[Transmigration Book] Refuse to be a mother

"Mu Chen! Muchen!"

Liu Muchen frowned, feeling a voice calling him from far away.

who is it?

...Is it Xiao Yan?

He moved his body, desperately trying to open his eyes, but a sharp pain pierced his heart fiercely.

Why does it hurt so much?

He remembered that he was once stabbed in the chest by Wei Qinghan's sword. At that time, he felt that this was the most tragic pain in the world, but compared with now, he felt that the pain was really insignificant.

It turns out that leaving you is really painful...

"Mu Chen! Muchen!"

The calling sounded again, and this time Liu Muchen heard it clearly.That wasn't Xiao Yan's voice, it was a woman...

He suddenly lost the desire to open his eyes.

If he is by his side, then he will definitely call himself, if he doesn't, what's the point of opening his eyes?He is very aware of his body, under such circumstances, it is impossible for him to survive, so maybe he has already arrived in the underworld, but he doesn't want to reincarnate so quickly, he wants...to take another look at that person.

"Doctor Tang? My brother..."

The shouting stopped suddenly, and the woman seemed to be saying something else.Liu Muchen's heart moved, and only then did he realize something belatedly.This realization made his whole body tremble. He only thought that he was dead, but he forgot that he was not born in that era in the first place!

The desire to open his eyes suddenly became stronger again. Liu Muchen gritted his teeth. Gradually, a faint white light leaked in from the slits of his eyes. Liu Muchen looked at the woman in black standing at the head of the bed, and said hesitantly: "Sister! ?”

Liu Ya was slightly taken aback, she looked at Liu Muchen who suddenly opened her eyes, threw the phone and rushed in front of him.

With someone hugging his neck tightly, Liu Muchen smelled the familiar yet unfamiliar scent of perfume, and suddenly felt that everything in front of him was a bit distorted.

A crystal chandelier hung from the ceiling without beams, and beside the bed were two tightly closed floor-to-ceiling windows, with transparent white curtains hanging on both sides, and the air/gun he had used was beside him.

Liu Muchen murmured: "Eldest sister..."

Liu Ya let go of Liu Muchen, with a faint smile on her face, she said with lingering fear: "I was scared to death, I thought you couldn't do it again! Since you woke up last time, your body has become worse and worse than before, this time you caught a cold , you can faint."

Liu Muchen asked doubtfully, "The last time you woke up?"

Liu Ya nodded, and looked at him with eyes like looking at an alien: "You don't remember? It was the time when you were pierced in the head by glass shards last time."

Liu Muchen opened his eyes wide, the time he was pierced by glass shards, wasn't it the opportunity for him to cross over?But he was obviously in Tiande during that time, so how did he move before he fainted this time?

Seeing Liu Muchen in a daze, Liu Ya couldn't help but hug him tighter: "Mu Chen, it's my sister's fault. My sister shouldn't force you to watch those things. Is your head hurting again?"

There was a deep cry in her voice, as well as a hint of annoyance and remorse.

Liu Muchen was slightly taken aback, and suddenly jumped up from the bed. For some reason, his body, which was still as if being filled with lead, suddenly became flexible. He held Liu Ya's shoulders and shouted: "Sister! You still have There is no "Undercurrent"! The one where Xiao Yan is the protagonist?!"

Liu Ya was quite frightened by Liu Muchen's sudden actions, she murmured: "There are... still samples in hand."

Liu Muchen said happily, "Give it to me quickly!"

Liu Ya was dumbfounded: "Don't you want to watch it?"

Liu Muchen said anxiously, "I want to see it!"

Liu Ya was very worried about Liu Muchen's abnormality, but when she thought about the doctor saying not to stimulate his emotions too much, she suddenly felt that the reason was not so important, as long as he was peaceful, even if he burned her high-cost ambition , she can only admit it.

However, Liu Muchen's weird behavior was far beyond Liu Ya's imagination. When she took "Undercurrent" into his hands, not only did he have no intention of tearing up the book, but he burst into tears.

He kept rubbing his fingers on the book cover. He used to lie in this man's arms countless times, listening to him whispering silly words in his ears, but now, although he was close at hand, he was just imprinted on the book cover. A picture on the cover...

He thought of the jokes about "the furthest distance in the world" that had been circulated on the Internet before, and suddenly felt sad, and the crying became more and more miserable, accompanied by unstoppable coughing, which made Liu Ya's heart skip a beat.

"Mu Chen! What's wrong with you!"

Liu Ya stretched out her hand to comfort him, and Liu Muchen buried his head in her arms and cried loudly. Every time he was about to stop, when he saw the person on the cover, he couldn't help crying again.

Liu Ya didn't know where Liu Muchen's great sadness came from. She only knew that it seemed to be related to the book she wrote. She stretched out her hand to get the book back, but Liu Muchen looked like a cat whose tail was pulled Like him, the hair all over his body stood up, and he shouted: "Don't! No one wants to touch him!"

Liu Ya: "Mu Chen..."

Liu Muchen was stunned for a few seconds, as if possessed by evil, before he realized his situation.He raised his hand to wipe away the tears on his face, and said hoarsely, "I'm sorry, sister."

Liu Ya frowned: "What's wrong with you?"

Liu Muchen's gaze fell on the cover blankly, and after a long time, he shook his head lightly: "I'm fine. Sister, can you go out first."

Liu Ya opened her mouth, wanting to say something, but saw that Liu Muchen had already opened "Undercurrent" and looked at it as if no one was there.His face looked like a lifeless ice sculpture from the side. The sun hit it, but it couldn't melt his numb and stiff expression.

Liu Ya remembered the time when he was stunned by glass shards and woke up again. After waking up that time, his various behaviors were also very strange. For a while, she even suspected that Liu Muchen was possessed by something, and this Once, it seemed to be a little more serious...

Liu Ya looked at Liu Muchen, feeling distressed and helpless. Seeing that he finally calmed down, although she had many doubts in her heart, she still suppressed them. She gently opened the door and walked out with a worried expression on her face.

For the next few weeks, Liu Muchen locked himself in his room. Every day when Liu Ya came in to deliver meals, he would concentrate on flipping through his book.From the beginning to the end, from the end to the beginning, as long as his eyes are open, he will not rest for a moment.

The plot of the original book ended after Xiao Yan ascended to the throne of God. The previous process was slightly different from what Liu Muchen experienced. For example, the real protagonist in this book is Xuanyuan Yi, who was with Xiao Yan at the end Yes, but according to Liu Ya's writing method, it is just a way of adapting to the current situation, because in the book, Xiao Yi's ending is also death...

Liu Muchen rubbed his dry eyes.

If Xiao Yi hadn't died, Xuanyuan Yi would definitely be happier following him.

Liu Muchen stubbornly made a decision in his heart, although from the book, Xiao Yan treated Xuanyuan Yi very well, but Liu Muchen always felt that it was not enough.He didn't attribute this to his eldest sister's limited writing skills, and he even felt a little secretly happy.

"Xuanyuan Yi is Xuanyuan Yi, he is not Liu Muchen..." Liu Muchen closed the book, and his eyes fell on Xiao Yan who was just a painting: "So you don't like him that much, do you?"

Tears have been shed long ago, now that Liu Muchen sees Xiao Yan, some of them just smile silly, as if that person is right in front of his eyes, calling his name...

Liu Muchen shook his head helplessly, and murmured: "I must have been infected by you, and now I'm starting to be stupid too..."

"Infected by whom?"

Liu Muchen was slightly taken aback, and when he looked up, he saw a man standing in front of his room door.

The man was wearing a white shirt, his complexion was fair, and there was an indescribable coolness on his handsome face. He walked slowly to Liu Muchen's bedside. His slender legs were comparable to male models.

Liu Muchen smelled the unique smell of smoke on the man's body, and said softly, "Brother."

This man who exudes a mature and steady aura is Liu Muchen's elder brother, Liu Han.

Liu Han looked at the book with a colorful cover in Liu Muchen's hand, and asked, "I heard from your sister, have you been staying in your room to read this thing for the past few weeks?"

Since Liu Muchen's parents work abroad all year round, Liu Han should be responsible for his education. If Liu Han saw him reading this kind of book in the past, Liu Muchen would definitely have a sneak peek at Xiao Huang/ The horror of being captured alive.

But now, he didn't have any intention of hiding it. He held the book tightly in his hand and nodded slightly.

Liu Han didn't blame him, and asked, "Didn't you like history books before? Why did you suddenly think of reading these?"

Liu Muchen was stunned for a moment, and asked in confusion, "History book?"

Liu Muchen felt that even before time travel, if Liu Han hadn't forced him, he would definitely not even know what the history books looked like.

Seeing Liu Muchen's head hanging down, looking haggard and puzzled, Liu Han's heart suddenly moved. He raised his hand and stroked the hair around Liu Muchen's ear with his fingers. Scared out of my wits.

Although he knew that Liu Han had always been kind to him, since when did he actually treat himself so gently?

This kind of action... Only Xiao Yan has ever done it.

Liu Muchen lowered his eyes, feeling a little uncomfortable, his eyes drifted to and fro, and his eyes accidentally fell on something beside Liu Han.

"Brother, this..."

Liu Muchen opened his eyes wide. The thing fell out of Liu Han's trousers pocket. It was a square and long copper block with intricate patterns engraved on it. Liu Muchen had seen it before. It was Xiao Yi's token.

He was surprised: "Brother, why is this thing on you?"

Liu Han glanced at Liu Muchen suspiciously, and said, "This is a peripheral product from a book written by your elder sister. You like it, and you want me to bring it with you. Have you forgotten?"

"I... like it?" Liu Muchen stared blankly at Liu Han, not to mention that if he really liked any peripheral products, he would never pick Xiao Yi's first, and even if he did, he would never ask Liu Han This kind of request is carried on me, not to mention...

Liu Han actually agreed!

Liu Muchen was confused, he raised his head, and his eyes happened to collide with Liu Han, the heavy light shining there made him a little uneasy.

"From the time you fainted at the very beginning..." Liu Han said indifferently: "When you wake up now, did anything happen during this time?"

Liu Muchen looked at Liu Han, and for a moment he seemed to see Xiao Yi.

According to Xiao Yan's words, they are all the kind of watertight and deep-minded people, that is, the kind of people Liu Muchen is not good at dealing with.At least since childhood, Liu Muchen never lied in front of Liu Han.

Liu Han: "You look like this book is the only thing left in the whole world."

Liu Han's words knocked Liu Muchen back to his original form in an instant. He gritted his teeth and tightly covered the cover with his palm. Now he can even tell which page and line Xiao Yan's name appears on, but what's the use of that? Woolen cloth?

Liu Muchen closed his eyes tightly. He suddenly wanted to pour Xiao Yan's existence into this world. He wanted to let those who watched him grow up know that Xiao Yan was not a character in the book. He once really existed in the world. by myself...

Just like what he said before he died, he wanted everyone in the world to know that Xiao Yan liked him, not just for the sake of showing off his might, but simply wanting to deepen the connection between them. Will the separated time and space be shortened slightly because of the many cognitions and ideas?

"I... Xiao Yan..."

Liu Muchen opened his mouth slowly, his eyes glued to the cover of "Undercurrent". He told little by little all the incredible things he and Xiao Yan experienced in that era. He spoke slowly, like a man who has experienced many vicissitudes. The old man is recalling his ups and downs in his life...

"...I have no choice, I really want to stay with him for a while longer, but..." Liu Muchen's body couldn't help but tremble when the memory fell to that last night.

Liu Han looked at him sobbing, and his heart throbbed. He wrapped his arms around Liu Muchen's body that was almost curled up, and put him in his arms to comfort him gently.

"Brother..." Liu Muchen opened his mouth weakly, wondering if he was tired from crying, a sudden sense of intense exhaustion flooded his body, he closed his eyes, and murmured: "I miss him so much...I'm going crazy thinking about him It's..."

Liu Han took a deep look at him. After a long time, he stroked Liu Muchen's back and said in a deep voice, "Go to sleep."

The fire started a prairie fire, the sound of killing was everywhere, thousands of troops crossed the border, and even the storm could not stop...

After a while, the scene switched to a small garden in the south of the Yangtze River full of pavilions and pavilions. Hundreds of flowers bloomed and the sound of the piano wafted, which made people feel refreshed...

Then, a huge wharf full of ships appeared in front of my eyes. The workers lined up carrying sacks and unloaded the goods from the ships to the ground in an orderly manner...

Liu Muchen's feet were off the ground, his body was suspended in the air, surrounded by a vast expanse of white, only these scenes flew past his eyes like a revolving lantern.

He knew he was dreaming, but what kind of dream was it?

Liu Muchen's eyes swept over those unfamiliar scenes, gradually, the doubt on his face was replaced by shock, and at the back, tears flowed down again.

"They're all doing well."

Suddenly, a familiar voice sounded from behind Liu Muchen.

He turned his head, met a pair of clever peach blossom eyes unexpectedly, Liu Muchen opened his mouth wide, looked at the boy who suddenly appeared in front of him, and said dumbfounded: "You..."

"I'm Xuanyuan Yi." The young man in red smiled lightly at Liu Muchen.

Liu Muchen was stunned for a moment, then nodded slightly: "I know."

The appearance of this person in front of him is exactly the same as Liu Muchen's appearance when he was in Tiande. At that time, he used Xuanyuan Yi's body. Now that he has returned to modern times, the only person who can use this body is Xuanyuan Yi.

"I never thought you would appear in my dream..." Liu Muchen murmured, "Do you recognize me? I used your body before, sorry..."

Liu Muchen felt that he was crazy, knowing that this was a dream, yet he somehow started talking to the original owner.

Xuanyuan Yi chuckled: "I know, because I also used your body."

Liu Muchen said in shock: "My body?!"

Xuanyuan Yi: "During the three years you went to Tiande, I also stayed in your body for a month."

Liu Muchen blinked his eyes, and after a while, he suddenly shook his head and murmured: "So we exchanged souls? No, you said you only stayed there for a month, but I stayed there for three years..."

Xuanyuan Yi smiled and said, "Stupid, it's naturally because of the time difference."

Liu Muchen was at a loss for words for a moment, he rubbed his nose, he always had an indescribable subtle feeling about being called stupid by Xuanyuan Yi.

"Then these days when I came back? Have you returned to your original body?" After Liu Muchen asked this sentence, he suddenly became nervous. If Xuanyuan Yi returned to that era, would he still stay by Xiao Yan's side? ?According to the plot of the original book, he should stay by Xiao Yan's side, so these days, is he accompanying Xiao Yan?

Liu Muchen clenched his fists secretly, feeling mixed feelings in his heart. If Xiao Yan didn't find out, then it would be better if Xuanyuan Yi was by his side, at least he wouldn't have to suffer as much as himself...

but……

If he can't even discover such a thing as a soul change, then what's the point of thinking about him so desperately?

Liu Muchen was very aggrieved by what he made up in his head, Xuanyuan Yi saw him hanging his head, and couldn't help laughing: "I didn't go back, my original body was too sick at the time, and I didn't have a strong desire to survive. So I can't go back."

Liu Muchen was taken aback, and asked, "Then where have you been all this time?"

Xuanyuan Yi: "Sleeping in the original body, although I can't go back, but for some reason, I can see the scenes you just saw."

"Those scenes I just saw..."

Liu Muchen thought of those old friends he saw in the revolving lantern, Han Ke followed Han Xun to kill the enemy on the battlefield, Xiao Heng and Pan Xiao enjoyed flowers in an unknown garden, Yu Wenxu counted goods at the dock, but among so many people , he didn't see Xiao Yan's shadow...

"You want to see him, don't you?" Xuanyuan Yi said with a smile.

Liu Muchen gritted his teeth, lowered his head, and said almost inaudibly, "Can I?"

Xuanyuan Yi: "Your obsession with going back to that era is much stronger than mine. As long as you really want to see him, you will definitely be able to go back."

Liu Muchen opened his mouth, looking at the gentle smile on Xuanyuan Yi's face, he suddenly felt ashamed.This is the expression that should appear on this face. I used to smear disguised things on it, so I really don't cherish it...

I don't know if it's because of the body swap, Liu Muchen has an instinctive feeling of closeness to Xuanyuan Yi, he said: "You said you have no desire to survive, is it because..."

He hesitated again and again, still feeling that it would be too cruel to say that name directly.

"Your elder brother is very similar to him." Suddenly, Xuanyuan Yi said something unexpected to Liu Muchen: "It looks omnipotent, but actually likes to keep everything in his heart, his face is cold, but he is actually very gentle... ..."

Liu Muchen: "..."

He suddenly felt that he had lived in vain for more than ten years in this era. Every time he faced Liu Han, he never thought about anything other than reminding himself to be careful when he checked his homework. may be summarized in this form.

But if you think about it carefully, it seems to be so...

Liu Muchen remembered that Liu Han told him that he likes to read history books, and asked him to carry Xiao Yi's "token" with him, and suddenly realized that since he didn't do those things by himself, it was Xuanyuan Yi... …

Liu Muchen smiled lightly, this was the first time he smiled in so many days, with a kind of joy that he didn't even notice: "My elder brother should like you very much."

Xuanyuan Yi: "The reason why I entered Xunyulou was to help him find out the news inside. Now that he is gone, it doesn't matter if I go back... If possible..."

Liu Muchen had a sore nose, and his voice was hoarse: "My elder brother and elder sister are very kind to me."

But when he thought of Xiao Yan, he felt that the color of the whole world had turned gray. He didn't know how long he could hold on, in a place without Xiao Yan...

"You don't have to feel guilty." Xuanyuan Yi said with a smile: "They must also want you to be happy, not to mention, the water thrown out by a married daughter, thinking about it this way, doesn't it make you feel much better?"

Liu Muchen's face became hot, he looked at Xuanyuan Yi's teasing smile, and said, "My eldest sister taught you this, right?"

The two looked at each other and smiled, Xuanyuan Yi looked at Liu Muchen for a long time, then he suddenly smiled and said: "Liu Muchen, thank you."

Liu Muchen was stunned for a moment, and was about to ask him why he thanked him, when a large area of ​​pale white around him suddenly gathered in one place, darkness enveloped the entire space, only the light in front of him became stronger and stronger, no matter how unbearable Liu Muchen could bear it, he finally couldn't help it closed eyes...

The author has something to say: I originally planned to end it today, but judging from the current situation, I can only wait until tomorrow... Let me play with you for one more day -0-

By the way, I forgot to mention after updating yesterday, this article is definitely HE, I am my real mother! !So little angels don't have to worry at all, okay! !