A certain CV that is not noble and glamorous

After Liang Dada left, Jiuci kept having the same dream over and over again, and in the dream was the scene of Liang Dada calling that night.

On the night of YY's confession, Liang Dada called, and they talked a lot to each other, talking openly.

This scene has been repeated countless times in my mind, and the old words can still clearly remember every word they said.

It's really like a nightmare that can't be shaken off.

The old speech said that his love for Liangda is just pure friendship. He cherishes this friend and thanks Liangda for his company and care in the online distribution circle.

Jiuci talked about his family background and thought he was an insecure person, but someone like Liangda, who was bound by his parents to make decisions about his life and dared not resist, was never a lover he wanted to consider.

The old speech said that he might be very greedy, he didn't want to lose his friends, he knew that Liang Dada had rejected him, but he didn't refuse to associate with him, maybe it was this invisible that made Liang Dada feel that there was still hope.

As for Liang Da, he talked about his parents' expectations for him, and he talked about playing in the Danmei online supporting circle because this circle made him live comfortably.He is gay, but he is afraid of being gay.He cares about the eyes of the world, and he cares about the disappointment of his parents.He is helpless and depressed, but he has to compromise. He lives very tired every day, and only online distribution can make him happy.

He said that maybe he really wanted to go all out to confess his love to Jiu Ci at YY, and if Jiu Ci agreed, he decided to be brave for himself.

But the old words did not agree, he felt that the whole world had collapsed.He also said that he may have been suffering from depression a long time ago. The expectations of his parents, sexual problems and the helpless compromise with reality have created too much pressure on him. He always has the idea of ​​committing suicide.

He also said with a smile: "You rejected my confession, maybe I feel that life is meaningless."

As if he was afraid of being burdened by the old words, he explained: "If I really die, it's not your fault, it's not your problem, it's me who is too weak, and people like me don't deserve sympathy. But don't worry, I don't care. I’m going to die, I still want to chase you, I still want to work harder, but I don’t want to mix online matches anymore.”

The online distribution circle is like a dream world that Liang Da made up for himself to escape from reality. No matter how long he stays, he still has to return to reality. There are some problems that he has to face.So he wants to quit the online matching circle.

Liang Dada left the online distribution circle, and even helped Jiu Ci make plans for his future.He had the old words recorded on the phone, and if his fans pinched him unreasonably, the recording would be played.

He said this in the recording, with a relaxed and easy tone: "Hi everyone, I am Liang Da, who has quit the online supporting circle. I quit the circle not because of the old resignation, but because I think I always have to return to the three-dimensional, Two-dimensional I've been playing for too long and I need to take a break. Maybe the timing of quitting is a bit wrong, but I swear with my voice, this matter has nothing to do with the old Ci, if it is really my fan, please don't pinch the old Ci, because I like it He, so I don’t want you to pinch him. Girls, please be obedient. I know you in the online distribution circle, and I feel very happy to be liked by you. I wish you two-dimensional ones to be well, and three-dimensional me to be well too. Anyway, if I want to come back, I will come back~”

Liang Da also guessed the old Ci's thoughts, knowing that he can't record, and thoughtfully sent the audio to the old Ci's mailbox after the call.

At that time, Jiuci thought that Liangda might really not want to mix online and match circles, but he never thought that Liangda would go so simply.

The once best friend has become a nightmare that lingers in the dream.He was afraid to face what happened that night, and he was afraid to listen to those last words again.

Old Ci felt that depression was really easy to get, and he was almost tormented by it to the point of mental breakdown.

"Crying so badly, how can Xiao Ci see people tomorrow?" A familiar voice sounded in his ear, he recognized it, and wanted to retort, "Bastard, it doesn't matter whether it's big or small, I want to call the teacher."

Memories poured into his brain like a flood.

"Don't blame you, they are all idiots, let's ignore them."

"Is it not uncomfortable now? Drink less alcohol in the future, look at you, you don't resist being molested~"

"Xiao Ci...don't blame me for taking advantage of others, I like you...I like you very much."

……

Old Ci tightly embraced the warmth in his palm, and buried his head deeply on the broad shoulders of this boy who was seven years younger than him, whom he thought was still a brat.

Don't say you like me, I'm afraid I can't accept it.

Don't say you like me, I'm actually a selfish person.

Don't say you like me, do you know what liking is?

Don't say you like me, I'm afraid I like you too, but one day you will leave me because you hate me.

He could hear Shen Qingchuan's low sigh, full of pity.

Shen Qingchuan raised the old Ci's head, kissed the corners of his eyes with his lips, and dried his tears.

"Salty." Shen Qingchuan looked at the old words and said with a light smile, with tender feelings in his eyes.

Old Ci's eyes were full of emotions, and it was hard to see whether they were dim or sober.

Old Ci tilted his head and looked deeply at Shen Qingchuan, resisting the tears that were about to flow out after being treated tenderly, carefully and gently kissed Shen Qingchuan's lips, just like a superficial touch.

Old Ci's heart almost stopped beating nervously, he felt that he was being selfish again, and wanted to covet the beauty by getting drunk.He just wanted to break up with one touch, but it obviously ignited Shen Qingchuan's desperately suppressed emotional thread, forcing Shen Qingchuan to lose control.

"Ms. Lu... Xiaoci...you took the initiative." Shen Qingchuan murmured, the tip of his domineering tongue directly penetrated into the mouth of Jiuci, siege the city and searched, enthusiastically and eagerly.

"Hmm..." Jiu Ci was drunk by the smell of wine in his mouth, allowing the situation to go out of control.

Two chaotic gasps were mixed together, and the two kissed inseparably. This kiss lasted for a long time, with lingering lips and tongue, and the sound of tsk tsk.

"Xiaoci...are you drunk?"

Shen Qingchuan stepped back a little and asked him.

Jiuci lowered his head, not daring to look into Shen Qingchuan's eyes for fear of being seen through his disguise.He could say that he was drunk, but his mind was damn clear, and he also knew what he was conniving with Shen Qingchuan.

But he didn't hate, didn't resent, and didn't want to push him away.

He moved his leg, Shen Qingchuan suddenly and stubbornly suppressed his movement, and stretched out his hand to catch what Jiuci thought was weird.

Shen Qingchuan asked the old farewell after turning off the light, the room was pitch black.

"Xiao Ci, let me help you, it will be very uncomfortable if you don't get it out." He asked Jiu Ci, but his movements were so quick that he put his hand into the seam of Jiu Ci's trousers without leaving any way for him to retreat. .

Old Ci was wearing a pair of loose trousers, and Shen Qingchuan easily grabbed his vitals.At the beginning, Jiu Ci was still resisting with his hands, but his strength was no match for Shen Qingchuan after all.

Because of the dark environment around them, neither of them could see each other, which gave Jiu Ci a layer of psychological comfort, but at the same time, his body became more sensitive because of this environment.

"Hmm..." Old Ci bit his lips, but he still couldn't stop the voice from leaking out from the cracks in his lips.

Shen Qingchuan's voice was hoarse, filled with suppressed emotion and desire. "Xiao Ci, I only called myself before...Xiao Ci, did I make you comfortable?"

With Shen Qingchuan's gloves, he fiddled with his body sometimes quickly and sometimes slowly, and the kneading strength was controlled just right.

Muffled humming sounds occasionally mixed with light gasps sounded in the quiet night, and the smell of lust was so strong that it seemed to be stained with alcohol.

Shen Qingchuan heard that the breathing of the person below him became more and more rapid, and the movements of his hands also accelerated.

Old Ci's hand tightly pinched Shen Qingchuan's shoulder.

"Ah!" After a high-pitched exclamation, Shen Qingchuan's hands were covered with slime.

After the climax/tide, calm down.

When Old Ci heard Shen Qingchuan getting up, he hurriedly called to him: "Don't turn on the light!"

After indulgence, he should have faced it, but Jiu Ci chose to escape, he didn't know how to face Shen Qingchuan.

A smile slowly melted at the corner of Shen Qingchuan's mouth, and Shen Qingchuan's voice was as pleasant as a spring breeze. "Okay, I won't open it, Xiaoci, can I hug you to sleep tonight?"

Shen Qingchuan asked formally every time, but before waiting for anyone to answer, he made up his own mind.Just like this moment, he hugged Jiu Ci tightly from behind, clinging to him tightly.

The old words are already sweating because of what happened just now, and now someone will post it, which makes me feel even more uncomfortable.

He moved, unable to break free, so he had to give up.

The old words felt that Shen Qingchuan was trying his best to play a scoundrel because of his young age and because he was his teacher.

Shen Qingchuan bit the old Ci's ear and whispered: "Xiao Ci, are you not drunk?"

The previous question was "Are you drunk?" But now it was changed to "Are you not drunk?"

Yes, he was indeed not drunk.

Everything that happened tonight was his conscious consent.

Seeing that the old words didn't answer, Shen Qingchuan didn't have to know the answer to this question, it was getting late, Shen Qingchuan kissed the old words behind the ear, and said: "Good night, sweet dreams."

Old Ci blinked his eyes, relieving the fatigue brought by crying.Then he closed it slowly, pursing the corners of his mouth with a dimple.

Good night.He hopes to have a good dream tonight.

The author has something to say:

Is it sweet ^_^

And to tell you a sad news, I have not saved the manuscript ahhhhhhhhhh! ! ! QAQ I will probably update at a snail's pace_(:з」∠)_

Thank you for telling me if you are sick or not, dear mine