Quan Zhilong, I clearly loved you for so long

The night wind was blowing coldly, but the man behind him did not catch up. After calming down, Song Li's mind cleared up a little, and she began to think about how to face the situation in front of her.

"Thank you." Song Li withdrew from Quan Zhilong's arms and lowered her head, even though the embrace made her miss her, it didn't belong to her after all.Seeing Song Li who had returned to the way he was during the day, Quan Zhilong was a little at a loss.

Obviously it wasn't like this just now, when she hugged him so hard just now, he could feel the emotion she conveyed.

"Song Li, I like you. I didn't know until after you left. Isn't it ridiculous? But in the past eight years, I have been thinking about you all the time. If you don't show up, I probably won't fall in love with anyone in my life. Thank you for showing up , let me get my heart back.”

Song Li lowered her head and still didn't speak. Didn't she have scandals with so many people?Surely it's not all groundless, is it true?Like Mizuhara Kiko in the morning?

"It's been eight years. We were all ignorant back then, but now I'm self-aware." Song Li's deep voice reached Quan Zhilong's ears, and she was still blaming herself.

"Song Li, I was wrong. If I say I trust you now, can I save you from getting hurt?" Quan Zhilong's eyes were full of regret. Why didn't he stand up and say when Song Li needed help the most? Just believe her.

"Sorry, I don't understand what you're talking about." Quan Zhilong's expression froze instantly, don't you understand?It turns out that she has long forgotten the things she has been brooding about?Could it be that all this is self-indulgent?

There was a wry smile on the corner of Song Li's mouth, why didn't he say he believed in himself back then?If I had said that at the beginning, perhaps things would not have developed into what they are now.

We always say "If I knew it would be like this, I would definitely do something, and I wouldn't do anything."

But we all know that even if we say things like this for a lifetime, we can't get a chance to start over. We burst into tears and turned back step by step, but we can only move forward.

"Have you ever liked me?" Quan Zhilong asked carefully.

Song Li blurted out without thinking, "Sorry, never, I... never liked you."

The corner of Quan Zhilong's mouth curled into a smile, never?So what has he been doing for the past eight years?The previous ones were also his hallucinations?

Others say it's not the case when you clearly swear to confirm it.But there are some things that cannot be fooled, especially the matter of liking you. Is it me that you like?How could I not know.

"Song Li, are you lying?" Quan Zhilong pulled Song Li up from the ground, "If I don't look in your eyes when I speak, I must be lying to you, don't believe me, you know?"

"Do you still remember what you said?" Quan Zhilong raised Song Li's head, but Song Li didn't speak, brushing away Quan Zhilong's hand and raising his hair to reveal the hearing aid on his ear, Quan Zhilong was stunned.

"This is?"

"Hearing aids, I had a car accident eight years ago, and now my hearing is only half."

Quan Zhilong suddenly felt that his throat was pinched by an invisible hand, and his throat was so dry that he couldn't make a sound.

"If you believed me at the beginning, this matter would not have happened, so you are the indirect murderer. How do you want me to like you?"

Song Li bit her lip and looked into Quan Zhilong's eyes, but she lied, or maybe she wasn't lying.

If it wasn't for the day when she went home crying, if it wasn't for her angrily speaking out that day, if it wasn't for the day when she was tired of quarreling and yelling "It's not like dying", things would never have become what they are now.

Quan Zhilong stared at Song Li's eyes until his eyes were so dry from the wind that he was about to shed tears.

Even if her eyes faltered a little, he would smile and say, "Are you kidding me?" But she didn't seem to be lying.

"So, let's stop here, don't embarrass each other anymore." Song Li lowered her eyes and shook off Quan Zhilong holding her hand and turned around.

Don't, don't stop her, her heart and body seem to be torn apart, Song Li feels her brain is blank.

Quan Zhilong's hand still kept the look of being thrown away by Song Li, and even his whole body remained motionless as before. He didn't dare to move, he forgot how to move.

The whole street was so quiet that he could hear the cold night wind blowing by his ears. Quan Zhilong just watched Song Li leave step by step, staggering as if he was about to fall to the ground in the next second.