as yesterday

In fact, no matter whether he eats the meal or not, Liu Ci has to leave.

She is not yet an adult, and her mother has the guardianship. Moreover, she has no relatives here. The Liu family broke up because of her father's death, and completely broke with her hometown.

Yang Chuo and her parents-in-law had a big fight, even a big fight, and the crazy appearance shocked the old man and old lady who came out of the ravine.

After all, it was the same when Yang Chuo was sold, but there were too many people at that time, so it was restrained.

It's different when a woman gives birth to a child. Yang Chuo is no longer crazy.

But the strange thing is that she hasn't contacted her biological parents for so many years.

Liu Ci wanted to know this very much, but she didn't dare to ask, she felt that she was dirty, and she didn't even dare to put herself in her shoes, what would she do if it was her.

She was even more afraid that Yang Chuo would not want her.

After all, she is still a child, and the insecurity in her mother's womb grows with her growing up, which seems to have predicted such a day early.

Fortunately, Yang Chuo didn't. She called her children together in the old house that had lost her master, and said with the same expression as usual that her mother was leaving.

Liu Hao and Liu Yuan were silly when they were still young. Liu Yu understood and thought her mother didn't want her anymore, so she burst into tears. Instead, it was Liu Ci who stared at Yang Chuo and asked her, "Where are you going?"

Yang Chuo: "A place far, far away."

Liu Ci: "Let's go early then."

Yang Chuo knew that this eldest daughter was the most sensible and most like her back then, so she asked Liu Ci: "Are you willing to part with your friends?"

Liu Ci didn't look at her, "I'll take care of it myself."

It turned out that she might not have been determined. She hadn't made up her mind to cut herself off from the very beginning, and He Yu could always easily shake her determination.

Holding her shoulders again and again can soften her heart.

She felt that such an indecisive self was disgusting. This fire completely accelerated the parting and completely extinguished the courage she had accumulated with great difficulty. She also realized more deeply that some feelings really cannot be seen. It may be the brightest time of her life. , is the burning fire.

Because she hoped that in He Yu's memory, she would still be the very good Liu Ci.

It's not the kind of Liu Ci who covets her and dreams every day in the name of a friend.

Lian Xiaoli was pretty good too, it was Liu Ci who couldn't see the light, not He Yu.

He Yu is qualified to accept others, and is also qualified to join hands with others, besides, that is Lian Xiaoli.

After Liu Ci came back, she looked at the packed things and her mother's face counting the luggage, she felt that her mother was a little scary.

The impression of Yang Chuo for so many years was completely overturned. She remembered Yang Chuo's indifferent expression on the day of the fire, and her footsteps that were lighter than usual when she came back late.

The fire that started from Sifan but can spread for so long.

She was a little afraid of Yang Chuo.

But on the one hand, she felt that Yang Chuo was too pitiful.

For a lifetime, her mother was imprisoned for most of her life.

Without this fire, I might still be a zombie who can't get out of the prison by stepping on a tailor's car for the rest of my life.

Liu Ci walked in the busiest evening in the original Yanxinglong Lane.

After the new year was over, she was supposed to be ready to start school, but she didn't have to. Anyway, she had to leave and went through the withdrawal procedures.

Yang Chuo couldn't enjoy being in Yanxinglong Lane. The Liu family and his wife were taciturn.

She called a pickup truck, threw away half of her belongings, hugged her twin children, Liu Ci and Liu Yu sat in the back with her, and walked away in a bumpy way.

There was no wind or rain that day, and the weather was fine. In the evening, the afterglow of the setting sun shone on the half-flattened buildings in Yanxinglong Lane, like the last bit of warmth in the end.

When He Yu hurried back, Liu Ci had already left.

She ran to the top of Liu's house, and the rest of the broken furniture was lying around, and everything else was gone. She stood stupidly in Liu Ci's former room, leaned on the window, and looked at the streets like Liu Ci did before. look like.

Liu Ci just left.

She grabbed the aunt downstairs and asked for a long time, but she just left.

Where did you go?have no idea.

Does Liu Ci have something to say to me?

do not know.

He Yu also knew, Liu Ci was originally a person who could not speak without speaking.

Why come and go?

He Yu was so anxious that her mind was on fire. She and Liu Ci didn't have a mobile phone, and they had already added their application, but Liu Ci, who didn't have a computer or a mobile phone, didn't go online at all, and always had a gray profile picture.

Xu Song's "Grey Head" was very popular last year, and He Yu and Lian Xiaoli sang it between classes.

The last retention, did not say it.

At that time, it was said that the lyrics were so ordinary, and who else knew how to date online, alas, I didn’t know what it looked like.

Some things are like this, like being forced to recite ancient poems when I was a child, I don’t understand the meaning at all, but later, at a certain moment, it suddenly surfaced.

Feel right.The plate of fried pork with chili was not finished in the end, and Shen You's meal broke up before it even started.

He found He Yu by the small bridge, He Yu was staring at the sparkling water at night in a daze, He Yu is a very active person, it's hard for you to see her calm.

Shen Youqian knew that she was in a bad mood, so he stood beside her for a long time, but He Yu called him, "I'm sorry, Old Shen, I made you waste money."

Shen You grumbled, "No, it's okay, Liu, Liu Cizhen, it's really too much, you can't say it in advance."

"Just, that's it..."

"gone."

He Yu took it, "You all have to go."

Like He Yu, Shen Youqian sat on the iron chain between the two stone pillars, swaying like a swing, "I, I just go to the next-door area."

He Yu: "I'm leaving too."

Shen You made a sound.

"I originally said it when I wanted to eat," He Yu stared at the moon reflected in the small river. When she was young, she and Liu Ci liked to sit together and look at the moon like this. It’s a bit difficult, and I may have to go to court.”

He Yu sighed, it was still quite cold after the new year, He Yu's jacket was pulled down, and the silver zipper was dangling against her chin, "Old Shen, why is it so difficult for us to get one."

Shen Youqian and He Yu usually get along with each other by stammering and making jokes. It's hard to talk like that in cross talk.

But he didn't feel unaccustomed, he looked at He Yu, looked at her profile, the little girl who jumped up and down when she was a child grew up and became a tall girl who could still knock boys down, He Yu rarely said In her heart, she often enlightens others, and she doesn't seem to have any troubles.

But everyone in this group knows that she has troubles, so if they don't tell her, they can't force her.

Every family has scriptures that are difficult to recite, and Shen Yougan is sometimes very self-aware. Although he himself has been laughed at as a sissy, the relationship between his parents is really good.

Unlike He Yu's family, everyone knew that the husband beat his wife.

It's not like Liu Ci's family, whose parents are like ice cubes.

When I was young, I thought about it and said that I would live in the same community in the future and eat together every day, but they separated before they grew up.

Liu Ci's family had the biggest change. Shen Yougan never worried that Liu Ci would not last. Liu Ci is very strong, which is different from He Yu's. Words are diamonds.

No one is as hard as her.

A hard-headed one, it’s good to do anywhere, even in reading, it’s not a good result for no reason, Liu Ci studies very late every day, sometimes Shen Yougan is called out by her mother very late, and when she passes Liu Ci downstairs, she sees that the light is still on lamp.

Shen Youqian patted He Yu's shoulder, "We will always be friends forever."

He Yu punched him, "You're okay, you're a human being, and you won't leave without saying goodbye."

He Yu sighed, "I'm so sad."

"I never thought that Liu Ci would leave like this."

Shen Youqian comforted her: "No, it's okay. When the time comes, I will call and inquire. She is not going to take the 211 test."

He Yu: "Maybe there are other exams."

She shook her legs, picked up a stone and threw it into the river, as if throwing her own sadness into it.

But my heart was uncomfortable, and finally I lowered my head and cried.

This shocked Shen You too much. It's not like he didn't see He Yu cry when he grew up, but it was the first time he cried like this.

"Don't, don't cry."

He Yu: "I can't help it."

She wiped it with her hands indiscriminately, "Are you leaving tomorrow?"

"I must go to your house next time and ask your dad to cut me a jellyfish head."

Shen Youqian: "Come here."

He Yu: "The kind that doesn't require money."

Shen Youqian: "Of course I, I'll cut it for you."

He Yu: "Go away."

Shen Yougan knew that she wanted to be alone, so she simply left.

There are no people on this section of the road, and since the fire over there, no one has left.

Burning people to death is a taboo for the living.

Aunt Liu never denied that she set the fire. He Yu also saw Liu Yuansheng on TV, surrounded by reporters, with a dazed expression on his face.

The questions asked by the Minsheng reporter were even more provocative. He Yu remembered Liu Yuansheng's expression very clearly.

It is also clear how many people have been changed by the fire.

Aunt Liu's reason for arson was that she was disappointed that her son was with an unruly woman.

When she said it, there was no guilt at all, on the contrary, it was very natural, and she felt that it should be done.

It's creepy to hear.

She completely treated the child as an accessory, deciding life and death, and she did it, and she did it horribly, making people feel terrible.

As for the severely burned people who were implicated, she did not explain.

The nature of this case was bad and caused a lot of discussion. When Hong Lanwen brought it up, she was very sad, thinking that she doesn't like to hear it so much?

He Yu didn't say anything at the time, she felt that the adults in Yanxinglong Lane had many sides, the side of being a parent, and the side of being a stranger.

Will I grow up to be such an adult?She stared at the river, tears fell down again, there was no one at this time, she cried unscrupulously, especially aggrieved, because of Liu Ci's leaving without saying goodbye, because of Lian Xiaoli's sudden confession, because of these sudden changes.

Also afraid of the future.

She actually thought that Liu Ci might have left because she heard what Lian Xiaoli said to her.

But I also feel that such words can affect Liu Ci's decision to stay or stay.

Liu Ci must have decided long ago.

He Yu had long noticed Liu Ci's attitude towards Lian Xiaoli. At first, she thought it was because of Liu Ci's recognition of his life, but later found out that the two of them really had nothing to talk about.

She doesn't force it anymore.

But that kind of atmosphere is very awkward, Lian Xiaoli likes to cling to her very much, so many times Liu Ci is not around.

He Yu hated this feeling, but Lian Xiaoli was right.

She can't do the feeling of saying you don't get too close to me.

It's too self-indulgent, and it's so embarrassing to maintain.

But now I realize that it's true that Lian Xiaoli likes her and wants to fall in love with her.

He Yu's mind was in a mess, she rejected Lian Xiaoli, but she couldn't refuse her request to continue to be friends.

Because of that face, the imprint left by the fire on the person.

Lian Xiaoli aroused too much sympathy in her heart, from what happened in junior high school to what happened now.

How can people be so miserable?

Are you born to suffer?

He Yu took a deep breath, closed his eyes, and went home.

Her family is also in a mess. His father is not a good bird, and he will never let go of the divorce, but Hong Lanwen has made up his mind to tidy up his things. If he doesn't get a divorce, he will separate first, and plans to leave early.

The cowardly woman in He Yu's impression was completely awake because of the fire, and planned to go another way.

He Yu couldn't leave her alone, she had to support her.

And Yan Xinglong Lane is destined to fall apart. Alley, who played treasure hunting games together when he was young, is still going to bid farewell to these children who are slowly moving towards the future.

The author has something to say: Nod to "Don't Think of Me" - Hebe Tien

So it's over yesterday! !

The next chapter will take up the modern tense... But it feels like you may suddenly not get used to it (?)

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I forgot to set the manuscript time 8 Sorry