New love

I care about it, otherwise I wouldn't react like this.

Human nature is full of contradictions, and there are some truths that I understand, and there is nothing to worry about, but I just can't get over this hurdle.

She just made up her mind the day before, bought flowers, and made careful preparations this morning. When she couldn't sleep, she thought of coming over earlier. Unexpectedly, she didn't usher in the expected scene, but what she saw was that she almost had a relationship with the other party. friend.

There is no right or wrong in this matter, and there is no solution.

Whether you care about it or not, whether you talk about it or not, it's all the same.

Both of them are too sensible, even when they are three or four years younger, they can still make a fuss, and turn over after venting their emotions, but now neither of them will be impulsive, each of them can be calm, and they can still sit here and have breakfast, ask each other Do you want to talk about it.

However, there was no misunderstanding about everything this morning, there was nothing to talk about, and all that had to be said was said.

The period they are in is relatively sensitive, and the details are very important.

Feelings are often selfish and unreasonable.

And now this situation is just a breaking point, not only because of Ming Yin, but also because of the previous troubles.

Jiang Yun was desensitized from the previous relationship, and her life calmed down a little. Before she had time to enjoy a few days of stability, she met people from the Lu family again. Lu Tingyan didn't have much influence on her, and she still listened to her inner choice , took this step, but it looked like this again.

If it wasn't for Mingyin's sudden appearance this morning, Jiang Yun would definitely have called Lu Nianzhi out and handed the bouquet of red roses to the other party. They should be more presumptuous next time, their love is tacit, and they may be intimate. Go upstairs to the room.

There is still such a long time before the official date. According to Lu Nianzhi's personality and style, the two of them should be making love now, inseparable and unable to extricate themselves, instead of the cold war and stalemate like now.

Lu Nianzhi has always been straightforward, and now he is straightforward, clearly understanding Jiang Yun's thoughts, but he still asked this question.

This is the way the two of them are used to getting along with each other. They won't be devious or too straightforward.

However, this time there was no response from the other party, and the living room was silent without any sound.

Jiang Yun looked down at the porridge in the bowl, as if he didn't hear the question.

It was also this silence that made this morning extremely depressing.

After eating and washing the dishes, the two had little communication during this period.

The TV was on, and they were all sitting on the sofa. The two cups that were originally on the coffee table had been taken to the kitchen and cleaned.

Lu Nianzhi changed two glasses and poured Jiang Yun a glass of water.

Jiang Yun didn't answer.

Lu Nianzhi put the cup in front of her.

Neither of them paid attention to what was playing on the TV, but in the end it was Lu Nianzhi who spoke first, breaking the silence.

"Where to eat tonight?"

Jiang Yun's expression moved, but he still didn't react much. After a long time, he said calmly: "North Street."

"Which store?" Lu Nianzhi asked again.

"He Ran Ju."

A Chinese restaurant that focuses on light tastes and has been around for many years.

"Where is Jiang Yuan?"

"Ah."

Lu Nianzhi sat a little closer, but he was close to her but missed her, and there was still a certain distance between her.

"What time do you leave?"

If it wasn't for the accident this morning, they would have gone out by now.

Jiang Yun raised her eyes and looked at the TV. The pictures on the screen kept changing. After a while, she said softly, "Let's be later."

Lu Nianzhi wanted to ask more questions, but Jiang Yun picked up the water glass at this moment, probably because she didn't want to communicate, she lowered her head slightly.

The atmosphere was stagnant again at this moment, and finally eased up a bit, and then cooled down again the next moment.

When the advertisement was broadcast on the TV, Jiang Yun went out for a while, but came back soon. She wanted to go out to smoke, but she restrained herself and tried her best not to smoke.

Quitting smoking is a very difficult thing. When the addiction hits, smoking a cigarette will make you feel better, and the restlessness in your bones and blood will be soothed, refreshed and relaxed.But if you stop smoking after becoming addicted, the discomfort will double, and you will become a little restless and restless, as if something is slowly eating you.

Jiang Yun has been holding back from yesterday until now, sitting on the sofa, his hands are shaking slightly, and he can't control it.

Lu Nianzhi noticed her abnormality, looked down, and sat down a little more.

The conflict between the two was still going on, but at this moment Lu Nianzhi still raised his arms and hugged Jiang Yun, whether Jiang Yun wanted to or not, he would push her away.

Jiang Yun didn't move, feeling very uncomfortable, but it wasn't because of the person in front of him.This is not the first time she has quit smoking, and she has experienced the feeling of it. These are just physical and psychological problems, and she will get better if she endures it, at least not so tormented.

For a short while, they leaned on each other.

Lu Nianzhi put one hand on Jiang Yun's back, and the other palm on the back of her head, pushing the person onto him with a little force.

Jiang Yun pushed slightly, maybe because he didn't want to or something.

Lu Nianzhi didn't want to let go, so he hugged him even harder.

Feeling a little tired, his chest was stuffy, Jiang Yun was bored, so he didn't bother to push him away.

Smoking addiction lasts for a long time, mainly because the psychological effect is relatively strong, and it cannot be relieved for a while.

In fact, this process is not very painful, but it is too grueling, like cutting a steel cable with a blunt knife.

After a long time, Lu Nianzhi asked: "Uncomfortable?"

Jiang Yun moved, but didn't look up.

Lu Nianzhi held her tightly in his arms, and asked again: "Is it the same when I quit smoking before?"

Jiang Yun didn't want to answer. After a while, maybe he was a little tired both mentally and physically, so he couldn't help but put his head on the man's shoulder and remained silent.

The other party patted her comfortingly on the back twice, and rubbed her face against her temples. After an unknown amount of time, he suddenly lowered his voice and called her name, and leaned over and said, "Jiang Yun, I feel bad too." ..."

The numbness in his ears made Jiang Yun stop, and hid to the side.

But this man didn't let her hide, he no longer had the arrogance and self-restraint in the past, he was a bit like breaking a can, and he simply finished talking all at once.

"You ignore me, and I feel bad."

Jiang Yun didn't move.

"I was wrong today," Lu Nianzhi said, "I didn't handle it well, so I shouldn't ask you that."

Jiang Yun pursed his lips, feeling a little irritable, but suppressed it.

Lu Nianzhi knew that what she wanted to hear was not an explanation, and he was not entangled with it, but he hugged her reluctantly and said, "But I don't want today to end like this."

Both of them are too sensible and silent, because they both understand each other and restrain their emotions too much, so they both keep calm.When encountering this kind of thing today, most people would either quarrel or vent. They would not deal with it calmly and suppress their emotions, but both of them could not bear it.

If this continues, even if they go to Jiang Yuan tonight and continue this date to the end, the end result will be the same.

The stalemate will not change.

And until tomorrow, this situation will continue.

For the two of them, it was just the beginning, and they just moved forward tentatively. Letting this mood continue for one night, it was like the meal was left overnight, and many things would go bad quietly.

Jiang Yun fell into deep thought and listened quietly.

Lu Nianzhi didn't say anything, just hugged her.

After a long time, the man leaned over to look for Jiang Yun's lips.Jiang Yun subconsciously wanted to avoid it, and fell unsteadily on the back of the sofa. Lu Nianzhi pressed on to face him face to face.

Jiang Yun whispered: "Get out of the way..."

Not only was the person in front of him absent, but he was even closer.

But never kissed, never touched.

Maybe it was Jiang Yun who moved, maybe it was Lu Nianzhi who came over, their lips accidentally touched.

It's light, but both sides can feel it.

No one continued, and stopped for a moment.

In the end, it was Lu Nianzhi who drove first, and Jiang Yun sat up straight after.

The atmosphere was no longer so stagnant, although it was still silent, but at least it made an opening, not like before.

After a while, Jiang Yun suddenly said, "I'm a little concerned."

The tone is very light, but the words are clear, so that the other party can hear clearly.

Lu Nianzhi listened and hummed.

This is human nature, and it will make anyone feel uncomfortable.

Lu Nianzhi said, "It's my fault."

Jiang Yun muttered, his lips moved, and he looked at her, "I don't mean to blame you, it's just that she came here so early, I..."

She paused, momentarily at a loss for words, not knowing what to say.

"What?" Lu Nianzhi asked.

Jiang Yun was silent for a while, but finally confessed: "I don't like this."

In fact, today is quite special for her, otherwise she would not have done this series of behaviors that are not in line with her usual style, such as buying flowers, insomnia, getting up before dawn to prepare, and coming without prior notice.

Jiang Yun has always been a very planned and very rational person. She seldom does this kind of more emotional behavior. Without thinking, without hesitation, without any worries, she does what she thinks in her heart, which is completely different from before. .

This is the change after getting along with Lu Nianzhi, and it is also the reason why she minds so much today.

How could Lu Nianzhi not see it.

"Not in the future." She said, looking serious.

"I don't need any promise from you." Jiang Yun said, not wanting to make the other party make a promise just because of his momentary emotions.

There's no need to do this in a relationship, it's like being forced.

Lu Nianzhi doesn't think so.

"Not a promise."

Jiang Yun looked at this person.

Lu Nianzhi leaned over, took her upper lip in his mouth and kissed her, then gently sucked and bit her lower lip, after a while, he asked softly, "Can't you see it?"

Jiang Yun didn't move, his body froze.

The man said directly: "It's just that I like you."

The author has something to say: It's been a long time.

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: morality and morality are lost, and one is all wrong;

Thanks to the little angels who cast mines: 7 for Wei Wuxian; 1 for SQ, A Bao, Di Lieba, Passers-by, Gunxue, Fat Road, Bbbbbb, Nostalgia, and Qi Dongyeyu;

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