Unbelievable

This is the third time, I heard this girl talking to herself.

Ruan Yu leaned against the corner of the library, and the heavy curtains firmly covered Ruan Yu's figure.The environment here is also unique, because there is a protruding wall here, so there is only a short bookshelf slanted here, and the books on the bookshelf are all tall philosophy books, firmly forming a tightly closed space.Moreover, the library is always warm in winter and cool in summer. After Ruan Yu finishes sorting out her books, she likes to take a nap against the wall behind the curtain.

But something has been wrong since a few days ago.

At first, a girl came to sit here. There were no stools here, but the girl softly said something to the part-time senior in the library, and the senior came over with a stool and a chair.

The girl was also quiet at first, only swinging the Go that she carried with her.

Ruan Yu also fell into hypnosis when he heard the sound of chess pieces falling lightly.

But gradually, Ruan Yu noticed something was wrong.

It was like an aura, gradually no one came here, not even the cleaning lady, it was like a huge shadow hovering around, the outside world couldn't enter.

Ruan Yu was quite lazy, nothing went wrong, even if she was a little quieter, it didn't matter.

But the girl started talking, started talking to herself.

"Why did you reject Wu Ning today? I really like him." The voice was lively.

And the quiet voice replied, unhurriedly, "I don't like his smell."

Song Xi leaned against the wall, listening to each other, his eyelids sank, and he lifted it up again.

"...What about death?"

Ruan Yu woke up with a start, heard these two words vaguely, and wanted to listen carefully.But only the sound of chess pieces hitting the board can be heard, unhurriedly.

So Ruan Yu fell asleep again.

When she woke up, the girl had already packed up the go chess and left, leaving only the bare table.

Ruan Yu lifted a corner of the curtain and saw the bright lights outside, it was like a small world with shadows.

When I left the library, the sky was fine, and there were students coming in and out.

Ruan Yu stood in the shadow beside the steps of the library and yawned, looking lazy.But there were also girls who peeked at Ruan Yu. After all, Ruan Yu was quite reliable with only one face.

When Song Xi came over, the commotion was even bigger, after all, Song Xi's face was more like a male god.

As soon as Ruan Yu saw Song Xi, she put all her weight on Song Xi.

"Why is it so late to be a tutor today?" Ruan Yu asked, yawning again.

"You are sleepy in spring and tired in autumn, and sleep in winter and summer. You don't get enough sleep all year round." Song Xi sarcastically mercilessly.

"Who told you that I couldn't take the Weird Department, and I could only go to a university. I was admitted to the same school as you."

Song Xi pushed Ruan Yu straight, indicating that he should be more careful outside, "I didn't expect you to be able to do it." There was a smile in his eyes.

"Cut." Ruan Yu was very proud, "How dare you underestimate me."

The two walked slowly to where they lived.

Ruan Yu has always wanted to show her tyrant status, but for a while, she has been eating Song Xi, drinking Song Xi and sleeping in Song Xi.But as soon as she entered university, Ruan Yu bought a house near the university town.Such bling, such thick thighs.

Song Xi didn't even come to hug her.

She only went to live with Ruan Yu on rest days, so Ruan Yu had no choice but to follow Song Xi.

Especially freshmen are not allowed to live outside.

So the house is empty most of the time.

The first thing to do when you go back is to clean up, mop the floor, wipe the windows and tables.

After finishing everything, Ruan Yu went to take a shower directly.After washing, Ruan Yu turned on the computer, and then lay down on the bed regardless of whether her hair was still dripping with water.

Song Xi came out in her pajamas, buttoned up to the top.The whole person appears strict and abstinent.

"I met a girl today." Ruan Yu said.

Song Xi responded casually, and then sat on the bed.Ruan Yu moved her body and put her head on Song Xi's lap.Song Xi motioned for Ruan Yu to continue, holding a towel in his hand, he wiped Ruan Yu's hair.

"Then no one came over where she was sitting. I huddled in the corner and listened to her talking to herself." Ruan Yu complained.

"You are leaning against the wall again, no wonder your clothes are covered with white ash."

"The focus is wrong." Ruan Yu protested.

Song Xi wrapped Ruan Yu's hair with a towel and wiped it gently.

"There's nothing wrong with it."

Ruan Yu hugged Song Xi's waist and buried her face in Song Xi's clothes.

"Song Xi, Song Xi." Ruan Yu called softly.

"Don't act like a baby." Song Xi said with a smile.

Ruan Yu retorted, but her voice was distorted through the clothes, "No." It was more like acting like a baby.

And Song Xi just supported Ruan Yu's head, bent down, and the two looked at each other.Then kissed.

A very clean kiss, with the same toothpaste taste in the mouth.Song Xi bit Ruan Yu's lips lightly, and Ruan Yu licked Song Xi's mouth with the tip of her tongue.Kiss for a while, rest for a while.The two people seem to be playing an interesting game.

Then Song Xi continued to wipe Ruan Yu's hair, Ruan Yu closed her eyes as if she was about to fall asleep again.

Drowsiness, photophobia.

Song Xi's eyes showed deep worry, but he looked at Ruan Yu, who was already asleep without a heart, and couldn't help but patted Ruan Yu's head, and resigned himself to wiping his hair.

Ruan Yu's hair is thin and soft, but although this person is easy to talk on the surface, he is actually stubborn in his bones.

Ruan Yu wasn't tired, but felt that she was light and light, as if she couldn't get it right.Ruan Yu actually knew Song Xi was wiping her hair, covering herself with a quilt, turning off the lights and closing the door.

But I can't wake up all the time.

The sky was too bright, the lights were too bright, and I was very scared.Even though I knew there was nothing to be afraid of, I was still afraid.

Ruan Yu opened her eyes, the thick curtains had been drawn, and the lights had been turned off.Ruan Yu stroked her dry hair, and suddenly felt that she was extremely hateful.

Relying on Song Xi's connivance, he felt lawless with peace of mind.

This is not right.

Ruan Yu was staring at the door in the dark, and could hear Song Xi's movement next to her.Song Xi turned on the light and sat down beside the desk, not knowing which book he pulled out.

Ruan Yu leaned against the wall, her whole body seemed to be in a ball of frustration.

Don't be afraid, don't be afraid.

Explain clearly, speak clearly, a few words.

But the lights are really scary, don't want to step out.Ruan Yu stood blankly, gripped the door handle tightly, and opened the door.

But as soon as the light from the living room came in, Ruan Yu felt his thoughts wander, and then gently closed the door.

He took out his phone and started texting.

"Are you asleep?" Ruan Yu could clearly hear the vibrating cell phone ringing from next door.

There was no reply to the text message, but a call came in. Ruan Yu saw that it was Song Xi.

"What are you doing?"

Ruan Yu sat on the bed, her bare feet stepping on the wooden floor, it was a little cold.

"Song Xi." Ruan Yu called out softly, and then called out again, "Song Xi."

"Don't step on the floor with bare feet." Song Xi's voice was always very soft at night, and then it was so gentle that it made people want to cry.

"Yes." Ruan Yu agreed perfunctorily.

……

There was a long silence.

Ruan Yu changed the subject, "What's wrong with me?" She wanted to get a definite answer.

Song Xi asked, "Can I come here now?"

Ruan Yu changed her position and nestled under the quilt, her head buried in the darkness, her voice was indistinct.

"I don't want to go there."

"It's still in childhood." Song Xi sighed.

Although Ruan Yu hated Song Xi for saying this word, she still tolerated it.Being able to talk quietly like this is better than lazy lethargy.

"Why did you agree to date me? Don't you think it's strange?" In this kind of environment, it seems that you can ask anything.

"Because I'm afraid you will fail the college entrance examination."

"Haha, I'm pretty hardworking too." Hearing Song Xi's answer, Ruan Yu laughed.

After coming out of that place, Yu Lin left and never saw him again.

But the relationship between Ruan Yu and Song Xi became better, Ruan Yu relied on Song Xi, and Song Xi tolerated this.

Until the eve of the college entrance examination, Ruan Yu said after breakfast, as if saying goodbye, "Let's date."

Song Xi swallowed the last bite of fried dough sticks in his mouth, and said softly, "Okay."

It's like a joke.

Maybe it was a joke itself.

Ruan Yu's smile faded.

"Am I going to die?"

Ruan Yu asked.

Song Xi was quiet for a while, but still answered, "Maybe. It's easy to not survive childhood, but it's okay, I promise you won't die." So honest and straightforward.

Ruan Yu smiled lightly, "Okay, then I will live and hug you hard."

"Don't be afraid, the lights don't pose any threat to you, you're just scared by nature." Hearing Song Xi next door closed the book and started talking on the phone, Ruan Yu turned over and poked her head out of the quilt.

"Song Xi, let me listen to you sing a song."

Ruan Yu said as if on a whim.

I don't know what Song Xi's expression was like when he heard this sentence, helpless or still neither salty nor dull.

Although I really want to yell, I'm going to die, can you fucking care about me a little more.

But he clearly knew that he was trying to die, so he also understood that this sentence should not be said.

Getting to know Song Xi probably used up all my luck in my life. Ruan Yu's tears were dripping on the quilt, and every day seemed like the end of the world.I don't want to care about anything, I don't want to worry about it.

Those who like want to catch up, regardless of other people's opinions.

Why is this bastard pampering me? Ruan Yu suddenly felt furious.

"What song?" Song Xi asked out loud.

Ruan Yu was overwhelmed by the question, "I don't know."

Song Xi suddenly hummed, it was a minor tune, like the sound of cicadas chirping on a summer night, but the wind blew through it extremely, very comfortable.Ruan Yu tilted her head, threw her phone aside, turned her voice to silent, and only listened to the voice from the next door.

"Ruan Yu, can you hear me?"

Ruan Yu nodded, and suddenly felt that this action was so stupid, so she replied, "I can hear you."

He heard Song Xi's puzzled voice, "Ruan Yu?"

Ruan Yu glanced at her phone, didn't bother to deal with it, and didn't bother to deal with the light that was still on in the living room, so she knocked on Song Xi's door directly.As soon as Song Xi opened the door, he jumped on it.Hugging Song Xi to his full arms, fortunately Song Xi was strong, otherwise both of them would have to fall to the ground.

Ruan Yu's legs were wrapped around Song Xi's thighs, and her head rested on Song Xi's shoulders.

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Obsessive-compulsive disorder completed ^^