doctor's love

"Mr. Gao, I understand your feelings. But our duty is to treat your son and ensure his health."

Ye Liancheng raised his head and looked directly at Mr. Gao: "I'm sorry for such a request, I'm sorry."

Mr. Gao looked at Ye Liancheng twice, and waved his hands pretending to be relaxed.

"It's okay. We still have time to continue talking." Mr. Gao took out a business card from his pocket and handed it to Ye Liancheng.

"I was a lawyer before, and now I am a legal consultant of a pharmacy, Dr. Ye, then I will take the first step." Mr. Gao dropped this sentence lightly and left the ward.

Yu Xiaomin, who was standing at the door of the ward, couldn't bear it anymore, and said loudly, "How can there be such a person! He is not qualified to be a father at all!"

Yu Xiaomin walked to the bed and said, "Mrs. Gao, what about you? This is your child."

Mrs. Gao, who had been covering her face just now, whimpered and began to cry.Seeing her sad look, Yu Xiaomin hesitated for a while, then let go of the hand holding the quilt.

"I know, I know he's my child...my child..."

Mrs. Gao wiped the tears off her face with her hands, and turned her eyes to the child.She stared at the young body tightly, as if she would lose him in a second.

In Lu Baiqiao's mind, his father has always loved his existence the most.When he learned the news of his father's death in an accident in his teens, his eyes darkened and he almost fainted.

That kind of overwhelming is not sadness, but a stronger shock than sadness.Lu's father is very good at telling jokes, and he is a comedian at home.On weekdays, he is also kind to others, and in the work unit, he is a smart star and a heartthrob.His family has always been very harmonious, his wife is virtuous and gentle, and his son is obedient and sensible.

Although Lu Baiqiao discovered that his orientation was different from the people around him when he was in his early ten years, this did not bother him much.He always thought that if he told Papa Lu about this matter in the future, even if he reprimanded him, it wouldn't matter. In the end, he would always be considerate of himself.But he didn't expect his father's accident, so what he wanted to say was turned into ashes and brought into Father Lu's urn.

In his mind, his parents are the ones he can rely on the most. Even if there is only one "symbol" left in the family, which is crumbling, if there is still one person, Lu Baiqiao feels that he can survive and will not fall in the middle of the road. where.

He was shocked by Mr. Gao's attitude, followed by anger.He was so angry that Zhou You could see the bulging veins on his hands.

Zhou You reached out and pressed Lu Baiqiao's hand.

"Press it down again, the can will break." Zhou You stopped him and took the severely deformed can.

Yu Xiaomin drank up the orange juice in the box and made a "urging" sound: "Parents who refuse to accept their children...it's not uncommon."

Ye Liancheng let out a "hmm" at the side.

"Last year, I received a premature baby who was born in the university toilet. The mother didn't want the baby anyway. In the end, the child's grandma and grandpa came to pick it up. It is also bad luck for the child to meet such parents. "

Yu Xiaomin straightened the nurse's cap and said, "Although parents' ideas are subjective, it may change. Xiao Qiao, although you will only stay in the NICU for two months, you can learn a lot. "

"what?"

Yu Xiaomin patted her husband Ye Liancheng on the back: "A lot."

Ye Liancheng was a little impatient, turned around and said, "There are many. One of them is lobbying."

Yu Xiaomin nodded: "The communication between doctors and patients, and between doctors and patients' families is indispensable, you must know this. But newborns are special patients, they can't speak, so naturally only their caregivers can help them. decision. So if the parent's choice goes wrong, it's indirectly murdering the child."

Yu Xiaomin's words were very serious, Lu Baiqiao and Zhou You froze.Both of them have died of patients in their hands, and it can be said that they are all bad memories.Not just memories, no doctor would be willing to watch his patients die.

Come to think of it, no child is born to die.

A few days later, Ye Liancheng led Lu Baiqiao to Mrs. Gao's ward with a breast pump and a small bottle.

"Mrs. Gao, I would like to trouble you to suck out the milk and put it into this bottle from today. We are going to start breastfeeding him." Ye Liancheng said, "Once every three hours, 0.5ml each time, eight times a day. Watch the baby's body The situation will gradually increase in weight.”

Mrs. Gao lowered her head and remained silent.Her mental state was very poor, Lu Baiqiao didn't know if she really heard Ye Liancheng's words.

"The effect of drip and breast milk is completely different. The milk given by the mother can directly deliver the substances they need to strengthen their immunity... This is very different from the artificially prepared medicine."

"I hope you can come to the hospital every day, the child is still waiting for you." Lu Baiqiao couldn't help interjecting.Ye Liancheng frowned, and told him not to talk too much with his eyes.Mrs. Gao still lowered her head, looking at her toes.

Mrs. Gao was discharged early.As no one expected, she did not come again.

It may be that Mr. Gao pressured her to not come on purpose.Lu Baiqiao was anxious, but didn't know what to do.Mrs. Gao herself seems to have some postpartum depression, and she has little intention to feed the child.What can I do, Lu Baiqiao is really anxious to death.

He was also absent-minded when reading the story with Xiaotuanzi in his arms. Li Keyan noticed it and couldn't help but care.After coaxing Li Lian to sleep, Li Keyan knocked on Lu Baiqiao's door and waited for his response before opening the door.

"What's wrong with you today? Did something happen in the neonatology department?" Li Keyan walked to Lu Baiqiao's bedside and sat down to talk to him.

Lu Baiqiao thought about it, and then told him about it.He tries to be objective and fair, and evaluates the couple without being subjective.The more Li Keyan listened, the more serious his expression became, and he almost caught up with the way he was angry with Lu Baiqiao before.

Before Lu Baiqiao finished speaking, Li Keyan sighed, reached out and stroked the hair on the side of Lu Baiqiao's ear: "You did a good job."

"In fact, if you think about it seriously, you need to bear a lot of risks in childbirth. But ordinary people always feel that it is 'time' to get married, and it is 'time' to have children, and then there are a lot of Children. If you are not careful, one or two of these children will go to crooked ways, such as drug smuggling and human trafficking. Parents may not have thought of such an idea at first, but since they have children, they must bear the burden. Such a risk."

"If you don't have such awareness at the beginning, I don't think such a man and woman are qualified to have children at all." Li Keyan patted Lu Baiqiao.

"But what about you? Are you saying that you are not qualified?"

Li Keyan scratched his head and said to Lu Baiqiao: "In the beginning I didn't. But you have, you can be a good father. I was also panicked at the time, but you couldn't see it."

"Originally, if everyone was thinking about the future of their children and shrinking, the birth rate would have dropped below the horizontal line. I think there are many people who are like me. The reason is clear, but emotional acceptance still needs to be done. a period of time."

"The couple you mentioned, the husband used to be a lawyer, and now he is in a position with a high income. The family conditions are good, and of course he has received more criticism. A healthy child will also be a symbol of his success, It's not hard to understand."

"As for the wife, she is a representative of a well-to-do family married into a rich family, so if something happens to the child, remember to think about the words first, go to Mrs. Gao and ask her opinion."

When Li Keyan spoke, he sounded very serious, but his hands were walking on the quilt, trying to reach Lu Baiqiao's waist.I don't know why, the moment Li Keyan met Lu Baiqiao, he felt that he was completely shocked, and immediately jumped up with an "ah".

Lu Baiqiao was listening attentively, Li Keyan's sudden behavior made him feel baffled.

"...It's not winter, why is there static electricity on your body?" Li Keyan rubbed his wrist and asked him.

Lu Baiqiao tilted his head: "What are you talking about? I don't understand. What static electricity?"

The big eyes widened, and the scene became awkward again.Li Keyan sighed, thinking tonight was really not a good time, so he stepped forward to stroke Lu Baiqiao's hair, kissed his cheek, turned and left.

Lu Baiqiao actually knew what was going on, he lowered his head to look at the photo on the bedside table, and he was troubled somewhere in his heart.

The next day, Mrs. Gao actually appeared.

With her hair pulled back, she was wearing fine silk clothes, and she was carrying a seasonally popular bucket bag in her hand. She appeared in front of Lu Baiqiao and Zhou You in the NICU with a haggard face.

Lu Baiqiao was very happy, and said unabashedly: "Great, Mrs. Gao, you are finally here! There is still a little breast milk left, please give the new breast milk to Nurse Yu Xiaomin."

Mrs. Gao nodded slowly, and took out a small bottle from her bag.Yu Xiaomin came to pick it up, but found that her hands were shaking.

Yu Xiaomin asked softly, "Mrs. Gao, what's wrong with you?"

Hearing Yu Xiaomin's question, Lu Baiqiao turned his gaze from No. [-] oxygen tank to Mrs. Gao.

Mrs. Gao held on, and gave Yu Xiaomin the bottle, blinking slightly, two lines of tears were actually left behind.She opened her mouth and said hoarsely, "I can't help it..."

"Even if I try not to think about him and just sleep at home, I can't help it..."

"There is always milk overflowing from my chest, there is no way to ignore it..."

"It's as if my body is urging me to be a mother," Mrs. Gao cried, "reminding me all the time that the child is still alive, needs food, and he is still alive... This must be the body blaming me, I am not a good person. Mom...I'm sorry for him...I'm sorry for him..."

Everyone listened to her, but no one answered.