If you can't play bad, you will be suppressed

Looking at her in amazement, she nodded approvingly, "I haven't seen you for so many years, but you have made some progress, and your understanding ability has increased..."

"Ding! One! Luo!"

"I'm here, what advice do you have, Ms. Zheng, oh, no, I should call you madam, after all, you're already a mother of a child, haha..."

Zheng Meiyuan gritted her teeth angrily, looked at Ding Yiluo's hilarious expression and said angrily, "Yeah, I'm a fucking child, I have luxurious material conditions, a happy married life, and a man who loves me deeply , It’s better than being stabbed in the back by your lover and making the whole family homeless!”

As soon as she said the words, Zheng Meiyuan regretted it. How can I say that this man is a bit sloppy. Although he caused her a lot of trouble in front of Hei Yao at that time, he is actually good in nature, and her son also likes to be with his fat son so much. Playing... Well, she has to admit that the chubby Er Er of his family is still very cute and comfortable to pinch, and also has a cute face that is different from his father... She knows Ding Yiluo really loves Hei Yao, that incident must have hurt him very deeply, and it is really immoral for him to add insult to injury like this.

Seeing Ding Yiluo's slightly stupefied expression, he felt a little guilty, and sat back on the sofa without confidence, and his tone softened, "It's just... angry words, don't worry..." While watching Looking at Ding Yiluo's face, he said hesitantly, "Actually... Hei Yao is not as ruthless as you imagined. I have been with him for so long, and I can still see that he is special to you."

"Ha, are you kidding me?" Ding Yiluo only took Zheng Meiyuan's words to comfort him, so naturally he didn't take it seriously, and he didn't dare to take it seriously.

"Really, I hate you so much, so there's no need to deliberately lie to comfort you." Zheng Meiyuan really said, raising her hand to brush her long hair behind her ears, "I love Hei Yao so much, but why did I choose to be with Hei Yao in the end?" Other people get married because I can't see him giving me a little affection by his side. He can give you a lot of money and use his power to help you do anything, but he can't give you a trace of his affection. But he treats you differently, Ding Yiluo, I can see that... That's why I have such deep hostility towards you at that time..."

"Then I think you must have read it wrong." Ding Yiluo disagreed.

"Heh, sister, I'm just in the entertainment industry. If nothing else, I'm pretty good at judging people."

"..."

"Hei Yao really treats you differently from other people," as if he suddenly remembered something, "Do you still remember when you went to find Hei Yao but was sent to the hospital? It was the first time I saw him angry , although it is only heard, it is still certain that Hei Yao taught those people who hurt you a bad lesson..."

"..." Although Ding Yiluo has always been a lazy person, he still couldn't help but argue, "Are you sure it's for me? It's not the woman he's been protecting? If it was for me, he wouldn't have left behind. I don't care about it..." Surprised, talking about the old things still feels stuffy.

"That woman is fucking, of course he has to protect her. As for leaving you alone, I think there must be some misunderstanding..."

"Puff... Cough cough cough..." Ding Yiluo, who was drinking water, choked on the news, beat his chest and paused for a while, "Who is that woman's mother? How could she be so young?"

"It's been said that she is the widow of an English nobleman, so she has taken good care of herself, and it is said that she was still very young when Hei Yao was born, and she was married by that nobleman later..."

"That's not right..." Ding Yiluo finally realized, "That's not what you told me back then..."

"Huh?" Zheng Meiyuan also seemed to recall the matter of deliberately leading Ding Yiluo to find Hei Yao back then, and said with a guilty smile, "Is there? You just misunderstood it back then..."

"..." There is really no need to delve into the previous things. I can only say that fate is a strange thing. It is clear that the opponent who hated each other before and wished you to die now shakes hands and has a long talk without saying anything. It is just the content of the long talk. It made him a little bored, and he couldn't sit still, so he simply stood up and planned to go out for a walk, "Suddenly remembered, there is something else, Er Er, let your house go first, and I will come back to take him home later..."

"You still love Hei Yao, right?" Zheng Meiyuan said suddenly when Ding Yiluo walked to the door, "Since you both have feelings for each other, you are together...why do you torture each other?"

Ding Yiluo turned his head and said with a smile, "Because I'm getting old now, I'm less courageous, afraid of losing..."

Yes, Ding Yiluo is afraid, if he really abandons his self-esteem, ignores the evaluation of all the worldly people and is with Hei Yao again, if he repeats the same mistakes and loses, he is not sure whether he can accept such a blow again, he I really love Hei Yao very much, I used to be, and I still am now...

Since he recovered from his illness and returned to the company to continue working, the leader didn't give Ding Yiluo a good look. Now is the time when the company is busy, and he often works overtime until very late. He is clearly suspected of being lazy when he asks for leave at this time.

Ding Yiluo also felt a little embarrassed when he looked at the colleagues in the office who had dark circles under their eyes and were depressed and had stayed up all night. Therefore, when the leader dumped him a large stack of documents before leaving get off work, he ordered that only He didn't think it was too much when he worked overtime alone.

After calling Lan Yi and asking him to pick up Er Er after school, Ding Yiluo started to work overtime.

I don’t know how long it took to add, and the finishing work at hand is almost finished, so I feel a little tired. I looked at my watch and it was almost midnight. I thought about finishing the rest and going home quickly. At the same time, somehow he thought of Hei Yao again, the speed in his hand gradually slowed down, staring at the flashing computer screen in a daze.

At that time, why did the man say those things to him, like explaining...as if he still cared about him.

Although I would occasionally think "it would be great if I hadn't met him", but it was a lie against my will.

He is still very lucky to meet Hei Yao in this life, to meet a man he loves, but...if only Hei Yao's response to his feelings at that time was true...if nothing happened after that Enough……

He didn't know where Zheng Meiyuan's words "Hei Yao is different to you" came from, but he clearly felt a little bit of self-deprecating joy even now, the feelings were false, but the previous memories were indeed happy and real of……

During that time, Hei Yao acted as if he loved him so much, was so beautiful, so happy...Maybe there will be no more happy experience than that time in the next lifetime, it would be great if time could turn back, he would like to Trade everything.

But Ding Yiluo also knew clearly that this was just a random dream he had in his spare time, a ridiculous and humble dream...

Thinking about it this way, my eyes are a little blurred, why is he so cheap?Why is there no way to forget completely, no way to deal with one's feelings rationally.

Hei Yao is so bad, even if he was murdered so badly, even if he threw everything away, he still can't help but think of him, and still have some unrealistic fantasies...

Just like now, he actually saw the man he was thinking of standing in front of his eyes. It really was because of too many fantasies that he even had hallucinations.

"Why are you crying?"

Ding Yiluo shuddered in shock from the all-too-familiar voice. After realizing it, he quickly rubbed his eyes and lowered his head to cover up his swollen eyes.

It turned out that this was not an illusion, the person standing in front of him was indeed the person he had been thinking about just now, and Ding Yiluo was a little confused.

"What's wrong?" Hei Yao looked at Ding Yiluo's red eyes, and asked again, "Someone bullied you?"

Ding Yiluo was taken aback for a moment, and almost instinctively retorted, "God, nerves..."

"Then why are you crying?" Hei Yao chased after him a little bit.

"None of your business..." Recalling that he was still thinking about this man just now, Ding Yiluo blushed unnaturally, and suddenly remembered something, "Did you come here for something?"

"Well, looking for you..."

"Me? What can you do with me?" Ding Yiluo was at a loss.

Hei Yao looked at Ding Yiluo's working environment expressionlessly, "Go out and chat."

"Ah?" Ding Yiluo was stunned, "I still have a job..."

But his wrist was grabbed, Hei Yao forcibly pulled him up from the seat and dragged him forward.

"I said that I have a job!" Although he felt nervous in front of Hei Yao, he still wanted to show a little toughness, and simply supported the table to stop the pull of the force on his wrist.

"What is there to do with work that makes you cry?" Feeling the resistance, Hei Yao looked back at him dissatisfied.

Ding Yiluo stared back at Hei Yao with a blushing face, "Who, who said I was crying because I was tired, but, it's just that my eyes are sore from watching the computer for a long time..."

Ding Yiluo flicked the hand on his wrist, "Also, if you let go, I'm not in the mood to be your escort."

Hei Yao was obviously a little impatient with Ding Yiluo's resistance, "Do you want me to carry you out? There are cameras here, do you want your colleagues to watch your jokes the next day?"

Hearing what he said, Ding Yiluo really didn't struggle anymore. Hei Yao's words must be true to his word. I don't want to be in the company's gossip headlines the next day for being so low-key, luxurious and connotative. Say, "Then at least let me put on my coat and turn off the computer."

……

In order to hide his restraint, Ding Yiluo impatiently asked what was the matter as soon as he got into Hei Yao's car.

Hei Yao