Unspeakable "I love you"
2 (1)
[eleven]
Tang Zexun's mood was surging, he felt that it was too hot here, without thinking about it, he picked up the wine glass on the table and drank it.
Well!cough!cough!cough!cough!
At this time, he finally noticed Chen Qi's shocked expression, why is this juice so rushing!My brain felt dizzy for a while, and my body became even hotter!
"Hey, hey! This is wine! Why are you still drinking it! Brat, hurry up and drink some juice, it's over! It's over! After a while, the boss knows you've been drinking, so he doesn't know how he will scold me!" Chen Qi was anxious, and hurried Serve him juice.
Only then did Tang Zexun realize that the cup just now was Chen Qi's martini, tsk tsk, it tastes good!Immediately yelled at the bartender: "It's delicious, have another drink! Otherwise, I will report you! Seventh brother! Haha!"
The bartender had just mixed a glass of wine, and stopped in mid-air, neither handing it nor putting it down, looking at Chen Qi with a embarrassed face, not knowing what to do.
But Tang Zexun had his eyes fixed on the glass of wine, and without giving the bartender a chance to hesitate, he grabbed it and drank it down in one gulp!
Well, two glasses of wine!Now, Tang Zexun is quiet!All of a sudden it was quiet!Lie directly on the ground.
This frightened Chen Qi, so he quickly ordered someone to carry him to the sofa bench to rest.
When Bai Shichuan finished his work and went downstairs, when he saw Tang Zexun sleeping on the sofa, he frowned, but gave Chen Qi an inquiring look.
Chen Qi smiled awkwardly, and after a long time, he finally said: "I said I can't drink, and I ordered two more glasses, but I can't stop it. You see, his drinking capacity is too bad, and he doesn't sleep well. Get out of here. Go. Boss, you better get it back quickly! It’s so annoying!”
Bai Shichuan stared straight at Chen Qi for a long time, and was about to have a seizure when Tang Zexun sat up dizzily, patted Da Chuan on the shoulder and said, "Da Chuan, you are back! I want to take a bath and I want to sleep!" said Finished and fell down again.
Bai Shichuan rubbed his temples, glared at Chen Qi, sighed, hugged the drunk man in his arms, and ordered: "I'm leaving, I'll leave it to you!"
Only then did Chen Qi heave a sigh of relief. Fortunately, he didn't get mad. I hope he won't see this drunk next time.
After returning home, Bai Shichuan had some headaches, and it was his first time to take care of a drunk.It was also the first time he knew that drunks were so troublesome!
only……!The behavior of this drunk...!
There is only him in his eyes, his smile, his body, it seems to see the first time we met again...!
Just like this, just this smile, this is the person!
Like a ray of sunshine, like a glass of strong wine, it flows into my heart warmly!
Until you drown yourself!
sink!Can't dial by myself!
The future is a question mark, no one can tell, as long as you make a choice, even if you regret it, it’s okay, as long as you have him by your side, it doesn’t matter how much time and energy you spend!worth it!
The sun was dazzling and the bed was very warm. How could it be so warm? I was so reluctant to open my eyes, but my body was so heavy and heavy!what is it
After struggling to open his eyes, the first thing he saw was Bai Shichuan's sleeping face!
Oh, it's him!The whole body is wrapped around himself!
Uh?
wrong!
Why him!
After the hangover, his head was not sober, and for several seconds, his thoughts were still responding. Finally, he seemed to understand something. His pupils shrank together and bounced up, but the soreness of his body and the untimely pain made him There was a hissing sound and immediately stopped moving.
The face next to him moved, opened his eyes, moved away from his body, and a caring expression appeared: "What's the matter? Does it hurt?"
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Tang Zexun felt that all the blood in his body was stabbed in the head!Because he saw Shiraishi Chuan looking at him naked, reaching out to grab his clothes, of course... he couldn't grab anything.
what happened?Do you still need to think about it?
Two **** bodies were lying on the same bed, and they were intimately entangled just now!Coupled with Shiraishikawa's concern, the fact...isn't it clear enough? !
last night...they...
sleep!
Done!
[twelve]
Tang Zexun stared blankly at Bai Shichuan, his expression was so mechanical that his face was burned enough to fry an egg.
Bai Shichuan stared at him and asked, "What happened last night? Do you remember?"
Only then did Tang Zexun slowly begin to recall, and slowly, slowly, each fragment was replayed in his mind!Is that passionate, proactive person really me?It's just, just, just, the memory is too far away, like looking at flowers in the fog or the moon in the water, distant, vague, and not real enough!And facing such a self, Bai Shichuan rarely showed enthusiasm, enthusiasm, and wildness, as if it had nothing to do with the usual high-cold and indifferent him.
Bai Shichuan watched the changes in his face, blue, red and white. He became more concerned, and reached out to touch his forehead: "Don't remember? Are you feeling uncomfortable? ..., you don't have a fever!"
It was rare for Tang Zexun to hear Bai Shichuan talking so much, and he was not used to it, so he avoided it in panic, and said, "No, I don't remember! I drank too much last night, and I don't remember anything! … ...Well, last night...we...cough, you, just pretend that nothing happened, anyway, I drank too much, maybe I did something to embarrass you, don't take it to heart! I'm sorry, Just forget about it!"
"Yes, no, live? Forgot, did you?...Dang, made, didn't, made, born...?..." Bai Shichuan bit these words very hard, and his brows were almost knotted.
It's a pity that Tang Zexun kept turning his head away, not daring to look at him at all, his heart was in a mess, and he didn't pay attention to his tone at all.
Bai Shichuan was silent for a long time, and finally got up, looking for clothes for Tang Ze before looking for his own.
Tang Zexun lay motionless on the bed, listening to Bai Shichuan going out and closing the door, finally silenced.
he's gone…
Angry……? ?
Also, whoever gets raped will not be happy!Although it is my own body that is uncomfortable now!
Tang Zexun lay down and stared at the ceiling, not wanting to move at all, seriously thinking about the matter between him and Bai Shichuan, recalling all the intersections between them, but he couldn't find any evidence that could prove the relationship between them.But the dizziness after the hangover hit him again, and he fell asleep again in a daze.
When he woke up again, Bai Shichuan had come back, was sitting beside his bed, had already put on his clothes, and was looking at him.He was still embarrassed and wanted to move his body.Bai Shichuan held him down, motioned him not to move, and said: "Don't move, the medicine has been given!... I, I made porridge, do you want to drink?"
Tang Zexun realized that he didn't really leave just now, but went shopping and made porridge. He felt a little warm in his heart. He was already hungry. He nodded hurriedly, but couldn't say anything.
Bai Shichuan went back to get the porridge, didn't let him get up, but picked up the porridge and fed it to him bit by bit.
The more Tang Zexun ate, the more he felt that he was acting like a coquettish Bai Shichuan now. When he was a child, he was sick and had a fever, and his mother never fed him like this. His heart was so warm that his eyes were wet. He couldn't help but hold Bai Shichuan hand, and asked very seriously: "Da Chuan, tell me, were we...... were we...?"
Bai Shichuan looked at him calmly, seeing that he was almost at a loss for words, the words turned in his mouth a few times, and finally he mustered up the courage to ask: "...Is it... the relationship between lovers?...You You know, I have amnesia, I really want to know the truth!"
Bai Shichuan didn't move, his expression didn't change, he looked at him calmly without blinking, and answered clearly: "No, yes!"
This answer made Tang Zexun obviously stunned. He thought his guess was close to the truth, but Bai Shichuan's words made him fall into the ice cellar in an instant.
It turned out that everything was just what I thought.
He wanted to laugh, but he couldn't laugh; he wanted to cry, but he couldn't, it was like a fishbone stuck in his heart.
"Then are you gay?" He asked this with the last hope.
"...No, yes...!" Bai Shichuan gave his affirmative answer again.
Tang Ze Xunxin stopped, sighed, as if asking Bai Shichuan, but also asking himself: "...Then, why are you so kind to me!? Am I kind to you? Or let you live in the house for free? Why? nice to me!?"
"...Because, we are, very, very good!" Bai Shichuan thought of the word that best describes their relationship, and replied solemnly.
"...very good?... like a brother?... I... I have been alone since I was a child, my parents are very busy, I have no brothers and sisters, and I have good classmates around me, but... this family has always been They were all deserted. After amnesia, I realized that you broke into my life. Although it took a short time, it has changed my life. Knowing that I am GAY, I did not discriminate against me!... Very good! Yes , You are really good to me, you are really good!...Thank you, thank you! Really, thank you so much!" Tang Zexun finally faced all this for himself and found an appropriate answer.
It was also at this moment that he defined their relationship as brotherhood.
Perhaps only in this way can he stop himself from thinking too much, and treat Bai Shichuan with the most normal attitude, but the pain in his heart can't be stopped, it slowly spreads to the whole body, and he is about to lose consciousness !
[Thirteen]
Tang Zexun found out that the previous relationship was not a lover.
Since the other party is straight, you must not like him!This is the most important point!I... must not cross this line!
Tang Zexun struggled for a long time, and finally made up his mind, but his heart was not at ease, and even more irritable!
When I was in class, I was always in a daze.He also seemed to be absent-minded when doing things, even Zeng Yifan noticed his abnormality, and jokingly said: "Why, so distracted? Are you in love? Or have you lost your love!?"
"...I haven't been in love yet, so it's not considered broken love! The other party doesn't like me!" Tang Zexun nodded with a wry smile.
"Ah!!!?? No way, you, the number one handsome guy, will also break up in love? Which woman is so cold!? You can't even catch up with your moves?!" Zeng Yifan fussed and chattered.
"...Be careful, I'm broken in love, you seem to be very happy. I'm not interested in these things now. After I'm down for a few days, I will come back to life with full blood." Tang Ze sought self-comfort, making people feel happy. Instead, my heart hurts.
"...That's why the girls are going to cry!...If there's anything wrong, remember to tell me. I've always supported you!" Zeng Yifan said intentionally.Tang Zexun could only smile wryly, knowing that he was worried about himself, but there were some things that he couldn't say, couldn't say!
After leaving the school gate, Bai Shichuan appeared. Although he was following from a distance, he was probably afraid of being seen by other students.As everyone knows, his aura attracted the attention of the students as soon as he appeared.And he himself didn't realize it.As a result, there were rumors in the school that someone from the underworld came to the school to make trouble, which caused the teachers and students to tremble with fear!
Of course Tang Zexun noticed it very early on, and pretended not to know, the two of them went home one after the other.
Bai Shichuan rested quietly watching TV in the living room, while Tang Zexun did his homework.After Tang Zexun finished writing, he came out to see that Bai Shichuan had placed a plate of fruit for him to eat.The two have a relationship, one is talking, the other is listening, but they are harmonious.
When Tang Zexun came out from the shower, he saw Bai Shichuan lying on his bed, already asleep.
Well!This... bed is not enough to accommodate a big man like him!But......, he was tangled in his heart for a while, but the sleepiness prevented him from thinking any more, and he lay obediently on his body and slept beside him.
Bai Shichuan breathed rhythmically, his smell was mixed with the scent of shower gel, and his nose was full of his smell.
The exhaustion of the body, mixed with his smell, thinking about the fragments of their passion, entangled and confused, fell asleep in a daze.
When he got up the next morning, Bai Shichuan was no longer around, and there was a noise from the kitchen. When he went to see him, he had already made breakfast, signaling Tang Zexun to hurry up and go to school.Afterwards, Bai Shichuan sent Tang Zexun to school again, and then asked Chen Qilai to pick him up to the company.In the evening, Bai Shichuan also rushed to pick Tang Zexun from school and sleep together.Later on, Bai Shichuan was like this, sleeping next to Tang Zexun every day as a matter of course, without asking for his opinion, let alone feeling that there was anything wrong with it.Only when he woke up occasionally, Tang Zexun found that Bai Shichuan was holding him tightly in his arms.This made Tang Zexun feel strange and guessed. He was in a state of confusion for a long time, and the entanglement in his heart became more and more intense.
In addition, Bai Shichuan's behavior towards him became more and more casual, and he would even hold him in his arms unintentionally, stroking him gently.
Tang Zexun also naturally found that his feelings for Bai Shichuan had changed, and he became more dependent. Every day, he looked forward to leaving school quickly and going home quickly. His words and actions all affected Tang Zexun's thoughts. Emotions, ups and downs, joy and sorrow!My head is full of Shiraishikawa!
It's been a month since this situation happened, and it's driving people crazy. Even Tang Zexun has to admit that the relationship between them has become closer, as if they are... a couple in love!Although I know they were not lovers before.But if things continue like this, what will happen in the future?What will happen to them...?
Shiraishikawa, what are you thinking?Are you natural?What do you take me for?Can't you just say it properly?Unintentional actions will really kill people, okay? !Please, be a little self-conscious, okay? !If you don't have that kind of meaning, don't tease your already unstable mood, okay? !
But... thinking about it, Tang Zexun didn't dare to say these words to Bai Shichuan!After all, he is straight!
That's it, since you can't say this love, then hide this feeling in the deepest part, don't say it!Just keep the status quo!Tang Zexun even looked forward to the day when this delicate balance would be broken!Even if he can't get it, even if he will lose it, but he will really give up and stop entangled!
[fourteen]
After school that day, Bai Shichuan and Tang Zexun got into the elevator together. Tang Zexun looked at his clothes and asked inadvertently, "Da Chuan, do you like formal clothes so much? Do you have any other kind of clothes? I wear them every day." I have seen you in a black suit every time, like..." Tang Zexun hurriedly stopped, almost biting his tongue, because he really didn't dare to say the word "mourning clothes".
Bai Shichuan didn't seem to understand what he meant and said, "Not good? But, everything else is at home."
Tang Zexun heard him mention "home" for the first time: "Huh? Home??... Uh, so you have a home! I thought you didn't... No, cough, I mean you usually live in my house Yes!...! Where is your house...?"
"...in the suburbs. Do you want to accompany me?" Bai Shichuan was asking for his opinion.
"...Uh, okay, I also want to see...uh, Mr. Bai's demeanor!" Tang Zexun hurriedly changed his words without saying "Boss Hei".
So, Bai Shichuan took him and drove to a well-known villa area in the suburbs.
Bai Shichuan parked the car in the garage downstairs of his house, opened the door, and took Tang Zexun to visit his mansion for a while.Tang Zexun looked around curiously!Finally, I concluded: "It's really big! It's bigger than my house! My mother thought about buying here before, but she thought it was too far away, so she didn't buy it!... Dachuan, haven't you been back for a long time? ?!"
Shiraishi Chuan nodded, and then went directly to the second floor.Tang Ze searched for a while, followed him up to the second floor, and went straight into his room without thinking too much.
Pushing the door, he saw that Bai Shichuan was taking off his clothes. His shirt was completely unbuttoned, and he was about to take off his belt, revealing his collarbone and chest muscles. He was looking back at him.
Tang Zexun blushed, and immediately turned his eyes away, he was stuck at the door, he didn't want to go in, he didn't go in, he said, "I... go to the second floor!" After finishing speaking, he rushed into the next room as if fleeing .
As soon as the door was closed, he leaned against the door, gasping for breath, his heart pounding violently. Although they were all men, they had already done what they should do and had seen their bodies, but why did that look just now seem to be the first time? Seeing the same thing once, nervous, excited, really shameful!His disheveled appearance is really... so imaginative!The seductive curves and strong muscles were dangling in front of his eyes all the time, and he tried to calm himself down and not think about it.After tidying up his mood, he looked at the room he was in.
After looking around, his eyes were attracted by a photo on the cabinet in the room.He only felt that the temperature of his whole body was dropping, and he couldn't move his legs, so he slowly moved over, picked up the frame and looked at it dumbfounded.
On the photo, is a man and a woman.One is the unsmiling and cold Bai Shichuan, who looks very young, about 20 years old, although he also has no expression, but the corners of his eyes are full of tenderness.And he put his arms around the woman beside him, who was leaning on his chest and embracing his waist, with a smile on her face, very happy.Don't even think about it, so close, she must be Bai Shichuan's closest woman... His lover, right?
At this moment, Tang Zexun's thoughts were interrupted by the sound of the door opening. Bai Shichuan quickly rushed to him, snatched the photo, and put it back. Take a look at Tang Ze.
Tang Zexun looked at his dazed expression, a little bewildered, more understanding.
He looked at him, he looked at the picture, and no one spoke.
Bai Shichuan was in a trance, his expression darkened a lot, before Tang Zexun could ask, he answered first: "Yes, I, my wife!"
Tang Ze's sinking heart instantly fell into the abyss, fell to the bottom of the abyss, and shattered with a bang.
Wife?
wife!
wife! !
………………
Yes, why didn't I think of it?He also looks about 30 years old, how could he not have a wife!
But...why never heard him mention it?Why don't you go home?Why do you sleep next to yourself every night?Why…………?
Sure enough... everything is overthinking!
Tang Zexun felt that it took a long time for him to adjust his emotions with difficulty. With a stiff expression, he squeezed out his voice and said, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't touch your things. I... I'll go down and wait for you! "After that, he stumbled out of the room.
[fifteen]
Tang Zexun tried his best to pretend that nothing happened, and returned home with Bai Shichuan.Along the way, neither of them spoke, it was quiet and strange!
As soon as he got home, Tang Zexun went straight back to his room, locked the door, and didn't give Bai Shichuan a chance to come in.Bai Shichuan tried to knock on the door, but he didn't force his way in. In this way, the two people's one-month co-sleeping state was broken.
On the second day, Tang Zexun was really not in the mood to continue attending class, so he went down, and skipped class in the afternoon on the pretext of going to the hospital for reexamination.
This is the first time he skipped class.The reason is actually for the man who lives in the same room with her!
Think about it, feel ridiculous!
However, he didn't want to go back to that home, nor did he want to be picked up by Bai Shichuan after school. Now, he didn't want to see him.
Walking aimlessly on the street, I don’t know how long I’ve been wandering around, my mind is in a mess, thinking a lot, a lot...
"Hey?! Xiao Xun~~~!" There was a voice behind him, and he subconsciously looked back.
A middle-aged uncle stopped himself.He immediately realized that that person was his father's good friend Uncle Lin.
He smiled involuntarily, and turned to greet Uncle Lin.For this Uncle Lin, he is very good with his father and takes good care of Tang Zexun. He has played with him since he was a child, and has a good relationship with him. Whether Tang Zexun treats him as an outsider, he will go to Uncle Lin's own small hospital from time to time. to play.
Uncle Lin greeted him to sit in the office upstairs, gave him a cup of coffee, and asked him about his recent situation with great concern, whether he was under great pressure for the college entrance examination.He chatted with him very honestly, and talked a lot about life and study with his heart.
Uncle Lin nodded frequently, telling him not to put too much pressure on himself, just do his best.
After a cup of coffee, Uncle Lin suddenly remembered something, lowered his voice, and leaned into his ear and asked: "By the way, I am very concerned. What happened to the person you saved last time? You...really... Do you know who he is?"
"...What?? The person I saved?..." Tang Zexun looked bewildered.
Uncle Lin was a little surprised and asked: "Ah? It was the person who was injured by the gun that you asked me to prepare medicine for you last summer?"
Tang Zexun's brain exploded, he opened a certain door in his heart, and asked eagerly: "What?...Gunshot wound!??? Summer?! Uncle, what are you talking about? I...don't remember what happened last year What happened,...you tell me quickly!? What is it? Who is it!?"
Uncle Lin was even more surprised: "You don't remember??! What happened to you...??"
"...?? You...don't know that I had a car accident last year?...I have amnesia now, I don't remember anything about last year!" Tang Zexun told the story of the car accident.
After hearing this, Uncle Lin was not only shocked, but also sighed.Under Tang Zexun's strong request, Uncle Lin finally narrated the memory of his amnesia last summer...
One day in July, Uncle Lin suddenly received a call from Tang Zexun. He spoke urgently, quietly and mysteriously on the phone, asking him to bring some medicine and surgical instruments.
Uncle Lin was very surprised, and immediately took the list he gave.After arriving at Tang's house, Uncle Lin saw the truth. Tang Zexun inadvertently rescued an unknown man who had been shot.Because the bullet was still inside the body, although it was not in a vital position, it was bleeding all the time, and the man had fallen into a coma.Because it was a gunshot wound, he couldn't be sent to a regular hospital for treatment, so he had to take out the bullet at home.But Tang's family lacked medicines and surgical instruments, so he could only turn to his closest uncle Lin for help.
Uncle Lin was very hesitant, fearing that the person who was shot was of unknown origin and might be a dangerous person.But Tang Zexun repeatedly assured that he was a good guy, who was accidentally injured in a gang fight.In the end, Uncle Lin still couldn't bear to see death, so he helped, and finally took out the bullet, stopped the bleeding, and applied medicine.
Of course, Uncle Lin also helped Tang Zexun hide this secret.Three months later, Uncle Lin accidentally saw a photo in the newspaper, and he realized that at that time, the person Tang Ze sought to save was the boss of the Black Fox Gang——Bai Shichuan!
Hearing this, Tang Ze stood up abruptly, straightened his whole body, looked at Uncle Lin blankly, and murmured after a long time: "...Bai, Shi, Chuan! So... I really saved He...! It turns out...it's really like this...!"
He stayed there for a long time, and came back to God amidst Uncle Lin's anxious call!He thought about what he should do, forgot to thank him, left "I should go back", turned around and rushed out, running towards home, with only one thought in his mind: "I want to see Bai Shichuan!"
[sixteen]
Tang Zexun ran all the way, kept running, kept running, ran back to the community, ran all the way from the stairs and rushed home, until he saw Bai Shichuan in the Tang's house, he was standing anxiously in the living room, walking back and forth, while sleeping What is the phone talking about.
Tang Ze froze, only Bai Shichuan was in his eyes, but the facts that Uncle Lin said kept ringing in his ears.
And when Bai Shichuan saw Tang Zexun suddenly appeared, he quickly hung up the phone, rushed to him, grabbed his shoulder anxiously, and asked anxiously and angrily, "Where did you go?! Why didn't you Answer the phone!??"
Looking at his face, Tang Zexun only had one thought in his mind, he needs to see clearly!Like crazy, he suddenly pushed Bai Shichuan to the ground heavily, pressed him down, rode on him, and frantically unbuttoned his clothes.
Bai Shichuan was a little surprised at first and was still struggling, but seeing his expression changed and his strength was great, he gave up resisting and let him go coldly to see what he wanted to do.
Tang Zexun took off his clothes, and finally saw clearly that there was indeed a bullet hole and a surgical knife mark on his right shoulder, impacting his memory and consciousness, and his confused mind gradually became clear. , A conclusion appeared in his mind, he didn't move, and stood there in a daze, what should he do?
Bai Shichuan looked at his confused expression calmly, waiting for him to speak.
The room was quiet, only the heartbeats of the two people remained. Tang Zexun felt that the conclusion he had found had exhausted all his strength. He was powerless to rest his head on Bai Shichuan's chest, holding his head with his hands and covering his head. , gritted his teeth in a muffled voice, and said, "...So, really, hurt! I finally understand! Bai Shichuan!!!! You are so kind to me because I once saved your life. Fate!!!!!! You, really, good! Really, really, very, good!!!"
His voice was not loud, but Bai Shichuan heard it clearly, was startled suddenly, and hurriedly held his arm and asked, "Xiao Xun, do you remember?"
Tang Zexun suddenly stood up and raised his head, looked into Bai Shichuan's eyes coldly, and his voice became much colder: "Remember?... Do you want me to remember? If I never remember, I will be blinded forever In the drum! You can always treat me like this, so ambiguous and have no relationship with me!? You are really, very good! Obviously, you have a wife! Why do you want to do this!... Let me ask you, what are you doing? When I turned into someone!!!"
Bai Shichuan's expression froze, as if a little tangled, he was thinking seriously, but he didn't give an answer for a long time.
The second hand was ticking and walking without idle time. To Tang Zexun, the sound was like a countdown before the execution.He knew, he was sentenced to death, silent answer.In an instant, a certain string in his heart broke, and he could no longer make any sound.Finally give up!
He smiled, unconsciously, hiding helplessness and heartbreak, and smiled.
He slowly left his body, backed away, turned around and walked to the gate, stopped, and left a farewell word coldly: "...you go! Never appear in front of me again. I don't want to... See you again. What you owe me, the favor I gave you in the past, you have already paid back! We have long since ceased to owe each other! Don’t meet again! I won’t come back! Don’t, Then, find, I, it!"
Tang Zexun walked out of the house with one foot high and one foot low, out of the community, and wandered in the street without anyone chasing after him.He is getting more and more desperate!He still hasn't come after him!He doesn't care...!
If what I said just now had elements of anger, it has now become the truth.
He... is not important anymore!
Tang Zexun felt that Bai Shichuan stabbed him deeply in the bottom of his heart, a wound that did not see blood, a pain that pierced into the bone marrow, so it hurts even more, I am afraid this is called killing without blood!
I don't know how long it took, there were no pedestrians on the road, all the shops were closed, and there was nowhere to go, so he finally dialed Zeng Yifan's house, woke him who had just fallen asleep, and stayed at his house.
The two friends were sleeping together, Zeng Yifan asked him carefully what happened.
Tang Zexun slowly and finally opened his mouth, but he couldn't hold back his opening. Finally, finally, he poured out all the words, all the things, and all the emotions during this period.
For a moment, Zeng Yifan couldn't accept that his best friend came out of the closet, and he couldn't accept that he fell in love with the underworld leader, but he didn't blame or despise him, but just silently accompanied him and hugged him into his shoulders , patting his head like coaxing a child, coaxing Tang Zexun, who was crying and scolding, into sleep.
The second day, the third day, the fourth day... This week, Tang Zexun stayed at Zeng Yifan's house. He counted the days every day, feeling that time passed so long.
Finally, after school on Monday, Tang Zexun went home.When he opened the door very anxiously, but he really didn't see anyone at home, he seemed to be relieved, but couldn't help feeling disappointed.
Bai Shichuan was really obedient, and even wiped away all traces of his residence.
Tang Zexun smiled wryly in his heart, it turned out that he really thought too much.On the days when he didn't meet, he was worried whether the other party would stay here and not leave, and worried about what to say if they met.But... the other party really didn't care about anything, and even... didn't even call.
It's good to stop!Spotless!it is finally over!
[seventeen]
With no more news from Bai Shichuan, Tang Zexun's life finally returned to its original life.
Every day is very fulfilling, but only Zeng Yifan knows that Tang Zexun can only use methods to forget and return to the original days.
It was finally the beginning of June, when Tang Zexun was the last one to walk out of the examination room with a smile on the two days of the college entrance examination, success or failure, I believe it was good.
This evening, the classmates in the class went to the carnival!Tang Zexun was naturally among them.And Zeng Yifan took Zhang Hao, who had just been promoted to a lover, to participate together.And Chen Hao took Yin Xin with him as a matter of course.Probably Chen Hao wanted to match them up. Tang Zexun didn't pay much attention to it at first, but when he thought of Bai Shichuan who had no fate, he thought he could try dating her.
Anyway, it’s a broken jar, didn’t it mean that 80% of homosexuals are bisexual!
Therefore, Tang Zexun took the initiative to hook up with Yin Xin, and the two quickly fell in love with each other. The two quickly established a relationship as lovers. In the next few days, the relationship between the two developed by leaps and bounds, and they stuck together almost every day. What can be done, they have done it all over again.
On the last night, a group of students finally got out of the bar and were ready to come back.
Tang Zexun hugged Yin Xin intimately, and was about to go home. He had just hailed a taxi, and before he got in, he saw a large van driving up. He carried Tang Zexun and Yin Xin into the van and drove away.Leaving behind a taxi driver who is suspicious of hallucinations.
The two people, who were a little drunk, were woken up by the sudden change, their eyes were blindfolded, their hands were tied, and they were surrounded by the seats, unable to move.
Tang Zexun desperately thought about his situation, recalled how this group of people were dressed, and guessed countless possibilities in his heart. He didn't offend anyone. If it was an underworld force, could it be related to Bai Shichuan?
At this time, the man on the co-pilot warned them: "If you want to survive, you'd better not make noise, don't make noise! Otherwise, if I am not happy, I will send you to the west! Don't ask where you are going, you will know in a while Already!"
Tang Zexun heaved a long sigh of relief, and was a little more nervous!The other party didn't want to hurt himself, so he had to play by ear.
After a while, the car drove into an underground garage. A group of people dragged two students, got out of the car, and went upstairs from the elevator.
After walking several distances, they entered a room and stopped. Their blindfolds were ripped off and their hands were loosened.
Tang Zexun adjusted to the light, and opened his eyes to see if Yin Xin was okay.Seeing that she was fine, she felt relieved, and looked around the room she was in. This is a hidden room, with a big bed in the middle, a sofa, and no other decorations, just parasitic utensils.The lighting is unusually soft, and I always... feel very ecstatic.
The group of people who arrested them were standing obediently on both sides of the room and at the entrance of the room. There was only one person standing by the window beside the bed, with his back to them, holding a glass of wine.
And that tall figure from the back was so familiar that Tang Zexun was hit hard in the heart.
At this time, the door of the room was opened, and Chen Qi came in, pouted at Tang Zexun, and then said to the group of people in the room: "You all go out and guard! Don't let anyone in or out, understand?"
The group of people nodded in unison and left in response.
After everyone had finished walking, Chen Qi walked up to Bai Shichuan, handed him the small bottle he was holding, and said, "Boss, this...be careful when using it, it's too much...for fear of accidents!"
Bai Shichuan put the bottle back in his pocket, nodded, and signaled Chen Qi to go out.
The door was closed again, leaving only Bai Shichuan, Tang Zexun and Yin Xin in the room.Bai Shichuan didn't look at them, didn't speak, the atmosphere in the room was very strange.Yin Xin didn't dare to speak, and nervously stuck to Tang Zexun's side. Tang Zexun patted her hand, but didn't speak.The three of them stood there quietly.
[eighteen]
Tang Zexun looked at Bai Shichuan quietly, thinking
Tang Zexun's mood was surging, he felt that it was too hot here, without thinking about it, he picked up the wine glass on the table and drank it.
Well!cough!cough!cough!cough!
At this time, he finally noticed Chen Qi's shocked expression, why is this juice so rushing!My brain felt dizzy for a while, and my body became even hotter!
"Hey, hey! This is wine! Why are you still drinking it! Brat, hurry up and drink some juice, it's over! It's over! After a while, the boss knows you've been drinking, so he doesn't know how he will scold me!" Chen Qi was anxious, and hurried Serve him juice.
Only then did Tang Zexun realize that the cup just now was Chen Qi's martini, tsk tsk, it tastes good!Immediately yelled at the bartender: "It's delicious, have another drink! Otherwise, I will report you! Seventh brother! Haha!"
The bartender had just mixed a glass of wine, and stopped in mid-air, neither handing it nor putting it down, looking at Chen Qi with a embarrassed face, not knowing what to do.
But Tang Zexun had his eyes fixed on the glass of wine, and without giving the bartender a chance to hesitate, he grabbed it and drank it down in one gulp!
Well, two glasses of wine!Now, Tang Zexun is quiet!All of a sudden it was quiet!Lie directly on the ground.
This frightened Chen Qi, so he quickly ordered someone to carry him to the sofa bench to rest.
When Bai Shichuan finished his work and went downstairs, when he saw Tang Zexun sleeping on the sofa, he frowned, but gave Chen Qi an inquiring look.
Chen Qi smiled awkwardly, and after a long time, he finally said: "I said I can't drink, and I ordered two more glasses, but I can't stop it. You see, his drinking capacity is too bad, and he doesn't sleep well. Get out of here. Go. Boss, you better get it back quickly! It’s so annoying!”
Bai Shichuan stared straight at Chen Qi for a long time, and was about to have a seizure when Tang Zexun sat up dizzily, patted Da Chuan on the shoulder and said, "Da Chuan, you are back! I want to take a bath and I want to sleep!" said Finished and fell down again.
Bai Shichuan rubbed his temples, glared at Chen Qi, sighed, hugged the drunk man in his arms, and ordered: "I'm leaving, I'll leave it to you!"
Only then did Chen Qi heave a sigh of relief. Fortunately, he didn't get mad. I hope he won't see this drunk next time.
After returning home, Bai Shichuan had some headaches, and it was his first time to take care of a drunk.It was also the first time he knew that drunks were so troublesome!
only……!The behavior of this drunk...!
There is only him in his eyes, his smile, his body, it seems to see the first time we met again...!
Just like this, just this smile, this is the person!
Like a ray of sunshine, like a glass of strong wine, it flows into my heart warmly!
Until you drown yourself!
sink!Can't dial by myself!
The future is a question mark, no one can tell, as long as you make a choice, even if you regret it, it’s okay, as long as you have him by your side, it doesn’t matter how much time and energy you spend!worth it!
The sun was dazzling and the bed was very warm. How could it be so warm? I was so reluctant to open my eyes, but my body was so heavy and heavy!what is it
After struggling to open his eyes, the first thing he saw was Bai Shichuan's sleeping face!
Oh, it's him!The whole body is wrapped around himself!
Uh?
wrong!
Why him!
After the hangover, his head was not sober, and for several seconds, his thoughts were still responding. Finally, he seemed to understand something. His pupils shrank together and bounced up, but the soreness of his body and the untimely pain made him There was a hissing sound and immediately stopped moving.
The face next to him moved, opened his eyes, moved away from his body, and a caring expression appeared: "What's the matter? Does it hurt?"
…………
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Tang Zexun felt that all the blood in his body was stabbed in the head!Because he saw Shiraishi Chuan looking at him naked, reaching out to grab his clothes, of course... he couldn't grab anything.
what happened?Do you still need to think about it?
Two **** bodies were lying on the same bed, and they were intimately entangled just now!Coupled with Shiraishikawa's concern, the fact...isn't it clear enough? !
last night...they...
sleep!
Done!
[twelve]
Tang Zexun stared blankly at Bai Shichuan, his expression was so mechanical that his face was burned enough to fry an egg.
Bai Shichuan stared at him and asked, "What happened last night? Do you remember?"
Only then did Tang Zexun slowly begin to recall, and slowly, slowly, each fragment was replayed in his mind!Is that passionate, proactive person really me?It's just, just, just, the memory is too far away, like looking at flowers in the fog or the moon in the water, distant, vague, and not real enough!And facing such a self, Bai Shichuan rarely showed enthusiasm, enthusiasm, and wildness, as if it had nothing to do with the usual high-cold and indifferent him.
Bai Shichuan watched the changes in his face, blue, red and white. He became more concerned, and reached out to touch his forehead: "Don't remember? Are you feeling uncomfortable? ..., you don't have a fever!"
It was rare for Tang Zexun to hear Bai Shichuan talking so much, and he was not used to it, so he avoided it in panic, and said, "No, I don't remember! I drank too much last night, and I don't remember anything! … ...Well, last night...we...cough, you, just pretend that nothing happened, anyway, I drank too much, maybe I did something to embarrass you, don't take it to heart! I'm sorry, Just forget about it!"
"Yes, no, live? Forgot, did you?...Dang, made, didn't, made, born...?..." Bai Shichuan bit these words very hard, and his brows were almost knotted.
It's a pity that Tang Zexun kept turning his head away, not daring to look at him at all, his heart was in a mess, and he didn't pay attention to his tone at all.
Bai Shichuan was silent for a long time, and finally got up, looking for clothes for Tang Ze before looking for his own.
Tang Zexun lay motionless on the bed, listening to Bai Shichuan going out and closing the door, finally silenced.
he's gone…
Angry……? ?
Also, whoever gets raped will not be happy!Although it is my own body that is uncomfortable now!
Tang Zexun lay down and stared at the ceiling, not wanting to move at all, seriously thinking about the matter between him and Bai Shichuan, recalling all the intersections between them, but he couldn't find any evidence that could prove the relationship between them.But the dizziness after the hangover hit him again, and he fell asleep again in a daze.
When he woke up again, Bai Shichuan had come back, was sitting beside his bed, had already put on his clothes, and was looking at him.He was still embarrassed and wanted to move his body.Bai Shichuan held him down, motioned him not to move, and said: "Don't move, the medicine has been given!... I, I made porridge, do you want to drink?"
Tang Zexun realized that he didn't really leave just now, but went shopping and made porridge. He felt a little warm in his heart. He was already hungry. He nodded hurriedly, but couldn't say anything.
Bai Shichuan went back to get the porridge, didn't let him get up, but picked up the porridge and fed it to him bit by bit.
The more Tang Zexun ate, the more he felt that he was acting like a coquettish Bai Shichuan now. When he was a child, he was sick and had a fever, and his mother never fed him like this. His heart was so warm that his eyes were wet. He couldn't help but hold Bai Shichuan hand, and asked very seriously: "Da Chuan, tell me, were we...... were we...?"
Bai Shichuan looked at him calmly, seeing that he was almost at a loss for words, the words turned in his mouth a few times, and finally he mustered up the courage to ask: "...Is it... the relationship between lovers?...You You know, I have amnesia, I really want to know the truth!"
Bai Shichuan didn't move, his expression didn't change, he looked at him calmly without blinking, and answered clearly: "No, yes!"
This answer made Tang Zexun obviously stunned. He thought his guess was close to the truth, but Bai Shichuan's words made him fall into the ice cellar in an instant.
It turned out that everything was just what I thought.
He wanted to laugh, but he couldn't laugh; he wanted to cry, but he couldn't, it was like a fishbone stuck in his heart.
"Then are you gay?" He asked this with the last hope.
"...No, yes...!" Bai Shichuan gave his affirmative answer again.
Tang Ze Xunxin stopped, sighed, as if asking Bai Shichuan, but also asking himself: "...Then, why are you so kind to me!? Am I kind to you? Or let you live in the house for free? Why? nice to me!?"
"...Because, we are, very, very good!" Bai Shichuan thought of the word that best describes their relationship, and replied solemnly.
"...very good?... like a brother?... I... I have been alone since I was a child, my parents are very busy, I have no brothers and sisters, and I have good classmates around me, but... this family has always been They were all deserted. After amnesia, I realized that you broke into my life. Although it took a short time, it has changed my life. Knowing that I am GAY, I did not discriminate against me!... Very good! Yes , You are really good to me, you are really good!...Thank you, thank you! Really, thank you so much!" Tang Zexun finally faced all this for himself and found an appropriate answer.
It was also at this moment that he defined their relationship as brotherhood.
Perhaps only in this way can he stop himself from thinking too much, and treat Bai Shichuan with the most normal attitude, but the pain in his heart can't be stopped, it slowly spreads to the whole body, and he is about to lose consciousness !
[Thirteen]
Tang Zexun found out that the previous relationship was not a lover.
Since the other party is straight, you must not like him!This is the most important point!I... must not cross this line!
Tang Zexun struggled for a long time, and finally made up his mind, but his heart was not at ease, and even more irritable!
When I was in class, I was always in a daze.He also seemed to be absent-minded when doing things, even Zeng Yifan noticed his abnormality, and jokingly said: "Why, so distracted? Are you in love? Or have you lost your love!?"
"...I haven't been in love yet, so it's not considered broken love! The other party doesn't like me!" Tang Zexun nodded with a wry smile.
"Ah!!!?? No way, you, the number one handsome guy, will also break up in love? Which woman is so cold!? You can't even catch up with your moves?!" Zeng Yifan fussed and chattered.
"...Be careful, I'm broken in love, you seem to be very happy. I'm not interested in these things now. After I'm down for a few days, I will come back to life with full blood." Tang Ze sought self-comfort, making people feel happy. Instead, my heart hurts.
"...That's why the girls are going to cry!...If there's anything wrong, remember to tell me. I've always supported you!" Zeng Yifan said intentionally.Tang Zexun could only smile wryly, knowing that he was worried about himself, but there were some things that he couldn't say, couldn't say!
After leaving the school gate, Bai Shichuan appeared. Although he was following from a distance, he was probably afraid of being seen by other students.As everyone knows, his aura attracted the attention of the students as soon as he appeared.And he himself didn't realize it.As a result, there were rumors in the school that someone from the underworld came to the school to make trouble, which caused the teachers and students to tremble with fear!
Of course Tang Zexun noticed it very early on, and pretended not to know, the two of them went home one after the other.
Bai Shichuan rested quietly watching TV in the living room, while Tang Zexun did his homework.After Tang Zexun finished writing, he came out to see that Bai Shichuan had placed a plate of fruit for him to eat.The two have a relationship, one is talking, the other is listening, but they are harmonious.
When Tang Zexun came out from the shower, he saw Bai Shichuan lying on his bed, already asleep.
Well!This... bed is not enough to accommodate a big man like him!But......, he was tangled in his heart for a while, but the sleepiness prevented him from thinking any more, and he lay obediently on his body and slept beside him.
Bai Shichuan breathed rhythmically, his smell was mixed with the scent of shower gel, and his nose was full of his smell.
The exhaustion of the body, mixed with his smell, thinking about the fragments of their passion, entangled and confused, fell asleep in a daze.
When he got up the next morning, Bai Shichuan was no longer around, and there was a noise from the kitchen. When he went to see him, he had already made breakfast, signaling Tang Zexun to hurry up and go to school.Afterwards, Bai Shichuan sent Tang Zexun to school again, and then asked Chen Qilai to pick him up to the company.In the evening, Bai Shichuan also rushed to pick Tang Zexun from school and sleep together.Later on, Bai Shichuan was like this, sleeping next to Tang Zexun every day as a matter of course, without asking for his opinion, let alone feeling that there was anything wrong with it.Only when he woke up occasionally, Tang Zexun found that Bai Shichuan was holding him tightly in his arms.This made Tang Zexun feel strange and guessed. He was in a state of confusion for a long time, and the entanglement in his heart became more and more intense.
In addition, Bai Shichuan's behavior towards him became more and more casual, and he would even hold him in his arms unintentionally, stroking him gently.
Tang Zexun also naturally found that his feelings for Bai Shichuan had changed, and he became more dependent. Every day, he looked forward to leaving school quickly and going home quickly. His words and actions all affected Tang Zexun's thoughts. Emotions, ups and downs, joy and sorrow!My head is full of Shiraishikawa!
It's been a month since this situation happened, and it's driving people crazy. Even Tang Zexun has to admit that the relationship between them has become closer, as if they are... a couple in love!Although I know they were not lovers before.But if things continue like this, what will happen in the future?What will happen to them...?
Shiraishikawa, what are you thinking?Are you natural?What do you take me for?Can't you just say it properly?Unintentional actions will really kill people, okay? !Please, be a little self-conscious, okay? !If you don't have that kind of meaning, don't tease your already unstable mood, okay? !
But... thinking about it, Tang Zexun didn't dare to say these words to Bai Shichuan!After all, he is straight!
That's it, since you can't say this love, then hide this feeling in the deepest part, don't say it!Just keep the status quo!Tang Zexun even looked forward to the day when this delicate balance would be broken!Even if he can't get it, even if he will lose it, but he will really give up and stop entangled!
[fourteen]
After school that day, Bai Shichuan and Tang Zexun got into the elevator together. Tang Zexun looked at his clothes and asked inadvertently, "Da Chuan, do you like formal clothes so much? Do you have any other kind of clothes? I wear them every day." I have seen you in a black suit every time, like..." Tang Zexun hurriedly stopped, almost biting his tongue, because he really didn't dare to say the word "mourning clothes".
Bai Shichuan didn't seem to understand what he meant and said, "Not good? But, everything else is at home."
Tang Zexun heard him mention "home" for the first time: "Huh? Home??... Uh, so you have a home! I thought you didn't... No, cough, I mean you usually live in my house Yes!...! Where is your house...?"
"...in the suburbs. Do you want to accompany me?" Bai Shichuan was asking for his opinion.
"...Uh, okay, I also want to see...uh, Mr. Bai's demeanor!" Tang Zexun hurriedly changed his words without saying "Boss Hei".
So, Bai Shichuan took him and drove to a well-known villa area in the suburbs.
Bai Shichuan parked the car in the garage downstairs of his house, opened the door, and took Tang Zexun to visit his mansion for a while.Tang Zexun looked around curiously!Finally, I concluded: "It's really big! It's bigger than my house! My mother thought about buying here before, but she thought it was too far away, so she didn't buy it!... Dachuan, haven't you been back for a long time? ?!"
Shiraishi Chuan nodded, and then went directly to the second floor.Tang Ze searched for a while, followed him up to the second floor, and went straight into his room without thinking too much.
Pushing the door, he saw that Bai Shichuan was taking off his clothes. His shirt was completely unbuttoned, and he was about to take off his belt, revealing his collarbone and chest muscles. He was looking back at him.
Tang Zexun blushed, and immediately turned his eyes away, he was stuck at the door, he didn't want to go in, he didn't go in, he said, "I... go to the second floor!" After finishing speaking, he rushed into the next room as if fleeing .
As soon as the door was closed, he leaned against the door, gasping for breath, his heart pounding violently. Although they were all men, they had already done what they should do and had seen their bodies, but why did that look just now seem to be the first time? Seeing the same thing once, nervous, excited, really shameful!His disheveled appearance is really... so imaginative!The seductive curves and strong muscles were dangling in front of his eyes all the time, and he tried to calm himself down and not think about it.After tidying up his mood, he looked at the room he was in.
After looking around, his eyes were attracted by a photo on the cabinet in the room.He only felt that the temperature of his whole body was dropping, and he couldn't move his legs, so he slowly moved over, picked up the frame and looked at it dumbfounded.
On the photo, is a man and a woman.One is the unsmiling and cold Bai Shichuan, who looks very young, about 20 years old, although he also has no expression, but the corners of his eyes are full of tenderness.And he put his arms around the woman beside him, who was leaning on his chest and embracing his waist, with a smile on her face, very happy.Don't even think about it, so close, she must be Bai Shichuan's closest woman... His lover, right?
At this moment, Tang Zexun's thoughts were interrupted by the sound of the door opening. Bai Shichuan quickly rushed to him, snatched the photo, and put it back. Take a look at Tang Ze.
Tang Zexun looked at his dazed expression, a little bewildered, more understanding.
He looked at him, he looked at the picture, and no one spoke.
Bai Shichuan was in a trance, his expression darkened a lot, before Tang Zexun could ask, he answered first: "Yes, I, my wife!"
Tang Ze's sinking heart instantly fell into the abyss, fell to the bottom of the abyss, and shattered with a bang.
Wife?
wife!
wife! !
………………
Yes, why didn't I think of it?He also looks about 30 years old, how could he not have a wife!
But...why never heard him mention it?Why don't you go home?Why do you sleep next to yourself every night?Why…………?
Sure enough... everything is overthinking!
Tang Zexun felt that it took a long time for him to adjust his emotions with difficulty. With a stiff expression, he squeezed out his voice and said, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't touch your things. I... I'll go down and wait for you! "After that, he stumbled out of the room.
[fifteen]
Tang Zexun tried his best to pretend that nothing happened, and returned home with Bai Shichuan.Along the way, neither of them spoke, it was quiet and strange!
As soon as he got home, Tang Zexun went straight back to his room, locked the door, and didn't give Bai Shichuan a chance to come in.Bai Shichuan tried to knock on the door, but he didn't force his way in. In this way, the two people's one-month co-sleeping state was broken.
On the second day, Tang Zexun was really not in the mood to continue attending class, so he went down, and skipped class in the afternoon on the pretext of going to the hospital for reexamination.
This is the first time he skipped class.The reason is actually for the man who lives in the same room with her!
Think about it, feel ridiculous!
However, he didn't want to go back to that home, nor did he want to be picked up by Bai Shichuan after school. Now, he didn't want to see him.
Walking aimlessly on the street, I don’t know how long I’ve been wandering around, my mind is in a mess, thinking a lot, a lot...
"Hey?! Xiao Xun~~~!" There was a voice behind him, and he subconsciously looked back.
A middle-aged uncle stopped himself.He immediately realized that that person was his father's good friend Uncle Lin.
He smiled involuntarily, and turned to greet Uncle Lin.For this Uncle Lin, he is very good with his father and takes good care of Tang Zexun. He has played with him since he was a child, and has a good relationship with him. Whether Tang Zexun treats him as an outsider, he will go to Uncle Lin's own small hospital from time to time. to play.
Uncle Lin greeted him to sit in the office upstairs, gave him a cup of coffee, and asked him about his recent situation with great concern, whether he was under great pressure for the college entrance examination.He chatted with him very honestly, and talked a lot about life and study with his heart.
Uncle Lin nodded frequently, telling him not to put too much pressure on himself, just do his best.
After a cup of coffee, Uncle Lin suddenly remembered something, lowered his voice, and leaned into his ear and asked: "By the way, I am very concerned. What happened to the person you saved last time? You...really... Do you know who he is?"
"...What?? The person I saved?..." Tang Zexun looked bewildered.
Uncle Lin was a little surprised and asked: "Ah? It was the person who was injured by the gun that you asked me to prepare medicine for you last summer?"
Tang Zexun's brain exploded, he opened a certain door in his heart, and asked eagerly: "What?...Gunshot wound!??? Summer?! Uncle, what are you talking about? I...don't remember what happened last year What happened,...you tell me quickly!? What is it? Who is it!?"
Uncle Lin was even more surprised: "You don't remember??! What happened to you...??"
"...?? You...don't know that I had a car accident last year?...I have amnesia now, I don't remember anything about last year!" Tang Zexun told the story of the car accident.
After hearing this, Uncle Lin was not only shocked, but also sighed.Under Tang Zexun's strong request, Uncle Lin finally narrated the memory of his amnesia last summer...
One day in July, Uncle Lin suddenly received a call from Tang Zexun. He spoke urgently, quietly and mysteriously on the phone, asking him to bring some medicine and surgical instruments.
Uncle Lin was very surprised, and immediately took the list he gave.After arriving at Tang's house, Uncle Lin saw the truth. Tang Zexun inadvertently rescued an unknown man who had been shot.Because the bullet was still inside the body, although it was not in a vital position, it was bleeding all the time, and the man had fallen into a coma.Because it was a gunshot wound, he couldn't be sent to a regular hospital for treatment, so he had to take out the bullet at home.But Tang's family lacked medicines and surgical instruments, so he could only turn to his closest uncle Lin for help.
Uncle Lin was very hesitant, fearing that the person who was shot was of unknown origin and might be a dangerous person.But Tang Zexun repeatedly assured that he was a good guy, who was accidentally injured in a gang fight.In the end, Uncle Lin still couldn't bear to see death, so he helped, and finally took out the bullet, stopped the bleeding, and applied medicine.
Of course, Uncle Lin also helped Tang Zexun hide this secret.Three months later, Uncle Lin accidentally saw a photo in the newspaper, and he realized that at that time, the person Tang Ze sought to save was the boss of the Black Fox Gang——Bai Shichuan!
Hearing this, Tang Ze stood up abruptly, straightened his whole body, looked at Uncle Lin blankly, and murmured after a long time: "...Bai, Shi, Chuan! So... I really saved He...! It turns out...it's really like this...!"
He stayed there for a long time, and came back to God amidst Uncle Lin's anxious call!He thought about what he should do, forgot to thank him, left "I should go back", turned around and rushed out, running towards home, with only one thought in his mind: "I want to see Bai Shichuan!"
[sixteen]
Tang Zexun ran all the way, kept running, kept running, ran back to the community, ran all the way from the stairs and rushed home, until he saw Bai Shichuan in the Tang's house, he was standing anxiously in the living room, walking back and forth, while sleeping What is the phone talking about.
Tang Ze froze, only Bai Shichuan was in his eyes, but the facts that Uncle Lin said kept ringing in his ears.
And when Bai Shichuan saw Tang Zexun suddenly appeared, he quickly hung up the phone, rushed to him, grabbed his shoulder anxiously, and asked anxiously and angrily, "Where did you go?! Why didn't you Answer the phone!??"
Looking at his face, Tang Zexun only had one thought in his mind, he needs to see clearly!Like crazy, he suddenly pushed Bai Shichuan to the ground heavily, pressed him down, rode on him, and frantically unbuttoned his clothes.
Bai Shichuan was a little surprised at first and was still struggling, but seeing his expression changed and his strength was great, he gave up resisting and let him go coldly to see what he wanted to do.
Tang Zexun took off his clothes, and finally saw clearly that there was indeed a bullet hole and a surgical knife mark on his right shoulder, impacting his memory and consciousness, and his confused mind gradually became clear. , A conclusion appeared in his mind, he didn't move, and stood there in a daze, what should he do?
Bai Shichuan looked at his confused expression calmly, waiting for him to speak.
The room was quiet, only the heartbeats of the two people remained. Tang Zexun felt that the conclusion he had found had exhausted all his strength. He was powerless to rest his head on Bai Shichuan's chest, holding his head with his hands and covering his head. , gritted his teeth in a muffled voice, and said, "...So, really, hurt! I finally understand! Bai Shichuan!!!! You are so kind to me because I once saved your life. Fate!!!!!! You, really, good! Really, really, very, good!!!"
His voice was not loud, but Bai Shichuan heard it clearly, was startled suddenly, and hurriedly held his arm and asked, "Xiao Xun, do you remember?"
Tang Zexun suddenly stood up and raised his head, looked into Bai Shichuan's eyes coldly, and his voice became much colder: "Remember?... Do you want me to remember? If I never remember, I will be blinded forever In the drum! You can always treat me like this, so ambiguous and have no relationship with me!? You are really, very good! Obviously, you have a wife! Why do you want to do this!... Let me ask you, what are you doing? When I turned into someone!!!"
Bai Shichuan's expression froze, as if a little tangled, he was thinking seriously, but he didn't give an answer for a long time.
The second hand was ticking and walking without idle time. To Tang Zexun, the sound was like a countdown before the execution.He knew, he was sentenced to death, silent answer.In an instant, a certain string in his heart broke, and he could no longer make any sound.Finally give up!
He smiled, unconsciously, hiding helplessness and heartbreak, and smiled.
He slowly left his body, backed away, turned around and walked to the gate, stopped, and left a farewell word coldly: "...you go! Never appear in front of me again. I don't want to... See you again. What you owe me, the favor I gave you in the past, you have already paid back! We have long since ceased to owe each other! Don’t meet again! I won’t come back! Don’t, Then, find, I, it!"
Tang Zexun walked out of the house with one foot high and one foot low, out of the community, and wandered in the street without anyone chasing after him.He is getting more and more desperate!He still hasn't come after him!He doesn't care...!
If what I said just now had elements of anger, it has now become the truth.
He... is not important anymore!
Tang Zexun felt that Bai Shichuan stabbed him deeply in the bottom of his heart, a wound that did not see blood, a pain that pierced into the bone marrow, so it hurts even more, I am afraid this is called killing without blood!
I don't know how long it took, there were no pedestrians on the road, all the shops were closed, and there was nowhere to go, so he finally dialed Zeng Yifan's house, woke him who had just fallen asleep, and stayed at his house.
The two friends were sleeping together, Zeng Yifan asked him carefully what happened.
Tang Zexun slowly and finally opened his mouth, but he couldn't hold back his opening. Finally, finally, he poured out all the words, all the things, and all the emotions during this period.
For a moment, Zeng Yifan couldn't accept that his best friend came out of the closet, and he couldn't accept that he fell in love with the underworld leader, but he didn't blame or despise him, but just silently accompanied him and hugged him into his shoulders , patting his head like coaxing a child, coaxing Tang Zexun, who was crying and scolding, into sleep.
The second day, the third day, the fourth day... This week, Tang Zexun stayed at Zeng Yifan's house. He counted the days every day, feeling that time passed so long.
Finally, after school on Monday, Tang Zexun went home.When he opened the door very anxiously, but he really didn't see anyone at home, he seemed to be relieved, but couldn't help feeling disappointed.
Bai Shichuan was really obedient, and even wiped away all traces of his residence.
Tang Zexun smiled wryly in his heart, it turned out that he really thought too much.On the days when he didn't meet, he was worried whether the other party would stay here and not leave, and worried about what to say if they met.But... the other party really didn't care about anything, and even... didn't even call.
It's good to stop!Spotless!it is finally over!
[seventeen]
With no more news from Bai Shichuan, Tang Zexun's life finally returned to its original life.
Every day is very fulfilling, but only Zeng Yifan knows that Tang Zexun can only use methods to forget and return to the original days.
It was finally the beginning of June, when Tang Zexun was the last one to walk out of the examination room with a smile on the two days of the college entrance examination, success or failure, I believe it was good.
This evening, the classmates in the class went to the carnival!Tang Zexun was naturally among them.And Zeng Yifan took Zhang Hao, who had just been promoted to a lover, to participate together.And Chen Hao took Yin Xin with him as a matter of course.Probably Chen Hao wanted to match them up. Tang Zexun didn't pay much attention to it at first, but when he thought of Bai Shichuan who had no fate, he thought he could try dating her.
Anyway, it’s a broken jar, didn’t it mean that 80% of homosexuals are bisexual!
Therefore, Tang Zexun took the initiative to hook up with Yin Xin, and the two quickly fell in love with each other. The two quickly established a relationship as lovers. In the next few days, the relationship between the two developed by leaps and bounds, and they stuck together almost every day. What can be done, they have done it all over again.
On the last night, a group of students finally got out of the bar and were ready to come back.
Tang Zexun hugged Yin Xin intimately, and was about to go home. He had just hailed a taxi, and before he got in, he saw a large van driving up. He carried Tang Zexun and Yin Xin into the van and drove away.Leaving behind a taxi driver who is suspicious of hallucinations.
The two people, who were a little drunk, were woken up by the sudden change, their eyes were blindfolded, their hands were tied, and they were surrounded by the seats, unable to move.
Tang Zexun desperately thought about his situation, recalled how this group of people were dressed, and guessed countless possibilities in his heart. He didn't offend anyone. If it was an underworld force, could it be related to Bai Shichuan?
At this time, the man on the co-pilot warned them: "If you want to survive, you'd better not make noise, don't make noise! Otherwise, if I am not happy, I will send you to the west! Don't ask where you are going, you will know in a while Already!"
Tang Zexun heaved a long sigh of relief, and was a little more nervous!The other party didn't want to hurt himself, so he had to play by ear.
After a while, the car drove into an underground garage. A group of people dragged two students, got out of the car, and went upstairs from the elevator.
After walking several distances, they entered a room and stopped. Their blindfolds were ripped off and their hands were loosened.
Tang Zexun adjusted to the light, and opened his eyes to see if Yin Xin was okay.Seeing that she was fine, she felt relieved, and looked around the room she was in. This is a hidden room, with a big bed in the middle, a sofa, and no other decorations, just parasitic utensils.The lighting is unusually soft, and I always... feel very ecstatic.
The group of people who arrested them were standing obediently on both sides of the room and at the entrance of the room. There was only one person standing by the window beside the bed, with his back to them, holding a glass of wine.
And that tall figure from the back was so familiar that Tang Zexun was hit hard in the heart.
At this time, the door of the room was opened, and Chen Qi came in, pouted at Tang Zexun, and then said to the group of people in the room: "You all go out and guard! Don't let anyone in or out, understand?"
The group of people nodded in unison and left in response.
After everyone had finished walking, Chen Qi walked up to Bai Shichuan, handed him the small bottle he was holding, and said, "Boss, this...be careful when using it, it's too much...for fear of accidents!"
Bai Shichuan put the bottle back in his pocket, nodded, and signaled Chen Qi to go out.
The door was closed again, leaving only Bai Shichuan, Tang Zexun and Yin Xin in the room.Bai Shichuan didn't look at them, didn't speak, the atmosphere in the room was very strange.Yin Xin didn't dare to speak, and nervously stuck to Tang Zexun's side. Tang Zexun patted her hand, but didn't speak.The three of them stood there quietly.
[eighteen]
Tang Zexun looked at Bai Shichuan quietly, thinking
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