Quan Zhilong, I clearly loved you for so long

"Hey! Quan Zhilong, can you change it here? It sounds very strange."

"Quan Zhilong, when will you sing a song for me, you don't need to write it for me, just sing one!"

"Quan Zhilong, you still have to wait for Jin Zhener today? You asked me to make a cake yesterday..."

"Quan Zhilong, if one day I leave, will you miss me?"

Quan Zhilong lit his cigarette and took a deep puff, with a bitter smile raised at the corner of his mouth. "Song Li, it's been eight years. We've known each other for eight years, and we've been away for eight years. I've written countless songs for you in these eight years. Have you heard that? I lied at the beginning, I miss you so much, I'm going crazy."

"Let's go, fly to Beijing tonight." Cui Shunhao pushed open the door of the lounge, only to find that everyone was asleep. Everyone was exhausted and paralyzed after a concert. Victory sat on a chair and fell asleep with his head up. Zhengxiang, the others also collapsed on the sofa in various poses.

Seeing them so tired, I really can't bear to call them, forget it, let them sleep for a while.Cui Shunhao looked at his watch, closed the door and retreated, unexpectedly seeing Quan Zhilong at the corner.

"Smoking again? Can you smoke less every day? It's not good." Quan Zhilong took the last puff and extinguished the cigarette. "What's the problem? I haven't concealed my bad habits since my debut."

Cui Shunhao was speechless for a while, indeed they became national idols, and when they became the top, everyone knew that they were alcohol drinkers and smokers.

They were originally in the difficult position in G-dragon's endless scandals, including scandals about curses, tattoos, clubs, girlfriends, and drugs.

They don't have a good image to be destroyed, because they never get high by good image.Moreover, since Song Li left, Quan Zhilong's body has become more and more thorny. "Then pay attention to your health, fly to Beijing tonight, and there will be a concert tomorrow." Cui Shunhao said helplessly.

Beijing... "Yeah, I know." Quan Zhilong rubbed his brows, his eyes were red and swollen, back to the lounge, the brothers were holding their mobile phones and slapping Shengli's nostrils.

Seeing him coming in, he quickly motioned him to be quiet, "Pfft! Haha! Victory's sleeping position is really amazing." TOP took a picture of Victory and uploaded it to Instagram. Poor Victory was still asleep, completely unaware that he had been spoiled. The mindful brothers played badly.

"Bigbang member Kwon Ji-yong's suspected love affair is exposed, and the other party seems to be Komatsu Nana, a fan girl who shoots magazines together..."

"Quan Zhilong is really in love!?"

"Impossible, it must be a scandal! You forgot the source of water last time..."

"That's right, how could Ouba fall in love with a girl from an island country?"

Several girls in the coffee shop were discussing, their voices were not too loud, just enough for Song Li to listen. "Boss? Boss? It's change!" The girl touched Song Li who was sitting beside her.

Song Li came to her senses, it has been eight years, Quan Zhilong, I miss you so much.Now, should I call you Quan Zhilong, or GD? For eight years, Song Li deliberately didn't pay attention to anything related to BIGBANG, and she didn't even listen to or watch anything related to Korea.But the yearning for Quan Zhilong has never diminished, and even becomes stronger day by day.

Quan Zhilong, do you still remember that Song Li who used to stand with you on the side of the road eating fried rice cakes, practice together, write songs together in the room, cover you while you were sleeping in class, and copy homework for you?Probably forget it!

In the past eight years, Quan Zhilong has had countless scandals. He once said, "Everything else is a lie, you must only believe what I say." Song Li always remembered this sentence and always believed it, but Hearing the news that he was with others, and seeing the photos of him with others, I still couldn't breathe because of the pain.Because she was afraid, she always remembered his promise, but he forgot.

At night, Song Li took off the hearing aids on her ears, couldn't fall asleep for a long time, picked up a pen and wrote a few lyrics, and laughed at herself stupidly.I can't even hear the sound clearly. Does anyone listen to the music written by Song Li like this?

The mobile phone on the bedside table kept vibrating, but Song Li didn't see it. She stood up and looked out the dark window, falling into deep memories again. "I'm most afraid of loneliness, I can't survive." On a dark night, Quan Zhilong once said to Song Li, "Quan Zhilong, are you lonely now?"

Song Li turned her head and saw that the mobile phone on the bedside table was on with the screen on, and there were already several missed calls on it. "Tsk, I didn't hear a sound at all." Song Li laughed at herself, put on the hearing aid and pressed the dial button. "Hello, Yu Jia."

"Song Li, Auntie is a little unstable, come to the hospital..." Song Li didn't understand the next few words, she stood up, took a coat and rushed out of the room.

The black Bentley was speeding in the night, it was almost twelve o'clock, and there were not many people on the street.Quan Zhilong was surrounded by a deep sense of loneliness, which he felt every day since Song Li left.Even though his life was the same except that Song Li was missing, Quan Zhilong opened the window and let the wind mess up his hair. At this moment, it seemed that he had lost the whole world alone.

"Squeak—" The huge friction of the tires across the ground brought harsh sounds, Quan Zhilong raised his head, and there was no one in front of the car.Is it too stressful?There was a hallucination.

Song Li, I miss you so much, I feel happy breathing the air of the same city as you.Quan Zhilong took out his mobile phone, and the phone number named Little Fox was still saved in the address book, as if she would call him one day, and smiled to wake him up.

For eight full years, all the messages he sent to her fell into the sea. He once called her and it was through.At first, he was afraid to connect, but later, he found that no one answered at all. Even so, Quan Zhilong often sent messages to this number, always thinking that one day Song Li would reply to him, "How have you been all these years?" ? I have received all the messages you sent."

"I'm in Beijing, your city. Just now I saw a girl who looked like you. It's been eight years. You should be less reckless, otherwise how would you take care of yourself?"

Seeing that the mobile phone showed that it had been sent, Quan Zhilong laughed at himself again in his heart.Why didn't he treat her better when she was around?In the night wind, the man lit a cigarette and looked at the smoke around him.

"Is it time to quit smoking? I'm addicted, I have to learn to quit!" The black Bentley galloped away in the night again, and an unfinished cigarette lay quietly in the trash can.