I heard you like me gl

Annie didn't find the so-called suicide note. She carefully selected a few of Lynn's relics, packed them into boxes, and prepared to bring them to Joey for him to see.

Shen Hui turned sideways to make way for Annie.

The TV in the living room was on. When Annie was walking towards the gate with the suitcase in her hands, she heard the hostess's slightly heavy voice coming from the TV.

"The popular idol star Kaisen has committed suicide in a small hotel. Before committing suicide, Kaisen handwritten a suicide note, admitting that he was responsible for the homicide that had troubled the police for a long time. After the murder, Kaisen Mori couldn't sleep or eat, and he was under tremendous pressure, so he committed suicide."

"This case has a great impact. As a leader among idol stars, Kaisen has always had a good image in recent years and is deeply loved by fans without any black spots. His suicide has aroused widespread concern in society."

Annie turned around and walked to the TV.

The next picture is a video of the police transporting the corpse from the hotel.Kaisen was lying on a stretcher, his body was covered with a white cloth, and the hands hanging on the edge of the stretcher were actually a little paler than the white cloth.

Then there is the picture of the proprietress of the small hotel being interviewed. She stands in front of the camera and combs her hair with her fingers.When she spoke, the expression on her face was more surprise than fright, "When he came to stay in the hotel, he was wearing sunglasses and a mask, and he covered it up very tightly. I really didn't see that he was a star."

No wonder the proprietress looked happy. It would definitely be bad luck for ordinary people to die in the store, but Kaisen is not an ordinary person. He is a big star. If he dies in the store, he will definitely attract many fans who come to mourn. This is a business opportunity , great business opportunity.

Annie looked at the beaming look of the proprietress, and felt desolate.

"Yes, someone came to see him and stayed for a long time, and then the police came not long after he left." The proprietress continued to accept the interview, "It's a pretty girl, she's not short, she brought fruit .”

The host began to ask for details, the proprietress thought for a while, and answered the host, "I just glanced at this, and I can't remember the details, but there are surveillance cameras in my store. If you want to know anything, just go to the surveillance video. It's all over there."

The person the proprietress mentioned was Annie.

Annie frowned. With the surveillance video, it was only a matter of time before the police found her.

Shen Hui walked over, turned off the TV, and said to Annie: "Don't think too much, what to do, Kaisen doesn't want to live anymore, it has nothing to do with you or Joey."

Annie sat on the sofa and started to be in a daze. The things that had been gradually forgotten surfaced one after another and appeared before her eyes.

"Tell me, why are they seeking death?" Annie wasn't asking Shen Hui, she was simply sighing.

After sighing, he remembered Wu Si.Wu Si is so good, she finally got together with Wu Si, no matter what tortured her, she would not take the initiative to seek death.

"It's easy to forget some things, but it's hard to get over it in your heart." Shen Hui sat across from Annie and said to her: "I am a teacher, and I still remember the first time I stood on the podium. I was very nervous and guilty. Made a lot of mistakes and was extremely embarrassing.”

While Shen Hui was trying to persuade Annie, he was also trying to persuade himself.

Standing on the podium for the first time, he was an intern teacher, inexperienced in lecturing, and nervous.After the class started, the person stood on the podium, his mind was completely dazed, and his body was trembling with fear.

There was a clock hanging on the wall of the classroom. He insisted on talking for a while, and then began to look at the watch frequently, hoping that the time would pass faster.

After all, he didn't make it to the end of the get out of class, and only half of the time passed, he fled and handed over the class to the instructor who took him to practice.

"I still remember that the first thing I did after I came to the podium was to greet the students and introduce myself. The night before the lecture, I had already made a draft and memorized it by heart." Shen Hui suddenly asked Annie, "Do you know what the first sentence of the draft is?"

Annie, "What?"

Kaisen paused and began to recite, "Students, hello everyone, this is the first time I stand in a classroom as a non-student."

A good opening statement, with a little humor, can easily narrow the distance with the students.

Shen Hui, "Do you know what I said when I officially took the stage?"

Annie, "What did you say?"

Shen Hui cleared his throat and said solemnly: "Students, hello everyone, this is the first time I stand in a church as a non-student."

Annie couldn't hold back, and laughed softly.

Shen Hui also laughed, "It's embarrassing, isn't it? At that time, the students in the classroom were all laughing like crazy. I froze in place, blushing a lot, and wished I could find a crack in the ground and sneak in."

Later, as soon as he went to the classroom to teach, the students joked with him and called him Father Shen.After the class bell rang, he didn't concentrate on the class, but folded his arms and made a prayer, saying that he must worship in the church.

Now that I think about it, it's really funny to say it, but at that time, for the young Shen Hui, this kind of sarcastic joke was tantamount to a nightmare.

"I will never forget that embarrassing memory in my whole life. Until now, every time I go to the podium, my heart beats hard." Shen Hui, "Forgetting the past is not an easy thing, it is just an internship. The shadow of my failure will be with me for the rest of my life, not to mention that my sister and Joey have suffered so much, it is normal not to forget it."

In other words, forgetting is not normal.

What happened 15 years ago was like a dark dungeon trapping their souls.

Annie suddenly understood that maybe, she didn't need to force Joey to forget the past, but to find a way to let Joey live strong without forgetting the past.

Annie, "Shen Hui, thank you."

Shen Hui shook his head, "You don't have to thank me, Joey's baby is my child after all."

After finishing speaking, Shen Hui felt something was wrong, and added, "Although I am the father of the child, after the child is born, I will let him call me uncle, not father."

This child belongs to Joey and Lynn, and he will not snatch it.

Shen Hui, "Kaysen found me, and he planned to let me take the blame to save Joey."

Annie, "You didn't agree?"

"Agreed, Joey is the benefactor of the Shen family, and I have to save her if I take this life." Shen Hui sighed, "But then Kaisen went back on his word and said that he would do the culprit, let me live, and be good. Take care of Joey and the child. Kaisen's reason is very simple, he said that I am the father of the child, and I will definitely treat the child very well, if he were, he would definitely not want to deal with other people's children."

Shen Hui could feel Kaisen's struggle. Kaisen was in the same state as his sister, constantly wandering between hope and despair. In the end, despair overwhelmed hope and gained the upper hand.

Death, for them, is a relief.

"Won't you be affected by the past?" Shen Hui asked Annie.

Shen Hui didn't have much contact with Annie, but he could see that Annie's thoughts were not as extreme as others. Annie might be in pain, but the pain was not to the point where she had to end her life.

Annie didn't speak, Shen Hui guessed, "Is it because of Wu Si?"

Annie nodded, then shook her head quickly, "Yes, and no."

Shen Hui, "Isn't it just because of Wu Si?"

Annie, "Ms. Wu, do you know?"

Shen Hui nodded. Joey and Kaisen both mentioned that kind woman to him. He also knew that Joey didn't stay with his sister at first because Joey wanted to stay with Wu Si and repay Teacher Wu's kindness. .

"Ms. Wu told me a bedtime story, and that story was Little Red Riding Hood." Annie recalled the content of the story, "A little girl went to see her grandmother and met the big bad wolf. After the big bad wolf asked the little girl some questions , Arrive at the little girl’s grandmother’s house ahead of time, kill her, and dress up as her grandmother, waiting for the little girl.”

Forgot the content in the middle, Annie only remembered the ending, "The wolf ate Little Red Riding Hood, a hunter happened to pass by, cut open the wolf's stomach, and saved the little girl."

It is a classic fairy tale, which was told to children as a bedtime story by countless people. Teacher Wu didn't think much about it when she told it, but Annie, the audience, remembered this story in her heart.

"At that time, there were also big bad wolves in the orphanage. They pretended to be good people and came to the orphanage. In fact, they wanted to eat the children in their stomachs."

Shen Hui could understand this kind of metaphor.Perhaps for these children, the events of that year could not be told openly, and they could only tell the past secretly through various metaphors.

"The big bad wolf is very smart. He used many methods to lure Little Red Riding Hood, and then took Little Red Riding Hood to a place where no one was around, and ate it in his stomach." Annie took out a doll from the box containing the relics, and played with it in her hand. , "In the story there is a hunter who comes to save Little Red Riding Hood, but in reality there is no such thing. I made a decision after listening to Mr. Wu tell this story."

Shen Hui asked her, "What decision?"

Annie, "If other children are eaten by the wolf, then I will be the hunter, cut open the belly of the wolf, and save the child. If I am eaten by the wolf, then I will use a sharp knife Nails, tear open the belly of the big bad wolf from the inside, and escape by yourself."

"Shen Hui, do you know that at that time, you could only rely on yourself, and you couldn't ask for help from the outside world. If you let outsiders know that children in the orphanage can be bullied at will, the consequences will be unimaginable." People who have been hurt will change their intuition. Very keenly, Anne had a vague premonition that a greater danger was coming to them, "Xiao San's death has already made the villagers guess what happened in the orphanage, if nothing is done at that time, the original big gray The wolves are going to be hundreds of thousands of wolves in no time."

The law does not blame the public, let alone the kind of backcountry.

Annie was a cowardly child when she was a child, and she had been living under Joey's shelter. That was the first time she decided to be brave, but whoever thought of it made a heinous mistake.

In order to take Joey to escape, she set fire to the orphanage, and the big bad wolves were so drunk that they all collapsed in the orphanage, unconscious.

It happened that Mr. Wu went to the city to buy something for the orphanage and said that he would not be able to come back that night.

What a chance, an accident, so that all the bad guys died and the good guys survived.

But Teacher Wu was worried about the children in the orphanage, so she drove back by car overnight. When she saw the fire, she rushed in to rescue them.

"She saved those bad guys, but those bad guys ignored her. She died in the sea of ​​fire and was burned into a charred black corpse."

Annie's eyes turned red secretly. Over the years, she has always regretted that if there was no fire, Teacher Wu would not have died at all.

And that fire was set by her own hands.

"I have always known that kindness cannot sustain a relationship. If it was just for the sake of repaying kindness, I would never spend my whole life with Wu Si. Just like Joey, after meeting the person I love, I will definitely find ways Leave Wu Si."

"But guilt can, I owe Wu Si, and I am willing to spend my whole life to repay it." Annie threw the doll back into the box, "I didn't commit suicide because of the pain of the past, because only by living can I repay Wu Si well."

Shen Hui spoke suddenly and asked Annie, "Do you love Wu Si?"

Anne replied, "Love."

It's just that this kind of love is mixed with something that makes her never leave Wu Si.