Quan Zhilong, I clearly loved you for so long

Song Bailu was an orphan with no father or mother. She was born in an orphanage since she was a child, and she didn't even know her own name.

Her name was given by the dean, because the day she came was Bailu in the 24 solar terms, Song Bailu was always glad that she didn't come on the day of Jingzhe.

In 1980, a Korean couple came to the orphanage and wanted to adopt a child.The two children who were selected were Song Yu and Bai Lu. At that time, Song Bailu wanted to have a family!

"Bai Lu, you go. I will definitely go to South Korea to find you in the future." The little boy held the little girl's hand and gave up the opportunity. Bai Lu knew that there might be no next time if he missed this opportunity.

But she really wanted to have a family, and under the expectant and encouraging eyes of the little boy, Song Bailu walked towards those two kind people.

The two asked her what her name was in non-standard Chinese, "My name is Song Bailu, the reeds are green, and the white dew is the white dew of frost." Song Bailu looked at Song Yu who was hiding behind the pillar, his eyes were full of apology, from now on I will I have the same last name as you, Song.

The old couple thought the name sounded nice and didn't plan to change her name.That year, Song Bailu became a Korean. She tried her best to integrate into the family and learn how to live in this strange country.

1986 was Song Bailu's most tragic year, but also her luckiest year. 17-year-old Song Bailu became an orphan again, and the old couple who adopted her passed away due to illness.

The two originally childless people probably adopted her just to have someone to see them die. Song Bailu didn't blame them. They had treated her very well in the past six years and really gave her a home.

In that strange country, Song Bailu took care of their funeral alone. She didn't plan to go back to China. Later, Song Bailu rejoiced countless times that she didn't go back to China. Great encounter.

17-year-old Song Bailu met Kim Jae-hyuk. At that time, Song Bailu had nothing but stubbornness, but Kim Jae-hyuk was also a stubborn person. The two were like another each other. He chased her for two full years.

At that time, Kim Jae Hyuk was already a well-known singer. He struggled hard in the light-speed update of the Korean entertainment industry. Kim Jae Hyuk's rap was great, but it was not mainstream music in Korea at that time.

After his relationship with Song Bailu was exposed, this young man who returned from studying on the west coast of the United States and wanted to create his own style in the Korean music industry was even more traumatized.

The company forced Kim Jae Hyuk and Song Bailu to break up, and the two fought against the company for two years.At that time, it seemed to be fighting against the whole world, because not only the company, but also Kim Jae Hyuk's fans have been slandering Song Bailu.

They would even find Song Bailu's part-time job and warn her that music is really important to Kim Jae-hyuk, but Song Bailu was tired, and she was unwilling to find out which was more important to Kim Jae-hyuk, music or herself.

Song Bailu, who grew up in an orphanage, sees things far more clearly than her peers.She understands that Kim Jae Hyuk loves her, but that's not the reason for him to give up his dream.

After knowing that she was pregnant, Song Bailu left all her savings and left Korea alone. Song Yu, the boy who gave her a home gave her another home.

Sometimes people are really insane. If you fall in love with someone, you can love for a lifetime.

In 1990, Kim Jae-hyuk used all his savings and the money left by Song Bailu to open a record company. At the beginning, he was the only one. Later, more and more hip-hop lovers in Korea.

The music circle gradually got to know this person named JS, from the stage to the backstage.Kim Jae Hyuk fulfilled his dream, but he also lost his favorite person.

In 2000, Song Bailu came to South Korea on her own will, and Song Yu followed her childhood promise to come to South Korea with her, but she did not expect that she was still doing it for the love in her heart.

In 2005, Song Bailu and Song Yu filed for divorce. After 15 years of companionship, the moment Song Bailu said that he wanted a divorce, Song Yu felt his heart go cold.

"Brother Xiaoyu, I still like him. I have been sorry for you for the past 14 years."

"Where is Xiaoli? Have you decided how to tell her? Bailu, you are a mother now, not a child. Can we talk about this matter when Xiaoli becomes an adult?"

Hearing Song Yu's pleading tone, and thinking of Song Li's face calling her mother sweetly, Song Bailu's heart softened after all.

The two of them endured until Song Li knew about it. She couldn't accept that her mother was leaving her father, and she couldn't choose one of them. She couldn't hurt either of them.

"Mom, let's go back to China? I'm not going to be a trainee anymore, I just want my parents~" Song Li cried so hard that Song Bailu finally gave up her own thoughts and promised not to mention this matter again.

This family is like a glued mirror, seemingly intact but fragile. In 2008, Kim Jae Hyuk and Song Bailu broke up. Song Bailu was even more desperate than when a fan found her in the store and pointed at her nose and cursed at her.

Song Bailu's heartbroken and distraught appearance made Song Yu go crazy with jealousy. Why didn't this hateful love come first, and he was the one who met first?

What made him angry was that Song Bailu still couldn't forget the man who hurt her the most. She had waited for him for so many years, but now he let her go cruelly. Song Bailu's unconsciousness made Song Yu both angry and distressed.

Later Song Yu probably went crazy, Song Bailu and Song Li were already in China when they woke up.That was the first time Song Li saw Song Bailu so angry, and it was also the last time Song Yu looked so crazy.

Song Li's voice was hoarse from crying, and he still stepped on the accelerator and slammed into the side of the road. Song Li didn't want to recall what happened afterwards.She only remembered Song Yu's crying and laughing voice and Song Bailu's screaming in her ears, and she tightly protected Song Li's head.

When Song Li woke up again, she felt that the whole world was different, she couldn't hear any sound, but what made her sadder than this was that she lost her father, and Song Bailu was dying in the intensive care unit.

Perhaps it was God's mercy that Song Bailu survived, but became a vegetable.Song Li was already numb from the successive blows. During that time, she wanted to end her life countless times. Is it Song Yu's fault?

That was her father. That year was the darkest and saddest day for Song Li, but there was no one around her.