Yizhi

"I've been dreaming a lot lately, it's so annoying."

"What did you dream about?"

"In my dream last night, I was drinking and playing games, and my vision was wandering around." She raised her head, "The sky always appears."

The little boy rescued in Qinhuangdao was a local, and his parents were doing business by the beach. After that, the group stayed in hotels and ate at his restaurant during the three-day trip.In the end, they were presented with many things before they left, including a few bare wooden branches. It is said that if they are inserted in the soil, they will bloom after a long time.

At this time Song Yezhi and Zhao Huanyu were squatting in the yard, digging holes for the branches.

Song Yezhi commented: "This dream you have is a bit leisurely."

Zhao Huan and Bi Song Yezhi were not afraid of getting dirty, they rolled up their sleeves and picked up the dirt with bare hands. She said, "I don't like to dream."

"What's the matter?" Song Yezhi put the shovel aside, ready to put the wooden branch into the pit, "I think it's pretty good, a person has two worlds, and can live two lives."

"That's right." Zhao Huanyu also picked up a trap, "I read a popular science article before, saying that people can have thousands of dreams in a night, but they can only remember a few."

"Do you believe it?"

Zhao Huan and shook his head: "I don't really believe it."

"Me too." Song Yezhi agreed.

"Then do you believe that this stick can really bloom?"

The two of them were pushing the soil into the pit, stabilized the two wooden branches, and clapped it twice, the soil became flat and firm.

Song Yezhi spread his muddy hands, stroked the wooden branches a few times, and said, "Do you believe me? It should be possible." He then asked, "Have you planted the ones you took home?"

"How many sticks..."

Zhao Huanyu laughed shortly, and hummed lightly from his nasal cavity.

"No, my brother gave it away."

"what?"

"Give him a girlfriend." Zhao Huan shrugged, got up and washed his hands, "I don't know."

Song Yezhi didn't know that Le Jie would also have a girlfriend.He stared at Zhao Huanyu's back, squatted on the spot for a while, then stood up, and went to find the watering can.

On a sunny day, the heat invades the pipes, and the water flowing out is warm.His hands were wet and feeling the temperature, Zhao Huanyu immediately turned off the tap.

It's so hot, she wants to wash it with ice water, can you take a pot and put it in the freezer for a while?

Just thinking about it, she stood in front of the faucet in the yard, not moving.

Shen Le was angry many times because of her willfulness.

The most recent time was last night.

At that time, she just came back from Qinhuangdao, and just entered the house, Shen Le received a phone call, and went to the bedroom without saying a few words. When she came out, she had already changed into a set of clothes, and then she was about to go out again.

Zhao Huan asked: "Brother, where are you going in such a hurry?"

"Dining with friends." He went out, not forgetting to explain, "Mom should be able to go home after seven o'clock. If you are hungry, ask Auntie to make something to eat."

Zhao Huan and chased him out, leaning against the door: "Are you driving? First unload those things from the trunk..."

"It's okay, I'll unload it when I get back." The car door slammed shut, "Eat well."

"Drive slowly." Zhao Huanyu murmured in the back, "What kind of dinner is it? Don't let your breath rest."

It wasn't until Fu Ke called to inquire that Zhao Huanyu knew that it was not a friend's dinner, but a girlfriend's date.

Fu Ke went on a temporary business trip and didn't go home.

She didn't eat well either.

Most of the TV dramas in the evening are very boring. Zhao Huanyu tuned to the more boring drama channels, staring at the screen, very seriously.

The door rang, Shen Le came back, Zhao Huan and Shi yawned, his eyes were full of steam.She got off the sofa, approached with bare feet, and said, "Key."

Shen Le handed the key to her without hesitation, and looked at it hesitantly.

"car key."

"What's wrong with you?" Shen Le asked.

"I'm going to take my great white and sleep with it tonight."

Shen Lejie took out the car keys and handed them over, thinking: So it's a lack of sleep, are you in a bad mood now?

"Put on your shoes," he said.

Shen Leji was exhausted enough this day, and planned to take a quick shower and go to rest.However, that was the plan, and now he stood still by the door, waiting for Zhao Huanyu to come back.

"Shen Lejie!"

He heard Zhao Huan and shouting.

He was just in a bad mood just now, but now he really lost his temper.

Shen Le went to the garage, the lights in the car were on, Zhao Huan and sat leaning in the back seat of the car with the doll in his arms.The dim light had limited power, but he could still see clearly, the moisture from the yawn just now hadn't dissipated from her eyes.

"Where are the wooden branches?" she asked, "Where are the flowering branches?"

"Give it to a friend." Shen Le didn't expect Zhao Huan to care about this.

"Not one left."

With the facts in front of her eyes, she just wanted to say one more nonsense.

"She looked at the novelty, asked me for it, and gave it all to her."

Zhao Huanyu lowered his eyes abruptly, and after a moment of silence, he nodded the white bear's nose, lowered his head and asked, "Did she ask you for this? I put the wooden branch and Dabai together, and Dabai is also very pretty."

He could coax the angry Zhao Huanyu, but when she suddenly became docile, Shen Leji felt out of control.

"No."

"If she asks you for it too, will you give it?"

"She didn't ask me for it."

"Will you give it?"

"No, it's your property." Shen Le said, "If you say you like those wooden branches on the way back, I will also refuse."

Zhao Huanyu nodded and got out of the car with the doll tightly around him.Shen Lejie breathed a sigh of relief, and left behind to lock the car.When I turned around, I saw Zhao Huan and threw Bai Xiong into the trash can at the door.

Dabai has been with Zhao Huanhe for more than ten years, and she even takes it with her when she travels for three or four days.

Shen Le chased after him and grabbed Zhao Huanyu's arm: "What are you doing?"

The arm in the palm has no strength, and so does the owner of the arm, bowing his head in silence.

"Zhao Huanhe!" Shen Le shouted at her sharply, "How old are you this year?"

"I didn't say I like it, so you can't see that I like it?"

The water vapor couldn't dissipate, and even gathered together to form teardrops, hanging in the corners of the eyes, precarious.She didn't want to cry in front of him, and she didn't want him to know that this little thing could make her cry.

Zhao Huan and turned his face away.

"I never said I like Dabai." She raised her head and looked directly at him, tears must have fallen, her eyes are clean now.

Later, Shen Leju criticized her for being childish and impulsive while going to the trash can to find Dabai, and she was extremely self-willed.

Zhao Huanyu wanted to retort: ​​Is there anyone who is not self-willed?

But she held back, because she suddenly asked herself: Then who would fall in love with the elder brother who was with her day and night?

She didn't tell Song Yezhi everything. In her dream last night, she was an adult and kept saying sorry to Shen Lejie while drinking, and she was coaxed by Shen Lejie as a child to play games before going to bed.But whether she was an adult or a child, she always wanted to cry, and when the tears were about to flow, she quickly raised her head, thinking about Shen Lejie everywhere in her dream, fearing that he would be unhappy seeing the tears.

She turned on the tap again.

It doesn't matter if it's not ice water, you can always wash your hands clean.

Song Yezhi was standing behind Zhao Huan and holding the kettle, watching her open and close, absent-minded.

He asked, "What's wrong?"

"The sun is so bright that the water is scorched hot."

Song Yezhi put down the kettle and went into the house, and when he came out, he brought half a basin of ice cubes.He squeezed in front of Zhao Huan and his body, gurgling warm water into the basin, piling up, like very thin rivers embedded in icebergs.

"Just give it 30 seconds." Song Yezhi said, "Don't be unhappy because of small things."

She froze.

God knows how much Zhao Huanyu hates this uncle Song Jun now.

"I'm not unhappy." Zhao Huanyu soaked his hands in the cold iron basin, pursed his lips and smiled.

Obviously there is.

Song Yezhi said nothing more: "Okay. Want to go out and play?"

Zhao Huan shook his head.

The ice cubes floating on the water gradually became smaller, and when they completely disappeared, Zhao Huanhe's hands would be exposed to the sunlight, leaving nowhere to hide.

She said suddenly, "I really want to tell you a secret of mine."

Song Yezhi: "Do you still have a secret?"

Zhao Huanyu: "Have you not?"

Song Yezhi: "Yes."

Zhao Huanyu: "Then, do you have the urge to tell me?"

Song Yezhi: "Yes. Let's exchange."

Zhao Huanyu: "Then I said it."

Song Yezhi nodded.

"I..." Zhao Huanyu raised his head again, the sky was the same, dream and reality were the same, "I hate Gan Tingyi so much."

"It's your turn." Zhao Huanyu said.

"I... I feel that Zhou Yeshan seems to hate me."

Zhao Huanyu almost threw the pot over: "How is that possible!"

"I... just my feeling."

"It's impossible for Zhou Yeshan to hate you, unless he says it himself! Otherwise, your feelings are unreliable!"

"...Will you tell Gan Tingyi yourself that you hate her?" Song Yezhi said, "Also, who is Gan Tingyi?"

"Shen Leji's girlfriend."

"Why do you hate her? Did she secretly bully you?"

"Because she's annoying."

That makes sense, Song Yezhi nodded.

Zhao Huan and took out his hand, a light rain fell in the basin.She shook her hands vigorously, walked into the room, and asked, "Why do you think Zhou Yeshan hates you? It's incredible, I think he hates me and he won't hate you either!"

All the ice cubes turned into water, Song Yezhi put his index finger into the basin to check the cooling results, and it was a success.

"He seldom talked to me in the last few weeks." Song Yezhi recalled, "I can feel it. His alienation from me is obvious. I don't know how to deal with it. Should I take the initiative to ask him why?"

"Wait." Zhao Huan in the room answered him.

He stood outside paddling the water and waited for her. After waiting for a while, she spoke, but not to Song Yezhi.

"Zhou Yeshan, what are you doing? Come to Ono's house to eat watermelon."

Song Yezhi was startled, and hurried into the house to see that Zhao Huanyu was talking on the phone while holding the landline.

Zhao Huanyu waved to him, and continued, "Your family also has watermelons? Oh, it happens that Ono's family doesn't have any, so bring the two of you over here. That's it, see you later."

"he……"

Zhao Huan and Song Yezhi finished: "He will come, don't worry, watching TV at home is too boring."

After a while, the landline rang.

Song Yezhi and Zhao Huanyu were building a simple cat nest. Recently, a bunch of kittens appeared in the alley, which should be the cubs of some wild cat.

The cat mother cares about the birth and does not care about raising the kittens. The kittens are still young, and they will meow in a childlike voice when they see people.After several times, he should not dare to bark at people. Song Yezhi wanted to make a home for stray cats before that, a place to sleep and eat.

Zhao Huan and Zheng researched the framework, and they were almost finished, unable to spare, urged Song Yezhi to answer the phone.

"Zhao Huanyu! The taxi driver stopped entering the alley! Come out and carry things with me, hurry up! I'm going to melt!"

"Because the road at the end of the lane was closed for maintenance in the last two days." Song Yezhi explained the reason.

"Little... well, I'm just... at the entrance of the alley, it's okay to take my time." Zhou Yeshan said.

Song Yezhi walked to the entrance of the alley, Zhao Huanyu was talking about two, but Zhou Yeshan bought a box.

Zhou Yeshan asked: "'Is it heavy?"

A plastic box, each of them lifts one side, and the force is evenly applied to the hands of the two.Song Yezhi wanted to say it wasn't heavy, but it was really heavy.

"A bit."

A moment of silence.

When they arrived in the yard, the two were sweating profusely.Song Yezhi wanted to take a shower immediately.In summer, the habit of taking a bath every day was picked up again.

"Why did you move so much here?" Zhao Huanyu exclaimed.

Zhou Yeshan: "Eat."

They hugged two and put them in the freezer first, and then ate them after chilling for a while.

Most of the clothes were soaked in sweat, Song Yezhi changed into a dry vest, and came out of the room with his slippers on, Zhou Yeshan stared at him all the time.He tugged at the hem of his clothes and asked, "...do you... want to change it too?"

Zhou Yeshan nodded: "Okay."

Song Yezhi turned back and went to the bedroom to find clothes for him, for fear that he would deliberately say "thank you" again.Song Yezhi heaved a sigh of relief until he saw him change in the bedroom.

"A little small."

"There's one more loose one."

Zhou Yeshan stopped him: "No need, this is fine."

He originally wanted to retreat to the desk and put his whole body in the mirror, but suddenly he saw the books on the desk.Zhou Yeshan went through the title of the book twice, but was still very surprised. Song Yezhi didn't show any intention of avoiding suspicion, and blatantly placed books about homosexuality on the desk.

Song Yezhi noticed that Zhou Yeshan was not in the right state, and followed his gaze.

He is a little bit disillusioned, is it because he knows that he likes boys, so he distances himself?

Song Yezhi wanted to put the book away.

Zhou Yeshan pressed it still: "Is your uncle the one you like?"

Song Yezhi didn't speak.

Zhou Yeshan asked on his own, "Are you going to tell him?"

"I advise you..." He hastily flipped through a few pages of the book at hand, "Don't say it."

This tone is somewhat familiar, showing the shadow of a bookstore owner.

Song Yezhi spoke from behind: "Until I become as good as him, I won't say it."

"Never say it, no matter how good you become."

Song Yezhi raised his eyes, Zhou Yeshan was too serious and cautious, which made people puzzled.

"why?"

"Why? The book didn't tell you?"

The book mentions that homosexuality is a minority group in China, and that these people are always misunderstood by society, Song Yezhi doesn't care.This book is indeed an interpretation of homosexuality throughout, and restores homosexuality from the mouths of many homosexuals, but he read it two or three times, but he couldn't find what he wanted to read.

This textbook is not comprehensive.

"You can say it, but you have to say it quietly. After you say it quietly, you must be prepared to break forever." Zhou Yeshan smiled lightly, showing traces of stubbornness, "This road is just so difficult."

"I'm not afraid of difficulties."

"That's because you don't know what's difficult." Zhou Yeshan said, "Besides, he's your uncle."

"I'm only worried that he is my uncle." Song Yezhi said.

For a moment, Zhou Yeshan felt that Song Yezhi did not like the same sex, but that the Yi Qingwei he liked happened to be of the same sex.

Seeing that Zhou Yeshan stopped talking, Song Yezhi was annoyed that he had added another layer of barriers to this relationship.

He said: "I'm sorry, these days, if you can't accept it because I like boys, I..."

"No." Zhou Yeshan said, "There is nothing unacceptable, I like boys too."

Song Yezhi opened his eyes.

"Then why you don't want to talk to me..."

"I'm broken in love."

"Xiaoye! Where did you put the nails!" Zhao Huanyu shouted from the yard.

Zhou Yeshan continued: "Just outside the door, at the door of the living room, this is the first time I saw you. I liked you at first glance. Incredible, right? I think so too. The more we get along, the more I like you." He looked at Song Yezhi Eyes, one word at a time, "I didn't dare to say it, let others take the lead."

Song Yezhi was forced to face his emotions. It turns out that there is a certain degree of similarity in the gestures of people when they express their love. They all hope to bind each other with themselves and taste the bitter fruit together.

Such Zhou Yeshan reminded him of Yu Shiying who faced Yi Qingwei in the car that day.

Song Yezhi looked away and left the bedroom, as if fleeing.

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Song Yezhi's must-have, the only one, is a single sentence of coaxing strategy: Do you want to go out and play?