refuse to be responsible

In a cold and damp room, a group of teenagers huddled in a corner shivering.Here, a teenager is taken away every day.The horrific screams kept echoing in their ears, making people chill.

Hill looked at his hands full of pinholes. Another omega died today because he couldn't bear the effects of the medicine. When will it be his turn?

Even if he died, this place was more terrifying than hell, and he wanted to be free.It's not that I haven't thought about escaping, but the word escaping is too far away for a group of weak and incompetent people like them.Rather than being tortured by drugs every day, it would be better to die quietly like that omega.

"Sill, smile." A hand that was also bruised and full of pinholes held his slender hand, and the boy had a bright smile on his face.

"Why, you, can you still smile like this?" Hill looked at the beta who was smiling brightly. Most of the children brought here for research were omega, but there were also many betas.He's impressed with the beta because he's the only one of them smiling forever.Even though he was also facing the threat of death, he still smiled brightly.

"Why don't you smile?" The beta boy smiled. "My father said that the more difficult we are, the more we have to smile. We can never lose the belief in survival. Once we lose it, we will really be lost."

"The belief in survival?" the boy murmured in a low voice, with a bleak smile on the corner of his mouth, "No, I don't need that kind of thing, I've had enough of the days of worrying about my own death at any time. I want to be free."

"Hill, like you, I receive injections of various drugs every day, and watch the partners who are curled up in the corner pass away every day." The beta boy's eyes were full of sadness, "But even so, I don't want to lose hope." There was an incomprehensible light in the boy's eyes, shining brightly.

"Abel." A tall alpha dressed in white walked in and called a name.The person named will be today's victim.

"So it's my turn." The beta boy stood up helplessly, and before leaving, he turned to look at Hill, "I think, this time I may never come back again, you can send me off with your smile huh? I thought, leaving with a smile on my face."

Hill twitched the corners of his mouth, revealing a smile uglier than crying.

"Your smile is really stiff." The beta boy still smiled brightly, "But forget it."

Hill looked at the boy's resolute back, curled up and hid in the corner, weeping silently.

When will these days come to an end.

******

"Hill."

The partners around him turned into corpses, is it his turn in the end?

Hill closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, there was no emotion in his eyes, and he followed the tall alpha in front of him blankly.

A fiery red liquid propelled his body.

The fire, it seemed that there was a raging fire constantly burning every part of his body.His whole body convulsed with pain, and he could only make a single sound: "Ah... ah...".

He knew that he must be very embarrassed at the moment.He is in so much pain, when will such inhuman torture pass, why can't he die happily?

Tormented by endless burning and pain, Hill's consciousness gradually began to blur, his mind went blank, and then he didn't know anything.

"Omegas are indeed weak and incompetent creatures." The alpha who watched Hill's painful struggle with cold eyes mocked lightly, "It only lasted for 10 minutes, and the beta boy lasted for an hour."

"Ramons, can I think you are provoking me?" the only omega among the experimenters said lightly.

"No, Myers, you are different from them." Although Ramones said so, the contempt in his eyes did not diminish.There are really too many omegas in the empire, such weak and incompetent creatures are too many to make people feel bored.

"Let's end today's experiment." Myers wrote down the results of today's experiment, and let Ramones discard the lifeless corpse.

******

He thought he was dead and freed, but he did open his eyes.

In the dark world, only a little blue light flickers not far away.

With the help of the blue light, he could see his surroundings clearly. There were corpses all around him, and those familiar faces made him tremble with fear.

There was a lifeless corpse lying quietly at his feet, he recognized him, Abel.Even though not one part of his tortured body was intact, he still had a bright smile on his face.As he once said, no matter what difficulties you face, you must face them with a smile.

He didn't know why he didn't die, but, he thought, maybe he should hope like Abel said.

He dragged his painful body towards the little blue light.

The blue light danced playfully in front of him, even feeling warm.

He reached out and touched the little blue dot.

A fiery breath rushed towards his face, and his mind went blank.

Inexplicable things kept popping up in his mind, he just felt dizzy and his head hurt like it was about to explode.

"Ah..." Hill let out a roar like a trapped animal, and completely lost consciousness.

In the desolate wilderness, among the mountains of corpses, there is a small body wrapped in a faint blue light, suspended in the night sky.

The blue light flashed slightly, and the figure disappeared.

******

On the bloody battlefield, the boy slowly woke up, looking at his pale hands with doubts in his eyes.

Who is he, here, and where?

"Survivor, it's a survivor!" A group of people exclaimed and ran towards him.

Messy instruments are constantly checking on him.

What is a survivor and who is he?Tired and confused.

He groaned in pain and lost all consciousness.

******

In the dimly lit room, the boy tremblingly aimed the needle at his arm, struggled for a while but failed to get it in.He was instinctively afraid of sharp things like needles.No matter how deeply I took a deep breath, I couldn't suppress the fear in my heart.

"Optical Brain." The boy called out in his mind.

"Please enter the command." The pleasant voice resounded in my mind.

"Give over the control of your body and inject this inhibitor into my body."

"Yes, my master."

The boy held the needle hole in his right hand and pierced it into the vein of his left hand without hesitation.

After the injection was over, the boy sat on the ground exhausted, the trembling all over his body couldn't stop.

"The time limit for the inhibitor this time is six months." The voice of the light brain sounded, "With all due respect, your body's upper limit to the inhibitor is approaching.

"Understood." The boy said wearily.

The author has something to say: A new hole has been opened~~Scattering flowers~~