as yesterday

The next day was Sunday, He Yu drove Liu Ci to the nursing home.

Listening to songs along the way, He Yu's playlist used to be her own favorite songs, but now it is slowly mixed with Liu Ci's favorite Hong Kong and Taiwan songs, and she shakes her head when driving.

When He Yu was a child, he asked Liu Ci, why do you love listening to love songs so much.

She is different. She likes to listen to Mayday and those very bouncy songs, but she still thinks the songs Shen Yougan listens to are too noisy.

At that time, the two of them were sitting at the table of He Yu's house, and Liu Ci had just come through the window from the heat of midsummer.In summer, the kettle was filled with chrysanthemum and wolfberry tea. Hong Lanwen made it before going to work. He Yu added a lot of rock sugar to it. After it cooled, put it in the refrigerator, and drink it together when Liu Ci came over.

The two of them each had a headset, sitting together doing homework, He Yu's buttocks writhed like ADHD, Liu Ci put the headset that was almost torn off into his ear, saying it was because it sounded good.

At that time, Jay Chou's songs were already popular all over the country, and children loved him, JJ Lin's songs filled their mp3s, He Yu could sing, Liu Ci loved to listen to Cantonese, and she also learned it very well.

"Oh, but it makes me want to sleep."

He Yu squinted her eyes and yawned. Her long hair was tied into a low ponytail at the back of her head, and the broken hair fell on her cheeks.The summer wind is very hot, the electric fan is whistling, and the water-blue curtains are blown out of the window.

The old man upstairs is still playing the erhu, which is indeed a sleepy atmosphere.

Liu Ci's summer homework has already been written, and He Yu has just started.

"Aren't you writing it yet? Didn't your mother say that you need to check it when you come back?"

Liu Ci held up his glasses and stared solemnly at He Yu's blank homework book. When He Yu reached out and took off his glasses, the other party lazily said, "Write whatever you want, anyway, the teacher is just as good at writing as my mother is." Check carefully."

She was wearing Liu Ci's pair of thin oval glasses, with a ballpoint pen between her mouth and nose.

Liu Ci blinked. She wasn't very short-sighted, but she was still hazy even after taking off her glasses. He Yu was still far away when she was so close.

But He Yu looks better with glasses.

She had always thought that He Yu was good-looking since she was a child, and her silhouette, which was tougher than girls, was like her character. In the end, she had a heroic spirit that ordinary girls didn't have. No matter which angle she looked at, she was special.

Probably because Liu Ci didn't respond at all, He Yu felt bored, so he put the glasses back on Liu Ci, and by the way, tied her other's hair behind his ear.

"You will copy it for me later."

Liu Ci: "No." He Yu approached her and called her Xiao Ci affectionately, "Copy it for me."

It was too discordant, Liu Ci got goosebumps all over and pushed people away, He Yu was like brown candy, he couldn't push them away no matter what, in the end both his homework book and pen fell to the ground, the two of them twisted into a ball and fought again After getting up, the heat steamed up in the attic, He Yu fell on the floor, and reached out to turn on the air conditioner.

"My dad is not here, so I can drive longer."

She reached out and poked Liu Ci, "Go and close the window."

Liu Ci turned over, "Go by yourself."

He Yu stood up to close the window, and drank the tea in the teacup on the table.

Liu Ci fell on the floor, looking at He Yu's back, his ears were full of love songs.

Why do I like it, because I also want love, the kind of sweetness in the story, there will be love at the end of a fairy tale.

Who hasn't longed for it.

"This song has been around for so many years."

On the way, when the little love songs were repeated on the road, He Yu said, "Don't mention it, in fact, every time I go to ktv, I order those songs back and forth, such as ten years, Daoxiang, little love songs and so on."

Liu Ci nodded, the car drove up the mountain and stopped at the door.

After He Yu registered, he went up with Liu Ci.

The last time they came was winter, spring, summer, autumn and winter seem to be the same here, and the quietness is a little scary.

Liu Ci followed behind He Yu, and the nurse on the guiding platform saw He Yu and smiled at her.

He Yu walked over, and the other party stood up, "It's been a long time."

He Yu nodded, "Has her family been here?"

The nurse pulled down her mask, revealing a somewhat small face, and shook her head, "It's Chinese New Year."

He Yu snorted, and the other party looked at Liu Ci who was following behind He Yu. The woman was wearing a light blue shirt with embroidery on the collar, a pleated skirt that draped down to her ankles, and a pair of low-heeled leather shoes.

Wearing glasses, he looks very bookish.

She remembered that this person had also been here last time.

She smiled at Liu Ci.

Liu Ci responded.

He Yu and the nurse walked forward side by side, chatting about Lian Xiaoli's recent situation.

"She was very bad. She committed suicide many times and was transferred to an intensive care unit. We all had headaches."

Lian Xiaoli is a difficult patient in this private nursing home. It is not without mental illnesses here, but she is young and looks harmless, but she always causes headaches.

The last time the needle was inserted into the throat, so now I am watching the whole process of hanging the nutrient solution, and there is nothing in the ward.

"Her illness..."

Lian Xiaoli's physique was not good in the first place, and she still had occasional allergies left over from the fire.Once a person's spirit is not good, many problems will follow, such as long-term insomnia, long-term anorexia...too many cruxes, such as erratic mental torture, burned her together, and even memory faults appeared.

"She doesn't eat either."

said the nurse.

He Yu groaned, and heard the other party say: "She has no desire to live, and...can't remember who, sometimes when I go by, she always asks who I am."

Obviously this nurse is there almost every day.

He Yu didn't know what to say, the door of the intensive care unit opened, and a long-haired woman was sitting on the bed, turning a deaf ear to the movement, and just stared blankly.

The nurse followed her all the time, and she also knew something about the relationship between He Yu and Lian Xiaoli.

The head nurse vaguely reminded that she might have been surprised before, but after a long time, she also felt that the feelings were the same.

Lian Xiaoli yelled He Yu's name during countless times of resisting treatment, and sometimes called his mother. Mother is a significant role in one's life, and the status of the name He Yu is evident.

But He Yu didn't seem enthusiastic. In the past, he always came here in a hurry, and left after a while.

Occasionally, it is rare to stay with Lian Xiaoli for a longer time, that is because there are other people.

Once I folded a lot of paper cranes, and the rest of the paper was on the bedside of Lian Xiaoli's hospital. During the rounds that day, the nurse saw that Lian Xiaoli was still folding in the early morning. She didn't call out when the lights were turned off. Tips fly.

During a routine inspection the next day, the nurse found paper cranes in the trash can, which were full.

Auntie Cleaning complained in the corridor, she folded almost a hundred of them, all of them were boring.

The little nurse passed by and asked, "You still have time to count."

The aunt is a foreigner, with an accent, "I'm bored too."

"It's been folded all night."

"99, these young people."

A thousand paper cranes are blessings, and He Yu's blessings are a little tender for a short time. She really dare not give more, for fear that she will be swept away and restrained.

Lian Xiaoli lost a lot of weight again. This thinness made her face look much older, and her hair was dry and star-white.

He Yu walked over, she was holding a bouquet of dried flowers, bent slightly, and asked if you still remember me?

Lian Xiaoli continued to play with her fingers. She was originally raised by her mother in any good direction. He Yu went to study art because of her begging. Liu Ci didn't have that chance at all. Lian Xiaoli was promoted by her mother.

She is proficient in dancing and music.

Those hands that can play in the cultural performance are like dead branches, no longer beautiful and slender as they were when they were young.

The nails are clean and neatly trimmed. They are no longer the lively ones where He Yu went shopping with her and tried this color and that colorful one.

He Yu called Xiaoli.

Lian Xiaoli still didn't respond, her index fingers pointed at each other, like some rhythm, completely immersed in it.

Liu Ci stood aside, devouring her with sadness, she remembered the first time she saw Lian Xiaoli, it was also Xia Tian.

Yanxinglong Lane is gone, Sifan is gone, Old Liu Noodle House is gone, Liu’s Repair Shop is gone... everything is gone, even they have disappeared into the torrent of time and have been swallowed up.

He Yu turned around and wanted to put the pre-ordered bouquet aside, but when he turned around, someone grabbed the hem of his clothes.

When she turned her head, Lian Xiaoli looked over, her eyes were full of curiosity, as if she really didn't recognize her.

He Yu smiled, "Did you see me?"

Lian Xiaoli nodded, his eyes fell on the bouquet of flowers, and He Yu handed them to her.

Her hair is long and somewhat yellowed, holding a bouquet and smiling.

He Yu sighed, as if she was still talking normally.

Talk about what happened recently, do you know who, where is there a new drama, and finally said, Liu Ci also came to see you.

The last time we saw each other, Lian Xiaoli could still recognize Liu Ci.

This time, she didn't remember it at all, so she just smiled at her, as if meeting her for the first time.

Liu Ci also smiled, and turned away while smiling, He Yu patted her on the shoulder.

Liu Ci went out first.

Lian Xiaoli looked at her back, then looked up at He Yu.

The scars on her face are still the same. She used to wear a mask and refused to take it off no matter what. She rarely looked directly at people.

Staring at He Yu at this moment, it was like the curiosity of meeting for the first time.

He Yu also looked at her, but she still didn't take out the invitation, it was too hot.

Lian Xiaoli looked like a patient, lifeless and lonely, with an oxygen machine on his side.

The ward is not very big, and her father started a successful business after remarriage, so it is trivial to bear the daughter's medical needs.It's just that's all. He even thought of this poor daughter, and he just came to see her symbolically at the end of the year, and didn't come in. He just left through the door and the glass.

He Yu said a few more words to Lian Xiaoli, then turned and left.

The little nurse stood aside, trying to take the bouquet away.

"I'm afraid she will do something radical again."

She reached out to take it, and Lian Xiaoli protected it, but the patient had no strength and was snatched away.

When He Yu heard Lian Xiaoli's cry, he began to regret that she shouldn't have brought flowers in the first place.

She cried like a child, heart-piercing, when the door closed, He Yu felt a headache.

Liu Ci saw her come out and walked over.

He Yu put his arms around her shoulders and frowned.

Lian Xiaoli was still crying, the bouquet was taken away by the nurse, and she still maintained the posture holding the flowers.

Her mind was empty, she knew she was lost, but she didn't know what it was, she was suffering by instinct.

He Yu's last sentence Xiaoli, I'm getting married made her strange.

Who is Xiaoli, what is marriage, and who am I.

It was empty, so empty that she didn't know what to do.

It was dusk when we returned to the urban area. Liu Ci looked at the McDonald's at the crossroads and asked He Yu, "Do you want to eat?"

He Yu snorted, "Do you want to eat?"

"Suddenly I have a craving for French fries."

He Yu: "Then let's go."

The two of them haven't eaten these for a long time. When they were young, they really wanted to eat them, and they also eat them when they grow up. Living together can keep them healthy. Two irregular people get together and become regular.

He Yu ordered the set meal, the ketchup was squeezed on the paper box, the French fries were dipped, and he handed it to Liu Ci first.

Liu Ci: "One bag is not enough."

He Yu: "I asked for three guarantees."

Liu Ci: "Accompany me someday to make a will notarization, He Yu."

He Yu: "What's the matter, not only property notarization but also a will before marriage?"

In fact, they have nothing to do with each other legally.

"I just feel that everything has to be arranged first, and there are too many changes in life."

He Yu nodded. She bit a piece of French fries, looked at the street outside the window, and sighed, "Soon, we are going to get married."

It was unexpected, and I thought it was supposed to be you.