[Transmigration Book] Refuse to be a mother

When Liu Muchen woke up, he heard the sound of weapons being loaded and unloaded.He squinted his eyes, and his eyes were pale white.

What's wrong with me?It seems to say goodbye to Saya, and then suddenly start to feel dizzy...

He turned his neck and his eyeballs moved around, only then did he realize that he was actually inside a tent.

It seems that Xiao Yan and the others have found a suitable place to camp...

Liu Muchen heaved a sigh of relief secretly. He moved his arms to the edge of the bed, and wanted to prop up his body and sit up, when suddenly there was a low voice stopping from the tent door: "Don't move around."

Liu Muchen turned his head to the side, and saw Xiao Yan walking in with a rather hostile expression, holding a bowl.

"My lord?" Liu Muchen really didn't move when he called him like that.

Xiao Yan moved to sit beside him, Liu Muchen glanced at the bowl in his hand, it contained brown liquid, hot air came with an indescribable smell, Liu Muchen moved his nose, frowned and said: "What the hell is this?"

Xiao Yan stirred it around with a spoon, he lowered his head, his eyes seemed to be more chaotic than the soup, he said: "How long have you been like this?"

Liu Muchen was slightly taken aback, looking at the haze between Xiao Yan's eyebrows, he understood his thoughts almost instantly, with a comforting smile on his face, Liu Muchen coaxed: "I'm fine, it was about a few days ago In order to meet you on the way, I didn't catch my breath all of a sudden, so..."

If in the past, when Liu Muchen coaxed him so softly, Xiao Yan would have leaned forward to hug and kiss him, but this time, he seemed to be really stimulated by the fact that Liu Muchen almost fell off his horse, even his voice unconsciously A few points higher: "The military doctor said that your energy and blood deficiency is definitely not caused by temporary fatigue. I asked Mrs. Lu, and she said that you often feel dizzy and distracted on the road. What's going on?!"

Liu Muchen was startled by Xiao Yan's radical reaction, he stared at him for a while, and asked without answering, "What else did the military doctor tell you?"

Xiao Yan stared at Liu Muchen, that face that he couldn't put it down was covered with a layer of sickly paleness, his hair was hanging randomly on his shoulders, and at first glance, he had a rather delicate and pitiful posture.

Xiao Yan couldn't get angry anymore, he held the medicine bowl in one hand, and put his other hand around Liu Muchen's shoulders into his arms. After a long time, he let out a hoarse sigh: "He said that your symptoms are complicated and difficult to cure. go down..."

His voice gradually choked up, Liu Muchen opened his eyes wide, and he could feel that Xiao Yan's hand that was holding him was trembling slightly.

Liu Muchen's nose was sour, and he tried his best to pull out a casual smile: "What are the complicated symptoms? He is afraid of putting it lightly. The prince thinks he doesn't care about the treatment. These doctors are used to deceiving people. I'm really fine. I had anemia before. I guess About the same as that."

"Anemia?" Xiao Yan's eyes were a little red. He glanced at Liu Muchen and asked, "What is anemia? How long ago was it, why didn't I know?"

Liu Muchen bit his tongue and said softly, "Before I knew the prince."

There was silence in the tent for a while, seeing Xiao Yan's silence, Liu Muchen suddenly felt a little uneasy, poked his head out of his embrace, Liu Muchen saw the complicated expression on Xiao Yan's face at a glance.

Doubts, worries, and an unspeakable pain...

Liu Muchen felt as if his heart was cramping, he raised his hand to touch Xiao Yan's face, and said meaninglessly: "Don't think too much, listen to that quack doctor's nonsense, do you think I'm not doing well?"

As he said that, he patted his chest with his hands like an orangutan, and said triumphantly: "Don't worry, I haven't seen you rise to the top yet, how can I be willing to be a moth?"

Xiao Yan stared at him for a while, and was finally amused by Liu Muchen's funny appearance. He leaned forward slightly, pressed Liu Muchen's lips, and said in a deep voice, "Even if I become famous, you must not have any accidents, otherwise, I will make you regret it."

There was a deep light in the black jade-like eyes, and the coercion revealed in them made Liu Muchen slightly taken aback. For a moment, he felt that Xiao Yan's body exposed some kind of dangerous aura...

"Drink the medicine first." Xiao Yan let go of Liu Muchen, put one hand on the spoon in the medicine bowl, and handed the bitter yellow thing to Liu Muchen's mouth.

Liu Muchen swallowed his saliva. At just the right time, deafening shouts from the soldiers came from outside the tent. He blinked and hurriedly asked, "What's the current battle situation?"

Xiao Yan raised his eyebrows, kept the hand holding the medicine spoon still, and said with a smile: "After drinking."

Liu Muchen curled his lips, seeing Xiao Yan's heartbroken, grinning smile, the willful attachment in his heart suddenly vanished.

He slowly opened his mouth, and the bitter medicinal juice flowed over his teeth along his tongue, Liu Muchen frowned impatiently, he glanced at the medicine bowl in Xiao Yan's hand, and suddenly snatched it away.

Gritting his teeth and holding his breath, Liu Muchen drank the medicine in the bowl into his stomach at once, the overwhelming bitter taste seemed to rush into his limbs and bones, causing Liu Muchen to cough loudly.

Xiao Yan put the medicine bowl aside in a panic, and quickly stretched out his hand to pat him on the back. It took a long time for Liu Muchen to calm down. Xiao Yan frowned and said, "Why are you in such a hurry? I just want to know the situation of the battle so much. ?”

Liu Muchen glanced at him innocently, and murmured: "This medicine is too bitter, I can't bear to drink it a little bit, so I might as well drink it in one gulp."

Seeing his pitiful appearance, Xiao Yan didn't even have the intention of blaming him, he bent down, carefully licked away the liquid medicine flowing from the corner of Liu Muchen's lips, rolled it into his tongue and savored it carefully, Xiao Yan said: " It’s not bad, you’ve drank more bitter medicine than this before, and I haven’t seen you so unbearable.”

During those days when Liu Muchen was stabbed by Wei Qinghan, and he lay in bed for half a month without getting up, Xiao Yan used the pretext of feeding the medicine to eat human tofu. Naturally, he knew the taste of every medicine that Liu Muchen drank.

Liu Muchen smiled: "Maybe it's because I haven't taken medicine for a long time."

After saying this, he hesitated in his heart. In fact, he was not afraid of taking medicine, but this time, for some reason, he felt that the bitter taste was extremely unbearable, and he didn't know if it was because of this disease...

He was afraid that Xiao Yan would be worried, so naturally he dared not speak out about these conjectures.

"You can drink it later." Xiao Yan put down the medicine bowl, hugged him to his side, and said: "I have secretly communicated with the third brother, and I will leave tomorrow to encircle. You stay here and drink the medicine obediently. What kind of a moth."

Liu Muchen's heart moved, his ears half closed, he ignored the second half of Xiao Yan's words, and said straight: "Tomorrow will be encircled? So soon?"

"Silly Ah Chen, how long do you think you have been lying down?" Xiao Yan smiled with lingering fear: "I have been lying down for more than a day. A few days ago, Zhulan had been at the front line and had friction with Tiande, they dared not attack." In the past, Wumuduo suffered heavy injuries, which made them all frightened, but this battle must be fought after all, and this battle should not be delayed any longer."

Liu Muchen leaned in Xiao Yan's arms, he was silent for a moment, he felt that Xiao Yan must have agreed on all kinds of military tactics and strategies with Xiao Yi early in the morning, he suddenly felt a little unwilling, what did he bring to Xiao Yan when he came to Xiao Yan's side?

If someone crosses over, even if he can't face the world, he must make the protagonist even more powerful, but he wants Xiao Yan to protect him from the beginning to the end, what's the matter?But it was impossible for him to ask Xiao Yan to take him to the battlefield, otherwise he would definitely become a burden.

Liu Muchen was thinking gloomily, and suddenly felt a tightness in his chest.

Xiao Yan put his arms around him, pressed his chin against his forehead, and said in a deep voice, "Ah Chen."

Liu Muchen: "En?"

Xiao Yan: "For you, I will definitely come back safely."

Liu Muchen was slightly taken aback, Xiao Yan continued: "Do you still remember what I said to you before Dali Temple?"

"Let me tell you, with you here, I feel more at ease." Xiao Yan paused, and a faint smile appeared on his face: "I didn't think about you that way back then, but I always felt that looking at you, There will be one more sustenance, you said you want to be my pearl, this is true."

Liu Muchen laughed: "It's still the old saying, the prince can achieve great things without me."

Xiao Yan shook his head: "Do you remember that night when I first saw you, I sent a group of people to assassinate the prince?"

Liu Muchen nodded: "You don't really want to kill him."

Xiao Yan smiled and said: "That's right, I just wanted to find out about him that day."

Liu Muchen was not surprised, Liu Ya mentioned this in the book.

Xiao Yan: "Then do you know why I sent people to investigate his details?"

Liu Muchen: "?"

Xiao Yan raised the corners of his lips: "My big brother seems useless, but he has a lot of little things inside. I just want to see if he has no way to protect himself when his life is at stake without his subordinates. If not, It will be a pleasure to end the knife, if there is..."

He paused, and there was a secretive smile in his eyes: "The first time is raw, the second time is familiar, if there is a chance in the future, it will be easy to kill."

Liu Muchen opened his eyes wide. He thought that Xiao Yan's attempt to seize the throne was at best playing tricks with the crown prince, but he never thought of assassinating him. He said in surprise, "Aren't you afraid of being known by your father?"

No matter how much Xiao Shixian loves Xiao Yan, murdering the prince is a serious crime.

Xiao Yan: "Do it cleanly. At worst, all the murderers will be wiped out. Once the success will last forever, some sacrifices will always be unavoidable."

Liu Muchen's lips were slightly parted, and Xiao Yan's words made his heart beating. He looked around in surprise, Xiao Yan seemed to see his thoughts, and said: "Mrs. Lu is worried about Zhang Liu, let's go to the ghost first." Valley gone."

Liu Muchen heaved a sigh of relief, he knew Madam Lu and Zhang Liu had always been grateful to Xiao Yan, if she heard that Xiao Yan had thought of killing Zhang Liu, he didn't know how he would feel.

He had been by Xiao Yan's side for so long, and it was the first time he knew that he had such thoughts.From the perspective of the overall situation, he was right. In the struggle for power, victory or defeat is often instantaneous. Once the winner reaches the top, the loser is the fish. He was not naive enough to blame Xiao Yan, who is the prince.

But from the bottom of his heart, he always hopes that Xiao Yan is different from others...

Xiao Yan hugged him even tighter, and said in a deep voice: "I didn't dare to say this to you before, because I was afraid that you would hate me because of it. But just now...but you feel that if you follow me, it will not help me? "

Liu Muchen hesitated to speak, it was a tacit agreement.

Xiao Yan: "I told you, benevolence and righteousness have always been in the emperor's family. If you want to, you have it, and if you don't want it, you don't have it. However, most people often dare not have it. Before I met you, I was the same."

Liu Muchen poked his head out of his arms and asked, "What happened after you met me?"

Xiao Yan chuckled lightly: "After meeting you, some thoughts changed inexplicably. Back then you didn't let me report on my third brother..."

He paused, and then continued: "Although you are right to report on my third brother and the noble concubine, my third brother has always been impeccable, and if you want to catch him, it will only happen once in a thousand years. With my previous temperament, I didn't want to use such a roundabout way to just sue him in front of the emperor, but looking at you... I suddenly felt that it might be good to change it."

Liu Muchen remained silent. He always thought that Xiao Yan was in favor of his own method, but he didn't think there was such a reason in it.

Xiao Yan sighed softly: "Ah Chen, all these years, you have only seen one side of me, not because of my nature, nor because I deliberately wanted to hide it from you, but when I am by your side, I feel at ease, and many things happen unconsciously. It has changed, and I gradually found that I am very satisfied with myself like this..."

Liu Muchen pursed his lips, although he was usually eloquent, but now he couldn't speak a single word.He had to admit that Xiao Yan's words moved him more than the moment they met again.

"It's not that you're not helpful to me..." Xiao Yan put his lips on Liu Muchen's hair, his eyes were slightly closed, his expression was as gentle as water: "It's just that without you, there would be no Xiao Yan today."

Maybe they can achieve great things, maybe they will be kings and losers, and everything will be destroyed, but no matter what the ending is, my heart is always empty...

Liu Muchen clenched Xiao Yan's sleeves tightly, and the dull feeling in his chest gradually dissipated. He suddenly felt that in a lifetime, all he wanted was this momentary throbbing...

"According to what you said, you will never forget it in this life."