains and rivers, Xu Mingyuer.

Chase the car and resign, looking back for a long time.

Yiyi's love is like sunshine. "

He lay on the table and murmured: "Jing Ming...Jing Ming..."

This name took root in the depths of his soul, this name was a pointer when he was lost, and this name carried his 2192 days of growth.

The word "Jingming" is the proof of his best youth.

On the day of the college entrance examination, Che Yun went to the experimental elementary school, Jing Ming was still in the middle school, Jiang Manyu and Xie Min were also in the middle school, and Gong Yiheng went to the elementary school with Che Yun.

It is said that the primary school department actually has a junior high school department, but only the first and second graders.

Che Yun was wearing a white shirt, nine-point white trousers, and a black shoulder bag on his shoulder. Gong Yiheng was beside him. They were not in the same examination room. Gong Yiheng said to him, "I'm going first, do you know my examination room?"

Che Yun nodded slightly, with a stunning smile.

He walked up the No. [-] staircase of the teaching building with his bag on his shoulders, and every step seemed heavy. He had walked this passage for two years, and he went up to the fifth floor of the top floor.

He stayed in the classroom next to the roof for a year.

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