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Chapter 37
Liu Yu and her sister don't usually chat much.
Because Liu Ci is not a person who can chat, fortunately, she is a freelancer, and she doesn't have to go to work on a regular basis, and she doesn't need to communicate with people too much, otherwise she will definitely be beaten by the society.Of course Liu Yu only dared to think furtively. After all, such a career was not bad for Liu Ci. Compared with those messy part-time jobs in his student days, which also took the risk of being cheated, this career seemed decent and free.
But Liu Ci is also busy. She looks very busy since she was a child, as if she has a lot of things to fill it in. The whole person is like a puppet, but it is hollow and filled with yellowing pieces of paper.
The pages are full of memories that she wants to forget, because they are accompanied by each other, and because of excessive beautification, she falls into a dream every night, but it is contrary to her own character that is only willing to look forward, and can only be forcibly torn apart in the end.
Liu Yu occasionally wanted to find something to talk to Liu Ci, but she didn't know what to say for a long time, and finally it turned into have you eaten, what did you eat, goodbye and so on.
It's not like she hasn't mentioned He Yu's matter a few years ago. At that time, she had just added Wechat to He Yu, and said to Liu Ci excitedly——
"Sister, guess who I saw? Sister He Yu, she's over here..."
Liu Ci: "I still have something to do here, let's talk about it next time."
There will be no next time.
Later, Liu Yu didn't mention it again, and Liu Ci's suddenly cold tone impressed her deeply, a bit like the time when Yang Chuo and Liu Ci quarreled the year they just left Yanxinglong Lane.
Probably Liu Yu's tone was too cautious, which made Liu Ci feel a little annoyed if he had gone too far before.
In fact, she has a bad temper, but she was suppressed by the environment, and the conditions did not allow it, and it has been fermented into the good temper that others say.
Even He Yu thought so.
In fact, He Yu was the one with the best temper.
She is a ball of reconciled noodles, you can make buns or dumplings as you like.
"What's up with her?"
Liu Ci covered the notebook, sank into the chair relaxedly, felt dizzy after turning around twice, and rubbed his temples.
"I'm not very clear. I had dinner with Brother Shen before, and I heard him say a few words, it's just..."
Liu Yu is still at home, her child is at the most troubled time now, she can't wait to roll from one end to the other, she handed the child to the child's father, stood up, took a sip of water, took a deep breath and said——
"Sister Xiaoli seems to like Sister He Yu."
In fact, it was a sure thing, but because Liu Yu had a hard time accepting it, it seemed to be used.
She found out about this matter when she was chatting with Shen Yougan. Shen Yougan was just talking about it. He himself is like He Yu and his buddies. Of course he knows what happened to He Yu these years, but the people he met later have no overlap with He Yu. Yes, the natural topic can't get around it.
But Liu Yu is different. Liu Ci's younger sister is considered to be the one that everyone grew up watching together, and it's easy to chat with.
Nostalgia is a bit of a thing, and it doesn't mean that you are nostalgic when you go from one place to another. It is very likely that you can have this incredible emotion in the same place.
Yanxinglong Lane is a kind of nostalgia. The children who come out there will never forget it. Everything is developing very fast now, and the overall pace of urbanized areas has become faster. People, it is rare to see a few pomegranate trees, and the reinforced concrete forest has replaced too many small alleys made up by telephone poles.
It is a kind of loss, nothing is lost, and the melancholy is driven when chatting, so that the sewn mouth is opened, and a sentence or two is enough to shock the listener.
Liu Yu still remembered her trance that day.
Of course, her contact with Lian Xiaoli is not as good as that of Liu Ci and Shen Yougan, who go to class together every day. In my impression, Lian Xiaoli is a beautiful sister who likes to wear skirts and loves to laugh. Her temperament is not the same as that of children in the alley. too same.
Wearing a school uniform can make a difference.
But the reason why she had a deep impression on Lian Xiaoli was not because of Lian Xiaoli's appearance, but because of Lian Xiaoli's arrival, which caused her sister and He Yu to distance themselves.
In her junior high school, compared with He Yu and the others, she got out of school much earlier. Every day she sat in front of the window and did her homework, and she could see her sister and the others coming back from their late self-study.
In the past, it was He Yu, Liu Ci, and Shen Yougan, but now there is Lian Xiaoli.
Shen Youqian didn't go together very often, and he would go back first by himself occasionally, or later, because he would be pointed and pointed at all day long when he was with the three girls.
Later, when Liu Ci came back, all Liu Yu saw was Lian Xiaoli coming back on He Yu's bicycle. He Yu rode very fast, with a familiar posture and a familiar bicycle, but it was not Liu Ci who was sitting in the back seat.
The child felt uncomfortable, and he couldn't find anything when he asked Liu Ci. He just thought that He Yu had a fight with his sister.
Although he always talked about He Yu being his elder sister, at this time his heart was turned towards Liu Ci, and he felt that it was Liu Ci's fault.
Thinking about venting my sister's anger at that time.
As a result, their family moved before their anger came out.
"I know."
Liu Ci was not surprised at all, she had known this for more than ten years, but what she didn't expect was that after more than ten years, she thought she should have put it down long ago, but she still felt a little moved when she heard it.
It wasn't great grief or great pain, it was just like the feeling of doing a skin test, just a prick, and it's gone.
"Ah? So you know, that's easy to say."
Liu Yu took a sip of the jujube rock sugar water her husband made, and was so stunned that she couldn't speak, and was so sweet that she rushed into the kitchen to pour a glass of boiling water.
"Sister Xiaoli's face has been in bad shape, and she didn't go to school after that. It seems that she has some psychological problems or something. In short, she is very dependent on Sister He Yu. Later, it developed to the point where Sister He Yu gets close to her, and she will go crazy."
When Shen Yougan said this, he kept sighing. It is difficult to understand the emotions through the retelling of many things by a third party. Everyone is a bystander, and it is difficult to spy on what the person involved is thinking.
It's hard for Liu Ci to imagine Lian Xiaoli going crazy, but the disfigurement of her beautiful face is really embarrassing, and it's understandable for her to be unbreakable.
But what he did was...
She sighed, Liu Ci closed her eyes, Lian Xiaoli in her impression was still the same as before.
She hadn't seen each other after the fire, and recalling those days were all exhausting and heart-rending. Originally, she was going to Shen Youqian to treat guests, and she might meet Lian Xiaoli, but she left in the end.
Lian Xiaoli is a rock to her.
But in a sense, it made her feel sorry, even guilty.
After Yang Chuo's death, the emotional peak of this situation almost tortured her so much that she couldn't sleep at night. She had several cups of coffee a day, afraid of dreaming, afraid of dreaming about her father, afraid of dreaming about Sister Sijun and Brother Wensheng.
"Although sister Xiaoli is very upset, she likes sister He Yu, and sister He Yu doesn't like her, why do you keep dragging her?"
Liu Yu didn't understand Lian Xiaoli's actions. She felt that He Yu was dragged too badly. Lian Xiaoli cut into almost all social interactions. With whomever she got better with, Lian Xiaoli would become hysterical. Gradually, She doesn't have any friends anymore.
But He Yu is a person who loves to make friends.
"Does He Yu not like her?"
Liu Yu heard what Liu Ci said, and said, "Of course, otherwise, how could Sister Xiaoli..."
She sighed, "It's too..."
For such a grown-up person, Liu Yu felt that this kind of behavior was too naive. When a person dies, he loses everything, but there are still many possibilities in life.
Liu Ci: "You're not He Yu, how can you tell that she doesn't like it?"
Liu Yu was silent for a long time, "But sister, why do you say that?"
She actually thinks that He Yu doesn't look like a homosexual at all, He Yu is too open-minded, although sometimes he looks like a boy, but who stipulates that a boy must be gay?
But because of Lian Xiaoli's relationship, many people thought He Yu was.
In the end, He Yu didn't bother to explain. For so many years behind her, some people thought it was absurd, but in the end they would coax and say that they should not follow her.
The bystanders are the most ruthless.
Liu Ci: "I know He Yu better than you."
Liu Yu let out an oh, in a rather perfunctory tone.
"Come on, you two haven't seen each other for so many years, and you don't know me well."
Liu Ci was so choked that he couldn't speak.
"I'll see you tomorrow. I won't tell you any more. I'll be pissed off sooner or later."
Liu Yu hung up the phone, and suddenly began to worry, her sister was in such a state, she finally found someone to marry, and she was still a scumbag.
How can I make people feel at ease if I can't live a good life alone.
At the dinner party the next night, He Yu was the last to come.
She had a meeting, and there was still a traffic jam on the road. When she arrived, even Liu Yuan and Liu Hao from the next city had already arrived.
The place was fairly quiet, and the box Liu Yu chose was on the top floor, and he could still see the night view outside. He Yu was led by the waiter, and when he opened the door, he saw several people who had already sat neatly.
She snorted, "Am I a lot late? Or are you guys early?"
Liu Yu: "It's 10 minutes late, you're miserable, we've all finished ordering."
Shen Youqian was sitting next to Liu Yu. He seemed to occupy two seats by himself, and the screen of his phone was always on.
He Yu: "Boss Shen is so busy, can't you grab all the red envelopes on WeChat?"
Only the side of Liu Ci was vacant. He Yu sat over, opened the stool and looked at the two young people next door, "Liu Hao and Liu Yuan?"
Liu Yu: "This is Sister He Yu, she took you two with you when you were young."
He Yu smiled: "I'm 81 years old, this Liu Hao is pretty good, isn't it round?"
She came in a hurry, the zipper of the jacket had not been pulled down to the top, and when she sat down, the earring of her left ear was always flashing by the light, which made Liu Ci feel dazzled.
Liu Yuan is the youngest sister of the Liu family. She has just finished the college entrance examination and is a freshman. She still looks like a child.
He Yu: "This mouth is much sweeter than your sister's."
Liu Yuan glanced at her two sisters, "Which sister is that?"
He Yu: "You guess?"
Liu Yuan narrowed her eyes with a smile, "It must be the boss."
Liu Hao is a boy, and the twins don't look very much alike. When the boy grows up, he has edges and corners, so he is a bit shy when greeting He Yu.
He Yu: "This is like Liu Ci. It seems that you two are like the eldest and the second."
Shen You worked backwards for a long time, choked on her and said, "I can't be like you, can I?"
He Yu gave him a slap across the two of them, "You won't stutter if you hate me, right?"
The two children laughed together.
The first dish served was chili fried pork.
He Yu took a look, "Who ordered it, so considerate."
Liu Yu looked at the silent Liu Ci, and spoke calmly in the other party's somewhat captivating gaze——
"My sister ordered it and said you like it."
The author has something to say: uh...sorry, I forgot to save the manuscript
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Thanks to the little angels who voted for me or irrigated the nutrient solution~
Thanks to the little angel who voted for [Deep Water Torpedo]: 2 oolong milk teas;
Thanks to the little angel who voted [Bazooka]: 6 oolong milk tea; -1;
Thanks to the little angel who threw the [grenade]: 3 jacetsai;
感谢投出[地雷]的小天使:jacetsai10个;铁观音珍珠奶茶-.-6个;阿止、往事情牵2个;22sayyou、myth、崂山可乐、败絮未必内藏金玉、人间远、◎芝士青茶、心有山支岐、wsssss1个;
Thanks to the little angel who irrigated [nutrient solution]:
热心的王市民54瓶;南风30瓶;不想上班、崂山可乐20瓶;烏龍奶茶、我18瓶;碧空残血曙、天马行空、今天15瓶;阿止13瓶;白杨树、mayuyu酱、愣愣、木子李、圣地亚哥的早午餐10瓶;小潘同学8瓶;不重朝、树下的皮卡丘居然有毛6瓶;小林家的猫、南柯一梦、不易、jacetsai5瓶;暗香盈袖、北聿丶4瓶;寻旧、Shyshy的咻咻3瓶;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
Because Liu Ci is not a person who can chat, fortunately, she is a freelancer, and she doesn't have to go to work on a regular basis, and she doesn't need to communicate with people too much, otherwise she will definitely be beaten by the society.Of course Liu Yu only dared to think furtively. After all, such a career was not bad for Liu Ci. Compared with those messy part-time jobs in his student days, which also took the risk of being cheated, this career seemed decent and free.
But Liu Ci is also busy. She looks very busy since she was a child, as if she has a lot of things to fill it in. The whole person is like a puppet, but it is hollow and filled with yellowing pieces of paper.
The pages are full of memories that she wants to forget, because they are accompanied by each other, and because of excessive beautification, she falls into a dream every night, but it is contrary to her own character that is only willing to look forward, and can only be forcibly torn apart in the end.
Liu Yu occasionally wanted to find something to talk to Liu Ci, but she didn't know what to say for a long time, and finally it turned into have you eaten, what did you eat, goodbye and so on.
It's not like she hasn't mentioned He Yu's matter a few years ago. At that time, she had just added Wechat to He Yu, and said to Liu Ci excitedly——
"Sister, guess who I saw? Sister He Yu, she's over here..."
Liu Ci: "I still have something to do here, let's talk about it next time."
There will be no next time.
Later, Liu Yu didn't mention it again, and Liu Ci's suddenly cold tone impressed her deeply, a bit like the time when Yang Chuo and Liu Ci quarreled the year they just left Yanxinglong Lane.
Probably Liu Yu's tone was too cautious, which made Liu Ci feel a little annoyed if he had gone too far before.
In fact, she has a bad temper, but she was suppressed by the environment, and the conditions did not allow it, and it has been fermented into the good temper that others say.
Even He Yu thought so.
In fact, He Yu was the one with the best temper.
She is a ball of reconciled noodles, you can make buns or dumplings as you like.
"What's up with her?"
Liu Ci covered the notebook, sank into the chair relaxedly, felt dizzy after turning around twice, and rubbed his temples.
"I'm not very clear. I had dinner with Brother Shen before, and I heard him say a few words, it's just..."
Liu Yu is still at home, her child is at the most troubled time now, she can't wait to roll from one end to the other, she handed the child to the child's father, stood up, took a sip of water, took a deep breath and said——
"Sister Xiaoli seems to like Sister He Yu."
In fact, it was a sure thing, but because Liu Yu had a hard time accepting it, it seemed to be used.
She found out about this matter when she was chatting with Shen Yougan. Shen Yougan was just talking about it. He himself is like He Yu and his buddies. Of course he knows what happened to He Yu these years, but the people he met later have no overlap with He Yu. Yes, the natural topic can't get around it.
But Liu Yu is different. Liu Ci's younger sister is considered to be the one that everyone grew up watching together, and it's easy to chat with.
Nostalgia is a bit of a thing, and it doesn't mean that you are nostalgic when you go from one place to another. It is very likely that you can have this incredible emotion in the same place.
Yanxinglong Lane is a kind of nostalgia. The children who come out there will never forget it. Everything is developing very fast now, and the overall pace of urbanized areas has become faster. People, it is rare to see a few pomegranate trees, and the reinforced concrete forest has replaced too many small alleys made up by telephone poles.
It is a kind of loss, nothing is lost, and the melancholy is driven when chatting, so that the sewn mouth is opened, and a sentence or two is enough to shock the listener.
Liu Yu still remembered her trance that day.
Of course, her contact with Lian Xiaoli is not as good as that of Liu Ci and Shen Yougan, who go to class together every day. In my impression, Lian Xiaoli is a beautiful sister who likes to wear skirts and loves to laugh. Her temperament is not the same as that of children in the alley. too same.
Wearing a school uniform can make a difference.
But the reason why she had a deep impression on Lian Xiaoli was not because of Lian Xiaoli's appearance, but because of Lian Xiaoli's arrival, which caused her sister and He Yu to distance themselves.
In her junior high school, compared with He Yu and the others, she got out of school much earlier. Every day she sat in front of the window and did her homework, and she could see her sister and the others coming back from their late self-study.
In the past, it was He Yu, Liu Ci, and Shen Yougan, but now there is Lian Xiaoli.
Shen Youqian didn't go together very often, and he would go back first by himself occasionally, or later, because he would be pointed and pointed at all day long when he was with the three girls.
Later, when Liu Ci came back, all Liu Yu saw was Lian Xiaoli coming back on He Yu's bicycle. He Yu rode very fast, with a familiar posture and a familiar bicycle, but it was not Liu Ci who was sitting in the back seat.
The child felt uncomfortable, and he couldn't find anything when he asked Liu Ci. He just thought that He Yu had a fight with his sister.
Although he always talked about He Yu being his elder sister, at this time his heart was turned towards Liu Ci, and he felt that it was Liu Ci's fault.
Thinking about venting my sister's anger at that time.
As a result, their family moved before their anger came out.
"I know."
Liu Ci was not surprised at all, she had known this for more than ten years, but what she didn't expect was that after more than ten years, she thought she should have put it down long ago, but she still felt a little moved when she heard it.
It wasn't great grief or great pain, it was just like the feeling of doing a skin test, just a prick, and it's gone.
"Ah? So you know, that's easy to say."
Liu Yu took a sip of the jujube rock sugar water her husband made, and was so stunned that she couldn't speak, and was so sweet that she rushed into the kitchen to pour a glass of boiling water.
"Sister Xiaoli's face has been in bad shape, and she didn't go to school after that. It seems that she has some psychological problems or something. In short, she is very dependent on Sister He Yu. Later, it developed to the point where Sister He Yu gets close to her, and she will go crazy."
When Shen Yougan said this, he kept sighing. It is difficult to understand the emotions through the retelling of many things by a third party. Everyone is a bystander, and it is difficult to spy on what the person involved is thinking.
It's hard for Liu Ci to imagine Lian Xiaoli going crazy, but the disfigurement of her beautiful face is really embarrassing, and it's understandable for her to be unbreakable.
But what he did was...
She sighed, Liu Ci closed her eyes, Lian Xiaoli in her impression was still the same as before.
She hadn't seen each other after the fire, and recalling those days were all exhausting and heart-rending. Originally, she was going to Shen Youqian to treat guests, and she might meet Lian Xiaoli, but she left in the end.
Lian Xiaoli is a rock to her.
But in a sense, it made her feel sorry, even guilty.
After Yang Chuo's death, the emotional peak of this situation almost tortured her so much that she couldn't sleep at night. She had several cups of coffee a day, afraid of dreaming, afraid of dreaming about her father, afraid of dreaming about Sister Sijun and Brother Wensheng.
"Although sister Xiaoli is very upset, she likes sister He Yu, and sister He Yu doesn't like her, why do you keep dragging her?"
Liu Yu didn't understand Lian Xiaoli's actions. She felt that He Yu was dragged too badly. Lian Xiaoli cut into almost all social interactions. With whomever she got better with, Lian Xiaoli would become hysterical. Gradually, She doesn't have any friends anymore.
But He Yu is a person who loves to make friends.
"Does He Yu not like her?"
Liu Yu heard what Liu Ci said, and said, "Of course, otherwise, how could Sister Xiaoli..."
She sighed, "It's too..."
For such a grown-up person, Liu Yu felt that this kind of behavior was too naive. When a person dies, he loses everything, but there are still many possibilities in life.
Liu Ci: "You're not He Yu, how can you tell that she doesn't like it?"
Liu Yu was silent for a long time, "But sister, why do you say that?"
She actually thinks that He Yu doesn't look like a homosexual at all, He Yu is too open-minded, although sometimes he looks like a boy, but who stipulates that a boy must be gay?
But because of Lian Xiaoli's relationship, many people thought He Yu was.
In the end, He Yu didn't bother to explain. For so many years behind her, some people thought it was absurd, but in the end they would coax and say that they should not follow her.
The bystanders are the most ruthless.
Liu Ci: "I know He Yu better than you."
Liu Yu let out an oh, in a rather perfunctory tone.
"Come on, you two haven't seen each other for so many years, and you don't know me well."
Liu Ci was so choked that he couldn't speak.
"I'll see you tomorrow. I won't tell you any more. I'll be pissed off sooner or later."
Liu Yu hung up the phone, and suddenly began to worry, her sister was in such a state, she finally found someone to marry, and she was still a scumbag.
How can I make people feel at ease if I can't live a good life alone.
At the dinner party the next night, He Yu was the last to come.
She had a meeting, and there was still a traffic jam on the road. When she arrived, even Liu Yuan and Liu Hao from the next city had already arrived.
The place was fairly quiet, and the box Liu Yu chose was on the top floor, and he could still see the night view outside. He Yu was led by the waiter, and when he opened the door, he saw several people who had already sat neatly.
She snorted, "Am I a lot late? Or are you guys early?"
Liu Yu: "It's 10 minutes late, you're miserable, we've all finished ordering."
Shen Youqian was sitting next to Liu Yu. He seemed to occupy two seats by himself, and the screen of his phone was always on.
He Yu: "Boss Shen is so busy, can't you grab all the red envelopes on WeChat?"
Only the side of Liu Ci was vacant. He Yu sat over, opened the stool and looked at the two young people next door, "Liu Hao and Liu Yuan?"
Liu Yu: "This is Sister He Yu, she took you two with you when you were young."
He Yu smiled: "I'm 81 years old, this Liu Hao is pretty good, isn't it round?"
She came in a hurry, the zipper of the jacket had not been pulled down to the top, and when she sat down, the earring of her left ear was always flashing by the light, which made Liu Ci feel dazzled.
Liu Yuan is the youngest sister of the Liu family. She has just finished the college entrance examination and is a freshman. She still looks like a child.
He Yu: "This mouth is much sweeter than your sister's."
Liu Yuan glanced at her two sisters, "Which sister is that?"
He Yu: "You guess?"
Liu Yuan narrowed her eyes with a smile, "It must be the boss."
Liu Hao is a boy, and the twins don't look very much alike. When the boy grows up, he has edges and corners, so he is a bit shy when greeting He Yu.
He Yu: "This is like Liu Ci. It seems that you two are like the eldest and the second."
Shen You worked backwards for a long time, choked on her and said, "I can't be like you, can I?"
He Yu gave him a slap across the two of them, "You won't stutter if you hate me, right?"
The two children laughed together.
The first dish served was chili fried pork.
He Yu took a look, "Who ordered it, so considerate."
Liu Yu looked at the silent Liu Ci, and spoke calmly in the other party's somewhat captivating gaze——
"My sister ordered it and said you like it."
The author has something to say: uh...sorry, I forgot to save the manuscript
--------
Thanks to the little angels who voted for me or irrigated the nutrient solution~
Thanks to the little angel who voted for [Deep Water Torpedo]: 2 oolong milk teas;
Thanks to the little angel who voted [Bazooka]: 6 oolong milk tea; -1;
Thanks to the little angel who threw the [grenade]: 3 jacetsai;
感谢投出[地雷]的小天使:jacetsai10个;铁观音珍珠奶茶-.-6个;阿止、往事情牵2个;22sayyou、myth、崂山可乐、败絮未必内藏金玉、人间远、◎芝士青茶、心有山支岐、wsssss1个;
Thanks to the little angel who irrigated [nutrient solution]:
热心的王市民54瓶;南风30瓶;不想上班、崂山可乐20瓶;烏龍奶茶、我18瓶;碧空残血曙、天马行空、今天15瓶;阿止13瓶;白杨树、mayuyu酱、愣愣、木子李、圣地亚哥的早午餐10瓶;小潘同学8瓶;不重朝、树下的皮卡丘居然有毛6瓶;小林家的猫、南柯一梦、不易、jacetsai5瓶;暗香盈袖、北聿丶4瓶;寻旧、Shyshy的咻咻3瓶;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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