Haruno

After He Yun finished his meal, he could still sleep for a while.But this moment was the limit Tang Wan could bear. When he got up, he couldn't sleep and could only read a book.

He Yun reads a lot of books, and then writes a diary.His diary was very long, and it was always easy to finish one, so Tang Wan changed him to a large hard-faced white paper, so that He Yun could not only write, but also draw.His time is thus recorded in the notebook.

When He Yun was writing his diary, he would go into his room and lock the door.He didn't come out until the twilight was everywhere, Tang Wan knocked on the door and said he wanted breakfast.

One day is one day, so it goes.

However, Tang Wan found out, and He Yun became more and more silent.Tang Wan felt that this was not good, so at night after dinner, he took He Yun and moved two chairs, sat in the corridor of the courtyard, and prepared to start a chat.

There are corridors everywhere in Hejia's compound.When Tang Wan came here for the first time, Heyun was still Yuxue's cute child, sitting in this corridor and drawing.

"Heyun, look at the stars, today is just right, I heard there is a meteor shower!"

It was not unprepared for Tang Wan to call He Yun out, he had seen from the news that there was a meteor shower today.He didn't know anything about astronomy either, he just thought it was a novel scene and wanted to take a look at it with peace of mind.

When He Yun heard what Tang Wan said, he really looked up at the sky.In the sky, it can be regarded as full of stars.The stars are shining, big, small, dim, bright, whatever.

He tilted his head and asked Tang Wan: "Brother, did you count the stars when you were young?"

"Huh?" Tang Wan looked at He Yun in confusion, not understanding how the topic got here.Still, he said honestly, "Counted."

He Yun then asked: "Then how many did you count?"

"..." Tang Wan replied helplessly, "It's too many to count."

Unwillingly, he asked back: "Can you count He Yun?" After asking, he was a little annoyed, feeling that he shouldn't be choking on He Yun like this.

He Yun clearly saw the annoyance on Tang Wan's face, and the expression in his eyes gradually sank.

He still said, "I didn't count them either."

There was a moment of silence.

He Yun went on to say: "So...brother, if every star in the sky represents this person, how many people should there be in this world... probably so countless."

So, he doesn't want to look at the stars.

Tang Wan continued to remain silent, but her eyebrows were slightly folded.He realized that one of the steps was wrong.

"Brother, among so many stars, I can't find my own star."

Said peacefully.

Even so, he couldn't bear it anymore. After so many days, there was always a kind of resentment and resentment in his heart.He clearly knew that this had nothing to do with Tang Wan, but he couldn't help it.Can't help but want to vent.But they didn't dare.

So, the only thing I could do was to stab Tang Wan neither softly nor hard.There is actually a kind of strange pleasure - seeing this person's distress makes me a little happy.Even knowing that this happiness will not last long.

He Yun doesn't know what puberty is, he just does it like this.

Tang Wan thought for a while, and said: "What you said is also a hypothesis. This hypothesis does not exist. Stars are stars, and people are people." At this time, he was a little bit complaining about the fairy tales he told He Yun. He didn't expect, Those fairy tales would actually deceive me like this.

"Brother, you told me so many stories, are they all fake?"

"This one……"

"Brother, where do people go when they die?" He Yun asked.It was a question he had been wanting to ask but held back.

"..." Tang Wan pursed her lips.Logically speaking, he has already achieved his goal to let He Yun talk more.But now he was a little uneasy, always feeling that the result he wanted might not be so good.

"You told me that you will go to heaven." He Yun smiled. "Aren't the only things that can change in that day are the stars? Brother, are you lying to me?"

He Yun slowly curled up unconsciously.

He softened the breath around him.

"Brother, if a person dies, can't he become a star? Is it... nothing?"

This is not the first time He Yun has asked the question of death, but it is the first time he asked it when he was at home on a break from school.

Tang Wan's heart was suddenly pulled.For a moment, his heart seemed to be occupied by some kind of sourness, which made him speechless.

He Yun looked at the starry sky, while Tang Wan looked at He Yun.The harmonious profile is delicate and pale.

Tang Wan suddenly understood what he had been ignoring before.He Yun never asked about his decision.He thinks that suspending school is necessary for Heyun. In order to protect Heyun, he didn't tell Heyun about his illness.But... is He Yun really at ease in such a life?

I don't have to go to school anymore, is it really good?

Is it really appropriate for them to live in this old mansion without friends?

Most importantly... Did He Yun really not feel it?

He Yun didn't know his future from him, and his future has nowhere to go.No matter how sensible he is, he can't escape the anxiety.

Tang Wan thought.

He picked up the child from the stool over there, let He Yun sit on his lap, leaning against his chest.And he stroked He Yun's soft hair and organized his words.

"Heyun, we are taking a break now because you are sick. As long as you are better, we will continue to study. Therefore, your leisure time will not last long."

Tang Wan lowered her head and rubbed it peacefully.

I smiled in my heart, thinking: Sure enough, I'm still too idle.The child started to think wildly.

Although she thought so, Tang Wan couldn't completely ignore the sourness in her heart.

In his heart, the sourness was still there, eroding his heart.Because he subconsciously still understands that he hasn't really solved the problem.

Birth, old age, sickness and death, there is no solution.

He could only comfort He Yun and himself, pretending that this method worked, and pretending that their lives had never changed.

He Yun was in his arms, silent.

He saw the stars all over the sky, and he always wanted to say something.The anger in my heart is like a ferocious beast, screaming and screaming, wanting to jump out of the body at any time and smash everything into pieces.

However, seeing this person's smiling face, he suppressed it.

Young people always want to break with the world.

However, there is always some soft-heartedness.

There is always a person who makes you feel that even if you break with the world, you can't let him be disappointed and sad.