doctor's love

The city was closed by heavy snow.

The singer's finger was cut open by the cold-sharp strings, and half of his palm was covered in blood.He sighed, thinking that the weather was not good, he put the piano back in his bag, and walked into the snow with an old black umbrella.He waited for the blood on his hands to be freeze-dried by the wind. As he walked, he sang a new song he learned in the video store two days ago.

It seems to be a new song by a foreign band?He couldn't remember the name of the band, these young people just like to do something foreign, which sounds good anyway.

The slightly sad and desolate voice caught the attention of several schoolgirls. They turned back and stopped the artist, stuffed a few five pieces into the small cup he was holding, closed their palms and muttered silently, "I hope AKAWA can hurry up!" Get well" and the like.The artist was a little puzzled, he shook his little cup, thought for a while, then gave up, continued singing that song, and walked into the vast world.

"My memory stopped in yesterday"

"Your smile faded away"

"Fleeting like nightblooms"

"How could I see itone more time"

"My future stuck in the past"

"With the rainbows we've watched through glasses"

"夕焼け落んでる川道に"

"Yout old me who you like"

"今场いつ会るか分かりません"

"楽しみにしていますその日を"

"Maybe I can be who I want to be"

"Alli want is for those memories to last"

"alli want is for those memories to last"

""All I Want..."

"The star in your cadre ward, can you tell him not to sing?" Nurse Xiao Wang said to Yang Qianhuan of the Department of Cardiology, "The patients in this aisle can hear it, and everyone is complaining."

How dare Yang Qianhuan talk about this little ancestor.This foreign boy surnamed "Morita" has been in a bad complexion since he was admitted to the hospital last night, but he still looks heartless.Although he pretended not to understand other people's words from time to time, it was very clever to ask him to do whatever inspection he did.

Doctor Yang agreed and sent Xiao Wang away.At the beginning, he reminded Chihe several times to stop singing, and even brought out his poor English, but the other party just didn't appreciate it.

Dr. Yang was sweating profusely, and used up pack after pack of tissues.He walked round and round at the door of the ward, and after listening to him singing the line "Alliwantis for those memoriestolast" fifty times, he finally hoped for a savior.

Lu Baiqiao is now on a rotation in neurosurgery, and Dr. Sun, the instructor in the department, seems to have heard about his friendship with the son of the director of Xin's Clinic upstairs, and treats him very friendly. It is the easiest few copies.Lu Baiqiao felt as if he had entered heaven, and he had a lot more free time.

He is a fan of ONEDAYDREAM. Although he has not listened to their songs for a long time, he has already sung them well.Now that the idol is in his own hospital, of course he would come here to wander around whenever he is free.

He didn't even have the courage to enter the door last night, so he could only hold the album in his hand and pat it gently.When passing by a doctor whom two people knew, he hurriedly stuffed the album into a white coat.He is really timid, this star-chasing appearance with his hands and feet tied reminds Lu Baiqiao of the time when he fell in love with the first boy in high school.But that is also a very distant thing, and I am only living in a youth comedy of others.

But Chihe had already discovered Lu Baiqiao.He deliberately hid behind the door and took the opportunity to catch Dr. Lu.Seeing the albums in Lu Baiqiao's hands, Chihe smiled and said to him in a non-standard dialect: "Yi Sen, I know you are my fan, right?" He is eight centimeters shorter than Lu Baiqiao , When he said this, he didn't look like a 28-year-old youth, but he looked like a young boy.

Doctor Yang immediately rushed to Lu Baiqiao like a tiger preying on its prey, making him tremble with fright.Doctor Yang put on a smiling face, and said in a good voice: "Xiao Lu, I heard that this patient has a very good relationship with you, can you please communicate with him so that he will not quarrel? And this, this morning Take the list that came out, take it to him and explain your condition. I can’t even communicate with him, and the interpreter won’t come until the afternoon.”

"This... Doctor Yang, this is not good..."

"Oh, what's wrong with that! It's normal for you to talk more to your favorite star! If you are afraid of Dr. Li, I'll go and tell him! Dr. Xiao Lu, you are such a good person, he can't believe it !" Yang Qianhuan didn't give him a chance to explain at all, pushed Lu Baiqiao into the ward, and waved to him.

Seeing that he was here, Chi He immediately put down his phone and smiled at him.

When your idol smiles at you, that is really a kind of supreme happiness.Lu Baiqiao couldn't help but also smirked, then lowered his head to look at the list, intending to briefly talk to him...

Briefly describe his condition.Lu Baiqiao only took a few glances, and there was a place in his heart that was pressed down heavily by the boulder, and he almost couldn't breathe.

Chi He saw that his face was getting paler and paler.He asked with concern: "Yisen, what's wrong with you? Is there something unhappy? It's okay, how about I sing you the title song of the next Binhai LIVE?"

Lu Baiqiao shook his head, he just felt so uncomfortable inside.At this moment, he would rather he hadn't seen Chihe's smile just now, didn't agree to Dr. Yang's request, or even didn't come to the Ninth Hospital.

"Mr. Morita." Lu Baiqiao said tremblingly, "I'm sorry, you can't sing anymore."

Chi He looked confused. He understood what Lu Baiqiao said, but he didn't understand the meaning of his words: "What? Why can't you sing? Ah... Could it be too loud?"

Listening to his brisk voice, Lu Baiqiao glanced at his pale lips from the corner of his eyes.After a few seconds, he heard his own voice again: "You have dilated cardiomyopathy. If you exercise vigorously and get overexcited, you... I'm afraid you won't be able to get up again."

"Looking at the record that was sent just now, you must have had a heart attack before."

Chi He leaned on the bed in a daze, then sat up suddenly and said, "But that was something that happened when I was a child, I've been cured a long time ago! At that time the doctor said I was cured!"

Lu Baiqiao looked at him struggling to argue powerlessly, and held back his sorrow and told him: "But you have a relapse. It is true that you have recovered from your illness when you were young, but the temperature in Chaozhong has dropped sharply recently, plus... your recent tour Sometimes, strenuous exercise, heavy drinking, maybe a few extra packs of cigarettes, and an upper respiratory infection triggering a relapse of dilated cardiomyopathy. These may be small things, but they all add up, and you are not doing well The body is just..."

At this point, Lu Baiqiao could no longer speak.He saw Chihe covering his face, his shoulders shrugged.Are you crying?Lu Baiqiao was flustered and didn't know what to do for a while.Lu Baiqiao had faced patients who were unable to face his illness several times before, but this time the target was not just the patients.

Chihe didn't cry, he took his hands off his face and was actually smiling.But this smile was not real at all, as if he was listening to a very ugly joke, his eyebrows were curled up like a character horoscope.

He said, "Am I going to die just because I love to sing?"

Morita Chiwa's dilated cardiomyopathy has long been apparent.During the many LIVEs before, he felt a little difficult to breathe, and sometimes he felt chest pain when jumping on the stage.But he attributed this to the fact that he wore less clothes and had a slight cold, and he recovered after a few sleeps after the concert.

This phenomenon became more and more frequent, but the schedule was too tight, and the time to go to Zhaozhong for the tour was approaching, so he thought "just go back to China and check carefully."

But before he finished the tour, his body was already fragmented, and he could no longer bear the same intensity of stimulation.Chi He looked at Lu Baiqiao in disbelief: "I just like to sing, is everything wrong?"

No, you're not wrong, you're not wrong... you're not wrong!Lu Baiqiao was so heartbroken that he almost cried out, he was really uncomfortable, and he also felt that fate likes to play tricks on people too much.

What Chihe said was not wrong.Dilated cardiomyopathy to his extent, death has been inevitable.Drug treatment can only make his damaged heart survive for a period of time, at least half a year, at least one to two months.Unless they can find a suitable heart for him during this time and arrange surgery for him as soon as possible.

But he is not Chaozhong, Xiaochu's genes are completely different from Chaozhong, how could they find a heart suitable for him in just one month?Can he afford to ask him to wait? !

Lu Baiqiao didn't know how he got out of the ward.As if in a fugue, he walked to the stairs alone, bent down and hugged his head, and opened his mouth to cry silently.His mind was full of what Chi He said to the host when he watched the ONEDAYDREAM interview in the morning.

"The only reason I can stop creating is probably death." He smiled and hugged Hiroshi, who was in the same band, "Don't worry, we are in the upswing of our career!"

In neurosurgery, Lu Baiqiao would occasionally meet one or two patients suffering from severe mental problems due to brain and nerve problems.Some people have even self-harmed several times, but they were all rescued.When encountering these cases, he always sighed.

People who want to live can't live, and people who want to die can't die anyway.I don't know when this sentence popped up in his mind, which made his nose sore again.

After explaining his illness to Chihe, he really stopped singing.Dr. Yang is very grateful to Lu Baiqiao, although the latter almost hates this job in his heart.

The band members heard about Chihe's condition when they arrived in the afternoon after finishing their chores.Two people burst into tears on the spot. Their voices were so loud and powerful that they penetrated all the walls of the three-story building.The translator was talking on the sidelines, but finally couldn't say anything, and wiped tears with other people.

Everyone understands that accepting death is a very difficult thing, but when they really face it, everyone will collapse in an instant.

Chi He watched them cry together, and his heart suddenly became empty.He picked up his phone and swiped open the lock screen, and two messages jumped in.Click on one of them, and it says: "I'll come to your place at night." Scrolling up a few times, they are all sparse and ordinary conversations, and this one seems to be no different.

He suddenly showed a relieved expression.

She is coming.

His lover, she is coming to see him.

This may be the best news.

Lu Baiqiao listlessly finished writing the materials in hand, and after reporting to the doctor, he went upstairs to Xin's Clinic.He needs to have a chat with his fake therapist pal and go grab a drink.

The moment he opened the elevator, he saw a woman with an extraordinary temperament standing inside.Lu Baiqiao didn't think much, just walked in.

He was going to the Xin's Clinic on the top, and the woman was going to the Cardiology Department on the fifteenth floor.

Lu Baiqiao felt a little strange, so he couldn't help but look at the woman twice.She was wearing a pair of toad mirrors, and her makeup was just right.The clothes are also a perfect match.Seems like someone of status.Lu Baiqiao felt that she looked familiar, but couldn't tell where she had seen it.

At this time, the woman's cell phone rang.After she connected the phone, a familiar and tired voice came from the other end: "Aya, where have you been?"

"I'm in the elevator. Wait a little longer." After speaking, the elevator arrived at the place.The woman calmly put away her mobile phone, got out of the elevator and walked to the cadre ward.

Lu Baiqiao couldn't believe his ears.The voice on the phone was clearly Chi He's.So, is this "Aya" an acquaintance of Chihe?

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The song is original in English, and in the Japanese part of the lyrics, there is a line "夕焼け流んでる川道に" from "Sun to Sunflower".