Encountering an Unsolvable Equation

If there is no accident, this will be the last winter vacation in my life. Unlike Lu Xi who goes out crazy every day, He Sheng is lying comfortably on his bed, and the CD player next to him is playing songs softly, although it is not suitable for singing summer songs .

He Sheng felt that how could he go out after taking a vacation after so much difficulty? Of course, staying at home is considered a vacation. He put his hand into the pillow and raised Erlang's legs to change positions. The hand that was pressed under the pillow seemed to touch something. He took it out and saw that it was the ring Fang Shaoyan gave him that day.

In fact, He Sheng knows what it is without taking it out, but he always finds a reason for himself inexplicably, not deliberately taking it out to take a look, but taking it out after accidentally touching it. I had a great time playing.

The color of the metal is very bright, and it hasn’t darkened after playing with it for a long time. Probably the material is very good. The logo representing Fang Shaoyan on it has a beautiful but sharp arc just like him. It makes people feel so simple but noble and indifferent. People can't get close.

Unconsciously, I thought of the few exchanges with him. That person really made me unpredictable. Almost every movement and every word was beyond my expectation. I was caught off guard, thinking of his cold eyes and warm fingers The domineering kisses and fierce bites, the hot and intertwined bodies, the faint breath in his ears with the words that make people blush and heartbeat, the touch he left on his body seems to have never disappeared, every time Every time I thought of it, it was clearly reflected on the skin, and the shameful pleasure spread to the forehead, the throat tightened and even made a sound, the lower abdomen began to burst into flames, and the desire appeared so obviously.

He Sheng covered his face with his hands and exhaled. The cold ring happened to be stuck on his forehead. He tried to distract himself so that the heat from his body would slowly disappear, but that face was clearly imprinted in his head .

He Sheng was startled when the phone at the table rang, and he was stunned for a few seconds before reaching out to grab the ringing phone. The name displayed on the phone screen made him stunned. How could he call at this time? .

Although it was inexplicable, I pressed the answer button "Hello"

Xu Zhixuan's voice sounded from the other end of the phone, "Oh, your voice is so sexy, it took so long to answer the phone, you are not doing something bad~ Are you thinking of me?"

"Ahem" He Sheng cleared his throat, made his voice more natural, blushed and twitched the corners of his mouth, and turned on the gossip mode, "Yes, I miss you, I can hardly remember what I think about you, why did you call?"

"Of course it's a tacit understanding. I knew you missed me, so I appeared in front of you."

"what?"

"Come down quickly, I'll be downstairs at your house"

"What?" He Sheng said, leaning over and looking down from the window, there was indeed a car parked downstairs in his house, which looked very much like Xu Zhixuan's.

"Please hurry up, I've been driving all morning, I haven't eaten lunch yet, I'm super hungry." Xu Zhixuan's aggrieved voice came from the receiver, and He Sheng could imagine his pouting through the radio waves.

"Right now, wait for me." He Sheng hung up the phone and didn't have time to think about it. He dug out the clothes from his ruined room and put them on indiscriminately. At the same time, he stuffed the keys, change and mobile phone into the pocket of his coat. While running outside.

Running down the stairs in a hurry, seeing Xu Zhixuan standing at the door of the building, before he had time to brake, he threw himself into his arms.

"Oh, you are so enthusiastic, you really miss me." Xu Zhixuan hugged He Sheng in his arms, turned his head and kissed He Sheng on the face.

He Sheng hurriedly pushed him away and looked around for fear of being seen by others, then looked at Xu Zhixuan's innocent face, curled his lips, "This is □□, I think you have to get rid of this problem, why are you here?"

"Of course I miss you, get in the car first." Xu Zhixuan helped He Sheng open the car door and let him sit in, and then made a detour to the driver's seat. "I have worked so hard to come to see you, so you have to treat me to dinner."

A few black lines appeared on He Sheng's head, "Let's drive, anyway, I can't afford the expensive ones, so just make do with it."

"It's okay, I can take care of myself well." Xu Zhixuan continued to laugh and start the car.

He Sheng pointed to the road and took Xu Zhixuan to the restaurant he usually goes to.It was already past the time for eating, and there were a few scattered tables in the restaurant. People were already satiated and chatting, so they picked a table by the window and sat down opposite each other. Xu Zhixuan motioned He Sheng to order, He Sheng asked him what he had to avoid, ordered a few special dishes, and then took off his coat and settled down.

"Are you here for business in L City?"

"Come and see you." Xu Zhixuan took a sip from the teacup in front of him, frowned and said nothing.

He Sheng scratched his hair and thought, maybe Xu Zhixuan has never been in such a restaurant. The shabby decoration and cheap tea, the floor and the table seemed to be covered with oil, and he was greasy everywhere. He was clean and tidy. His suit really doesn't fit here.

"It's fine if you don't want to say it, why use me as a shield, what do you want to drink?"

In a small restaurant like this, there will be a large locker at the cash register at the door, with drinks and other things on it. It is clear at a glance. Xu Zhixuan glanced over there, scanned the bottles and cans on it, and finally looked at Falling back on He Sheng's face, "No need, just drink water"

He Sheng nodded and didn't say much, thinking that this person must have a very good self-cultivation, always with a reassuring smile on his face, no matter what the situation is, he will never embarrass others, unlike his inexplicable friend , no matter when he always has a dark face, frowning as if the whole world owes him 500 million.

When the food came, Xu Zhixuan happily broke open the disposable chopsticks and began to eat.

"How is it?" He Sheng asked a little uneasy.

"It's not bad, it's delicious." Xu Zhixuan said with a smile, swallowing the MSG in his mouth, too much seasoning completely covered the taste of the dish itself, so these dishes almost tasted the same.

Seeing what he said, He Sheng felt relieved, took the chopsticks and ate with him, it was really nostalgic.

Xu Zhixuan's cell phone on the table suddenly lit up, and the screen flickered to indicate that a call was coming in. Xu Zhixuan stood up, walked aside and connected the call.

He Sheng looked at his back and said that a man stands at thirty, but how many can really stand up? He said that a man should have a childlike innocence, but he was just making excuses for himself, like Xu Zhixuan People who are less than [-] years old and successful in their careers. Although they have laid a good foundation with a wealthy family, they are also inseparable from their own struggles. I really want to be such a person.

Xu Zhixuan hung up the phone and came back to sit down again, smiling at He Sheng, the phone call at work.

"I won't let you off during the holidays, it's really hard work"

Xu Zhixuan smiled, "Holidays are only for some people. For you it is a holiday, and for me it is a business opportunity."

"Are you in a hurry?"

"No, let's eat in peace"

I had a very happy lunch. After eating, He Sheng took money out of his pocket to pay the bill, but there were too many things stuffed in his clothes, so he took them all out and put them on the table. Groups of small change, receipts after checkout at the supermarket, earphones put in at some point, and lint ends scattered all over the table. He Sheng picked out a few of them with relatively large denominations Money goes to the cash register.

Xu Zhixuan looked at the pile of things with great interest, and suddenly saw a familiar thing from inside, and reached out to take it. It was a copper-colored ring with a familiar logo on it, but it was different from the things he was familiar with. He Sheng had already paid the bill and hurriedly put the things back where they belonged.

He Sheng didn't notice anything, and put the things on the table into his pockets.

"I wanted to play with you for a while, but I have something to do at work. I'll take you home first."

"If you're in a hurry, I'll just take the bus back by myself."

"Get in the car, I want to tell you something"

Xu Zhixuan drove He Sheng home, chatted casually for a few words, and intentionally or unintentionally brought the topic to the emotional aspect.

"He Sheng, have you ever been in love?"

"Yes, what's the matter?"

"Oh, yeah, look at you dumbfounded"

"I'm in my 20s anyway."

"What kind of girl is it?"

"Hmm..." He Sheng smiled. "It happened in high school. He was a year older than me. He was a very gentle person. Later, the other party went to other places to study in university, and they separated," He Sheng said lightly.

"Now, is there anyone you like?"

"Now?" He Sheng hesitated for a moment, "No, what about you, you should have a rich history of relationships, right?"

"Me? I'm okay." Xu Zhixuan turned the car and turned into the He Shengjia community.

"Cut, it's boring, don't say it," Hesheng curled his lips.

"He Sheng, I like you." The car happened to be downstairs at He Sheng's house, and Xu Zhixuan stepped on the brakes and said what was in his heart.

"Ah, ah?" He Sheng turned his head and saw Xu Zhixuan with a smile in his eyes, a little confused whether it was real or a joke.

"I like you" Xu Zhixuan repeated while looking into his eyes.

This time I could hear it clearly and clearly, facing the sudden confession, He Sheng blushed and clutched the seat belt on his chest uncomfortably, his head was in a mess, full of thoughts that he said he liked me, he actually said Said he liked me, he actually said he liked me, he actually said he liked me.

"Are you scared?" Xu Zhixuan reached out to touch his flushed face and patted his head. "Think about it, I think I'm pretty good."

"me……"

"Don't rush to refuse." Xu Zhixuan seemed to understand what He Sheng was going to say next, "Anyway, you don't have anyone you like right now, and it won't hurt you to be with me. You can try it first. If you don't like it, I will accept returns." oh"

Seeing the tenderness in Xu Zhixuan's eyes, He Sheng didn't know what to say, his face blushed in a daze, even Xu Zhixuan leaned over and kissed him on the forehead without any special reaction, in the end it was Xu Zhixuan who helped him He unbuckled his seat belt and opened the door before he got out of the car.

"I'll call you later," Xu Zhixuan said and drove away.

When He Sheng returned home, he opened the door and fell on the bed, staring at the ceiling intently. Xu Zhixuan's words kept wandering in his head. The gentle voice and smiling eyes reminded him of what happened in high school, that person He is also so gentle, always patted his head with a smile, and still remember the temperature of that person's palm.

The person who used to be so fascinated now doesn't know where he is now, and he doesn't even have the strength to inquire. That person also said that he likes it, but he also said separation, and he said it softly. The harm he caused Not at all diminished.Rather, the more gentle the person, the more hopeless they feel.

Sighing, he subconsciously put his hand under the pillow, groped a few times but found nothing, sat up in surprise, opened the pillow and found nothing inside.

"He Sheng, are you at home?" Mom opened the door and saw He Sheng sitting by the bed and me in a mess, with an angry expression on his face, "You don't go out when I come back, do you see if there is anyone living here? What a mess it looks like, why don't you hurry up and clean it up?"

"Mom, did you come into my room when I was away?" He Sheng had no time to listen to his mother's nagging, and searched for it.

"I just came back. Your father and sister haven't come back yet, and you can't find anything. Take a look at your room. It's okay if you can't find anything."

"Okay, okay, I get it, I'll clean it up now," He Sheng echoed.

Suddenly remembered that he reached out and took out all the things in the coat and was still on the bed. As expected, the ring was in it. He finally breathed a sigh of relief, put the ring under the pillow, and then began to tidy up the room slowly.

In the evening, He Sheng lay on the bed and received a call from Xu Zhixuan. The phone vibrated beside his pillow, and the caller ID showed the word Xu Zong.

"Hey……"

"You finally answered the phone. You thought you would never talk to me again. I was too abrupt in the afternoon and didn't care about your feelings. Are you okay?"

"Yeah." He Sheng responded and said, "I was a little scared, but it's okay."

"That's good, don't put too much pressure on me, just stay by my side"

After He Sheng hung up the phone, he didn't know why, but he didn't feel excited. It was obvious that he was being confessed. Normally, he should be so excited that he couldn't sleep, but he felt a little sad. His whole heart was like a north wind blowing into the sea. There is an indescribable sense of helplessness.Reaching under the pillow, he unconsciously touched the metal ring.

I had the dream I hadn’t had for a long time, the snow-covered wilderness, the vast expanse of white, there was a figure in front of me getting farther and farther away from me, I ran and screamed desperately, but I couldn’t get close to that person, just so tireless chasing after.

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