doctor's love

Here is a question for you.

Do you believe in luck?

win lottery?

Fame?

Tens of thousands of followers for writing jokes for half a year?

The elderly people who rescued were actually billionaires?

Many people don't believe it, many people half believe it, and many people don't dare to think about these things at all.Subconsciously thinking about these unrealistic things will only make people uneasy, after all, it is a kind of transcendence.

The bright numbers on the screen reminded Lu Baiqiao what he should do.Opening his mouth, he said to the little brother angrily: "Then what... give me 200..."

Holding the meal card, Lu Baiqiao walked up to Li Keyan lightly with both feet.He looked like he was about to die, and his face turned green and pale, which scared many people.

"Old, teacher," Lu Baiqiao finally calmed down, took out his bank card and put it on the table, "I will pay for the organ transplant operation fee."

Li Keyan looked at the half-skinned card on the table, half-believing, oh no, just very suspicious: "Are you talking nonsense? Can you afford it?"

Lu Baiqiao nodded.

"40, can you afford it?"

Lu Baiqiao nodded.

Li Keyan's eyes widened: "If you don't have a fever now, it means I have a fever. What's going on?"

The expression on Lu Baiqiao's face at this moment made him a little uneasy.It was an expression of a fait accompli, but not the slightest excitement.

"You won't believe it," Lu Baiqiao looked down at his mentor, "I won 50."

Lu Baiqiao is actually not an idiot.If you have wealth, don't expose it, let alone this money is considered a windfall.He used this card to trade stocks on the pretext of his parents, and deceived the young man at the window.Lu Baiqiao sent a letter to Zhou You and Li Yue, and then turned off the reminder function.He trusted these two people and told them that nothing would happen.On Li Keyan's side, he didn't intend to lie, because Dr. Li was not a person who likes to chew his tongue.

The two quickly went to the bank and the hospital's treasury department, anonymously donating the money to the tramp, and the organ transplant operation finally officially started No. 20 hours after the boy's brain death.

The vagabond artist's organs were severely exhausted, and it was a miracle that he could survive until this time.Uncharacteristically, Li Keyan didn't say a single joke during the whole operation, but only said "Thank you" to everyone after closing his stomach.

He threw the hat into the recycling bin, returned to the office with a serious face, picked up his bag and left.

When he went downstairs, he saw Lu Baiqiao who had just finished checking the house.The latter was about to greet him when he was grabbed by the collar and dragged away.

Lu Baiqiao was not as strong as Li Keyan in physical strength, so he pushed him into the car with a panicked look on his face. Li Keyan didn't speak, and drove back to his apartment directly.Seeing that he was in a trance, Lu Baiqiao didn't dare to provoke him, so he could only curl up in the back seat of the car and shiver.

Although even he knew that the fear was only a faux pas.But for the time being, I still want to give Li Keyan a little face, after all, he is the person I like.

What about Li Keyan?What is he trying to do?

Lu Baiqiao followed Li Keyan upstairs to see that he opened the door with the password.It wasn't until this time that Lu Baiqiao realized that Li Keyan's house was ridiculously close to his apartment, only a few streets away.Hey, if we can be together in the future, will there be a "running at night" scene?He thought for a while.

"Hey, you change shifts with just anyone. Don't go this afternoon. I'll sleep first and have dinner at eight o'clock. The money is on the table." Li Keyan's emotionless words suddenly came from behind, Lu Baiqiao was so scared that he almost knocked his tongue.

Don't think about things that are impossible, Lu Baiqiao regretfully watched Li Keyan enter the bedroom, and closed the door.

Is that right?

is that so.

This is it.

At three o'clock in the afternoon, Lu Baiqiao sat in Li Keyan's house, buried his face in his arms.

There is a fruit and vegetable supermarket nearby, Lu Baiqiao often goes there.When he went downstairs, he was still wondering why he hadn't met Li Keyan in the supermarket, and then he immediately understood that Li Keyan would not come here.

He only eats two meals a day, which is settled in the cafeteria at noon, and often eats in restaurants at night. The housework and the purchase of daily necessities are all handed over to the housekeeper who comes once a week. There is no life in the house.What a waste of such a big house.Lu Baiqiao thought to himself, three bedrooms, one living room, one kitchen and two bathrooms are enough for a family of three.

After choosing some melons, fruits, fish, meat and seasonal vegetables, and some seasonings, Lu Baiqiao took the cash from Li Keyan and went to pay the bill.He also wanted to make dinner for Li Keyan before, but the devil is notoriously picky, he doesn't eat cold, bland, reheated, and don't know what ingredients are, even if Lu Baiqiao cooks it again. Well, if it is not a ready-made dish, don't try to enter his mouth.

In this way, Lu Baiqiao could only go to his house to cook after get off work.But the two of them are very busy, Li Keyan is busy with his surgery; Lu Baiqiao is still rotating in the internal medicine department, and it may be better in the gynecology department, so there is no way they can get together to have a meal right now.

Hey, it would be nice if Hazi Canteen was still open.

Lu Baiqiao carried the ingredients and walked to Li Keyan's apartment.He still has reluctance and regret in his heart, but at this moment he seems to have forgotten that all of this can only be established under the condition of "there is a possibility between them".

how can that be possible.Lu Baiqiao had a sore nose, and the tomatoes in the bag suddenly fell out and rolled onto the road.

Three dishes and one soup, both meat and vegetables.The soup is a stewed borscht that Lu Baiqiao stole from Hazi canteen, and it contains a lot of carrots and beef.While he was still making soup in the kitchen, he heard the sound of the door opening behind him.

After taking a shower, Li Keyan came out with loose hair to look for food.

When he saw his student standing obediently in his kitchen serving soup, he was in a daze for a moment.

How to put it, no matter how good the relationship is, it is impossible for a student to willingly go to the tutor's house to cook for him.He suddenly discovered this problem and realized that something was wrong.Lu Baiqiao brought the soup to the table with a sincere expression and obvious pride: "Teacher, I can't do surgery well, but I can cook well. You can wash your hands and eat."

This trace of something bad is not Lu Baiqiao's, but his own.

Li Keyan touched his nose, walked to the sink, and began to wash his hands with a standard hand brushing posture. He thought for a while and said to himself: "Don't say 'you' from now on, just call 'you'."

Li Keyan felt that this was really a breakthrough in his way of dealing with people, he had never been so active before.Even Jing Yilin pursued him actively, although she was the one who left in the end.

Lu Baiqiao noticed that Li Keyan's expression was not quite right, so he asked, "Is the food not tasty? Is it undercooked?"

Li Keyan shook his head, and stuffed another chopsticks of shredded pork into his mouth: "The food is very good. I just remembered something, which has nothing to do with you. Have you told anyone about the 50 yuan?"

"No, I only mentioned it to Zhou You, Li Yue and Xin Hai. Their reactions are also normal." Although this usually refers to grabbing his shoulder and yelling.

Li Keyan let out an "um" and said nothing more.He was thinking about the past, and he didn't notice that Lu Baiqiao pulled his hair down to cover his red ears.

The vagabond finally woke up on the seventh day after the organ transplant.

I can't say too much, and I can't do much action.His cultural level is not high, and he has only one talent in his whole body, playing and singing.

The nurse told him that he should take a good rest, don't be in a hurry to get out of bed, the operation fee is donated by someone, so he doesn't need to worry too much.The wandering artist faltered, and finally nodded vaguely.He couldn't figure it out, he just felt that he might have just broken through a ghost gate.

After that sudden "cooking incident", the relationship between the two became awkward again.Li Keyan continued to skip breakfast every day, and lived in the dark after the operation. Lu Baiqiao still brought bento boxes to the hospital to eat, but the frequency dropped greatly.

Lu Baiqiao is a very pragmatic person, but also a person who is not good at managing money.He didn't have much thought about the remaining money, and felt that it was okay to save it for the time being, so he didn't care about it.He has been stepping on the cotton these days, and his whole body is light. He has not recovered from the joy of cooking for Li Keyan.

Secret love is not sweet, but once there is such a slight response, the heart is like fireworks in the sky, beautiful to gorgeous.The human mind also regresses, like a rewarded puppy, wanting to do better and get more.

Lu Baiqiao felt that it seemed, possibly, indeed, that there was a possibility between the two of them, but he didn't know when.If it appears, can he catch it?

At least for now, can he look forward to it?Just one click?

All right?

He walked briskly into the ward to check on the physical condition of the wandering artist.

"Doctor Lu, hello." The vagabond artist recovered quickly and was able to speak. He waved to Lu Baiqiao from the hospital bed, expressing that he was in good spirits.

"It's been almost a month, how do you feel?" Lu Baiqiao picked up the medical records and glanced at them.There is no problem, judging by his recovery speed, it is even a bit surprising.

"It's good. I can use the nurse to go to the bathroom to relieve my pain these two days. Doctor Lu, is my illness serious? Why do I see a scar on my stomach? I heard from the nurse that my kidneys are not working anymore. ?”

"Yes, you got meningitis from a cold before, and you didn't get medical treatment in time. When you arrived at the hospital, your body and organs couldn't hold it together. I had to change it for you."

"Ah, I heard about it. It's just a fever, it's so serious... By the way, who is this person who paid for my surgery? I really don't have any money, so I can't afford it." The vagabond artist looked embarrassed , Rub your hands together.

Lu Baiqiao shook his head and smiled at him: "You really don't have to worry about it. The person who donated money to you anonymously wrote a check directly to the hospital without any request. Ah, if you really want to repay him, then Please get well soon and continue to sing for everyone as soon as possible."

When the wandering artist heard this, his expression became a little embarrassed.

He plucked his hair twice, and asked Lu Baiqiao: "Doctor Lu, I don't know what you think... I sing ditties just to make ends meet."

"Huh?" Lu Baiqiao was stunned.

"That's to say," the vagabond spread his hands helplessly, "I've learned to bark cats and barks birds and dogs since I was a child. To me, singing is like learning how to bark animals. It's very simple. So what, is it called ventriloquism?" '? This can be regarded as my natural ability. When I was still in the bicycle shop ten years ago, I learned to play the guitar from a little girl, and then I will be able to do it later."

"Oh, but I really don't like singing very much. I just want to make some money. I didn't expect to rely on this "ventriloquist" to beg for food in the end." The wandering artist seemed very regretful, and reached for the water glass on the table next to him .

This is really uncomfortable words.Lu Baiqiao's hands holding the medical records froze, and the expression on his face was frozen in the last second.

After all, it’s still too beautiful to think about. The purpose of people is different from person to person.

How could he, like Chihe, become an existence who worked hard for his pure dream?There are very few such people in the world, and no one can become Morita Chiwa again. There is only one Morita Chiwa in this world, and he has left forever.

"Then... can I ask you to sing "INTHEPAST" by ONEDAYDREAM? I remember you sang it last time." Lu Baiqiao's voice trembled a little.

"Eh? Is it here?" The wandering artist was a little surprised.

"Just keep your voice down." Lu Baiqiao looked at the middle-aged man listening to cross talk with earphones on the hospital bed next to him, and walked over to close the curtain.

"Oh... that's fine. I can't remember the title of the song, can you play a tune? Or say a lyric that repeats a lot."

Lu Baiqiao thought for a while, and came up with a line of lyrics: "All I want is for those memories to last."

The wandering artist thought for a while, clapped his hands, and said he understood: "Oh, that song. Many young girls like it very much. Doctor Lu, do you want to listen to the original version? I learned it."

Original version?Lu Baiqiao didn't understand what he meant for a while.But after a few seconds, he understood what the wandering artist said.

This is really the original singing, the original taste, it is Morita Chiwa's voice, Morita Chiwa's breathing, Morita Chiwa's laughter, and Morita Chiwa's ending sound.

The little nurse in the corridor ran over to watch curiously, but bumped into Lu Baiqiao who was just walking out the door.She adjusted her glasses, and said "I'm sorry" to Lu Baiqiao, but Dr. Lu didn't respond at all, but walked to the stairwell stupidly.

No one will become Morita Chiwa again, there is only one Morita Chiwa in this world, and he has left forever.

Nobody anymore.

Although the reproduction of life is accompanied by the replication of cells, there will never be two identical people in this world.Under the influence of various factors, everyone automatically or passively turns into teenagers, young people, middle-aged people, and old people with different appearances and personalities.

Therefore, after all, it is impossible to project one's longing for one person onto others, which will only bring intermittent disappointment and permanent regret.

Lu Baiqiao made up his mind and sold all the interviews and live DVDs of Chiwa Morita, leaving only the classic albums of him and the band members.He couldn't help lamenting that people really depend too much on music.When he has a stomach ache and has a fever, he will feel much better listening to one or two ONEDAYDREAM ballads.

So Lu Baiqiao became afraid, if "like" also became his dependence, would he be inseparable from him in the future?

But when he was still thinking about this problem, Li Keyan sent him a message on Tianxin, which was urgent, but did not use an emergency call.

"That tramp of yours died last night."