as yesterday

Liu Ci finally relaxed, she pushed He Yu away, "Why are you here?"

There was no surprise in her tone, as if He Yu's arrival had given her a lot of uneasiness.

But her heart was pounding, showing her joy at the moment.

He Yu stared at her for a long time, the light was not good, and she couldn't see anything, but she laughed to herself, "What are you doing, you look like you saw a ghost."

Liu Ci: "Aren't you a ghost?"

The computer on the table at the back is just facing this side, and there is a row of oh, oh, oh, Liu Ci is not tall, what you see in the camera is that she opens the door, and is hugged by a tall man, who is wearing a coat, It's made of black silk, and the sleeves are still embroidered with gold thread, but they can't be seen clearly. In addition, it has short hair, which is hazy, so I thought it was a man.

@今日吃甜豆肉肉饭: Damn it, I’ve hugged her for too long, who is this, I just said I don’t have a boyfriend! !

@酸烤粉What should I do if I’m not sour today: Although...but that looks a bit handsome, what are you talking about, I’m so anxious! !Let me hear it.

@小lobster didn’t give chopsticks: Did Liu Da forget that the live broadcast is still on...

There is a row of gift brushes below.

Liu Ci really forgot, when she opened the door and saw He Yu, her mind went blank and she couldn't remember anything else.

All kinds of emotions surged up, so much so that when He Yu came in, she was still in a daze.

He Yu turned on the light, "Your room is better than mine, the sink is nice, the balcony... eh, your computer is still on."

Only then did Liu Ci come to his senses, "...it seems so."

Everyone could see clearly that it was a woman who came, and several people recognized He Yu.

@酸蛋狗: This is not the wife who paints... She really is a good friend.

@果果泡泡: Fuck is my beloved wife! ! !Really pretty!But didn't Liu Da know that she was coming?

……

It was already the end of December, and it was very cold outside. He Yu was fine, and he didn't feel cold after walking a lot. Liu Ci turned on the heater, and when she was looking around, the warm wind happened to blow her face. Alas.

Liu Ci hastily said something to the fans who were still watching his live broadcast, and then exited the live broadcast room.

He Yu snorted, "I thought you were over."

Liu Ci: "It's okay anyway."

After two seconds, she realized, "Did you see it?"

He Yu hummed, "Yeah, I've looked all the way over here, you're pretty good at chatting, why are you so alien to me?"

He Yu sat on the edge of Liu Ci's bed. Her hair was a bit messy, and she didn't comb it. Instead, she smiled at Liu Ci, "I'm not surprised to see it."

Liu Ci: "Why did you come here?"

This was the second time she asked. After the computer was turned off, she seemed to relax a lot. She sat on the chair and looked at He Yu.

It was very warm in the room, so she wore a knitted sweater, kind of thin, but big, which made her even thinner.

The warm yellow light fell on her silhouette, and the fluff poked out by the ball of wool was particularly clear under the light. At this moment, He Yu felt that the other party was fluffy.

Liu Ci is a hedgehog in her heart, because of Fa Xiao, she can vaguely feel resistance to certain things.

But also because of this relationship, she ignored more things.

He Yu stretched out his hand and patted her on the shoulder, then put it back into his pocket. Inside it was a shirt with a crooked neckline. He didn't know if it was worn wrong or on purpose.

She looked at Liu Ci, "I miss you, so I'm here."

This sentence caught Liu Ci by surprise, she didn't know what to reply for a long time, after a long while, she opened and closed her lips and choked out a sentence.

He Yu nodded, "Yes, you don't believe me."

I don't know if it's right, whether it's back to Liu Ci, or back to herself.

Liu Ci slightly raised his eyes to look at her, and He Yu looked at her as if he wasn't joking.

Her cautious attitude made He Yu feel funny, but also felt distressed, because she seldom paid attention to it, or the feelings that were covered up by her friendship.

It's too difficult to distinguish, they are stuck together, if they are torn off, the flesh will be pulled from the skin, dripping with blood.

"I do not."

Liu Ci lowered her head, her glasses slipped off, and He Yu hooked them away and played with them.

In the hazy field of vision, He Yu's face could still be seen clearly, but Liu Ci's eyes were extraordinarily dazed, and a little unclear and unsafe.

"You have it," He Yu sighed, "I came to look for you, of course because I want to look for you."

"If I say this, will you give me a reason in your heart, such as who told me something, such as whether I was on the way, such as many, many, but you just don't want to believe it. I just came here because I just missed you. .”

They are too considerate of each other, and every abrupt move will be added with self-deceiving reasons to make it seem particularly natural.

And ignore the impulse, certain emotions.

Back then when Liu Ci left without saying a word, He Yu didn't chase after him. She felt that there was a reason for Liu Ci to do so.

They know each other too well, and the opposite of knowing too much is a blank space after self-righteousness.

There are areas that are not familiar with each other, and even the temptation must be courageous.

"really?"

Liu Ci: "I thought we were going back to the past..."

He Yu took her hand, "You think again."

"Do you want to hear what I have to say?"

Her hands are very warm, unlike Liu Ci's cold hands after staying indoors for so long.

"I've come to ask you a question."

Liu Ci didn't dare to look at her.

"go ahead."

"Am I qualified to fall in love with you?"

Liu Ci looked up in surprise, He Yu looked at her and blinked.

"You...don't make fun of me."

Liu Ci shook off He Yu's hand, and she stood up in a hurry, "Come all the way to laugh at me."

He Yu: "I haven't."

She also stood up, Liu Ci avoided her and went to the balcony, He Yu followed.

It was very windy outside. This B&B is halfway up the mountain, and you can also see the seashore under the night. There is a small street downstairs, selling food, and white plastic stools are placed one by one, as if waiting for the excitement to come to your door.

Liu Ci leaned against the railing, her long hair was blown by the wind, her ears were not pierced like He Yu's, and her ears were tinkling.

He Yu also leaned in, she looked at Liu Ci, Liu Ci looked into the distance, and He Yu was waiting for Liu Ci's answer.

She then simply pulled him over, "It's not cold, I didn't force you, and I didn't threaten you because you said you liked me."

"At least put on a coat first, your hands are cold."

He Yu went into the room and took a coat and put it on Liu Ci. She lowered her head and looked serious, so serious that Liu Ci couldn't help turning her head.

She grabbed He Yu's hand, He Yu looked at her, and Liu Ci said, "Don't pity me."

He Yu snorted, she let out a long sigh, and the hand wrapped by Liu Ci covered Liu Ci's hand behind her back, "If I had this attitude, you would have nothing to do with me."

She tilted her head and looked into the distance. The lights on the seaside path lit up one by one, and the sound of bowls and chopsticks colliding came from downstairs. It was noisy and strange, in a strange environment.

"Liu Ci," she paused, then turned her gaze back, "I don't think we see each other as real, we just feel each other."

She gave Liu Ci's hand a sigh of relief, "I like to joke, but there is no joke in this regard."

"I've been thinking about it for a long time."

He Yu clutched Liu Ci's hand. This kind of heat conduction made Liu Ci feel sore from being cared for. It's been too long since she and He Yu hadn't appeared before Lian Xiaoli. .

He Yu would cover her hands in the same way. When doing homework, he turned on the little sun and huddled together to write. He Yu couldn't sit still and was about to desert her. Liu Ci poked her with a pencil, and He Yu yelled, In the end, he snatched Liu Ci's crime tool and found that the other party's hands were cold.

"I see you need a portable hand warmer."

He Yu looked at Liu Ci and smiled. She had always had long hair when she was a child, but it was messy and the braids were scattered. Every time her mother said that she was unkempt, she was severely criticized at school for her appearance.

Liu Ci remembered that feeling, every time it was cold, she would subconsciously feel like this.

Even after being separated for many years, she will never forget it.

Liu Ci raised his eyes to look at He Yu, seeing her hazy facial features illuminated by the small lamp embedded in the balcony railing, like ink, He Yu's handsomeness which is different from ordinary girls makes her stand out.

It wasn't until this time that Liu Ci recalled that Liu Hao had whispered to Liu Yuan that Jiang Xiao was a bit like He Yu.

It seems that there is indeed such a meaning, but He Yu's temperament is unique, she is the only one in the world who can make Liu Ci feel at ease.

He Yu said, "Why are you looking at me like that, do you know what I'm going to say?"

She smiled, "I think it's miserable that I haven't had a serious relationship since I was a child, and I have nowhere to use my countless experience in reading comics. Oh, just kidding, it's Liu Ci like this, I don't reject you Live as a lover, but the premise is that you are willing."

After she finished speaking, she pulled up Liu Ci's jacket that had slipped off her shoulders, "This sentence sounds a bit scumbag, alas...Of course I care about you."

She lowered her head, and she might also feel embarrassed, "It's a bit nasty, I didn't feel sorry for you, but at the same time, I am very grateful that you like me, how many people envy things, why did it fall on me, and you also have to understand me , This kind of thing I didn't dare to think about before, it's impossible."

"I have imagined a lot of your future, such as bringing your husband and children to visit my house, we are still friends, and then we are like that, I think you will not visit the future."

"I still think that if that person bullies you, I will beat him hard, and I will never end with him. If I cooperate with you, I will have to beat myself."

He Yu sighed, her short hair was messy, a bit like dog hair, when she turned her face sideways, it was swept away by the warm yellow light, her texture and curves made people want to move.

She had no idea how many dreams Liu Ci had about her when he was a teenager.

"In short... that is, let's get to know each other again."

He Yu closed his eyes, opened them again, and reached out to Liu Ci, "My name is He Yu, hello Liu Ci."

Liu Ci looked at the hand stretched out towards her, and she could feel He Yu's sincerity, as well as some problems between them.

Intimacy takes time, and the intimacy of friends is not the same as that of friends after all.

Now that He Yu is working hard, maybe her caring is still far from Liu Ci's, and maybe her liking is not to the point where Liu Ci is indispensable.

At least she would, she held out her hand, she stepped across the distance.

Liu Ci pursed her lips, her eyes were sore, too many emotions surged up layer by layer, and when she finally said hello, she was already a little nasal.

"I'm Liu Ci, nice to... meet you."

This is their acquaintance many years late. How they met when they were young has long been forgotten, and it is taken for granted in the neighborhood.

Adults, independent individuals, rejoin at this moment, and they all have to start a new journey.

Liu Ci held that hand, as if holding her last wish.

He Yu had no idea what she was holding.

She is the core of Liu Ci's nostalgia for living.

The longing that supported her to walk alone for many years was chased back by people thousands of miles away when it was about to collapse.

Otherwise, the scheduled farewell email in Liu Ci's mailbox may be sent in a few days.

"I would... would like to."

Liu Ci looked at He Yu, with tears in her eyes, and He Yu sighed, "Why do I feel like I made a successful marriage proposal?"

She stretched out her hand and wiped away the tears she shed, "A great writer writes about feelings so smoothly, please teach me how to talk about it."

Liu Ci: "I don't know how, I wrote it blindly."

He Yu reached out to hug her, "That's okay, I'll accumulate materials for you."

The author has something to say: Well, if there is a list this week, I will add a little more

But it also ended more than 80 chapters soon?Actually, I'm a lot out of the outline

结局可能会被打负分，不过我觉得很顺理成章nei感谢在2019-11-2219:16:39~2019-11-2522:54:14期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: Jiang Lansheng 1;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 single-minded trip;

Thanks to the little angels who cast mines: sterol, jacetsai, 22sayyou, Moqianyun, Zhazai, Tieguanyin pearl milk tea-.-, Lichengmeng*, Blue Sky Remnant Xueshu, hahaha1;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：折耳30瓶；離九、哈哈哈哈哈20瓶；白杨树、人间远10瓶；初阳、hahaha5瓶；念琢3瓶；泱泱2瓶；傅菁的圈外女友、冬天的假熊1瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!