Husband broke up
Chapter 17 Run-2
46.
Another quaint teahouse.
Qiao Wei was deeply baffled and passively met Luo Mu for the second time.
In his impression, this gentle and graceful woman, who always had the calmness of a high-ranking person, had sad eyes and handed him a document with her trembling hands barely restrained.
The voice was suppressed: "Qiao Wei, Auntie is sorry to bother you again... But, Aunt...Auntie really has nothing to do."
Speaking of this, this woman who has seen through the ups and downs of most of her life finally couldn't suppress her red eyes, her voice choked up, and she continued:
"Ah Chong went to see a psychiatrist because his aunt committed suicide in front of him when he was a child. I thought he would be fine after that, but..."
"After Ah Chong was with you, he went again."
Just as Qiao Wei was about to pick up the teacup, she paused when she heard it, then withdrew her hand again.He heard Mother Luo continue to tell him: "His... medical records are all here."
The word "medical record" seemed to hurt the mother again, and tears still fell down.
Qiao Wei handed over the handkerchief, and after Mother Luo calmed down a bit, she heard Mother Luo say, "Auntie, before, I visited you and talked about... the heir. After Ah Chong was injured, he promised me that he would perform the contract, and then kept silent. He immediately hugged Jing Yao back."
"Jing Yao, Jing Yao is... a test tube baby, I don't even know who his mother is"
"Before, I thought that Ah Chong had separated from you, he was as cold as his father, but then..."
"Later, Jingyao was taught by him to call your mother, one big and one small, to watch your play together, and later... Later, he actually sent the child to you"
"Ah Chong... After Ah Chong was injured, he didn't want to touch anyone except his family. I... I thought nothing was wrong, but a while ago"
Mother Luo seemed extremely unwilling to think about it, so she took a breath and continued: "I saw... I saw his wrists were full of wounds, the kind of suicide wounds... I accidentally saw it, but you Do you know what Ah Chong told me?"
"He told me... Said mother, self-harm is not suicide, you can't die"
Luo's mother finally couldn't help crying, sobbing and saying, "It's like... It's like my son is being forced to live by us..."
"Qiao Wei, Auntie can't help it. Really, I can't help it. I'm not a good mother."
Qiao Wei gently held Mother Luo's hand, and silently comforted the weeping Mother Luo. After her emotions calmed down again, Mother Luo said softly: "Qiao Wei, Auntie came to you, not to ask you for anything, you have you My own life, Auntie, Auntie really has nothing to do, seeing that your name is all on it, really, there is no way, I don’t know what to do.”
After Qiao Wei sent off Luo's mother, she sat down in the same place again.
In the scent of tea that rose in the afternoon sun, Qiao Wei looked at the patterns on the ancient porcelain in the corner and was lost in thought, without thinking about anything.
Finally, he let go of his sore fingers and opened the medical record.
47.
When Luo Chongwan came back and learned from his assistant that his mother had seen a psychiatrist and then Qiao Wei, he, who was always calm on his face, rarely showed obvious anxiety and panic.
The suit was still thrown aside, and one of the cuff buttons was undone, but he ignored it. He drove in the rain with his shirt on, galloped all the way, and ran downstairs to Qiao Wei's house.
Taking a deep breath, dialed the number saved as "A", heard the drunken "Hello" on the phone, and said calmly: "Qiao Wei, I'm downstairs at your house, can you open the door to let me Shall I go up?"
He heard the other party's silence for a while, and then there was a "beep" sound of hanging up the phone.
48.
Qiao Wei heard the doorbell, and swayed through the wine bottles all over the floor, holding the wine in one hand, and put out the cigarette with the other.
Qiao Wei had only smoked one brand of cigarettes and hadn't smoked for a long time. The first one was still choking to death, the second one was much better, and the third and fourth...
Opening the door, seeing Luo Chong, holding a bottle of wine, he cheered at the house and said, "Here we come."
Luo Chong entered the door and saw a messy living room, scattered wine bottles, and the smell of cigarettes, and walked into the living room silently.
Qiao Wei stood there, smiled, and said, "Drink together?"
Luo Chong looked at Qiao Wei and said softly, "Wei Wei, can you listen to my explanation?"
After hearing this, Qiao Wei rolled her eyes and said with a smile, "Explain? What's there to explain?"
He smiled even more happily, and said, "What are you doing, Luo Chong, what do you want to do?"
Qiao Wei frowned and asked, "Last time I pretended to be drunk, what are you doing this time? Let me raise your son first, and then pretend to be sick for me."
After walking two steps, he approached Luo Chong, looked at the man's face carefully and said, "Luo Chong, do you think it's fun to play tricks on me?"
Looking at Qiao Wei like this, Luo Chong knew that he couldn't listen to anything now, so he could only look into his eyes and said, "Weiwei, I didn't play tricks on you."
Upon hearing this, Qiao Wei stumbled towards the sofa, picked up the medical records on the coffee table, squeezed them in his hand, and said, "Then what is this?"
The voice suddenly rose, and he slammed the bottle forcefully, and asked hoarsely in the debris, "Tell me, what is this!"
"...Tell me that I'm driving you crazy because I love you"
At the end, Qiao Wei's eyes were filled with tears but he refused to let them down stubbornly. He was exhausted like a trapped animal. He squatted down, hugged his knees and curled up in a ball, buried his face in his lap, and said hoarsely. Crying, I don't know who I'm questioning, saying: "What is this? What is this?"
Qiao Wei couldn't describe her feelings after hearing the news. At first she thought it was absurd and unbelievable, and then comforted herself by saying that this was just Luo Chong's trick, so why bother.
But later, the more I drank, the more I smoked, the more addicted I became, and these still couldn't stop the pain in my heart.
Sorry, he, Qiao Wei, is really not a holy mother, but just this one, just him, Luo Chong, made his heart sizzle and ache, and he couldn't stop it.
Not cigarettes, not alcohol, not even time.
He kept saying that he loved this person, and he spent half his life suffering all kinds of grievances for this person. He thought he loved enough, so he let go of it. He wondered if he had regretted it all these years.
He thought that he was no longer the child who could not get his mother to pick him up with all his strength, and he was not the child who thought he could cry for cheap fatherly love, he was not the child who fell in love until his head was broken, Young people who don't know the world.He thought that he was standing up day by day, and he was already a mature adult.
However, when he learned that his so-called love was about to drive the person he said he loved crazy, but he knew nothing about it, the long-lost, deep sense of powerlessness swept over again.
He once said confidently that Qiao Wei loves Luo Chong, but now it seems that this is nothing.
49.
Looking at the man curled up and crying, Luo Chong approached slowly, squatted down, hugged Qiao Wei into his arms, stroked his back gently, and said softly: "It's okay, Weiwei, it's okay, It's in the past."
it's already over.
He comforted him softly until the person in his arms was so tired that he slowly fell asleep, Luo Chong also felt quiet in his heart.
Years later, when Luo Chong held Qiao Wei in his arms again.
At this moment, it was rare for him to be curious, he thought, how did he get here all these years.
Time is like running water, changing the sea into mulberry fields, grinding dangerous peaks into lakes, and the love and hatred that are at war have also become calm and calm under the washing of day after day.
It's like when Luo Chong first learned that Qiao Wei had really left him, his chest felt like magma was boiling and restless, so that he couldn't sleep all night.
But for so many years, when Luo Chong was able to listen to that voice over and over again, his heart was calm, and it was easier to fall asleep when he thought of Qiao Wei in the dead of night, and he could even mention Qiao Wei calmly.He felt that he was actually calm and relieved.
But at this moment, he held Qiao Wei in his arms again, and he thought, what kind of life has he been living these years.
The burning sensation that had not been seen for a long time swept across the man's chest again.
Luo Chong admitted for the first time that he felt very painful, very painful.
Pain to the bone marrow, pain to the heart.
This iron-blooded and indifferent man, who had never begged anyone, was holding the sleeping man in his arms, facing the deserted night, begging in a low and depressing voice: "Weiwei, come back to me, please come back!" "
He closed his eyes deeply, and a tear slipped down in an instant.He said:
"Baby, save me, save me."
This man didn't wait for each other to calm down every step of the way. He deliberately pretended to be drunk and said I love you soberly to coax him back, because he knew at that time that he couldn't let go, so leaving a step would be able to bring him back. coax back.
But at this time, it was a deep sense of powerlessness.
As if he knew that no matter what he did, his lover would never come back to him. It was obviously not a farewell, but he was still helpless and powerless.
I seem to know that you will never spend the rest of my life with me.
No fun.
So there is only a begging as low as the dust, please save me.
And these, he just said to the person in his arms because of the smell of cigarettes and alcohol, he thought, he could hug him like this again.
He should be content.
Love really is a humble and greedy thing.
That farce-like accident allowed him to finally confess his heart in a tragic way, but he knew that he was not even qualified to ask him to turn back.
He is willing to hold out his heart, whether it is dominated by emotions, or controlled by emotional ups and downs, he is willing to love someone as low as the dust.
Sweet as sweet.
But, can't.
Qiao Wei doesn't want it anymore, and it's not easy to put such a self in front of him anymore.
Luo Chong, despite all his years, is still that coward.
He didn't dare to admit that he loved Qiao Wei, but now, he dared not let Qiao Wei love him.
He gently put him on the bed, and quietly looked at Qiao Wei's sleeping face.
He really doesn't have much extravagance, every minute and every second now is extra.
He really didn't look forward to tomorrow so much all of a sudden.
The author has something to say:
1. The stuffed teeth in the morning are counted as breakfast, this chapter is a bit late for dinner, let’s treat it as a supper~~
2. From the initial brain hole to the label of "broken mirror reunion", then maybe you really won't change your attack,
I let some girls down, so I can only hold my fists together to apologize^_^
3. Thanks for favorites, comments, and support O(∩_∩)O haha~
4.!So Happy Lantern Festival on the 15th day of the first lunar month, everyone~~
One of the festival customs of the Lantern Festival is...not updated【hiahia~】
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☆、Run-3
50.
When Qiao Wei woke up the next day, he rubbed his hangover-dizzy head, took the phone to check the time, and saw a glass of water beside the bed, took it and tasted it, um, it was still lemon honey.
After drinking the water and feeling better, Qiao Wei threw herself on the bed again, staring at the ceiling in a daze.
I don't know how long it took, Qiao Wei washed up briefly and left the room. When he saw Luo Chong holding the documents on the sofa with his untidy chicken nest on his head, he was in a daze for a moment, logically.
Luo Chong also raised his head when he heard the voice, and saw Qiao Wei say indifferently: "Are you awake?"
"……Um"
Qiao Wei heard Luo Chongwen's words and asked, "Do you want to eat something?"
He patted his chicken nest and said, "No...don't use it for now."
Then he saw Luo Chong telling him with no expression on his face: "If you want a stomachache, don't eat it."
...... To be reasonable, at this moment Qiao Wei suspected that the so-called Luo Chong whose name was all on the medical records was a fiction.
Qiao Wei moved to the dining table, watched Luo Chong take out the warm food, and obediently picked up the spoon to eat the porridge.
Luo Chong sat on the opposite side of the dining table, seeing that Qiao Wei had almost eaten, his left wrist moved subconsciously, and he said, "Wei Wei, I don't want to do anything, what my mother showed you is the past."
Qiao Wei lowered his head and took a mouthful of porridge, saying "oh".
Luo Chong continued: "I sent Jing Yao to you because I knew you were going to participate, and then I asked Jing Yao, and he promised to send him if he wanted to. This is my fault."
Qiao Wei licked the spoon, thinking: Luo Chong, you are right about this.
"I didn't mean to disturb you. I didn't know that mother came to you until last night. I..."
Luo Chong hadn't finished speaking, but was interrupted by Qiao Wei's sudden movement—Qiao Wei gently placed his hand on Luo Chong's on the table, Luo Chong was startled, and stopped talking.
Then he saw Qiao Wei lightly pressing him with his right hand, slowly unbuttoning his cuff button with his left hand, moving the sleeve up, looking at the scar on his left wrist, without saying a word.
After a while, he raised his eyes and looked straight at Luo Chong, and said, "Is it finished?"
Luo Chong didn't make a sound anymore, Qiao Wei straightened his sleeves with lowered eyes, buttoned the cuff buttons, withdrew his hand, raised his hand to finish the last sip of porridge, and then said:
"So, can I speak?"
"How to put it, when I first learned about it, I thought it was ridiculous and unreasonable, just like what I loved, hated, and let go. Looking back, it looks like a ridiculous one-man show,"
"From the beginning to the end, it is a feeling of one person"
"Later I thought, when I tell you, I love you, do you feel that the words are weak and ridiculous, but when I keep saying love, you don't know what you are going through?"
Luo Chong saw Qiao Wei's self-deprecating and weeping look on his face, and wanted to say something, but Qiao Wei sniffed and continued: "Just now I was on the bed, thinking about many possibilities, in the past, after"
"Thinking about it, if I knew about it in the past, it seems that I would have to go through it again. We haven't experienced it ourselves. After all, we can't empathize with other people's pain. Even you may be the same. All we can do is probably Accompany, of course, we are separated."
"So the past is the past. After thinking about it for a while, you and I will be together."
"Maybe you are still you. After a long time, I found other people who can accompany me. Then one day when I got old and lost all my teeth, I sat tremblingly in the rocking chair, thinking of the past between me and you for a moment. , It’s a very long time ago, maybe with some regrets, and then it passed away with a smile, decades to gray hair, no one has a few small regrets.”
"Or, you watch your baby grow up slowly, and you still go to see your psychiatrist from time to time. I will play my role, and you will never get in touch with each other, and each will live in peace."
"Furthermore, I know this, and if you don't come to me, I won't go to you either. When there is a disaster, life and death become death, you will come to my funeral, and I will run to your grave If you cry and cry, your whole life will pass.”
"But, Luo Chong, I'm not reconciled."
Speaking of this, Qiao Wei finally raised his eyes, his eyes were fragile and fierce, and said word by word: "Luo Chong, I am not reconciled."
"It's okay if I don't know for the rest of my life, I can still live without heart and soul, and I can look down on everything I do with you, but I know"
"I don't know if this is called impulsiveness, or if all impulsiveness ends disastrously, or if all deliberation has the expected good results. But I haven't believed in anything for so many years, I just know The tricks of fate and the inevitable surprises it gives, no matter how elaborate your plans are, or how piously you expect, the result will always be unexpected.”
Speaking of this, Qiao Wei seemed to think of something interesting, smiled, and continued:
"So, this time I don't have any plans. I know that things that come easily are often not cherished. I also know that there will be a blank space after being separated for so long. Maybe another run-in will kill the love, or what I can't get is the best. , seeing each other is worse than missing, so Luo Chong, I know all of this."
"But even if I know this, there are too many ways to not be together, and there is only one way to be together, so why can't I choose the one I want the most? All smooth sailing is just a wish. Even if there are ups and downs, I think it's us Go together"
"So Luo Chong, I may only ask this once in my life"
Qiao Wei's hand touched the bowl edge subconsciously, but looked at Luo Chong and said:
"Luo Chong, do you still dare to be with me?"
In the spring of April, Luo Chong looked at his lover with a chicken-nested head and shining eyes, and he thought, what can be done.
How can He De He Neng.
Qiao Wei saw that he hadn't spoken for a long time, feeling a little embarrassed and indescribably anxious and disappointed, she blinked her eyes, and was about to withdraw her hand and stand up, but was suddenly held down by the person opposite, who just said "Hello" with some dissatisfaction, then His lips were gently sealed.
For a long time, the lips of each other were inseparable, and he heard Luo Chong's low voice mixed with a smile saying: "Why don't you dare."
We may have all been incomplete, but I am willing to believe that it is you who made me complete.
It's you, why don't I dare.
There is no turning back.
51.
After eating and drinking enough, after clearing the dining table, Qiao Wei and Luo Chong nestled on the sofa again in the warm sunlight.
Qiao Wei was still lying on Luo Chong's lap, and Luo Chong rubbed Qiao Wei's stomach, and the two of them chatted one after another, or they didn't say anything at all.
Qiao Wei picked up Luo Chong's hand on his stomach, looked at the scar, Luo Chong ran his other hand along Qiao Wei's hair, and sighed softly: "Wei Wei, you are too soft-hearted."
Qiao Wei couldn't stand it any longer, so she lightly bit the scar on Luo Chong's wrist, and said, "Hey, don't get cheap and act good, don't you think it's bad?"
Luo Chong smiled lightly, and said, "No, it's just that I feel sorry for you, and I feel sorry for your soft heart."
After hearing this, Qiao Wei lightly licked the bitten place again, and said, "It's okay, it's only for you."
Only for one person.
You will meet someone who will make you soft-hearted.
Luo Chong's fingers gently ran along Qiao Wei's hair, and the two of them snuggled up quietly in the spring, like a long boat returning to the shore after time has passed.
Luo Chong looked at Qiao Wei, and kept kissing her dearly.
In the warmth of the first rain after the rain in April, the Junyingcao grown on the balcony bloomed slightly.
As time goes by, we never give up.
【End of text】
The author has something to say: 1. Hey, the main text is here, and there may be occasional episodes~
2. The title comes from SnowPatrol's RunO(∩_∩)O
3. Maybe the girls will feel that the ending is rushed, there should be some twists and turns, the decision of "I want to be with you" may have to be reconsidered, maybe there is another big life and death that will touch the two of them before making it Make a decision, but it can also be a matter of a moment, that is, in the spring, I just want to be with you so urgently, and in the future, through the wind and rain and the rainbow.
with you.
4. Said to rework this chapter to 18, but I forgot after posting it...
Hehehehe, it turns out that the chapter will be locked if it won’t be deleted/(ㄒoㄒ)/~~Apologize~
5. Thanks to the girls who have walked along the way, thank you for your clicks, comments, and favorites!
I am very happy to see the girls' comments, feelings and discussions about the plot^_^
When we meet, we will see each other again ヾ( ̄▽ ̄) Bye~Bye~
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☆、Fanwai 1-Fantasy and snowy moon refuse to wait for others
Later, after everything had been settled as if the dust had settled, Qi Jinmo, the third son of the Fei family, was caught off guard by a serious illness.
When he learned that the chance of success or failure of the operation was [-]-[-]%, Qi Jinmo nestled in the hospital with a bald head, as quiet as a chicken.
Sometimes Qi Jinmo fell asleep in a daze, and when she woke up by accident, she heard her mother Qi Shanshan crying in the cubicle.
Qi Jinmo heard his mother crying in depression, and murmured sobbingly: "Why should my son suffer my sins?"
Qi Jinmo lay on the bed, listening to his father Fei Hongming's soothing voice in a low voice, feeling very uncomfortable.
He, Qiao Wei, has been labeled as a "shameful illegitimate child" since he was born, and he has tasted all kinds of eyes early. He is respectful on the surface, but he can always hear gossip behind him a few times. He sometimes wonders why, why should I suffer this.
But facing this identity that he couldn't choose, he can't blame anyone.
The weak woman who is like a dodder flower and regards love as faith is his mother, who gave him everything a mother can give.
And his father, is it absurd?Maybe it is, he wants both a country and a beauty, and he always has a loving love for him.
Anyone can stand on the high ground of morality and ethics, poke mother's spine, and scold father for being ridiculous.
But Qi Jinmo can't, won't, doesn't want to.
And what about Qiao Wei?
Before he saw his identity as an illegitimate child labeled as "lowly", Qiao Wei was like a contrast to his identity.
Are you jealous of Qiao Wei?Are you envious?Have it all.
People always don't see what they have, but envy what they don't have.
He dare not tell her mother about the treatment of an illegitimate child, and he has a strong sense of uneasiness about his father, as if tomorrow he will lose his father's favor in this family, and a man's favor is what he and his mother have in this place. The only support for life at home.
Fei Yu, the eldest brother of the Fei family, was always gentle and polite, or it could be called gentle and alienated. Qi Jinmo knew that probably Fei Yu's real relatives were only Qiao Wei in his heart, not even Fei Hongming.
And the time when Qi Jinmo was most relaxed was probably the time when he and Qiao Wei were flying around together.
Apart from her identity, Qiao Wei also has too many things that Qi Jinmo cannot have.
Qiao Wei always frankly allows people to see to the end at a glance, clearly distinguishing between love and hate, but his own thoughts are wrapped up in so many layers.Qiao Wei doesn't recognize his younger brother, if he says he doesn't recognize him, he doesn't recognize him, well, he thinks it's better to be an enemy.
Even so, in front of Fei Hongming, he still had to act lenient and magnanimous in addition to being injured and wronged, skillfully "posturing".
Qiao Wei did whatever she wanted to do, but Fei Hongming scolded her when she joined the showbiz, and she couldn't hold the real power of the Fei family, so she obediently played the piano obediently, and she didn't know what to raise her eyebrows.
At first, he pretended to be pitiful and weak to win more attention, as if he was the winner, but in the end, who knows what is the comparison.
Later, Ms. Qiao Qingzhi passed away.His mother let him study abroad.
Before studying abroad, I met Luo Chong, and the fight broke up.
When I was studying abroad, I changed a few girlfriends, and for a period of free time, I didn't have to look at anyone else, and I was bored watching Qiao Wei's dramas and interviews.
When the good times were over, I returned to my country.
After returning to the country, he knew that Qiao Wei and Luo Chong were together.
Nothing feels.
Fuck him.
>>>>>>>>
Then Luo Chong got nervous and gave him a chance to act as a stand-in.
Arguing for nothing, and stabbing for something, he and Qiao Wei also turned on each other maliciously as always.
How did it change?
Maybe it started when he saw the hickey on Qiao Wei's neck the day he saw the "demonstration" and had a dream all night?
To be honest, he wasn't surprised when he woke up the next morning to see a wet patch.
Later, Qiao Wei had an accident and lay unconscious in the hospital, so he was not in a hurry.
It seemed that in his cognition, Qiao Wei would not die by default.
He watched Qiao Wei lying there, sat there for a long time, and told Qiao Wei a story of "I want to fuck/you", but he didn't know if Qiao Wei could hear it or not.
In the end, it suddenly occurred to me that this was probably the closest time the two of them got together in this life.
Then he stretched out his hand, and he didn't know whether he wanted to rub his face twice or smooth his hair, if he didn't want to flick his hand twice, his hand hung and hung in mid-air, but it didn't fall down.
As if nothing had happened, he took back those precious hands, sat upright again, and said with a smile: "Yes, my dear, brother."
>>>>>>>>
And before the operation, Qiao Wei, who did not know where to get the news, probably came to see Qi Jinmo with the mentality of taking a last look.
The two of them had a rare peace of mind, and they greeted each other——
"Come on, Mrs. Luo."
Qi Jinmo heard that Luo Chong and Qiao Wei got married in a low-key manner, and looked at Qiao Xiaowei with the rope around his neck again and spoke.
Qiao Wei looked at Qi Jinmo calmly and said, "Here we come, Bald Joe."
Then both of them were speechless for a while, Qi Jinmo looked at Qiao Wei, and finally said with a smile: "What's the matter, let's peel an apple for the patient."
For a moment, Qi Jinmo actually hoped that Qiao Wei would refuse, he was crazy and unreasonable.
But neither did Qiao Wei.
Qiao Wei showed him a rare sincere smile, without a knife or a mockery, gently and politely took a knife and an apple from the bedside and began to peel it earnestly, and finally handed him a strangely shaped apple, saying: " I'm not very good at chipping, so it's okay."
After Qiao Wei left, Qi Jinmo finally smiled as he held the apple with almost half of the flesh peeled off.
Maybe people who are deeply in happiness will become tolerant without knowing it, Qi Jinmo thought, drink up all the difficulties in the past, and let go of what they can't get.
Qiao Wei didn't recognize him as his younger brother, he knew it, but he still came to make peace with him, probably with the intention of being a nodding stranger, an innocuous stranger.
There are so many relationships between people, you can't be brothers, you can't talk about friends, you can't be lovers, you can only be enemies.
childish?Childish, powerless and ridiculously childish.
But how about now, even the enemy can't do it.
I am your tolerant forgetting of the years, and I have become one of your millions of strangers who are gentle and courteous but not as painful.
Qiao Wei finally looked away, Qi Jinmo thought, it's good.
Qi Jinmo took a bite of the apple, and the sweet juice of the apple filled his mouth.
Qiao Wei, but do you know that the last thing I want is to look away from you.
Selfish?Selfish.
Qi Jinmo asked himself that he was good at pretending to cry and pretend to be weak, but he could laugh bloodily when he was scolded for being an illegitimate child, but this time, he couldn't laugh or cry.
Does this count as love?
No, not really, but a total sobriety.
I couldn't help but get closer, but I knew from the first step that it was destined to be fruitless.
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On the day of the operation, the younger junior sister he met when he was studying abroad also came to see him.
The little girl is interesting, but they can hang out together if they don’t mix up as boyfriend and girlfriend abroad. Sometimes the two of them watch domestic movies together when they have nothing to do. Qiao Wei’s brand is also the one who asked him fiercely, “If you want to fuck a man, what would you do?” Fuck who" junior sister.
At that time, the two of them were watching Qiao Wei's movie, when the girl asked him this question out of the blue, he said Qiao Wei.
He thought that the girl would let it go after hearing a joke, but the girl asked him again: "Brother, do you know Qiao Wei?"
He was taken aback, and said, "I'm not familiar with you, why do you ask that?"
The girl uttered two words: "eyes", and then the old god continued to watch the movie on the ground.
To be reasonable, he always admires a woman's sixth sense, and suspects that this girl may be the only one who knows his rotten mind.
The little girl came to see him this time, and asked him why he didn't talk about such a serious illness, and the phone rang before he finished asking.
The little girl's ringtone is a rare old song, sung by a hoarse male voice
"I finally believe that some people I never have to wait, so I understand why I cry in the dim light"
Hearing this, Qi Jinmo smiled.
For Qi Jinmo, Qiao Wei was something he knew from the very beginning that he didn't have to wait.
>>>>>>
The girl hung up the phone, and he was also pushed into the operating room.
He asked the little girl, "How can I use this song as a ringtone?"
The little girl sniffed and said with a smile: "Cheer yourself up, be firm in your ideals and beliefs!"
Qi Jinmo expressed doubts: "What belief?"
"I believe that some things are worth doing, and some people are worth waiting for."
The little girl looked at him with burning eyes, and then said with inexplicable certainty: "Senior brother, I know you will be fine."
Qi Jinmo was taken aback for a moment, then smiled.
During the anesthesia, under the harsh operating lights, he thought, if he could get out of the operating room, he should.
——After all, who doesn't have one or two people who will never be able to love in the end.
The author has something to say:
1. Qi Jinmo's episode, maybe it's been a long time since everyone has forgotten that Qi Jinmo appeared sporadically [Tan Shou TAT] If you have time and are interested, you can look back and say that Qi Jinmo's thoughts are actually traceable /(ㄒoㄒ)/~~
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welcome~
Another quaint teahouse.
Qiao Wei was deeply baffled and passively met Luo Mu for the second time.
In his impression, this gentle and graceful woman, who always had the calmness of a high-ranking person, had sad eyes and handed him a document with her trembling hands barely restrained.
The voice was suppressed: "Qiao Wei, Auntie is sorry to bother you again... But, Aunt...Auntie really has nothing to do."
Speaking of this, this woman who has seen through the ups and downs of most of her life finally couldn't suppress her red eyes, her voice choked up, and she continued:
"Ah Chong went to see a psychiatrist because his aunt committed suicide in front of him when he was a child. I thought he would be fine after that, but..."
"After Ah Chong was with you, he went again."
Just as Qiao Wei was about to pick up the teacup, she paused when she heard it, then withdrew her hand again.He heard Mother Luo continue to tell him: "His... medical records are all here."
The word "medical record" seemed to hurt the mother again, and tears still fell down.
Qiao Wei handed over the handkerchief, and after Mother Luo calmed down a bit, she heard Mother Luo say, "Auntie, before, I visited you and talked about... the heir. After Ah Chong was injured, he promised me that he would perform the contract, and then kept silent. He immediately hugged Jing Yao back."
"Jing Yao, Jing Yao is... a test tube baby, I don't even know who his mother is"
"Before, I thought that Ah Chong had separated from you, he was as cold as his father, but then..."
"Later, Jingyao was taught by him to call your mother, one big and one small, to watch your play together, and later... Later, he actually sent the child to you"
"Ah Chong... After Ah Chong was injured, he didn't want to touch anyone except his family. I... I thought nothing was wrong, but a while ago"
Mother Luo seemed extremely unwilling to think about it, so she took a breath and continued: "I saw... I saw his wrists were full of wounds, the kind of suicide wounds... I accidentally saw it, but you Do you know what Ah Chong told me?"
"He told me... Said mother, self-harm is not suicide, you can't die"
Luo's mother finally couldn't help crying, sobbing and saying, "It's like... It's like my son is being forced to live by us..."
"Qiao Wei, Auntie can't help it. Really, I can't help it. I'm not a good mother."
Qiao Wei gently held Mother Luo's hand, and silently comforted the weeping Mother Luo. After her emotions calmed down again, Mother Luo said softly: "Qiao Wei, Auntie came to you, not to ask you for anything, you have you My own life, Auntie, Auntie really has nothing to do, seeing that your name is all on it, really, there is no way, I don’t know what to do.”
After Qiao Wei sent off Luo's mother, she sat down in the same place again.
In the scent of tea that rose in the afternoon sun, Qiao Wei looked at the patterns on the ancient porcelain in the corner and was lost in thought, without thinking about anything.
Finally, he let go of his sore fingers and opened the medical record.
47.
When Luo Chongwan came back and learned from his assistant that his mother had seen a psychiatrist and then Qiao Wei, he, who was always calm on his face, rarely showed obvious anxiety and panic.
The suit was still thrown aside, and one of the cuff buttons was undone, but he ignored it. He drove in the rain with his shirt on, galloped all the way, and ran downstairs to Qiao Wei's house.
Taking a deep breath, dialed the number saved as "A", heard the drunken "Hello" on the phone, and said calmly: "Qiao Wei, I'm downstairs at your house, can you open the door to let me Shall I go up?"
He heard the other party's silence for a while, and then there was a "beep" sound of hanging up the phone.
48.
Qiao Wei heard the doorbell, and swayed through the wine bottles all over the floor, holding the wine in one hand, and put out the cigarette with the other.
Qiao Wei had only smoked one brand of cigarettes and hadn't smoked for a long time. The first one was still choking to death, the second one was much better, and the third and fourth...
Opening the door, seeing Luo Chong, holding a bottle of wine, he cheered at the house and said, "Here we come."
Luo Chong entered the door and saw a messy living room, scattered wine bottles, and the smell of cigarettes, and walked into the living room silently.
Qiao Wei stood there, smiled, and said, "Drink together?"
Luo Chong looked at Qiao Wei and said softly, "Wei Wei, can you listen to my explanation?"
After hearing this, Qiao Wei rolled her eyes and said with a smile, "Explain? What's there to explain?"
He smiled even more happily, and said, "What are you doing, Luo Chong, what do you want to do?"
Qiao Wei frowned and asked, "Last time I pretended to be drunk, what are you doing this time? Let me raise your son first, and then pretend to be sick for me."
After walking two steps, he approached Luo Chong, looked at the man's face carefully and said, "Luo Chong, do you think it's fun to play tricks on me?"
Looking at Qiao Wei like this, Luo Chong knew that he couldn't listen to anything now, so he could only look into his eyes and said, "Weiwei, I didn't play tricks on you."
Upon hearing this, Qiao Wei stumbled towards the sofa, picked up the medical records on the coffee table, squeezed them in his hand, and said, "Then what is this?"
The voice suddenly rose, and he slammed the bottle forcefully, and asked hoarsely in the debris, "Tell me, what is this!"
"...Tell me that I'm driving you crazy because I love you"
At the end, Qiao Wei's eyes were filled with tears but he refused to let them down stubbornly. He was exhausted like a trapped animal. He squatted down, hugged his knees and curled up in a ball, buried his face in his lap, and said hoarsely. Crying, I don't know who I'm questioning, saying: "What is this? What is this?"
Qiao Wei couldn't describe her feelings after hearing the news. At first she thought it was absurd and unbelievable, and then comforted herself by saying that this was just Luo Chong's trick, so why bother.
But later, the more I drank, the more I smoked, the more addicted I became, and these still couldn't stop the pain in my heart.
Sorry, he, Qiao Wei, is really not a holy mother, but just this one, just him, Luo Chong, made his heart sizzle and ache, and he couldn't stop it.
Not cigarettes, not alcohol, not even time.
He kept saying that he loved this person, and he spent half his life suffering all kinds of grievances for this person. He thought he loved enough, so he let go of it. He wondered if he had regretted it all these years.
He thought that he was no longer the child who could not get his mother to pick him up with all his strength, and he was not the child who thought he could cry for cheap fatherly love, he was not the child who fell in love until his head was broken, Young people who don't know the world.He thought that he was standing up day by day, and he was already a mature adult.
However, when he learned that his so-called love was about to drive the person he said he loved crazy, but he knew nothing about it, the long-lost, deep sense of powerlessness swept over again.
He once said confidently that Qiao Wei loves Luo Chong, but now it seems that this is nothing.
49.
Looking at the man curled up and crying, Luo Chong approached slowly, squatted down, hugged Qiao Wei into his arms, stroked his back gently, and said softly: "It's okay, Weiwei, it's okay, It's in the past."
it's already over.
He comforted him softly until the person in his arms was so tired that he slowly fell asleep, Luo Chong also felt quiet in his heart.
Years later, when Luo Chong held Qiao Wei in his arms again.
At this moment, it was rare for him to be curious, he thought, how did he get here all these years.
Time is like running water, changing the sea into mulberry fields, grinding dangerous peaks into lakes, and the love and hatred that are at war have also become calm and calm under the washing of day after day.
It's like when Luo Chong first learned that Qiao Wei had really left him, his chest felt like magma was boiling and restless, so that he couldn't sleep all night.
But for so many years, when Luo Chong was able to listen to that voice over and over again, his heart was calm, and it was easier to fall asleep when he thought of Qiao Wei in the dead of night, and he could even mention Qiao Wei calmly.He felt that he was actually calm and relieved.
But at this moment, he held Qiao Wei in his arms again, and he thought, what kind of life has he been living these years.
The burning sensation that had not been seen for a long time swept across the man's chest again.
Luo Chong admitted for the first time that he felt very painful, very painful.
Pain to the bone marrow, pain to the heart.
This iron-blooded and indifferent man, who had never begged anyone, was holding the sleeping man in his arms, facing the deserted night, begging in a low and depressing voice: "Weiwei, come back to me, please come back!" "
He closed his eyes deeply, and a tear slipped down in an instant.He said:
"Baby, save me, save me."
This man didn't wait for each other to calm down every step of the way. He deliberately pretended to be drunk and said I love you soberly to coax him back, because he knew at that time that he couldn't let go, so leaving a step would be able to bring him back. coax back.
But at this time, it was a deep sense of powerlessness.
As if he knew that no matter what he did, his lover would never come back to him. It was obviously not a farewell, but he was still helpless and powerless.
I seem to know that you will never spend the rest of my life with me.
No fun.
So there is only a begging as low as the dust, please save me.
And these, he just said to the person in his arms because of the smell of cigarettes and alcohol, he thought, he could hug him like this again.
He should be content.
Love really is a humble and greedy thing.
That farce-like accident allowed him to finally confess his heart in a tragic way, but he knew that he was not even qualified to ask him to turn back.
He is willing to hold out his heart, whether it is dominated by emotions, or controlled by emotional ups and downs, he is willing to love someone as low as the dust.
Sweet as sweet.
But, can't.
Qiao Wei doesn't want it anymore, and it's not easy to put such a self in front of him anymore.
Luo Chong, despite all his years, is still that coward.
He didn't dare to admit that he loved Qiao Wei, but now, he dared not let Qiao Wei love him.
He gently put him on the bed, and quietly looked at Qiao Wei's sleeping face.
He really doesn't have much extravagance, every minute and every second now is extra.
He really didn't look forward to tomorrow so much all of a sudden.
The author has something to say:
1. The stuffed teeth in the morning are counted as breakfast, this chapter is a bit late for dinner, let’s treat it as a supper~~
2. From the initial brain hole to the label of "broken mirror reunion", then maybe you really won't change your attack,
I let some girls down, so I can only hold my fists together to apologize^_^
3. Thanks for favorites, comments, and support O(∩_∩)O haha~
4.!So Happy Lantern Festival on the 15th day of the first lunar month, everyone~~
One of the festival customs of the Lantern Festival is...not updated【hiahia~】
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☆、Run-3
50.
When Qiao Wei woke up the next day, he rubbed his hangover-dizzy head, took the phone to check the time, and saw a glass of water beside the bed, took it and tasted it, um, it was still lemon honey.
After drinking the water and feeling better, Qiao Wei threw herself on the bed again, staring at the ceiling in a daze.
I don't know how long it took, Qiao Wei washed up briefly and left the room. When he saw Luo Chong holding the documents on the sofa with his untidy chicken nest on his head, he was in a daze for a moment, logically.
Luo Chong also raised his head when he heard the voice, and saw Qiao Wei say indifferently: "Are you awake?"
"……Um"
Qiao Wei heard Luo Chongwen's words and asked, "Do you want to eat something?"
He patted his chicken nest and said, "No...don't use it for now."
Then he saw Luo Chong telling him with no expression on his face: "If you want a stomachache, don't eat it."
...... To be reasonable, at this moment Qiao Wei suspected that the so-called Luo Chong whose name was all on the medical records was a fiction.
Qiao Wei moved to the dining table, watched Luo Chong take out the warm food, and obediently picked up the spoon to eat the porridge.
Luo Chong sat on the opposite side of the dining table, seeing that Qiao Wei had almost eaten, his left wrist moved subconsciously, and he said, "Wei Wei, I don't want to do anything, what my mother showed you is the past."
Qiao Wei lowered his head and took a mouthful of porridge, saying "oh".
Luo Chong continued: "I sent Jing Yao to you because I knew you were going to participate, and then I asked Jing Yao, and he promised to send him if he wanted to. This is my fault."
Qiao Wei licked the spoon, thinking: Luo Chong, you are right about this.
"I didn't mean to disturb you. I didn't know that mother came to you until last night. I..."
Luo Chong hadn't finished speaking, but was interrupted by Qiao Wei's sudden movement—Qiao Wei gently placed his hand on Luo Chong's on the table, Luo Chong was startled, and stopped talking.
Then he saw Qiao Wei lightly pressing him with his right hand, slowly unbuttoning his cuff button with his left hand, moving the sleeve up, looking at the scar on his left wrist, without saying a word.
After a while, he raised his eyes and looked straight at Luo Chong, and said, "Is it finished?"
Luo Chong didn't make a sound anymore, Qiao Wei straightened his sleeves with lowered eyes, buttoned the cuff buttons, withdrew his hand, raised his hand to finish the last sip of porridge, and then said:
"So, can I speak?"
"How to put it, when I first learned about it, I thought it was ridiculous and unreasonable, just like what I loved, hated, and let go. Looking back, it looks like a ridiculous one-man show,"
"From the beginning to the end, it is a feeling of one person"
"Later I thought, when I tell you, I love you, do you feel that the words are weak and ridiculous, but when I keep saying love, you don't know what you are going through?"
Luo Chong saw Qiao Wei's self-deprecating and weeping look on his face, and wanted to say something, but Qiao Wei sniffed and continued: "Just now I was on the bed, thinking about many possibilities, in the past, after"
"Thinking about it, if I knew about it in the past, it seems that I would have to go through it again. We haven't experienced it ourselves. After all, we can't empathize with other people's pain. Even you may be the same. All we can do is probably Accompany, of course, we are separated."
"So the past is the past. After thinking about it for a while, you and I will be together."
"Maybe you are still you. After a long time, I found other people who can accompany me. Then one day when I got old and lost all my teeth, I sat tremblingly in the rocking chair, thinking of the past between me and you for a moment. , It’s a very long time ago, maybe with some regrets, and then it passed away with a smile, decades to gray hair, no one has a few small regrets.”
"Or, you watch your baby grow up slowly, and you still go to see your psychiatrist from time to time. I will play my role, and you will never get in touch with each other, and each will live in peace."
"Furthermore, I know this, and if you don't come to me, I won't go to you either. When there is a disaster, life and death become death, you will come to my funeral, and I will run to your grave If you cry and cry, your whole life will pass.”
"But, Luo Chong, I'm not reconciled."
Speaking of this, Qiao Wei finally raised his eyes, his eyes were fragile and fierce, and said word by word: "Luo Chong, I am not reconciled."
"It's okay if I don't know for the rest of my life, I can still live without heart and soul, and I can look down on everything I do with you, but I know"
"I don't know if this is called impulsiveness, or if all impulsiveness ends disastrously, or if all deliberation has the expected good results. But I haven't believed in anything for so many years, I just know The tricks of fate and the inevitable surprises it gives, no matter how elaborate your plans are, or how piously you expect, the result will always be unexpected.”
Speaking of this, Qiao Wei seemed to think of something interesting, smiled, and continued:
"So, this time I don't have any plans. I know that things that come easily are often not cherished. I also know that there will be a blank space after being separated for so long. Maybe another run-in will kill the love, or what I can't get is the best. , seeing each other is worse than missing, so Luo Chong, I know all of this."
"But even if I know this, there are too many ways to not be together, and there is only one way to be together, so why can't I choose the one I want the most? All smooth sailing is just a wish. Even if there are ups and downs, I think it's us Go together"
"So Luo Chong, I may only ask this once in my life"
Qiao Wei's hand touched the bowl edge subconsciously, but looked at Luo Chong and said:
"Luo Chong, do you still dare to be with me?"
In the spring of April, Luo Chong looked at his lover with a chicken-nested head and shining eyes, and he thought, what can be done.
How can He De He Neng.
Qiao Wei saw that he hadn't spoken for a long time, feeling a little embarrassed and indescribably anxious and disappointed, she blinked her eyes, and was about to withdraw her hand and stand up, but was suddenly held down by the person opposite, who just said "Hello" with some dissatisfaction, then His lips were gently sealed.
For a long time, the lips of each other were inseparable, and he heard Luo Chong's low voice mixed with a smile saying: "Why don't you dare."
We may have all been incomplete, but I am willing to believe that it is you who made me complete.
It's you, why don't I dare.
There is no turning back.
51.
After eating and drinking enough, after clearing the dining table, Qiao Wei and Luo Chong nestled on the sofa again in the warm sunlight.
Qiao Wei was still lying on Luo Chong's lap, and Luo Chong rubbed Qiao Wei's stomach, and the two of them chatted one after another, or they didn't say anything at all.
Qiao Wei picked up Luo Chong's hand on his stomach, looked at the scar, Luo Chong ran his other hand along Qiao Wei's hair, and sighed softly: "Wei Wei, you are too soft-hearted."
Qiao Wei couldn't stand it any longer, so she lightly bit the scar on Luo Chong's wrist, and said, "Hey, don't get cheap and act good, don't you think it's bad?"
Luo Chong smiled lightly, and said, "No, it's just that I feel sorry for you, and I feel sorry for your soft heart."
After hearing this, Qiao Wei lightly licked the bitten place again, and said, "It's okay, it's only for you."
Only for one person.
You will meet someone who will make you soft-hearted.
Luo Chong's fingers gently ran along Qiao Wei's hair, and the two of them snuggled up quietly in the spring, like a long boat returning to the shore after time has passed.
Luo Chong looked at Qiao Wei, and kept kissing her dearly.
In the warmth of the first rain after the rain in April, the Junyingcao grown on the balcony bloomed slightly.
As time goes by, we never give up.
【End of text】
The author has something to say: 1. Hey, the main text is here, and there may be occasional episodes~
2. The title comes from SnowPatrol's RunO(∩_∩)O
3. Maybe the girls will feel that the ending is rushed, there should be some twists and turns, the decision of "I want to be with you" may have to be reconsidered, maybe there is another big life and death that will touch the two of them before making it Make a decision, but it can also be a matter of a moment, that is, in the spring, I just want to be with you so urgently, and in the future, through the wind and rain and the rainbow.
with you.
4. Said to rework this chapter to 18, but I forgot after posting it...
Hehehehe, it turns out that the chapter will be locked if it won’t be deleted/(ㄒoㄒ)/~~Apologize~
5. Thanks to the girls who have walked along the way, thank you for your clicks, comments, and favorites!
I am very happy to see the girls' comments, feelings and discussions about the plot^_^
When we meet, we will see each other again ヾ( ̄▽ ̄) Bye~Bye~
Bihart~~
☆、Fanwai 1-Fantasy and snowy moon refuse to wait for others
Later, after everything had been settled as if the dust had settled, Qi Jinmo, the third son of the Fei family, was caught off guard by a serious illness.
When he learned that the chance of success or failure of the operation was [-]-[-]%, Qi Jinmo nestled in the hospital with a bald head, as quiet as a chicken.
Sometimes Qi Jinmo fell asleep in a daze, and when she woke up by accident, she heard her mother Qi Shanshan crying in the cubicle.
Qi Jinmo heard his mother crying in depression, and murmured sobbingly: "Why should my son suffer my sins?"
Qi Jinmo lay on the bed, listening to his father Fei Hongming's soothing voice in a low voice, feeling very uncomfortable.
He, Qiao Wei, has been labeled as a "shameful illegitimate child" since he was born, and he has tasted all kinds of eyes early. He is respectful on the surface, but he can always hear gossip behind him a few times. He sometimes wonders why, why should I suffer this.
But facing this identity that he couldn't choose, he can't blame anyone.
The weak woman who is like a dodder flower and regards love as faith is his mother, who gave him everything a mother can give.
And his father, is it absurd?Maybe it is, he wants both a country and a beauty, and he always has a loving love for him.
Anyone can stand on the high ground of morality and ethics, poke mother's spine, and scold father for being ridiculous.
But Qi Jinmo can't, won't, doesn't want to.
And what about Qiao Wei?
Before he saw his identity as an illegitimate child labeled as "lowly", Qiao Wei was like a contrast to his identity.
Are you jealous of Qiao Wei?Are you envious?Have it all.
People always don't see what they have, but envy what they don't have.
He dare not tell her mother about the treatment of an illegitimate child, and he has a strong sense of uneasiness about his father, as if tomorrow he will lose his father's favor in this family, and a man's favor is what he and his mother have in this place. The only support for life at home.
Fei Yu, the eldest brother of the Fei family, was always gentle and polite, or it could be called gentle and alienated. Qi Jinmo knew that probably Fei Yu's real relatives were only Qiao Wei in his heart, not even Fei Hongming.
And the time when Qi Jinmo was most relaxed was probably the time when he and Qiao Wei were flying around together.
Apart from her identity, Qiao Wei also has too many things that Qi Jinmo cannot have.
Qiao Wei always frankly allows people to see to the end at a glance, clearly distinguishing between love and hate, but his own thoughts are wrapped up in so many layers.Qiao Wei doesn't recognize his younger brother, if he says he doesn't recognize him, he doesn't recognize him, well, he thinks it's better to be an enemy.
Even so, in front of Fei Hongming, he still had to act lenient and magnanimous in addition to being injured and wronged, skillfully "posturing".
Qiao Wei did whatever she wanted to do, but Fei Hongming scolded her when she joined the showbiz, and she couldn't hold the real power of the Fei family, so she obediently played the piano obediently, and she didn't know what to raise her eyebrows.
At first, he pretended to be pitiful and weak to win more attention, as if he was the winner, but in the end, who knows what is the comparison.
Later, Ms. Qiao Qingzhi passed away.His mother let him study abroad.
Before studying abroad, I met Luo Chong, and the fight broke up.
When I was studying abroad, I changed a few girlfriends, and for a period of free time, I didn't have to look at anyone else, and I was bored watching Qiao Wei's dramas and interviews.
When the good times were over, I returned to my country.
After returning to the country, he knew that Qiao Wei and Luo Chong were together.
Nothing feels.
Fuck him.
>>>>>>>>
Then Luo Chong got nervous and gave him a chance to act as a stand-in.
Arguing for nothing, and stabbing for something, he and Qiao Wei also turned on each other maliciously as always.
How did it change?
Maybe it started when he saw the hickey on Qiao Wei's neck the day he saw the "demonstration" and had a dream all night?
To be honest, he wasn't surprised when he woke up the next morning to see a wet patch.
Later, Qiao Wei had an accident and lay unconscious in the hospital, so he was not in a hurry.
It seemed that in his cognition, Qiao Wei would not die by default.
He watched Qiao Wei lying there, sat there for a long time, and told Qiao Wei a story of "I want to fuck/you", but he didn't know if Qiao Wei could hear it or not.
In the end, it suddenly occurred to me that this was probably the closest time the two of them got together in this life.
Then he stretched out his hand, and he didn't know whether he wanted to rub his face twice or smooth his hair, if he didn't want to flick his hand twice, his hand hung and hung in mid-air, but it didn't fall down.
As if nothing had happened, he took back those precious hands, sat upright again, and said with a smile: "Yes, my dear, brother."
>>>>>>>>
And before the operation, Qiao Wei, who did not know where to get the news, probably came to see Qi Jinmo with the mentality of taking a last look.
The two of them had a rare peace of mind, and they greeted each other——
"Come on, Mrs. Luo."
Qi Jinmo heard that Luo Chong and Qiao Wei got married in a low-key manner, and looked at Qiao Xiaowei with the rope around his neck again and spoke.
Qiao Wei looked at Qi Jinmo calmly and said, "Here we come, Bald Joe."
Then both of them were speechless for a while, Qi Jinmo looked at Qiao Wei, and finally said with a smile: "What's the matter, let's peel an apple for the patient."
For a moment, Qi Jinmo actually hoped that Qiao Wei would refuse, he was crazy and unreasonable.
But neither did Qiao Wei.
Qiao Wei showed him a rare sincere smile, without a knife or a mockery, gently and politely took a knife and an apple from the bedside and began to peel it earnestly, and finally handed him a strangely shaped apple, saying: " I'm not very good at chipping, so it's okay."
After Qiao Wei left, Qi Jinmo finally smiled as he held the apple with almost half of the flesh peeled off.
Maybe people who are deeply in happiness will become tolerant without knowing it, Qi Jinmo thought, drink up all the difficulties in the past, and let go of what they can't get.
Qiao Wei didn't recognize him as his younger brother, he knew it, but he still came to make peace with him, probably with the intention of being a nodding stranger, an innocuous stranger.
There are so many relationships between people, you can't be brothers, you can't talk about friends, you can't be lovers, you can only be enemies.
childish?Childish, powerless and ridiculously childish.
But how about now, even the enemy can't do it.
I am your tolerant forgetting of the years, and I have become one of your millions of strangers who are gentle and courteous but not as painful.
Qiao Wei finally looked away, Qi Jinmo thought, it's good.
Qi Jinmo took a bite of the apple, and the sweet juice of the apple filled his mouth.
Qiao Wei, but do you know that the last thing I want is to look away from you.
Selfish?Selfish.
Qi Jinmo asked himself that he was good at pretending to cry and pretend to be weak, but he could laugh bloodily when he was scolded for being an illegitimate child, but this time, he couldn't laugh or cry.
Does this count as love?
No, not really, but a total sobriety.
I couldn't help but get closer, but I knew from the first step that it was destined to be fruitless.
>>>>>>>
On the day of the operation, the younger junior sister he met when he was studying abroad also came to see him.
The little girl is interesting, but they can hang out together if they don’t mix up as boyfriend and girlfriend abroad. Sometimes the two of them watch domestic movies together when they have nothing to do. Qiao Wei’s brand is also the one who asked him fiercely, “If you want to fuck a man, what would you do?” Fuck who" junior sister.
At that time, the two of them were watching Qiao Wei's movie, when the girl asked him this question out of the blue, he said Qiao Wei.
He thought that the girl would let it go after hearing a joke, but the girl asked him again: "Brother, do you know Qiao Wei?"
He was taken aback, and said, "I'm not familiar with you, why do you ask that?"
The girl uttered two words: "eyes", and then the old god continued to watch the movie on the ground.
To be reasonable, he always admires a woman's sixth sense, and suspects that this girl may be the only one who knows his rotten mind.
The little girl came to see him this time, and asked him why he didn't talk about such a serious illness, and the phone rang before he finished asking.
The little girl's ringtone is a rare old song, sung by a hoarse male voice
"I finally believe that some people I never have to wait, so I understand why I cry in the dim light"
Hearing this, Qi Jinmo smiled.
For Qi Jinmo, Qiao Wei was something he knew from the very beginning that he didn't have to wait.
>>>>>>
The girl hung up the phone, and he was also pushed into the operating room.
He asked the little girl, "How can I use this song as a ringtone?"
The little girl sniffed and said with a smile: "Cheer yourself up, be firm in your ideals and beliefs!"
Qi Jinmo expressed doubts: "What belief?"
"I believe that some things are worth doing, and some people are worth waiting for."
The little girl looked at him with burning eyes, and then said with inexplicable certainty: "Senior brother, I know you will be fine."
Qi Jinmo was taken aback for a moment, then smiled.
During the anesthesia, under the harsh operating lights, he thought, if he could get out of the operating room, he should.
——After all, who doesn't have one or two people who will never be able to love in the end.
The author has something to say:
1. Qi Jinmo's episode, maybe it's been a long time since everyone has forgotten that Qi Jinmo appeared sporadically [Tan Shou TAT] If you have time and are interested, you can look back and say that Qi Jinmo's thoughts are actually traceable /(ㄒoㄒ)/~~
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