Yizhi

The blue and white map is laid flat on the wooden table, and there are light pink traces in the lower left corner, which are watermelon juice, which was accidentally left when we got together to play last summer.On the hard shell paper, a slender finger strokes slowly, lingering repeatedly between the two red dots.

"You went here." She asked, "Then where am I going?"

"You stay here."

Zhao Huan and his disheveled hair were lying on Song Yezhi's bed with their legs crossed.

After the competition, when she returned to school, she found out that Song Yezhi had asked for leave for a week.Zhao Huan and chased after his house.In this room they stayed from morning to afternoon.

Hearing what he said, she shook her head.

"If you want to leave, stay away." Zhao Huanyou turned his head playfully and looked at Song Yezhi sitting in front of the desk, "How about I go with you."

Song Yezhi put down his pen and said, "I have to go."

"I have to go too." Pressing Beijing with her index finger and sliding her thumb down, she hesitated, "Guangdong, Sun Yat-Sen University."

"I just won the first prize in the competition, so you should be able to go to Tsinghua University."

"He and Gan Tingyi have settled down, and they will definitely get married before the millennium."

The room fell silent, and no one responded.

"The millennium is here in the blink of an eye."

Lie down for a long time, dizzy, Zhao Huanyu stretched, sighed, and went to look out the window at the misty sky.

The tone of saying this is old-fashioned.

When Song Yezhi was young, he was arranged to sit around the stove with the grandpa's generation, and listened to them talk about the date of his death. Everyone hoped that he would die in a good season-"Spring, it will be here soon."

Most of them feel this way.

"Go and say goodbye to Zhou Yeshan." Zhao Huanyu said again.

"I've said it, when I went to school to go through the formalities yesterday."

"He's pretty miserable, too." Zhao Huan smiled unkindly, but the smile wasn't real and he didn't make a sound.

Song Yezhi didn't deny it because she used "also".

"How did he react?"

"Foolishly."

Zhao Huanyu laughed again.

"What are you going to do?" She frowned.

Zhao Huanyu said: "It's strange. Looking around, the road ahead of us sometimes leads in all directions, and sometimes it's dark."

Has life always been like this?

Song Yezhi said: "One step counts as one step." He said affirmatively, "Let's take a walk, maybe we can't just look."

"You're just looking for a new path," she said.

He smiled, noncommittal.

"Ono, I miss you."

"You can come to play with me every holiday, and let my grandpa take you."

"it is good."

She looked at his black knees, and murmured, "Don't get hurt again in the future."

Evening came quickly, killing the day easily.

Zhao Huan and Barefoot searched for schoolbags in the room, rummaging around.Putting your hands on your waist during the intermission, you slapped your head: "It seems that I didn't bring it at all, I left it in the classroom."

"Do you want to leave after eating?" Song Yezhi stood up and said.

Zhao Huanyu didn't answer well, nor did he answer badly, and just looked at him.

"I'll see you off at the airport tomorrow." She choked out a few words.

Song Yezhi lowered his head, there was nothing to see on the ground.Looking at the wall again, there is nothing to see on the wall.

"Don't come," he said.

Zhao Huanyu didn't say anything, just lowered his eyelids and nodded, squatting down to put on his shoes.

Black canvas shoes with white laces knotted.She chattered tirelessly, while Song Yezhi waited tirelessly.Her movements became more and more irritable.

In the end, he squatted down with her and put his head together.Song Yezhi reached out to take over the shoelaces, untied them in an orderly manner, and then tied them neatly.A drop of tear slid onto the back of his hand, which suddenly became hot and then turned cold.

"I'm sorry." Zhao Huanyu was sobbing, and immediately wiped it off for him.

Unexpectedly, it can't be wiped off completely, and the more it is wiped, the bigger the area will be.

"It's okay." He replied neatly.

After both shoes were fastened, she got up, touched the doorknob, and called him.

"Song Yezhi, goodbye."

"OK, bye."

"Again."

"Zhao Huan and goodbye."

"Hug."

"it is good."

They cried and laughed, like freshly swallowed blueberry-flavored soda, sweet and astringent.

The door lock was unscrewed, and the conversation inside the door suddenly stopped.

A bunch of keys flew into the iron box on the cabinet in the entrance from the outside before anyone stepped in.Zhao Huanyu closed the door, took off his shoes, paused for a while, didn't loosen the shoelaces, rubbed left and right, pulled his feet out abruptly while sitting.

She passed by the living room and went back to the room, waving her hand: "Go ahead."

Yi Qingwei sat on the sofa with a bunch of white papers in his arms, wandering around with a pen in his hand: "You've been away long enough, this trip."

Zhao Huanyu took a serious look at him, then said with a perfunctory smile, "Yes."

Shen Le said that there are still soups in the kitchen, if he wants to eat, he can heat it up.

Before closing the door, Zhao Huanyu said, "No need, I just ate it from Xiao Ye's house."

"boom--"

Close the door and lock it.

Shen Le is not surprised by Zhao Huanyu's appearance like this, and is used to it, but it is abnormal for her to treat Yi Qingwei like this.Yi Qingwei is more respected and loved by her than him.

"Look at your schedule, which day is relatively free, I'll organize the dinner." Shen Lejie went on to get down to business.

Yi Qingwei was a little absent-minded.

"Their institution is pretty reliable, and one of my seniors was also consulting here at the time."

Zhao Huanyu poked his head out from the room: "What are you talking about?"

Shen Leji turned to look at her: "Can you stop wearing shoes on your bare feet and put on your socks."

"It's not cold anymore," she said.

"But it's not too hot, put it on." Shen Le said, "Xiao Ye is going abroad——didn't you just come back from him?"

She came out, picked up the scattered papers on the table and flipped through them.

"I know. I was asking, what are you talking about."

"Your uncle is helping him watch the school."

Yi Qingwei asked her: "How is your game?"

Zhao Huan sat down cross-legged, without raising his head, and shook his index finger.

In Shen Leju's opinion, it was too stinky.

"No.1 is No.1, what are you doing with your finger?"

"I want you to take care of it." Zhao Huan and Bai He glanced at each other.

She read the words on the paper aloud. In a long row, the first few were all American universities, and the cities and cities were handwritten, and there were even distances.Zhao Huan and Liao Liao read a few, then stopped reading and used it to fan their faces.

"Is this the school you're looking at?" she asked.

"Yes." Shen Le said, "You should also take a look and give me some advice."

"Hmm..." Zhao Huanyu nodded, "But Xiao Ye has already decided to go to London, and Grandpa Song has helped him with the materials and application."

She threw a huge thunder as if nothing had happened: "Leave tomorrow."

"Tomorrow?" Shen Le put down the paper, "In such a hurry?"

"Xiaoye wants to leave early." She meant something and told someone who cared.

Only Shen Le was kept in the dark, and said strangely: "I have been unable to figure it out, why should I go abroad when I'm doing well? I'm still in a hurry."

"How wonderful it is to go abroad. The sky is high and the sea is wide enough to let the birds fly." She said, "I can think of it."

"Pull it down, don't be unable to take down your graduation book when the time comes."

"Don't always underestimate people."

"It's because you never looked at yourself."

"Can I have a good chat with you?"

"I don't want to?"

"At least you were the first one just now."

"What to do first?"

"Find faults."

"I don't call it finding fault, I'm telling the truth."

"Oh, then let me go abroad and see what the facts are."

"Okay, Zhao Huan and have learned how to use aggressive tactics."

Brother and sister, you come and go, and each of you says a word.Yi Qingwei, who was sitting on the side, was holding a pile of waste papers and fell into confusion.

This is the first step for Song Yezhi to break away from himself.

And there will be many steps ahead.

Yi Qingwei picked up the tea on the table and took a sip.The tea was cold, and seeped into the lips and teeth, it was extremely bitter, he waited for a long time, but the sweetness did not return.

"You don't drink tea like this." Shen Leji saw it, and said this one more time.

Yi Qingwei sorted the printed materials one by one, sorted them out, and restored them to their original appearance.

"What time is the plane?" Yi Qingwei didn't stop, "Did he say anything?"

"He doesn't want anyone else to deliver it."

"What time is it."

Zhao Huanyu was not silent for too long.

"Nine p.m."

Yi Qingwei held the heavy stack of paper, raised it, and said, "Then I'll go back first."

Came in a hurry, left in a hurry, before Shen Le could say anything, the door was already closed.

Zhao Huanyu collapsed on the sofa and sighed.

"Your uncle looks happy, doesn't he?" she asked Shen Lejie.

"what?"

"Since no one is happy, why make him have to go." She muttered softly, turned over, and buried her face in the soft blanket.

He sat in the car calmly, only to realize that the door was not closed when a gust of cold wind blew.He closed the door and was about to start the car, only to realize that the stack of papers in front of him was in the way.Yi Qingwei got out of the car, found a trash can, and threw himself into it.

Some of the papers soared into the air, circled in the air, and fell out of the barrel.

In the dark night, on the dark earth, they lie on it, firmly attached, like a few white scars.

So far, he has officially withdrawn from someone's stage, it seems that there is nothing more he can do for Song Yezhi.

Next to the trash can, Yi Qingwei finished smoking a cigarette.

"Tap, tap, tap" three times, Zhao Huan and immediately knew that it was Yi Qingwei who knocked on the door.

Light, crisp and regular.

She took the car keys that had fallen from the sofa, and handed them up as soon as the door was opened.

"Give you."

Yi Qingwei asked, "Where's your brother?"

"Going to take a shower." Zhao Huan asked, "Do you have anything else to ask him?"

"I'm looking for you." Yi Qingwei turned around and left, "Come out a few steps and ask you something."

Mysteriously, Zhao Huan followed curiously: "What is it?"

Standing in front of a bush, Yi Qingwei broke off a branch unconsciously. He stopped in time and tried his best to put the broken branch back together.

"Today is the last time you see Song Yezhi."

"Correct."

"Did he say anything to you?"

"Tell me to study hard."

"and also."

"Rhubarb is pregnant, so I have to pay special attention to it."

"and also."

"I have to talk to Grandpa Song often."

"..."

"About me," he said.

Zhao Huanyu didn't answer any more, but looked up at him.

Yi Qingwei looked back at her, waiting for her words.

"No."

"Not a word?"

"No."

Some want to smoke.

But he did not admit that it was a smoking addiction.

"Okay, go back and go to bed early."

"Uncle." Zhao Huan called him.

Yi Qingwei turned around, expecting something.

"Your car keys."

He paused, took it, and left.

Zhao Huanyu didn't move, staring at Yi Qingwei's back.

They talked a lot.

The world is far and wide, and there is no limit.

How many of them.

He said: Huanyu, that's not right.If you can, try to reach what you can get close to, and try to grab what you can get.

He also said: liking someone is the beginning of a war, a fight between yourself and yourself, a difficult fight.On the battlefield, he regarded death as home, unarmed, how could he not be injured.Unless there is no love.

Yi Qingwei's car drifted away, and Shen Le came out to look for someone in a bathrobe.

The shadows of both became blurred.

One more sentence.

However, don't be too scared, it doesn't hurt to get hurt.