Accidentally turned red

The music full of loneliness sounded.

Gu Ping's image of being stuck in a lively reunion freezes, blurs, fades away, and finally turns into darkness.

Starring:

Gu Ping-------Li Weixi

School grass-------Yang Yiwei

……

The cast list scrolled up with the music, the lights in the cinema hall came on, and the movie was over.

However, almost no one got up.

It's not that I'm waiting for an Easter egg, and there is no Easter egg, I just feel uncomfortable, a little out of breath, and want to sit down and relax.

The cast list and behind-the-scenes staff list finished playing amidst the sound of lonely music, and the movie screen went completely black.

The staff had already come in to clean up, so she couldn't sit down anymore, Chu Xue took a deep breath, put the used tissue into her pocket, and left the theater with everyone.

In the long corridor leading to the exit, some people walked silently, some sighed and discussed the plot, some wiped their tears and talked about their feelings, but almost no one said Li Weixi or CP.

Just like Chu Xue, she obviously came to see Li Weixi and Yang Yiwei, but at this time she couldn't think of Li Weixi, Yang Yiwei, the stars she was chasing, and the CP she was knocking on. flat.

And different from the feeling of feeling sorry for, crying for, and being touched by the people in the play before, Chu Xue now feels more uncomfortable and distressed for herself.

She felt that she was another Gu Ping.

After walking out of the theater, the cool night wind blew by, giving Chu Xue, who was still immersed in the emotion of the movie, a moment of clarity.

The cinema in the business district, although it was almost early morning, was still brightly lit, with neon lights flickering in the distance, and street lights nearby were bright, with the unique temperament of a bustling metropolis.

Chu Xue walked across to the 24-hour cafe.

The soft sofa, strong aroma of coffee, and soothing soft music made Chu Xue feel a little less depressed. She ordered a cup of mocha, took out her phone, and began to write a movie review.

Chu Xue is not a person who likes to write movie reviews. It is not easy to write a sentence of "not bad" or "pretty good" after watching a movie.

But now, Chu Xue feels that she has a stomach full of emotions and wants to write:

"When I was in high school, there was a period of crazy obsession with novels. At that time, my Qianqian just left."

After many years, when Qianqian was mentioned, Chu Xue's eyes were still instantly filled with water vapor. Chu Xue wiped her eyes and continued to write:

"Qianqian is a little Xuanfeng. It was only 20 days old when it came to my house, and it hadn't been weaned yet. I raised it in the palm of my hand, taught it to eat, and watched its fluff grow little by little."

"Qianqian was almost an adult when she got sick. The day before, she was still jumping up and down on my shoulders. She always wanted to bite my temples for fun. The next day, she suddenly stopped eating and screaming. I used all my The method that can be used, but on the third day, it still twitched in my palm.”

"When I close my eyes now, I can still think of the way its head was resting softly on my palm, and the last time it opened its eyes and looked at me."

"At that time, I started reading novels crazily. I didn't dare to let my thoughts take a break. I was afraid of thinking about thousands of things, because as long as I think of it, I will cry and my heart will hurt."

"Later, my grades dropped. My parents, like Gu Ping's parents, thought it was because of the novels, so they confiscated all my novels and refused to let me read them. I don't remember that period of time. How did you get through it? It feels like the brain automatically protects and shields the memories of that time.”

"The only image I remember now is that I was lying on the bed with my eyes open, tears streaming down from time to time, and it was getting darker and brighter outside."

"After all these years, I still can't let go."

"When I got old, I began to fear marriage, more precisely, fear of children, fear of raising a life, and fear of this life leaving me."

"Gu Ping likes the same sex, and although I like the opposite sex, but I don't want to get married or get pregnant, I'm afraid it's not much easier for my parents to accept than being gay."

"I don't know what to do in the future, but I don't want to be Gu Ping."

After the mocha was served for a long time, Chu Xue took a sip to warm her heart, and typed the last line:

"No matter what, I must not be Gu Ping."

After the comment was posted, Chu Xue put down her phone, picked up the coffee on the table, and sipped it while turning her head to look at the night scene outside the window.

After drinking a cup of mocha, Chu Xue's turbulent mood finally gradually calmed down. With a long sigh of relief, Chu Xue put down the coffee cup, got up, paid the bill and left.

Maybe it was because she remembered too much of the past, maybe it was because of that cup of coffee, after Chu Xue went home and washed, she lay on the bed but couldn't fall asleep for a long time.

After tossing and turning for a while, she still couldn't fall asleep, all she could think about was today's movie, finally, Chu Xue simply sat up, turned on the desk lamp, picked up her mobile phone, clicked on Douban, and searched for "He's Very Happy".

The score is 8.8, which is quite a high score for a domestic film.

A few days after the film was released, there are already many short and long reviews below:

["He is very happy", no one is happy. 】

[At the end of the film, when I saw Gu Ping's parents still complaining about Gu Ping not being close to them, I suddenly felt very sad. They will never know what they destroyed. 】

【We are waiting for an apology from our parents, but our parents are waiting for our thanks. 】

[When you are in school, you only focus on grades, and when you work, you only focus on work. When you reach the age, you must marry and have children. This is almost a rule line set for everyone. Everyone supervises each other and does not allow differences. Someone is constantly criticizing you, Gu Ping is afraid of this kind of verbal criticism, his sorrow is not only caused by his parents. 】

【In this world, we all used to be Gu Ping. 】

[Kissing with the school grass in the dream, sex with the school grass in the dream, standing on the stage with radiance in the dream, all the happiness that Gu Ping really wants can only appear in the dream, it is so fucking sad. 】

[Extremely warm, full of reunion, bustling, neat and tidy...a chill in my heart]

[I will invite my parents to watch the movie again this weekend. 】

[I went to watch it for Weixi, but after watching it, I forgot Weixi, only Gu Ping was on my mind. 】

[Three swipes back, this is the best movie I have seen this year, bar none, for me it is more than just a movie. 】

[I went to watch it with doubts about Xiao Xianrou's acting skills, and I cried like a dog at the end, completely forgot about it, Li Weixi is awesome, and he deserves his name as the best actor in Venice. 】