Quan Zhilong, I clearly loved you for so long

In the ward, Song Li, who was wearing the smallest hospital gown and looked empty, was sitting beside the bed and grinning, while the two people across from her were forced to smile.

"Okay! You finally took the time to see me, why are you so miserable!"

Song Qian blinked her eyes to force back the tears, "Fox, I'm sorry. I never took good care of you... What kind of sister am I?"

Seeing the self-blame on her face, Song Li smiled, "You idiot! I know you are very busy. If you feel guilty, please treat our children well in the future!"

"By the way, the doctor said that you can wait another week for the operation. The child is in a good condition now. You have to take good care of your body, and you will be fine!"

Cheng Yujia looked at Song Li, but she knew that she didn't have much confidence in these few words.Song Li nodded firmly as if she didn't hear it.

Time passed little by little, and the time for Song Li's surgery was getting closer and closer. She has slept well these few days.In a daze, Song Li always felt that Quan Zhilong was by her side, but when she opened her eyes, she knew that she missed him so much that she had hallucinations.

This day Song Li called Cheng Yujia to her side again, as if explaining the funeral.

"Wuhua, if I don't wake up, don't be sad. There is my mother over there, and there are many relatives. I won't be lonely. It's just that the poor child was born without a mother..."

Song Li grabbed Cheng Yujia's hand, "Well...don't tell the child that I exist, just say...just say that his mother has gone far away and will come back one day! OK?"

Song Li choked with tears, "This is the song I wrote for him, give it to Quan Zhilong! At least, let me exist in the child's life."

Cheng Yujia didn't pick up the notebook Song Li handed over, "Give it to him yourself, and deliver your own things yourself. Song Li, I don't allow you to be so negative, you can do well! You really can do well!"

Song Li's face was almost transparent, "Don't lie to me, we all understand. It doesn't matter, it really doesn't matter, maybe death is also a relief, but I can't worry too much."

Cheng Yujia knew that no matter what she said, it was useless, yes, how could Song Li not know about her own body.

However, even if there is a [-]% possibility of a miracle, isn't it worth looking forward to?

Lying on the operating bed, her eyes were completely white. Song Li looked up at the doctors surrounding her. They said that she had better have a caesarean section, otherwise she might not have so much energy.

But Song Li still wanted to give it a try, to try herself to feel the feeling of a child coming to this world.In this way, even if she is gone in the future, there will be no regrets in my heart, right?

Song Li closed her eyes, and finally touched her belly, the child who had been with her for seven months. "Baby, if you can feel it, please give Mommy a little more strength."

Song Li opened her eyes silently in her heart, even though she hadn't started to give birth, the labor pains of the previous ten hours had almost exhausted Song Li's physical strength.

Cheng Yujia still hesitated, "If you think it's not possible, let's have a caesarean section?"

Song Li shook her head, "It's okay, let me try it once!"

Let her try one last time, hand over all her strength, her whole life, to that child.

The doctors were busy around, guiding Song Li to exert herself and teaching her how to breathe.Song Li didn't have the strength to shout anymore, even though her lower body was in pain like it was about to be torn apart, she bit her lip and listened to the doctor telling her to exert force by her ear.

Tears and sweat fell together, doctors and nurses were surprised, where did Song Li get so much energy.But in fact, Song Li's consciousness has been blurred. Even though her body has been exerting force, her brain seems to have fallen asleep.

Song Li thought of her childhood, her trainee period, and even the pain of the car accident at the age of 18, when her skin was cut open by the glass.

She thought of the first skin-to-skin kiss with Quan Zhilong, his smell seemed to be still lingering in her nose, he hugged her, and kept saying, "Fox, I love you."

She remembered the first time she entered the recording studio, was praised for the first time, and she vividly remembered the indomitable appearance of being a queen among the trainees.

She remembered the loneliness and despair of waking up from a car accident with no one around her and hearing nothing.

She thought of the heartache that she could only stare at Quan Zhilong's photo every day but could no longer find him.

Tired, Song Li is really tired.Why, why is her life so hard?Why even take away her last thing, her only life?

Tears flowed from the corners of her eyes, Song Li seemed to hear someone calling her name in her ear, and kept calling, never stopping.