Been a child star for many years
Chapter 28 Do you like Cheng An?
Chapter 28 Do you like Cheng An?
Xiaochun has already been found, and the result of the inspection is only a slight sprain.But the sad gray layer on Jingfeng's body still seems to have not dissipated.Chang Ming didn't know where his feelings came from, but it made him feel very uncomfortable.
Jing Feng and Jing Chun were talking to the doctor. On the other end, Cheng An also took some medicine for his injured elbow. Chang Ming sat on the chair with him. for a long time.It was Cheng An who spoke first, and Chang Ming realized that it was a bit awkward for the two of them to sit like this.
Cheng An scratched his head, frowned as if thinking for a long time before asking, "Aren't you Jingfeng's uncle?"
Chang Ming frowned: "What's the matter? You haven't given up yet?"
Cheng An pursed his lips in frustration.
Chang Ming looked at him like that, he was obviously the same age as Jing Feng, but much younger than Jing Feng, and everything was written on his face.In addition, he was injured just now because of Xiaochun, Chang Ming actually felt that this kid said he was annoying, but in fact he was just ignorant, and he could still manage the safety of a stranger.Thinking about it this way, he is also quite pitiful.
"I like this kind of thing, so don't hold back." Chang Ming softened his heart, sighed, and persuaded him solemnly, "I heard from Sister Quan that your family doesn't object to you. I am very lucky. If you have such a condition, you should find someone, have a good relationship, and don’t waste time on things that are not worth it.”
At first glance, Cheng An didn't like to listen to lessons. Chang Ming's words seemed like an elder educating the younger generation. Cheng An snorted unhappily: "How do you know it's not worth it? I don't want you anymore."
Chang Ming couldn't even get angry when he heard him messing around like this, thinking that he really was a kid who didn't know anything.He became playful, so he simply sang against Cheng An: "I really knew. That man Jingfeng is so stubborn, he is with me now, and he will definitely have nothing to do with you in the future." Chang Ming originally thought so in his heart, so even though Cheng An was intentional, he was very confident.Cheng An stared angrily, and couldn't find anything to refute him for a while, so he had better just sit on the side angrily and sulk.
Chang Ming laughed out loud, Cheng An became angry with embarrassment, turned his head and was about to lose his temper, Jing Feng came over with Jing Chun behind his back.
"What are you laughing at?" Jing Feng asked Chang Ming.
Chang Ming waved his hand: "It's okay, it's okay, just teasing the cat."
Cheng An roared viciously: "You are the cat!"
Chang Ming laughed again, and Cheng An was so angry that he was going to explode.After arguing with Cheng An for a while with some doubts and a heavy heart, Chang Ming relaxed a lot.
Cheng An insisted that they not send him home.In such a short period of time, Jing Chun was already reluctant to let go of Cheng An. He took Cheng An's arm and said to him, "Cheng An, come and see me."
Cheng An was also surprised, raised his head and glanced at Jing Feng, who showed no expression.
In Chang Ming's eyes, the lingering gray emotions surged up again.
Cheng An could only say, "I'll see you when I have time."
Jing Chun looked at him eagerly.Jing Feng touched Jing Chun's head: "It's too late, let Cheng An go home first, okay?"
It was Jingfeng who drove the car back.Jing Chun's feet were still hurting, and Chang Ming sat behind and looked after him.These two brothers, it's a little strange tonight.
The light in the car was not bright, and Chang Ming couldn't see Jingfeng's expression clearly.He rubbed Jing Chun's hair and asked him, "Xiao Chun, do you like Cheng An?"
Jing Chun nodded immediately.
Chang Ming asked again: "Why?"
Jing Chun lowered his head and remained silent in a rare way.For some reason, Chang Ming panicked when he saw him like this, and was about to say no more, when Jing Chun said softly, "Cheng An said, I'm looking for my brother, and I'm looking for it. Really."
Before Chang Ming finished digesting this sentence, Jing Chun muttered to himself again: "Cheng An, take me to find my brother."
The car turned a corner suddenly, and with the harsh sound of brakes, it scraped the side of the road and stopped.
Chang Ming looked at Jingfeng in surprise.His back was heaving, he was looking straight ahead, his hands gripped the steering wheel tightly.
Jing Chun called out in a panic: "Brother!"
Jing Feng took a deep breath, turned his head and smiled at Jing Chun: "Brother is fine." He stepped on the accelerator again as if nothing had happened, and drove steadily towards home.
It was more troublesome to put Jing Chun to sleep tonight, his feet were hurting all the time, and he felt uncomfortable no matter how he lay down.After packing everything, Chang Ming took out his pajamas from his bag and changed into them, before finally falling on the bed and letting out a sigh of relief.
First Fang Yun, then Xiao Chun, and then Cheng An.Also, Jingfeng.
It was an exciting day.
Chang Ming stared at the ceiling in a daze.Jingfeng came out of the shower and waved his hand in front of his eyes, and he came back to his senses.
"What are you thinking?" Jing Feng put his arms around him, pulled out the quilt under him, "cover the quilt."
Chang Ming didn't exert any strength at all, so he followed Jing Feng to cover him with the quilt, and then went to bed and lay down.As soon as the lights went out, the room suddenly became dark.Chang Ming quietly waited for his eyes to adapt to the darkness, turned his head slightly, and found Jing Feng's silhouette hidden in the night.
Jing Feng also turned his head to look at him, and asked softly, "What are you looking at?"
Chang Ming seemed to see the corners of his mouth slightly curved.After thinking about it, Chang Ming turned over and lay on his side with his arms pillowed on his head.The darkness blurred their faces, but they were so close that each other's eyes were still clear.
"Do you want to tell me?" Chang Ming said.
Jing Feng chuckled and turned sideways.After a while, he stretched out his arms and wrapped them around Chang Ming's back.Chang Ming obediently stuck to it, Jingfeng's arms tightened again, but he slowly lowered his head, and his whole body was close to Chang Ming's embrace.
Chang Ming had never seen him reveal his weakness so clearly, like a heartbroken child.
"That person," Jing Feng said sullenly with his forehead resting on Chang Ming's shoulder, "that's what the person who took Xiao Chun away told Jing Chun."
"I know your brother, I will take you to find him."
Chang Ming hugged Jing Feng tightly, and kissed one after another, gently and slowly, falling on the top of Jing Feng's head.
So Jing Chun likes Cheng An.Cheng An said to take him to find his brother, Cheng An did not lie to him.
Jingfeng's voice trembled a little: "Sometimes, I don't know how much Xiaochun really remembers. I wish he could forget all of it, and I think he might get better again."
"For so many years, I often don't think about how Xiaochun was cheated away, what kind of mood he was in, how many times he cried, how many times he called me. But I always think about it." Jing Feng said tightly Clutching Chang Ming's pajamas, "Xiaochun is punishing me. His despair at that time, bit by bit, always reminds me to guess and remember."
Chang Ming let go of Jingfeng, and then forcefully took Jingfeng's head from his arms.He held Jingfeng's face in the dark, looked at those eyes that could not conceal the sadness in the night, and said very seriously: "Jingfeng, Xiaochun is always looking for you."
Whether it was more than ten years ago or today, Xiaochun is always looking for you.
He doesn't hate you, and you don't punish yourself.
"Xiaochun trusts you so much, look, you can always find him." Chang Ming kissed Jingfeng's trembling eyes, pretending not to feel the moisture on his eyelashes, "Jingfeng, Xiaochun will always be there, He's here."
Chang Ming himself felt that those words were incoherent, but he thought so, so he said so.He knew that Jingfeng was never free, he knew Jingfeng's self-blame, uneasiness, and anxiety, but he didn't know what else to do.
He kept kissing Jingfeng until the fingers holding Jingfeng's cheek felt a little cool.
Jing Feng turned his head abruptly, broke away from Chang Ming's hand, and plunged into Chang Ming's arms again, hugging him tightly, as if planning to shrink into that warm position forever.
Chang Ming chuckled, he patted Jing Feng on the back and cursed, "Smart ostrich."
Fortunately, Jingfeng didn't care about another nickname.They hugged like this and finally fell asleep.
Jing Feng wanted to invite Cheng An to dinner, and Cheng An agreed very quickly.Cheng Quan was sweating, he didn't know if it was a blessing or a curse, he was afraid that something would happen to Cheng An again.Of course Jing Feng appeared with Chang Ming. Cheng An arrived early and was sitting in the box with his head down playing with his mobile phone.Seeing the two of them coming in, Cheng Quan also entered the door and looked behind.
"Xiaochun didn't come?" Cheng An was used to it, and asked directly without standing up to say hello.
Cheng Quan was already desperate for his impoliteness, but luckily the room was full of young people, so he didn't say anything.
Jing Feng said, "Sent him back to the nursing home."
Cheng An snorted.The dishes were served one after another, and Cheng Quan commented while eating, occasionally clinking glasses with Chang Ming.Jing Feng didn't drink, and Cheng Quan didn't allow Cheng An to drink. Cheng An couldn't get used to the way Jing Feng and Chang Ming were talking about each other, so he just buried himself in the food, and the atmosphere was strangely harmonious.
Halfway through the meal, the nursing home called. Jing Feng smiled and answered at the dinner table: "Xiao Chun, do your feet still hurt today?"
Cheng An also raised his head from his rice bowl.
"Brother is eating, have you eaten yet?"
They chatted for a while, and Jingfeng handed the phone to Chang Ming: "Xiaochun is looking for you."
Chang Ming stopped his chopsticks and talked to Jing Chun with a smile.
Cheng An moved around on the seat, and finally poked his head and whispered, "Can I have a chat with Xiaochun?"
Cheng Quan glared at him, but he was unmoved and just stared at Jing Feng.
Chang Ming paused for a while, then said to the other end of the phone: "Xiao Chun, Cheng An is also here, do you want to talk to him?"
Jing Chun happily replied: "I want to!" Chang Ming handed the phone to Cheng An again, looked at Jing Feng, and shook his head with a smile.
Cheng An hugged the phone and sat on the sofa beside him. He stopped eating and started talking to Jing Chun.The two of them met only once, Cheng An didn't say much, but Jing Chun was very excited all the time, couldn't hear what he said, and saw Cheng An kept smiling.
Later, the phone was sent back to Jingfeng. Jingfeng looked at the time, covered the microphone and asked Chang Ming, "Going to see Xiaochun in the afternoon?"
Chang Ming nodded.
Jing Feng turned his head and asked Cheng An: "Cheng An, if you have time, can we go together?"
Cheng An was stunned for a long time, then nodded quickly.Cheng Quan was extremely anxious, but he couldn't get in a word...
Jing Feng agreed to Jing Chun, and asked him to take medicine well before hanging up the phone.After paying the bill, Jingfeng went to drive, and the three of them stood at the door and waited.Cheng Quan pulled Cheng An a little further away, guessing that Chang Ming couldn't hear him, and holding Cheng An's ear, he cursed angrily: "What do you want to do?"
Cheng An broke Cheng Quan's hand: "Hey, don't twist your ears, sister! It hurts, hurts!"
Cheng Quan let go of his hand, hating iron for being weak.
"Sister, what are you doing? I didn't want to do anything." Cheng An rubbed his ears and gasped.
"I'm warning you, don't think that if you find Xiaochun, you can make a fool of yourself. Xiaochun doesn't understand anything. If you dare to use him to move your little thoughts, let alone Jingfeng, I will kill you first." Damn!"
Cheng An was also angry: "Who took advantage of him!"
Cheng Quan wanted to swear, Jingfeng's car drove up and honked twice, and Chang Ming was looking at the siblings.Cheng Quan couldn't say anything more, so he gave Cheng An a few more glances before letting him go.
After taking Cheng Quan back to the studio, there were only three of them left in the car.If this was not long ago, Chang Ming would never have imagined the current scene.He looked at Cheng An with great interest, and leaned on the passenger seat with his arms pillowed, thinking it was quite interesting.
Xiaochun has already been found, and the result of the inspection is only a slight sprain.But the sad gray layer on Jingfeng's body still seems to have not dissipated.Chang Ming didn't know where his feelings came from, but it made him feel very uncomfortable.
Jing Feng and Jing Chun were talking to the doctor. On the other end, Cheng An also took some medicine for his injured elbow. Chang Ming sat on the chair with him. for a long time.It was Cheng An who spoke first, and Chang Ming realized that it was a bit awkward for the two of them to sit like this.
Cheng An scratched his head, frowned as if thinking for a long time before asking, "Aren't you Jingfeng's uncle?"
Chang Ming frowned: "What's the matter? You haven't given up yet?"
Cheng An pursed his lips in frustration.
Chang Ming looked at him like that, he was obviously the same age as Jing Feng, but much younger than Jing Feng, and everything was written on his face.In addition, he was injured just now because of Xiaochun, Chang Ming actually felt that this kid said he was annoying, but in fact he was just ignorant, and he could still manage the safety of a stranger.Thinking about it this way, he is also quite pitiful.
"I like this kind of thing, so don't hold back." Chang Ming softened his heart, sighed, and persuaded him solemnly, "I heard from Sister Quan that your family doesn't object to you. I am very lucky. If you have such a condition, you should find someone, have a good relationship, and don’t waste time on things that are not worth it.”
At first glance, Cheng An didn't like to listen to lessons. Chang Ming's words seemed like an elder educating the younger generation. Cheng An snorted unhappily: "How do you know it's not worth it? I don't want you anymore."
Chang Ming couldn't even get angry when he heard him messing around like this, thinking that he really was a kid who didn't know anything.He became playful, so he simply sang against Cheng An: "I really knew. That man Jingfeng is so stubborn, he is with me now, and he will definitely have nothing to do with you in the future." Chang Ming originally thought so in his heart, so even though Cheng An was intentional, he was very confident.Cheng An stared angrily, and couldn't find anything to refute him for a while, so he had better just sit on the side angrily and sulk.
Chang Ming laughed out loud, Cheng An became angry with embarrassment, turned his head and was about to lose his temper, Jing Feng came over with Jing Chun behind his back.
"What are you laughing at?" Jing Feng asked Chang Ming.
Chang Ming waved his hand: "It's okay, it's okay, just teasing the cat."
Cheng An roared viciously: "You are the cat!"
Chang Ming laughed again, and Cheng An was so angry that he was going to explode.After arguing with Cheng An for a while with some doubts and a heavy heart, Chang Ming relaxed a lot.
Cheng An insisted that they not send him home.In such a short period of time, Jing Chun was already reluctant to let go of Cheng An. He took Cheng An's arm and said to him, "Cheng An, come and see me."
Cheng An was also surprised, raised his head and glanced at Jing Feng, who showed no expression.
In Chang Ming's eyes, the lingering gray emotions surged up again.
Cheng An could only say, "I'll see you when I have time."
Jing Chun looked at him eagerly.Jing Feng touched Jing Chun's head: "It's too late, let Cheng An go home first, okay?"
It was Jingfeng who drove the car back.Jing Chun's feet were still hurting, and Chang Ming sat behind and looked after him.These two brothers, it's a little strange tonight.
The light in the car was not bright, and Chang Ming couldn't see Jingfeng's expression clearly.He rubbed Jing Chun's hair and asked him, "Xiao Chun, do you like Cheng An?"
Jing Chun nodded immediately.
Chang Ming asked again: "Why?"
Jing Chun lowered his head and remained silent in a rare way.For some reason, Chang Ming panicked when he saw him like this, and was about to say no more, when Jing Chun said softly, "Cheng An said, I'm looking for my brother, and I'm looking for it. Really."
Before Chang Ming finished digesting this sentence, Jing Chun muttered to himself again: "Cheng An, take me to find my brother."
The car turned a corner suddenly, and with the harsh sound of brakes, it scraped the side of the road and stopped.
Chang Ming looked at Jingfeng in surprise.His back was heaving, he was looking straight ahead, his hands gripped the steering wheel tightly.
Jing Chun called out in a panic: "Brother!"
Jing Feng took a deep breath, turned his head and smiled at Jing Chun: "Brother is fine." He stepped on the accelerator again as if nothing had happened, and drove steadily towards home.
It was more troublesome to put Jing Chun to sleep tonight, his feet were hurting all the time, and he felt uncomfortable no matter how he lay down.After packing everything, Chang Ming took out his pajamas from his bag and changed into them, before finally falling on the bed and letting out a sigh of relief.
First Fang Yun, then Xiao Chun, and then Cheng An.Also, Jingfeng.
It was an exciting day.
Chang Ming stared at the ceiling in a daze.Jingfeng came out of the shower and waved his hand in front of his eyes, and he came back to his senses.
"What are you thinking?" Jing Feng put his arms around him, pulled out the quilt under him, "cover the quilt."
Chang Ming didn't exert any strength at all, so he followed Jing Feng to cover him with the quilt, and then went to bed and lay down.As soon as the lights went out, the room suddenly became dark.Chang Ming quietly waited for his eyes to adapt to the darkness, turned his head slightly, and found Jing Feng's silhouette hidden in the night.
Jing Feng also turned his head to look at him, and asked softly, "What are you looking at?"
Chang Ming seemed to see the corners of his mouth slightly curved.After thinking about it, Chang Ming turned over and lay on his side with his arms pillowed on his head.The darkness blurred their faces, but they were so close that each other's eyes were still clear.
"Do you want to tell me?" Chang Ming said.
Jing Feng chuckled and turned sideways.After a while, he stretched out his arms and wrapped them around Chang Ming's back.Chang Ming obediently stuck to it, Jingfeng's arms tightened again, but he slowly lowered his head, and his whole body was close to Chang Ming's embrace.
Chang Ming had never seen him reveal his weakness so clearly, like a heartbroken child.
"That person," Jing Feng said sullenly with his forehead resting on Chang Ming's shoulder, "that's what the person who took Xiao Chun away told Jing Chun."
"I know your brother, I will take you to find him."
Chang Ming hugged Jing Feng tightly, and kissed one after another, gently and slowly, falling on the top of Jing Feng's head.
So Jing Chun likes Cheng An.Cheng An said to take him to find his brother, Cheng An did not lie to him.
Jingfeng's voice trembled a little: "Sometimes, I don't know how much Xiaochun really remembers. I wish he could forget all of it, and I think he might get better again."
"For so many years, I often don't think about how Xiaochun was cheated away, what kind of mood he was in, how many times he cried, how many times he called me. But I always think about it." Jing Feng said tightly Clutching Chang Ming's pajamas, "Xiaochun is punishing me. His despair at that time, bit by bit, always reminds me to guess and remember."
Chang Ming let go of Jingfeng, and then forcefully took Jingfeng's head from his arms.He held Jingfeng's face in the dark, looked at those eyes that could not conceal the sadness in the night, and said very seriously: "Jingfeng, Xiaochun is always looking for you."
Whether it was more than ten years ago or today, Xiaochun is always looking for you.
He doesn't hate you, and you don't punish yourself.
"Xiaochun trusts you so much, look, you can always find him." Chang Ming kissed Jingfeng's trembling eyes, pretending not to feel the moisture on his eyelashes, "Jingfeng, Xiaochun will always be there, He's here."
Chang Ming himself felt that those words were incoherent, but he thought so, so he said so.He knew that Jingfeng was never free, he knew Jingfeng's self-blame, uneasiness, and anxiety, but he didn't know what else to do.
He kept kissing Jingfeng until the fingers holding Jingfeng's cheek felt a little cool.
Jing Feng turned his head abruptly, broke away from Chang Ming's hand, and plunged into Chang Ming's arms again, hugging him tightly, as if planning to shrink into that warm position forever.
Chang Ming chuckled, he patted Jing Feng on the back and cursed, "Smart ostrich."
Fortunately, Jingfeng didn't care about another nickname.They hugged like this and finally fell asleep.
Jing Feng wanted to invite Cheng An to dinner, and Cheng An agreed very quickly.Cheng Quan was sweating, he didn't know if it was a blessing or a curse, he was afraid that something would happen to Cheng An again.Of course Jing Feng appeared with Chang Ming. Cheng An arrived early and was sitting in the box with his head down playing with his mobile phone.Seeing the two of them coming in, Cheng Quan also entered the door and looked behind.
"Xiaochun didn't come?" Cheng An was used to it, and asked directly without standing up to say hello.
Cheng Quan was already desperate for his impoliteness, but luckily the room was full of young people, so he didn't say anything.
Jing Feng said, "Sent him back to the nursing home."
Cheng An snorted.The dishes were served one after another, and Cheng Quan commented while eating, occasionally clinking glasses with Chang Ming.Jing Feng didn't drink, and Cheng Quan didn't allow Cheng An to drink. Cheng An couldn't get used to the way Jing Feng and Chang Ming were talking about each other, so he just buried himself in the food, and the atmosphere was strangely harmonious.
Halfway through the meal, the nursing home called. Jing Feng smiled and answered at the dinner table: "Xiao Chun, do your feet still hurt today?"
Cheng An also raised his head from his rice bowl.
"Brother is eating, have you eaten yet?"
They chatted for a while, and Jingfeng handed the phone to Chang Ming: "Xiaochun is looking for you."
Chang Ming stopped his chopsticks and talked to Jing Chun with a smile.
Cheng An moved around on the seat, and finally poked his head and whispered, "Can I have a chat with Xiaochun?"
Cheng Quan glared at him, but he was unmoved and just stared at Jing Feng.
Chang Ming paused for a while, then said to the other end of the phone: "Xiao Chun, Cheng An is also here, do you want to talk to him?"
Jing Chun happily replied: "I want to!" Chang Ming handed the phone to Cheng An again, looked at Jing Feng, and shook his head with a smile.
Cheng An hugged the phone and sat on the sofa beside him. He stopped eating and started talking to Jing Chun.The two of them met only once, Cheng An didn't say much, but Jing Chun was very excited all the time, couldn't hear what he said, and saw Cheng An kept smiling.
Later, the phone was sent back to Jingfeng. Jingfeng looked at the time, covered the microphone and asked Chang Ming, "Going to see Xiaochun in the afternoon?"
Chang Ming nodded.
Jing Feng turned his head and asked Cheng An: "Cheng An, if you have time, can we go together?"
Cheng An was stunned for a long time, then nodded quickly.Cheng Quan was extremely anxious, but he couldn't get in a word...
Jing Feng agreed to Jing Chun, and asked him to take medicine well before hanging up the phone.After paying the bill, Jingfeng went to drive, and the three of them stood at the door and waited.Cheng Quan pulled Cheng An a little further away, guessing that Chang Ming couldn't hear him, and holding Cheng An's ear, he cursed angrily: "What do you want to do?"
Cheng An broke Cheng Quan's hand: "Hey, don't twist your ears, sister! It hurts, hurts!"
Cheng Quan let go of his hand, hating iron for being weak.
"Sister, what are you doing? I didn't want to do anything." Cheng An rubbed his ears and gasped.
"I'm warning you, don't think that if you find Xiaochun, you can make a fool of yourself. Xiaochun doesn't understand anything. If you dare to use him to move your little thoughts, let alone Jingfeng, I will kill you first." Damn!"
Cheng An was also angry: "Who took advantage of him!"
Cheng Quan wanted to swear, Jingfeng's car drove up and honked twice, and Chang Ming was looking at the siblings.Cheng Quan couldn't say anything more, so he gave Cheng An a few more glances before letting him go.
After taking Cheng Quan back to the studio, there were only three of them left in the car.If this was not long ago, Chang Ming would never have imagined the current scene.He looked at Cheng An with great interest, and leaned on the passenger seat with his arms pillowed, thinking it was quite interesting.
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