Encountering an Unsolvable Equation

I didn't sleep well all night, and I fell asleep groggyly in the early morning. I woke up almost an hour late, and hurriedly packed up and ran to the unit.

I was still panting when I sat in my seat, and asked the colleague next door, "Is the boss here?"

"Already here, it's rare to see you late"

"Accidentally fell asleep, I'll send the materials to the boss." He Sheng took out yesterday's materials from his bag, and there were still some follow-up work in them. He thought that Xu Zhixuan might still need them, so it would be better to send them back.

When I walked to Xu Zhixuan's office, I found that the door was not closed tightly, and there was a voice of conversation coming from inside. It seemed that there was a guest, so I will send it later. Just as I was about to turn around and leave, my brain realized that the voice of the speaker was Fang Shaoyan. Bar.

He Sheng stood by the door and couldn't move. He felt that what they were discussing was related to him.

"You gave him a job, you gave him a place to live, and you took good care of him. When did you change your career to be a philanthropist?" It is not difficult to distinguish Fang Shaoyan's voice. Through the door, He Sheng can also imagine Fang Shaoyan's current situation That dismissive expression.

"Don't make trouble, don't I have a plan?"

"Tsk, he's a kid, what can you do?"

"You forgot that I told you that he has never signed a writer from any publishing house. Do you know how much money he can make from him? Do you know how many novels he has written and how many readers have read... "

Standing outside the door, He Sheng seemed to have been poured a basin of cold water from the top of his head, and then smashed the basin from the top of his head. He became very cold from head to toe, and only what Xu Zhixuan said echoed in his brain, Do you know how much money you can make on him...

Give him a job, say you like him, come to the airport to pick him up, find him a place to live, those meticulous cares, I have always naively thought that this person really likes me, and I am still worrying about what I can’t do if I can’t be attracted to him, but now , Everything is just for the sake of profit, He Sheng felt that he suddenly came to his senses, these people are businessmen, who would not be tempted if there is a business opportunity, not to mention it was delivered to the door by himself, it's not that he hasn't discussed this issue with himself, it's just that I am too naive.

He Sheng turned around and left from the door. Xu Zhixuan and Fang Shaoyan were friends. They were essentially the same, but the former was used to smiling at people and easily let go of other people's defenses, while the latter was more explicit.

I have never been able to stand on the same line with them, and I have never been a person in the same world. I just got along with them for a few months, and I naively thought what would happen to them, but the essence is different.He Sheng suddenly felt that he was far away from these two people, he was far away from the world, even if he was in this office, it felt as far away as several mountains.

He Sheng put the documents on the seat, and greeted his colleagues, "The boss has guests. My stomach is not feeling well. You can pass them to him for me later. I'll go back first."

"Oh, okay, you can go back first if you are not feeling well."

He Sheng grabbed his bag and came out of the office building. He didn't want to stay there for a second, but he didn't know where to go, so he walked aimlessly along the street.

He doesn't know what to do in the future. It's better to say that he hasn't even thought about the future. He probably just graduates and finds a job that matches him, and lives a normal life, just like his parents. He doesn't have any special achievements, but lives every day. They are very fulfilling and happy, but now I have not waited until graduation, and I start to feel that life is very tiring. The future seems to be so far away from me, so far away that I can't grasp it at all.

First of all, let’s move back to school and finish writing the dissertation. It’s already April, and it’s time for defense. After graduation, I’ll go home and find a job. I’ll be safe and sound, just like I imagined…

The more He Sheng thought about it, the more sad he felt, his head was like a mess, he couldn't tell what he wanted to do, what he wanted to get, he lowered his head and counted the bricks under his feet.

step, stay

two steps, go home

three steps, stay

four steps, go home

five…

He Sheng was muttering, wanting to leave everything to God, but in the middle of counting, he accidentally bumped into someone.Quickly bowed and apologized, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry"

Looking up, he saw a surprising face.

"He Sheng? It's really you." The man in front of him looked at him in surprise, and stretched out his hands to pinch his face. "It's still the same."

He Sheng froze in place, his head buzzed the moment he saw his face, and his head went numb from head to toe.

How come there are so many terrible things in this world, and the bloody plots that I would never have thought of when I wrote a novel happened to me one after another.

"Hey, don't you remember me?" The man pretended to be angry and made a straight face, "But it's been a long time since I saw you."

"Senior..."

When the man heard him call him that, he suddenly laughed, his glasses narrowed into a line, "Why are you here? Let me guess." After finishing speaking, he folded his arms and pinched his chin seriously, "You are here to study in college !"

He Sheng nodded, "How about you, senior?"

"I came here on a business trip. I worked so hard. It's rare to meet again..."

Halfway through the conversation, He Sheng's cell phone rang, and he quickly took it out of his pocket. No matter who called at this time, it was like salvation for He Sheng, even if he saw Fang Shao on the screen. Yan's name, he answered the phone without hesitation.

"Where are you?" The other party's tone was a little anxious.

"I'm here..." He Sheng looked around for a while, just now he was just walking blindly, he didn't pay attention to where he was going at all, he judged clearly where he had reported a place name to the other party.

"Wait for me, I'll be right there"

"Well, I'll wait for you," He Sheng said and hung up the phone.

"What's the matter?" The man in front of him pointed to his phone.

"Well, something happened"

"What, I finally met again, and I want to drag you to reminisce about the old days."

He Sheng looked at the man's face, "Senior... In fact, you think in your heart that we will never meet again."

After hearing what He Sheng said, the man was stunned for two seconds, but immediately returned to his beautiful smile, "Why, I have been thinking about when I will meet you."

"Then you..." He Sheng asked eagerly but stopped, and he couldn't ask why he wanted to leave the second half of the sentence. Just let go.Why was I the only one left in the time, unwilling to live, complained, but everything will pass, no one will be lost, time is also passing, and you have never stopped.What's more, the matter has passed for so long, and it is meaningless to pursue these things. Although I can't let go, after all, so long has passed, and time has forced myself to let go. Even if I ask for an explanation, it is meaningless.

I have thought countless times that if I meet again, I must ask him why he left without saying a word, but now I really meet him, but I can't ask, probably because I don't want to know the reason anymore. , whether real or fabricated, the reason seems to have long since become trivial.

It turns out that after so many years, the things that I once resented will become less concerned.

Suddenly a car stopped on the side of the road, Fang Shaoyan opened the door and walked out, he breathed a sigh of relief when he saw He Sheng, "You are here!"

He Sheng looked at Fang Shaoyan who was in a hurry, turned his head and said, "Senior, I'm leaving first."

The moment He Sheng reached out to open the car door, a man's voice sounded from behind, "He Sheng, are you blaming me?"

He Sheng turned his head and smiled, "How could it be?" After speaking, he got into the car.