Haruno

When He Yun asked, he calmed down instead.

He could feel the stiff expression of the young man beside him, and he could also know Tang Wan's not-so-good aura, which seemed to be the aura of heavy snow falling in winter.

"Brother, look, I am a child with parents. I didn't grow out of the soil. You are too. I am the same as you." He Yun tried to explain in words.

He had a hunch that he should say something.

People are always like this, it doesn't matter if the atmosphere is stiff, as long as one person is willing to speak, then it can be eased.The point is that they don't know what to say.The atmosphere was so stiff that no one wanted to smooth things over, it was just because they didn't want the person trapped in the stiff atmosphere to come out.

When Tang Wan heard him speak slowly, her expression gradually softened.

He smiled, with bitterness in his smile.

Tang Wan's smile swept away the stiff atmosphere.He Yun exhaled slightly.He was picked up by a pair of big hands, and then he landed firmly on Tang Wan's lap.

He Yun was stunned.

"You really want to know?" Tang Wan asked in a low voice.

Because He Yun was sitting on his lap, Tang Wan's expression really couldn't be seen at this moment.But He Yun rubbed against Tang Wan's arms, found a comfortable position, leaned on him relaxedly, and said, "Yes."

Wasn't He Yun waiting for so long just to let Tang Wan confess his past?Now is the time to reap the fruits, how could He Yun give up?

Tang Wan smiled in a low voice, then embraced the limp boy's body in her arms, and spoke slowly.

"Actually, I really have nothing to say. My mother is an ordinary working-class person. She has a gentle personality and was a very beautiful person back then. It is said that there are still many people chasing her. However, her vision is not like hers. She looks so good... so many people, she just fell in love with my father."

Having said that, Tang Wan paused.

"Huh?" He Yun was taken aback, it was different from what he had imagined.Tang Wan's past...doesn't seem to be happy.

"My father, when he was with my mother, was still a worker in the factory and had an iron rice bowl, so my mother married him at the time and it was a good story. But it was all fake, his Being polite is cheating on unmarried girls... He is actually a coward who is useless and only vents his anger on his wife and children! After getting married, he was fired from the factory. Then... my family's life was even worse. "

At that time, he was already born.A family without a source of vitality has to raise a newborn, whose mother is forced to look for a job before confinement.

Then they settled down in the old streets of that city.

And that man has always been his nightmare.When I was young, I was powerless to resist.I can only watch my mother being beaten again and again, and then protected by that weak spine.

It's different from here now.After he hit puberty, he hardly spoke at home.Anger, powerlessness, and sadness filled his heart all the time.

Then, one day, probably when I came back from school, I saw the man throwing off the body of the younger brother, and when the mother was lying on the ground, I lost my mind.

He resisted many times, and only that one time, the hot blood lost control.And only that time, it was fatal.

Strangely, he watched the man fall from the tip of his knife, blood streaming all over the ground, but never thought of running away.

Instead, I watched the neighbors hear the voice, and waited for 120 and 110 to arrive.When he was taken away, he still remembered that 110 came first.

He was a minor and committed manslaughter, so he was not given a heavy sentence.According to the original sentence, he would be out of prison when he was 20 years old.

But if you calculate carefully, oh, it has already passed.The two years spent in prison also completely changed his life.

After Tang Wan finished speaking, she actually felt relieved.

He had been thinking about something for so long, so he said it like this.Although he omitted a lot of content, it was still the past that Tang Wan kept in his heart and never saw the light of it.And now, he just told He Yun calmly like this.

After hearing this, He Yun didn't see Tang Wan's relieved smile, but asked, "Brother, what about your mother? Didn't she come to see you?"

Tang Wan still smiled, faintly.

"No."

"why?"

"...Probably, it's because of fear."

That woman has always been timid.When he resisted that man before, she was terrified.

He never forgot that when he met his mother before he entered the prison of the juvenile detention center, she kept resisting her.That look was exactly the same as she looked at that man.

Only then did he realize that to her, he was more and more like the man in her nightmare.

She is afraid of him.

How ridiculous? !His mother, actually afraid of him? !

And... so realistic.

Because, that man, no matter how much he went too far before, he didn't torment his life.And before he was an adult, he had already taken a life on his back.And in his mother's eyes, the son who had a life on his hands probably wasn't her son anymore...

At that moment, seeing his mother's eyes, Tang Wan understood for the first time what despair is.

After Tang Wan finished speaking, she received a concerned look from the child.Well, this kind of look doesn't seem to be considered concern, but it should be regarded as some kind of sympathy.When Tang Wan saw it, she felt that the sadness in her heart had been diluted.

He patted He Yun's head amusedly.

"It's nothing."

He Yun pulled his hand off his head, blinked and said, "It's nothing..."

He got up, hugged Tang Wan's neck, and pressed his face against it.He closed his eyes, and rubbed each other affectionately, just like when he was a child - every time Tang Wan comforted him, he rubbed face to face.

Tang Wan couldn't help but smiled, and hugged her up.He Yun sat on his arm and closed his eyes obediently.