New love

The two of them never talked about what happened that day, they always buried those absurdities and secrets deeply, never touched them again, neither said anything about it.

It was as if this was a long-gone past, forgotten.After all, it is too deviant, unconventional, and deviated from the track it should have.

Now that Jiang Yun took the initiative to mention it, Lu Nianzhi didn't expect it. After a long time, he whispered back: "I remember."

"I was about to leave, but you suddenly poured me a glass of water." Jiang Yun said, with no ups and downs in his tone, very calm, just remembering.

The night outside the window was dark, but there was dim yellow street lamp lighting outside the night, the curtains were not closed, just opened wide, and soft light poured in from the floor-to-ceiling glass windows, illuminating the spacious room.

With the faint yellow light, Lu Nianzhi looked at her, recalled a moment, and said, "You came to Qin Zhao and waited for a long time, but she is not with me."

Lying on his side for a long time, his arm was uncomfortable, Jiang Yun moved, moved closer to the other party, did not answer the conversation immediately, but raised his eyelids after a while, looked at him, and moved his red lips, saying inexplicably He added: "I never said that I was looking for her."

Lu Nianzhi didn't make a sound, wondering if he understood the meaning of the words.

Jiang Yun said again: "I did go to your place to look for Qin Zhao that day, but I didn't tell anyone."

At that time, she went directly to the studio, but she didn't say what she was going to do specifically, and no one asked, anyway, she just went in.

Lu Nianzhi must have understood what she meant, turned his head, looked at the ceiling for half a minute, then turned sideways to press his right arm, turned towards Jiang Yun, and said calmly: "And then?"

Jiang Yun said: "You already knew that I broke up with her."

Lu Nianzhi didn't speak, his black eyes were deep, as if he was thinking about something, after a long silence, he still replied honestly: "Yes."

"How do you know?" Jiang Yun asked.

Lu Nianzhi said: "I saw it earlier."

Jiang Yun was puzzled and said, "I haven't met you in those days."

"It's not you," Lu Nianzhi said, leaning closer, and stopped a few feet away, almost touching her, then slowed down and continued calmly, "You didn't come to the two parties, Qin Zhao came here alone, and Xu Zhiyi is not there either."

"That's it," Jiang Yun couldn't understand, "Because I didn't go, you can see that I broke up with her."

Lu Nianzhi stretched out his hand to touch her face, "You used to be there almost always, and if you couldn't attend, you would pick her up later."

During the years that Jiang Yun and Qin Zhao have been together, she has been slowly integrating into this person's circle of friends from the very beginning. Even though she doesn't have a deep relationship with everyone, she always gets along with everyone in peace.

In a love relationship, there will always be someone who loves the house and crows. In the past, Jiang Yun cared about Qin Zhao and valued that relationship, so she would take care of the people around Qin Zhao. Dinner parties and gatherings are usually where she can go, even if she arrives halfway , No matter how bad it is, I will drive there to pick up people later.Qin Zhao couldn't drive after drinking, she was worried.

Everyone in the circle of friends knew that Lu Nianzhi was not the only one.

Jiang Yun himself didn't notice these details, he was stunned for a moment, and then said somewhat inexplicably: "It couldn't be that he was busy and working overtime at that time, maybe he really couldn't go."

Lu Nianzhi pressed hard on her chin, and said: "The two times Qin Zhao got drunk, fell asleep on the ground, and didn't go back."

This kind of situation is not a breakup, what else can it be? In the years between Jiang Yun and Qin Zhao, no matter how conflicted they were, they never talked about breaking up. No one said that kind of thing, and they usually reconciled soon.After all, they are all grown-ups, and each of them knows what to do. When they calm down after the quarrel, they will go down by themselves if the other party doesn't give them a step. There is no need for some small conflicts to get to the point where it can't end.

Qin Zhao was lying on the ground like a puddle of mud, talking on the phone while drinking, and still calling after drinking, but the call failed.

Zhang Yi and the others were big-hearted and couldn't see what was going on, but Lu Nianzhi could.

Jiang Yun pursed his lips for a long time, then said in a low voice: "She called me that day and said she wanted to talk to me at night to make it up. I didn't want to talk in person, so I asked her to talk on the phone if she had something to say, or hang up She said she was working at your place, so she couldn't leave and would come later, so I must wait for her."

If you want to tell a lie, if you don't want it to be exposed, you need thousands of lies to cover it up.The same is true of deception, once there will be a second time, countless times.

Jiang Yun no longer believed in Qin Zhao, and became numb after hearing her lies. He happened to be near Lu Nianzhi's studio that day, so he stopped by to have a look.She didn't intend to get back together, but just wanted to see how sincere this person was, and whether he was still full of lies.

It turned out that Qin Zhao was not there as she thought.

Jiang Yun was not sad, after all, she had already thought about it clearly before breaking up, and she was not impulsive. Even if Qin Zhaozhen was in the studio, she would not soften her heart and reconcile because of this. She stayed in the rest room for a long time, and felt that she really gave up. freed.

Affordable, let go, but an instant decision, more than two hours of waiting is the final confession to myself.

"She had a drink with us the night before, and she was picked up after the show." Lu Nianzhi said softly, nothing more than that, and she didn't say who would pick her up.

But without mentioning Jiang Yun, he could have guessed that Qin Zhao had lied on the phone. It was obvious that he had a ghost in his heart and was just making excuses.

Originally, she could say that she was busy or not explain, but subconsciously, she wanted to make up the reason more completely, just like lying before, detailing everything, making it impossible to find faults, too perfect.

In fact, during the period before breaking up, Jiang Yun was not having a good life. The impact of the crushing relationship was so great that she couldn't get over it at all. Aimless and habitual, she couldn't get out immediately, but struggled to get out.

But when I think about it later, I feel relieved, all the things in the past are no longer important, that's all.

That's why Jiang Yun was so straightforward and decisive later on, instead of being self-pitying and sad, immersed in the past and unable to get out.

When she was sitting in the rest room that day, she didn't think about anything. Perhaps she had expected that no one would be found in the studio, and her heart was too dull.

Lu Nianzhi's trendy studio is very large, located on the [-]th floor of Beiqing Building, there are three rest rooms, one for visiting partners, one for internal employees, and the rest belongs to Lu Nianzhi.

This was the room Jiang Yun went to, and the employee who led her in happened to know her, thought she was Lu Nianzhi's friend, so he took her there, but Lu Nianzhi didn't say anything.

This person stayed in the office all the time, and he didn't go to the rest room to meet Jiang Yun, until he was about to leave work.

Jiang Yun still hasn't figured out how what happened afterwards, so Lu Nianzhi poured her a glass of water and asked a few words casually.Jiang Yun couldn't remember exactly what he asked, but he vaguely remembered that the man asked suddenly: "Are you in a hurry to leave now?"

She was stunned for a moment, she had been there for too long, she should have left, but she hesitated for a moment when she spoke.

Lu Nianzhi reached out and touched her face, just like now.

She didn't respond at all and let him go.

The lounge is not big, the walls are not transparent glass, the door is closed, two people share the same room inside, and suddenly, the atmosphere gradually becomes a bit strange.

No one can see here, and won't find out what's going on.

The casual khaki suit that Lu Nianzhi wore that day was paired with a smooth shirt. The buttons were only half-buttoned, half exposed, which vaguely outlined the soft curves and shapes inside. The fragrance was light iris, which was very good. smell.

In contrast to her delicacy and meticulousness, Jiang Yun is very casual, wearing a top with jeans, flat shoes, and no makeup.

Jiang Yun accidentally spilled water and poured it on Lu Nianzhi's body, which immediately wetted the man's chest.

The cup fell to the ground suddenly and rolled a long way, but it didn't break.

And then it happened like that, no one went to pick up the cup, and the crisp voice was like a switch, making both of them overstep the distance.

Jiang Yun's thoughts were very chaotic, so chaotic that he couldn't think normally, his heart was beating violently, and his mind was blank.

She is a person who can think too much, but that time she didn't think about anything, she didn't have any other thoughts, her whole body was empty.

Lu Nianzhi filled all her vacancies, bit by bit, inch by inch...

Flustered, throbbing, deep and complicated thoughts are intertwined, inseparable.

A different kind of feeling is unacceptable, the love is tumbling, out of control like wildfire burning hay, and it is painful to be in it, but I can't help but sink into it.

Prior to this, Jiang Yun had followed the rules for 26 years and had never done anything out of the ordinary except for coming out of the closet. That was the second exception.

Taboo and immorality collided, making it difficult for her to break free.

That feeling was unfamiliar, and Jiang Yun was a little scared, but he couldn't help but continue to touch and hold on.

She has always been rational, and it is rare for her to do something stupid, like a person who only drinks plain water and suddenly drinks strong alcohol. When she first drinks it, she is not used to it. The son came up, and the whole person became unconscious.

Someone came and knocked on the door.

But he didn't have to wait long, and he left after a while.

The whole process took less than half a minute, but it seemed extremely long.

Jiang Yun hugged Lu Nianzhi nervously and did not let go, resting his chin on her shoulder, his back was slightly bent, and he drew a tight and delicate line.

She lowered her eyes and saw the pool of water on the ground, which was wet, and the surface was still reflecting the flickering yellow lights above her head.

When it was all over, Jiang Yun's clothes were still intact, but a little wrinkled.

If it weren't for the glass of water that was knocked down on the ground, this incident would not have existed.

Jiang Yun can still remember it until now, and he is deeply impressed.

Afterwards, the two of them acted as if nothing had happened, they didn't talk, they didn't do much, they just snuggled together.

I don't know how long it took before Lu Nianzhi took another half glass of water to feed her. The two of them sat on the sofa, Lu Nianzhi hugged her, and did not move for a long time.

Everything in the rest room is like a beautiful dream, it is not real, it happened too abruptly, there is no trace to be found, and the explanation is not clear.

Looking back now, everything is blurred, only the deepest feeling, as if it has been integrated into the flesh and blood.

Jiang Yun grabbed Lu Nianzhi's hand, thought for a moment, and asked, "Since you already knew, why did you ask me if I broke up last time?"

Lu Nianzhi said truthfully, "Check it out."

"What if there is no score?"

"No ifs."

Jiang Yun watched intently, waiting for her to continue.

Lu Nianzhi said: "Things have happened, it is a foregone conclusion, there will be no second result."

There are many possibilities for everything, but there is only one ending, which cannot be wrong.

The other party's tone was too serious, and the expression on his face was also very serious. Jiang Yun listened and was in a daze for no reason.It may be an illusion, she heard other meanings from this sentence, and she couldn't tell what it was, but Lu Nianzhi obviously had something in his words, not just answering the question she just asked.

The two of them are very close now, and they can just observe every subtle change on each other's face. Jiang Yun looked into this person's eyes, thought for a while, and asked while looking at her: "You said earlier, you have already When did you know me? In the third year of high school, over there in Jiangyuan?"

"Earlier." Lu Nianzhi said without hiding anything.

"At Teacher Deng's place?" Jiang Yun asked.

"Ah."

"Freshman?"

Lu Nianzhi didn't answer directly, but said: "I just happened to meet a few times, and I haven't even spoken to each other."

"No wonder," Jiang Yun replied, "I have no memory at all, I can't remember at all."

"Don't think too much," Lu Nianzhi said, seeing through her mind. "At that time, I didn't even know your name. I didn't know it at all. I only remembered it when my uncle mentioned it. I really know you. It all happened later, because of Qin Zhao, she brought you to us."

Jiang Yun understood what she meant, and argued: "I didn't think too much about it, I just asked out of curiosity."

Lu Nianzhi didn't speak clearly, and replied: "It's all a foregone conclusion."

Jiang Yun remained silent for a long time.

Lu Nianzhi leaned over, and since his arm was injured, it was inconvenient to raise his hand, so he leaned directly against her chest.

"When Qin Zhao was studying in university, I recommended her to the school and asked her to study here."

Jiang Yun knew about this, "She told me that she didn't have a good relationship with her family in those two years. She was going to study abroad, but she didn't go, so she went to C University."

Lu Nianzhi confessed: "I didn't expect that she would meet you."

Jiang Yun hummed.

Lu Nianzhi pushed forward and touched the corner of her lips.

"You broke up with her, and it won't matter in the future."

"I know."

"Look forward, not back."

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