doctor's love

This is just a small county town, and there are fishing villages in the surrounding area.

Lu Baiqiao had never been to the beach, and his nostrils were filled with the smell of the sea breeze, which was itchy.

He stood on the balcony and looked at the buildings with an average altitude of no more than 70 meters, and the sea not far away, and suddenly felt a little hungry.

Li Keyan stood beside him, finished smoking the cigarette in his hand, and extinguished the cigarette butt on the railing.He raised his hand and patted Lu Baiqiao on the back: "Let's go and have dinner."

Lu Baiqiao responded, turned around and entered the room.

There are many kinds of fresh food in the small seaside town. Even a small restaurant can serve you ten or eight kinds of fresh food. The two of them couldn’t agree with the owner, so they had to order a seafood hot pot, a spicy stir-fried clams and two bowls Chowder.

Seafood hot pot includes flower crab, mantis prawn, king prawn, scallop, sixty-year-old carapace, abalone and various fungi, vegetables and tofu.The bone broth base is already very strong, and with the umami flavor of sea food, it has attracted the attention of several diners as soon as it is served.

The clams fried in a slightly spicy sauce unexpectedly went with the rice, and when the braised noodles were finished, the two asked the boss to serve them again.

During this meal, the two of them didn't say anything, they just ate.

As soon as Lu Baiqiao's eyes drifted past the pedestrians passing by on bicycles outside, a piece of scallop meat fell from his chopsticks and was about to hit his dark camel windbreaker.Li Keyan immediately stretched out his hand subconsciously and caught the scallop.

He tossed the meat into the trash can at his feet, wiping his hands awkwardly.Lu Baiqiao remained silent, and took the squid rings in the bowl into his mouth.

"Finish?" Li Keyan lit another cigarette.Lu Baiqiao heard from the nurse that he had quit smoking a long time ago, but after Li Yue's death, he took out the cigarette again.

Lu Baiqiao's father also liked to smoke during his lifetime, so he has always disliked it.But he was not qualified to preach, so he could only nod.

"It's still early. I called Li Yue's family. We still have a vigil tonight. Let's go and have a look."

"Row."

The two walked in tandem, and after looking for a cheap map for three yuan a piece bought at a roadside newsstand for ten minutes, they finally arrived at Li Yue's neighborhood.

In a trance, I thought I was in the Landeng District of Binhai City, a half-old street, a row of handshake buildings, a row of low rough rough houses, seven or eight buildings in front and back, no more than the height of the sixth floor.

After searching casually, I saw two or three small tricycles parked at the entrance of the building, and there were still cannons in the back of the car, probably for tomorrow's funeral.

It's still not too late, and there are still many people gathered downstairs.With sharp eyes, Li Keyan immediately saw a couple sitting on a bench by the door.They are Li Yue's parents, and they met when they came to collect Li Yue's body.

In just a few days, these two middle-aged people have aged a lot.Whether the loss of a child in middle age is a great tragedy in life or a sudden death, Lu Baiqiao felt that his emotions were a little out of control again.

Li Keyan tugged at his arm, and walked forward to chat with them.Not long after, Li Yue's father stood up and asked them to go inside.

The mourning hall is located in the unused garage on the first floor, above which is Li Yue's home.After the two offered incense to Li Yue, they followed Li Yue's father upstairs to Li Yue's room.

There was only one voice-activated light in the corridor, and there were small advertisements such as "do.certificate" and "cleaning the pipe" printed all over the wall. Lu Baiqiao didn't say a word.

Eighty to ninety-square-meter small houses, the ground is full of melon peels and confetti left by relatives and friends, and cigarette butts are fragmented.Li Yue's father pointed them to a room, which was his room.Then he stopped staying and went down to accompany his wife.

The ground was in a mess, Lu Baiqiao saw a dustpan and a broom nearby, so he picked it up and cleaned the ground.

Li Keyan pushed open the wooden door with black gauze hanging on it, stood at the door, flipped on the switch and looked inside.

On the wall opposite the bed is just a small wooden board with some yellow post-it notes stuck to it, writing the main points of medical knowledge.There are two rows of dozens of books neatly stacked on the desk by the window, all of which are teaching aids.The desk is the most common wooden long table, which should have been made many years ago.

There were quite a few other books lined up on the bookshelf next to it. Li Keyan walked over to read and found a complete series of a certain martial arts writer.In addition to this, there is a lot of foreign literature, and there are even a lot of English novels.

When Lu Baiqiao came in, Li Keyan was looking at the notebook in Li Yue's desk.He walked over curiously, and was surprised to find that there were many doodles of characters on the notes.

"I didn't expect my apprentice to be an artist." Li Keyan smiled softly, "It's really rare to have so many hobbies in this environment."

The notebooks and textbooks on the desk were full of dense knowledge points. Lu Baiqiao casually flipped through the medical textbooks, but saw a few lines of fine print.

"Should I continue to study?"

"What am I studying for?"

"Learn? Don't you want to learn? Is it difficult to learn?"

The handwriting is not old-fashioned, it seems to be the mental journey of a young man.

Li Yue is a very hard-working kid. You can tell from the cleanliness of the walls in his room. He is not keen on celebrities and sports events, and only reads books in his spare time.

Most of the free time young people have is worrying.

Lu Baiqiao turned the page and saw the traces under the graffiti.Lots of messy skid marks.Concealed under the chemical formulas are Li Yue's once chaotic mood. Checking the dates of the books before and after, unexpectedly included his entire high school and college years.

The pages won't wrinkle or even be punctured if it's just scratching.The hostility conveyed by the tip of the pen eroded the insides of several draft books to tatters.

He was so tormented, and finally he was determined and started to climb up.But it fell into the abyss at the starting line.

Lu Baiqiao couldn't take it anymore, couldn't control his tears, he could only breathe with his mouth open, his nasal cavity was filled with the moisture he had suppressed, and he took out his pockets, only to find that he still forgot to buy tissues.

Li Keyan saw Lu Baiqiao standing in front of the desk shaking his shoulders violently, so he hurriedly took two tissues from the dining table and handed them to him.

After waiting for two seconds, Li Keyan suddenly stretched out his hand and pressed Lu Baiqiao's head to his shoulder.

He didn't even realize what was going on, so he moved his arms without authorization.Suddenly his hand froze, and the movement stopped for a second when he patted Lu Baiqiao's head.

Lu Baiqiao was also slightly taken aback, but he didn't completely lean into Li Keyan's arms.

He buried his face on Li Keyan's right shoulder to calm down.After a few seconds, he left Li Keyan's smoky gray woolen coat, he didn't want to stain his mentor's clothes.

Li Keyan felt a little regretful.

He shouldn't have let his heart embrace Lu Baiqiao when he was crying.In particular, it shouldn't be here with Li Yue.Although he is ignorant of the world, he is not mentally retarded.In doing so, the first is to eat tofu, and the second is too disrespectful to Li Yue.

These distressed feelings haunted him and kept him up all night.But he was not the only one who regretted it, Lu Baiqiao was not.

But both of them knew very well that their emotions were useless.This is Li Yue's place, and he will always be in his mind in the end.

Lu Baiqiao has been discussing with Xin Hai, how did it prove that we are alive and have lived.To live is to be worthy of yourself, to live is to make yourself worthy of this life.

When the body bids farewell, everyone has to line up and walk around the body of the deceased twice.At this time, most people can't bear it and shed tears.

But when Lu Baiqiao walked up, he suddenly couldn't cry.

Looking at the weeping Li Yue family in the front row, Lu Baiqiao felt a strong sense of despair in his heart. He just wanted to end it quickly and leave here.

He looked around, and suddenly found some strange people standing in the queue of relatives and friends behind.

They wear clothes from different places, and even some of their skin colors can tell that they are not natives.Even so, they wore dark or black clothing, could not understand the farewell words, and bowed their heads in silence.

Does Li Yue know them?Lu Baiqiao felt strange.

His eyes swept over, and he caught a glimpse of a small figure at the end of the queue.Qi bangs, long hair.

It's Zhou You.She came to see Li Yue for the last time.

Lu Baiqiao couldn't see Zhou You's expression clearly, and it was not suitable for him to walk over to say hello at this moment, so he could only watch Zhou You disappear in the team.

This was just an insignificant episode, afterward Lu Baiqiao wanted to find Zhou You, but found that he was about to miss the bus back to Binhai in the afternoon, so he had to give up.

He still remembers the first time he attended a full funeral.He was only 14 years old, a teenager who was just beginning to understand.Entering the coffin, going out of the funeral, helping the coffin, saying goodbye to the body, cremating, placing the urn, and burying, he followed completely.

14-year-old Lu Baiqiao held his father's urn and walked in the procession as if he had lost his soul.He didn't understand why such a vivid person just disappeared, he could no longer see his voice, hear his voice, smell his smell, or touch his body, his subconscious mind couldn't accept it this fact.

Everyone said that Lu Baiqiao's father had done a lot of good deeds in this life, and he would definitely have a good baby in his next life.

This is really a great self-consolation, even Lu Baiqiao is willing to believe it.

Xin Hai's appearance affirmed his thoughts to a certain extent, and this friendship can be said to be the best booster.

Really, he would not want to be a doctor if there was no deep and beautiful moral behind so much suffering.

Lu Baiqiao was in a bad mood, so he took his mobile phone into meditation.

Li Keyan finally breathed a sigh of relief after leaving the funeral scene. He couldn't stand such an occasion because he couldn't cry.

It's not that he has a hard heart, but that he doesn't have this skill at all.So every time I see Lu Baiqiao crying like a fool, I don't know how to comfort him, because he has never considered sadness and pain from the perspective of others.

He is used to laughing at his own weakness when he is uncomfortable, and as time goes by he begins to laugh at the weakness of others.But he didn't know that people become strong because they understand what weakness is.

Lu Baiqiao is very weak, weak like a rookie, but this is also the reason why he is strong.

Li Keyan accidentally fell asleep on the way back, and when he woke up, his head was leaning on his apprentice's shoulder.He froze on his seat for a while, and didn't move.

After a minute, Lu Baiqiao didn't respond, and Li Keyan continued to close his eyes and remained motionless.

To be honest, it's really embarrassing to take the initiative (he doesn't know if) to do this kind of thing at an age.But he felt thick-skinned, so he just pretended he didn't know, didn't know, and didn't care.

After 10 minutes, he suddenly had a question.

It shouldn't be sexual harassment.

After thinking for a minute and confirming that it should not be the case, Li Keyan continued to rest his mind with peace of mind.

But Lu Baiqiao always has a vague and pleasant smell about him, which makes him a little restless.

Hey, why does this guy smell so good?

What body lotion did you use?

Did you bring a separate pack when you came on a business trip?

He let himself go for a while, and suddenly turned his chin and slammed it on Lu Baiqiao's shoulder, which interrupted his train of thought.

"Teacher, are you alright?" Lu Baiqiao put down the phone and looked at Li Keyan beside him.

"It's okay, it's okay." Li Keyan waved his hand.

In fact, there is something, that is, he can't pretend to be asleep.

Hey, this driver is not good at driving.Li Keyan thought regretfully.

Zhou You didn't go back to the hospital right away.

She tidied up the clothes in her suitcase and combed her clothes in front of the mirror.

The "poisonous apple" given by Li Yue was still lying in the cosmetic bag. After Zhou You finished putting on a light makeup, he still took out a lip brush and applied a thin layer.

The temperature today is fair, still cloudy.It's almost April, and the sea breeze seems to be getting warmer.

Zhou You was wearing a black silk dress and a pair of dark leather boots. He was carrying his suitcase in his left hand and a small box in his right.Her dress was very fashionable and attracted the attention of many people along the way.

She took a taxi to the sea cliff outside the city, and then walked up the cliff alone.The road was not smooth, but she walked fast and didn't mind.

There is only a small stone ancestral hall on the edge of the cliff, in which there are stone statues of Zhenhai.However, due to the corrosion of the sea breeze, it has long been a small stone pillar, and the original appearance cannot be seen.