gray love

The worrying thing still happened.

On the first day of school, I was doing calculations in my seat, and the Chinese class representative ran to me in a panic.

"Hui Hao!"

I raised my head and asked suspiciously, "What's the matter?"

She had a weird expression on her face, and said with a little coyness: "Originally... I shouldn't meddle in your private affairs, but..."

"What the hell...?" I asked, frowning.

"I went to hand in my homework just now, and I saw that Teacher Yu was called away by Director Li, and I heard that it was because...you two...have a teacher-student relationship..." She stammered, looking at me cautiously, "I think Regardless of whether this matter is true or not, I should tell you, Director Li seems very annoyed."

"Thank you." After I finished speaking, I stood up and walked out of the classroom.

After going out, I called Uncle Wu and hurried to the Political and Education Office.

When I arrived at the door of the office of the Political and Education Department, I suddenly found that I was still wearing a ring on my hand. I gently took it off and put it in my pocket, then raised my hand and knocked on the door.

"Come in!" Director Li's voice.

I opened the door and walked in. I casually glanced at Xiao, her face was pale and her eyes were in a trance.

When Director Li saw that it was me, he became very angry.

"Why are you here! Have you been called?!"

"What's the matter? I can't come?" I put my hands in my pockets and said arrogantly, "If I have an affair with this old witch, can I still sit safely in the classroom?"

Xiao was startled, and looked at me in surprise.

"Director Li, do you read too many romance novels? Do you dare to believe this kind of thing?" I said in a mocking tone.

"Act, act hard!" Director Li squinted his eyes and said, "Who doesn't know that you Hui Hao has a lot of ideas. I have evidence for the two of you."

As he spoke, he unfolded the notebook and turned it over to me.

On the screen is a picture of me and Xiao walking out of the airport and she is holding my arm intimately. The second picture is a picture of us going home together, shopping for vegetables in the market, and walking around the mall hand in hand.

When I saw these photos, I suddenly realized that someone had been blackmailing me behind my back, but I didn't know it at all.

"What... can these prove?" I still said calmly.

"Prove that you are in a relationship!" Director Li roared, and glanced at Xiao, "I used to think that the students could play, but now I didn't expect the teacher to be so good at it!"

Xiao lowered her head slightly, her face paler.

"I admit, I'm with her every day." I sneered, "I like her, so I have to keep her by my side."

My eyes became extremely terrifying, I stared at Director Li and said, "If I can't keep it...then I have to..."

I suddenly grabbed Xiao's hair fiercely, my heart clenched into a ball, but thinking of the consequences of not doing so, I became ruthless and increased my strength, staring at her sinisterly: "Let her stay by whatever means possible."

Xiao showed fear in his eyes, Director Li saw that the momentum was wrong, walked over and pushed me away.

I grabbed the water glass on the table and went to Xiaopo: "I knew you were playing tricks!"

"Get out!" Director Li yelled at me with some fear, protecting Xiao who was in a panic behind him.

I slowly approached her, and smiled sinisterly: "Do you think... you can be saved? Don't worry, when everything is calm, I will torture you!"

"Little bastard!" Director Li kicked my stomach, and I fell to the ground in a muffled voice.

In the end, I was taken away by Uncle Wu who came, and the police also came and put me in a police car.

I arranged for Uncle Wu to do all these. I asked him to report to the police, accusing me of illegally imprisoning Yu Xiao, intimidating Yu Xiao, abusing Yu Xiao and other crimes, and then released me on bail because of depression.

I ruined my reputation, and I was accused of violent tendencies. I saved her, and I saved us.

I didn't go back to our house, my cell phone was almost exploded by her, I didn't answer it, I was afraid of her blame, I was afraid of her crying, I was afraid that she would leave everything and run to me.I have already thought about this step, so that house, our home, I have already transferred to her name without her knowledge.

Uncle Wu said that he had already discussed this matter with Director Li. In order to protect Yu Xiao's privacy, he decided not to make it public, so few people in the school knew about it. Yu Xiao continued to teach, but I had to suspend class. The so-called treatment.

Everyone has no doubts, everyone is sympathizing with her and condemning me. This is the best result I can think of.

I stood on the overpass where I met her for the first time, and I stroked the railing that I had tried my best to cross. I raised my head, closed my eyes, and sniffed hard, sniffing, sniffing her fragrance in another time and space.

The phone kept vibrating in his pocket, and the flash light jumped cheerfully to the music of the city.

I opened my eyes, took out my phone, hesitated for a while, and finally connected.

On the opposite side was an abyss of crying, her voice was hoarse, and I could imagine her dry expression and desperate sobs.

"Did you do this... have you discussed it with me? Have you discussed it with me!" She was hoarse, and the last few words almost became an empty cry.

"I said that I will protect you for the rest of my life, you just accept my protection, the process... don't ask me."

"You're wrong! You know, do you know what hurts the most about being a teacher?"

I was dumbfounded, her voice almost came from a different time and space, breaking in my ears.

"The most painful thing is to teach my students to be punished and sent to prison!"

Tears flowed from the corners of his eyes, roaring in the wind.

"I'd rather be guided by others, I'd rather endure gossip, I'd rather lose my job, but I...can't just sit and watch my students ruin their careers, and... because of me..."

I turned around and looked at the lightning inlaid in the sky, at the running crowd, at the raindrops hitting me, at the decibels of thunder in the air, at my slowly curled body, as if melting Limp on the ground.

"Teacher... do you regret being with me?" I asked, leaning my head against the cold railing.

"No," she said firmly, "it's you...why don't you let me face it with you!?"

"Because..." I lowered my head and looked at the water stains rushing by, "I regret it."

I hit the hang up button.Desperately withdrew the script, and the thunderstorm celebrated for me in the strong wind that broke the trees. The play I acted in was finally finished...

In October, after I handed in the medical certificate of recovery from depression, the school accepted me again with a broad mind. I returned to that school, but not to that class.

Although that matter has passed for a long time, and those who knew the matter were willing to keep it secret, but my return secretly caused an uproar. I knew all about those who poked my spine in the back and those who chewed my ears. In the new class, I was naturally received. Indifference, but that's fine, no one bothers me to study, no one wastes my time.

She is still the head teacher of Wen 36 class. The hurt emotion did not let her go to the bottom. The class she led almost surpassed the experimental class. Later I knew why she was getting better and better. She put all her energy into her work. On, as others put it..."She works like crazy."

I have not met her.

I follow her to rest in the traces where time cannot stay, I pass her where this path cannot go, I avoid her, she may also avoid me, we are like two parallel lines Same - impossible to intersect.

She didn't continue to live in our house. In order to facilitate the management of students, she moved to the dilapidated teachers' dormitory building.

I went back to the villa and studied day and night every day, but my spirit was still very good. I once again suspected that I had a terminal illness that could not sleep, and I would die by touching the books one day.

My parents called and asked me about my situation. In fact, they also know about my situation, even better than me about what happened to me recently. They said that my own life is up to me, and my own love is up to me. It's up to them, so they don't ask any questions, or that sentence only hopes that I won't hurt myself again.

I found the person who blackmailed me behind my back. In fact, I almost guessed that it was Liu Chaofeng, the person who was disabled by me.

I didn't pursue it further. First, I didn't have the time and energy. Second, after all, I had severely injured him. Since he wants revenge, let him do as he pleases, but if there is a next time, I will definitely not spare him.

One week before the college entrance examination, I suddenly received a racing challenge from a stranger who claimed to be a professional racing driver, but I refused, even though he set the time after the college entrance examination, but I think my little-known business Why should a racing driver compete with people in this circle? After receiving my rejection, the stranger hung up the phone without saying anything.

Of course I didn't take this matter to heart.

There are two days before the college entrance examination, I haven't met her, and I haven't contacted her. The evening self-study was cancelled, but the far ahead results gave me enough confidence to be admitted to the university I wanted to go to. It was also on that night, I Came to the flyover.

The hustle and bustle of the crowd is rushing back and forth on their own paths of life, the night sky is swept with colorful beams of light, the continuous flow of traffic under the overpass, the turmoil in the ears, and the bottomless emptiness in the eyes.

"How are you?" I stood by the railing where I once committed suicide, and whispered the voice I had buried in my heart for a long time.

"Are you-ok-?" Tears welled up in my eyes and pain boiled in my chest.

"Are you OK?…"

……

"I'm very good."

The little girl walking from the south was pulling her mother’s clothes to buy Tuzki dolls in the toy store in the No.14 area of ​​the underground shopping mall. A couple in the northeast were discussing a new movie that was released at night. The aunt who passed behind me was discussing The square dance in which square is good-looking, but amidst the chaotic voice of teeth and claws, I suddenly found her answer.

My eyes are wide open, the corners of my eyes are bleeding, my head is booming, and my heart is shrinking.

I turned my head, her face was as white as unstained paper, her lips were dry and bloodless, her eyes were tired, her skin was rough, her body was thin, and the wind seemed to fold her.

I looked at her, her haggardness, like a double-barreled shotgun hitting my throat, forehead, and heart one after another.

Big drops of tears burst from the bottom of her eyes, and she opened her mouth:

"I miss you so much…"

The turbulent dagger pierced my heart one after another, and the fountain-like blood blocked my breathing. At this time, I would choke on my blood and choke to death.

I really wanted to hug her, really wanted to melt her into my arms, but... I actually controlled myself.

I pretended to stroke my forehead to wipe away my tears, and said, "Mr. Yu, the college entrance examination is coming soon. Didn't you wish me well?"

She didn't make a sound, as if everything had come to a standstill, her empty eyes still resting on mine.

I turned my face away, if I met her eyes again, I think I would reveal my hysterical love for her without a doubt.

"Three years ago, you saved me, here, you pulled my soul back, and then you told me 'as long as I live, I can see the sun', you are a man who is obsessed with the sun, teacher, I hope, without me In those days, you can still love the sunshine with all your strength."

After finishing speaking, I rubbed shoulders with her.

The death-like pain stretched out in the decisiveness of my dying lips, in the soul that I tore apart myself, and in the picture that I instantly turned into gray.

I finally lit the cigarette, using the lighter she had given me.

I walked down the flyover, and the phone rang suddenly. I thought it was her, and my heart that rolled down the edge of the cliff suddenly woke up again. woman, hugged tightly in her arms.

But...it was an unfamiliar number. I connected, and an unfamiliar voice came from the opposite side.

"At seven o'clock in the evening on the [-]th, the race at place X, if you don't go, your beloved woman will die in the traffic right now!"

I widened my eyes and looked up the overpass. Among the chaotic crowd, I saw a few men next to Xiao pretending to appreciate the night view.

"Okay, I promise you, please let her go, let her go!" I shouted in panic, the cigarette fell to the ground, and my fingers kept trembling.

The other party hung up the phone, I lifted my limp legs and ran towards the bridge, those men answered the phone and left, I stumbled and ran to her side——

"Are you okay?" I almost slipped and fell, and after standing upright, I stroked her face in panic, "Are you okay?!"

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Friends who read this chapter, don’t forget to re-read the first Chapter 2 modification, sorry for the inconvenience.