I want to abdicate every day [Rebirth]

Song Yan looked at the open clothes on his body, and Ji Zhao's fair chest, and now he helped his waist again. Such a scene shocked Song Yan.

Ji Zhao looked at Song Yan, and instantly understood what was going on, but pursed his lips slightly, immediately avoided Song Yan's eyes, and lowered his head.

Song Yan felt a suffocation in his chest, and suddenly an ominous premonition hit his head. It's not that he hasn't read the relevant books, so he naturally knows what happened between them, but he still doesn't believe it, so he tentatively said:

"Mingyue, do I treat you..."

"Brother Yan drank too much wine last night, I don't blame you." Ji Zhao said pretending to be calm, but still lowered his head and spoke in a steady tone.

Not admitting, not denying, speaking ambiguous words, which made Song Yan very broken.

This Ji Zhao is someone who has a sweetheart in his heart, and this time the capital is going to give him a marriage, how could he give Ji Zhao to... just because he drank too much wine?

This time it’s okay, it’s not that he apologized, and it’s not that he didn’t apologize.

Apologizing is fickle and ungrateful, and not admitting it after sleeping, is a complete scumbag.

But not apologizing seems even more wrong. Ji Zhao is the child he brought up anyway, and he made a great contribution to pacifying the war in the northern border. He just put people to sleep without apologizing, which is simply the best of the scum.

Song Yan was distressed, and Ji Zhao also knew that staying here at this time would only increase Song Yan's embarrassment, not to mention that he was still a little sleepy, so he got up and got off the bunk. Show the traces to Song Yan.

The red marks above are the arrow wounds that Ji Zhao had suffered before, and the scars are ferocious at this moment, in stark contrast to the red marks, making Song Yan blame himself even more.

After Ji Zhao put on his clothes and bowed to Song Yan, he turned around and walked outside the tent. He walked slowly on purpose, and slightly stretched out his hand to support his waist.

Song Yan was devastated, and now he really wanted to ask if Yeluzhen from Beiliao had left, and if he could take him back to Beiliao.

Song Yan in this capital city has no face to go back.

After pacifying the war in the northern border, and signed a covenant of peaceful coexistence with Beiliao, Song Yan thought about the prime minister and the others, so he took the lead to return to the capital. Ji Zhao had just recovered from his serious injury, so he naturally wanted to go back to the capital with Song Yan.

It has been two days, and Ji Zhao didn't speak to Song Yan, and he hid from a distance when he saw Song Yan. Even when Song Yan called him, he just respectfully saluted him, and then avoided as much as possible.

It’s over.

Song Yan sighed in his heart, all he was thinking about was Ji Zhao's child, and he clearly couldn't bear it in his heart. With self-blame, he wanted to talk to Ji Zhao alone several times, but he didn't give him a chance.

Song Yan thought, Ji Zhao must hate him to death.

He waited wholeheartedly to ask the emperor to marry him and his sweetheart when he was eighteen years old, but now he is healed, because he was drunk and made a mistake, and unexpectedly gave Ji Zhao to——

to the scourge.

Song Yan raised his forehead. If he had known today, he shouldn't have read those love stories between generals and military advisers. He must have been influenced by those stories, which made him attack Ji Zhao so absurdly.

Song Yan sighed, covered his mouth and almost cried.

Ji Zhao is just now, and he still has injuries...

The more Song Yan thought about it, the more he felt that he should apologize to Ji Zhao, so after thinking about it, he got up and left the guest room, looked at the guarding soldiers outside, turned around and knocked on Ji Zhao's door:

"Mingyue, it's me, are you there, I have something to tell you."

Song Yan stood outside Ji Zhao's door, somewhat flustered.

But after a while, the door creaked open, Ji Zhao stood in front of the door, his eyes seemed to avoid Ji Zhao, and Song Yan's heart tightened when he looked at Ji Zhao like this, compared to before he knew that Ji Zhao had a sweetheart The loss in the future and Ji Zhao's dodging eyes now made Song Yan feel more self-blame and sad.

Even gave birth to a little luck.

Ji Zhao said softly, "What does Your Majesty want to tell the minister?"

Song Yan opened his mouth, swallowed the words of apology when he reached his mouth, pondered for a while before saying, "Can you go in and say it?"

Ji Zhao turned sideways, and Song Yan went into the room with his hands behind his back. Ji Zhao's back was facing Song Yan, a sly smile appeared on the corner of his lips, which was fleeting, Ji Zhao closed the door to adjust his mood, and turned to face Song Yan :

"Your Majesty has something to say, just say it."

Song Yan rubbed his chin, a little embarrassed, just tentatively said: "I said before, you can call Brother Zhenyan in private."

Ji Zhao shook his head: "Thank you, Your Majesty, for your kindness, minister, I dare not."

Song Yan looked at Ji Zhao's appearance, not only felt a little distressed: "I was wrong, I shouldn't be drunk, I shouldn't treat you... In short, I was wrong."

Ji Zhao bowed his head and nodded: "I dare not blame Your Majesty, who made the only one who didn't drink alcohol that day and wanted to take care of His Majesty, it was my fault, I should have pushed His Majesty away."

When Song Yan saw him like this, he panicked in his heart, and couldn't help but take a step forward, but Ji Zhao took a step back, which made Song Yan very uncomfortable:

"Mingyue, I—"

Ji Zhao said first: "I know that your majesty is unintentional. It is because of this that I am so sad, and I want to avoid your majesty and not embarrass your majesty."

Song Yan didn't understand: "I know I hurt you, but I can make it up to you!"

Ji Zhao raised his eyes and stared straight at Song Yan, the scrutiny in his eyes made Song Yan very uncomfortable.

Ji Zhao: "If your Majesty makes compensation, you might as well fulfill your promise."

Song Yan was puzzled, but felt as if there was something: "What?"

Ji Zhao adjusted his breathing and took a step forward to approach Song Yan. However, when Song Yan took a step back, Ji Zhao hugged him into his arms. Shocked, Song Yan pressed Ji Zhao's shoulder, only to find that this former boy Now that he has grown into a man, his strength far surpasses him, and he can't even push him.

Ji Zhaodao: "If your majesty wants compensation, you must fulfill your promise. Your majesty said that in the decree of the marriage, the name of the sweetheart is written by the minister. Now I will tell your majesty that the sweetheart of the minister is your majesty. I think I also married His Majesty."

Song Yan looked directly at Ji Zhao, and looked at him with completely different eyes from before, not to mention feeling less guilty in his heart, and even a little scared.

He has seen Ji Zhao's eyes like this before, that is, when this powerful minister was in control of the government, as long as Song Yan disagreed with his political views, he would look at him like this, Song Yan will never forget it in his life.

However, Song Yan was very concerned about his words: "What? Is your sweetheart?"

Ji Zhao approached step by step, Song Yan retreated step by step, until he could not retreat and leaned against the wall, being oppressed by Ji Zhao, Song Yan's heart beat fast, turned his face away from Ji Zhao's approaching face, his mind was buzzing With a bang, I gradually realized that I seemed to be a fish on a chopping board.

Ji Zhao pinched Song Yan's jaw and straightened his face, with a smile on his lips: "Does your majesty want to break his promise? Didn't your majesty say that you have no jokes? Didn't you want to compensate the minister?"

As soon as he reminded Song Yan, he remembered the scene he saw when he woke up that morning. Ji Zhao was lying in his arms with disheveled clothes. Such a beautiful scene made him feel unbelievable even thinking about it.

Song Yan said: "I have absolutely no jokes, I will compensate you."

Only then did Ji Zhao smile in satisfaction, and approached Song Yan again, which was unavoidable, so he could only let him kiss his lips.

A faint sweet taste spread in Song Yan's mouth immediately, but this kiss made him soften his waist.

——Where did this little bastard learn these tricks!

Finally, Ji Zhao let go of Song Yan's lips, and looked at his red lips with satisfaction: "Your Majesty, in fact, you also like me, don't you?"

Song Yan was taken aback by his question, because he was obsessed with other things just now, and now he gradually regained his senses, and couldn't help saying: "No, I treat you like a younger brother."

Ji Zhao pouted slightly: "But when it comes to kissing a minister, he has never been a minister or a younger brother."

Song Yan: "Just now, just now you are persecuting me."

Ji Zhao: "I'm talking about the last time, His Majesty put his arms around the minister's waist and pressed the minister on the bed."

Originally, Song Yan didn't remember anything, but when he mentioned it, he could only vaguely remember it. He seemed to remember that he really threw her on the bed and kissed him.

Song Yan pursed his lips and remained silent. He was so desperate for the late festival that he was tempted by a child...

Song Yan blushed at what Ji Zhao said, and couldn't refute a word, but just looked straight at Ji Zhao in front of him.

Ji Zhao also blushed instantly, buried his head on Song Yan's shoulder, and said softly: "It's okay, brother Yan will accept me, I look forward to growing up every day, looking forward to growing old with brother Yan, brother Yan , Brother Yan, do you love me?"

Song Yan's heart was very soft when he called brother Yan, and his eyes were red.

He really likes Ji Zhao calling his elder brother Yan, but now when Ji Zhao calls him, Song Yan will think about what happened that morning.

"Mingyue——" Song Yan parted her lips lightly, and Ji Zhao's response came from next to her ear. Such a cute and soft answer immediately made Song Yan feel guilty.

He watched this child grow up day by day, and he always regarded him as his younger brother.

now……

"I, I want to think about it carefully." Song Yan replied softly.

Ji Zhao raised his head and nodded expectantly: "Okay, brother Yan, remember, I really like brother Yan, brother Yan can't like others, I will be angry, once I get angry, I don't even know what I will do What happened, so Your Majesty must think about it carefully, and don't use others as an excuse to reject me."

Listening to his apparently obedient voice, Song Yan inexplicably felt the hairs on his back stand up and was a little scared.

Song Yan responded, and Ji Zhao let go of him, with a bright smile on his face again.

Song Yan only felt that this child had really grown up, and couldn't understand him more and more, and couldn't understand him, and even stepped into the trap he set step by step without knowing it.

Song Yan is now very suspicious of whether anything happened that night.

However, he did drink a lot that night, and in a trance, he did remember that he overturned Ji Zhao and kissed him.

The more Song Yan thought about it, the more absurd he felt. He stretched out his hand to put his hand on his forehead, wishing he could go back in time. If he could go back to that night, he would definitely not drink too much.

But thinking about it carefully, Song Yan didn't know why he drank for so long that day, maybe he heard Ji Zhao express his true feelings to his sweetheart.

Or maybe he knew that after returning to Beijing, Ji Zhao would ask him to marry his sweetheart.

In short, Song Yan was also very wrong that night, that's why he was so drunk that he didn't remember anything, and that's why he regarded the reality as a dream, and overthrew Ji Zhao.

Song Yan let out a long sigh, and finally accepted this helpless reality, after all, he was the one who said it.

You have no jokes.

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