Yizhi

Warm water to make tea, the taste is bland, Shen Le is holding it, and after a few sips, the cup is cold.The water couldn't boil for a long time, so he sat and waited.When Yi Qingwei came in, the pot just happened to be called.

The location of the wedding room is chosen by Zhao Huan and the house type is determined by Shen Lejie.She wants to buy the same community with Song Yezhi, so that she can visit in the future.The two houses are close to each other, looking at each other, and when you open the balcony door, you can see the eaves of each other's house.The two families hired the same designer, but Shen Leji's progress was faster. He was in time for Zhao Huan's wedding.

Yi Qingwei leaned against the door, refused to enter, and asked him, "How long have you been sitting? The smell of the new house hasn't dissipated, so don't stay too long."

Shen Lejie: ​​"Not at all, almost enough."

Yi Qingwei saw how proficient his technique was, and found it strange: "Drinking tea alone."

Shen Lejie: ​​"I often drink with others, I'm used to it."

Yi Qingwei shared the sofa with him: "Have you found it yet?"

Shen Le shook the tea pot and made him a cup.

"Train, direct ticket. Baicha, you can get off at any station."

"Two?"

"One piece."

"Don't worry, I left alone."

"It doesn't matter which way you go, it doesn't matter."

"Tie up with Huo Da, are you willing?"

Shen Le asked back: "Is there anything I don't like, it's okay to go with Huo Da, someone will help take care of her on the way."

Speaking of which, it was the first time for her to ride a train, and she bought a hard seat, so she didn't know if the train would be crowded or not.

Yi Qingwei's shoes stepped on the soft carpet, the soles of his feet were not firm, and he felt light and empty.He lowered his head, not intending to listen to the useless words.

Shen Le raised his voice: "Where's Xiao Ye?"

"We heard that the wedding was cancelled, so we diverted to the hospital halfway."

"Hospital?"

"Uncle Song has high blood pressure, which is a bit dangerous. He was supposed to be hospitalized for observation a few days ago, but Uncle Song promised to attend Huanyu's wedding. After the formalities are procrastinated, Song Yezhi is staying in the hospital. I'll come and see you. "

"Does Xiao Ye know about Zhao Huan and his leaving?" Shen Le asked.

"Do you know..." Yi Qingwei stared at Shen Leji's expression, fell back and leaned on the sofa, "Why, can you blame him?"

Shen Lejie: ​​"No."

Lip sticking to the rim of the cup, taking a sip, Yi Qingwei smacked the fragrance of the tea and said, "Find whoever is lost, don't show off in front of me."

"You should be in a hurry if you touch him." Shen Le smiled and said, "I'm crazy, and I blame him for it. I just want to know what she said to Xiao Ye before she left."

In the beginning, Zhao Huan and Shen Le had a lot of differences in terms of decoration style, and they argued for a long time.He suggested low luxury and minimalism, and she should be lively and warm.Yi Qingwei looked at the standing floor lamp next to the sofa in the living room. The lamp body was carved with iron art, and the lampshade was a cartoon drawing.

Neither of these two seemed to win.

Neither let the other party lose.

"Go get her back, let's talk about it." Yi Qingwei thought about it, and then told him.

"What?"

"What are you talking about? Keep hugging. The next time you fucking see Huo Da, go look in the mirror and look carefully at what kind of eyes you use-oh, there will be no next time, I won't see you again."

Shen Lejie gave a "tsk", Yi Qingwei's tone really sounded like someone who grew up wearing the same pair of pants as Wang Xinghe.

"Actually, it was my fault that she left. I blamed me for saying the wrong thing and wanted her to stay by my side forever. This time she and Huo Da came back, she became much better. I didn't see through her thoughts. I took it lightly, confide in dirty thoughts, and forced her to leave. gone."

Every aspect, went through in Shen Le's mind.

He said: "When I got it back, I couldn't point out the way for her. Wouldn't it make her hate me even more?"

"Why can't I point it out. Let's talk about it, difficulty and pressure, joy and pressure can bear it."

Shen Lejie: ​​"I can't carry it. The weight around me is too heavy. Let her out so she can relax."

In the official arena, Shen Lejie and Yi Yan have refused to stand in line so far, and there are many people in the capital circle who are eyeing Shen Yi and his family.At home, Shen Jinyun and Fu Ke treated Zhao Huanyu, who were raised as their own daughters since they were young, how could they bear this.Yi Qingwei looked at him and thought for him, he couldn't advance, he couldn't retreat.

"But someone has to be found."

"I'll write a letter to my aunt in a few days. She just wants to stay away from me and won't wander around."

"...Don't fucking laugh." Yi Qingwei whispered, "It's not much better than crying."

Yi Qingwei stood up and pulled him: "Eat dinner at my house, and there will be one less person crying and drinking tea in the future."

Shen Le held his hand: "I'm eating here today."

Yi Qingwei looked around and said, "You are really crazy."

"The pots and pans in the kitchen, rice, oil and salt have already been bought for them."

"Then do you still have to sleep here, live here, and never leave?"

"Just for today, let's start the stove for the new house." Shen Le took out the phone, "Shall I ask Xiaoye to pick you up?"

Yi Qingwei nodded: "Okay, even the expelled people are so devious."

Walking to the door, Yi Qingwei turned back a few steps and remembered something: "Zhao Huan and a classmate got on your line, please do something?"

Shen Leji thought for a while: "There is one, but these days there are too many things to deal with."

"Okay, don't bother, it's convenient to make trouble."

"how?"

"Little thing, that's it, I'm leaving."

"You have to say, I don't know the extent of this trip."

Yi Qingwei grabbed the door impatiently, and said, "I went to their high school reunion last time. This person was very harmonious and friendly on the face, but behind his back he said nasty things, and I heard it."

"About you and Ono?"

"Ah, that's the shit."

Shen Le smiled: "Those two bastards are also quite stupid, and they specifically told me that I must help someone with this task."

Yi Qingwei also smiled: "Yes, they don't believe that people can be so bad. Keep your mouth shut and don't tell Song Yezhi."

"I know, touch it quietly, let him continue to be stupid."

Yi Qingwei was about to leave, but he leaned against the door and looked at Shen Lejie: ​​"Now you talk too much."

Yi Qingwei left from Shen Ledu and went straight to the hospital.Pushing open the door of the ward, the lights were already on.Song Yingjun was lying on the bed with his eyes closed, and Song Yezhi was reading books beside the bed.

Hearing the sound of the door, Song Yezhi turned his head to look, his eyes lit up: "Uncle!"

Yi Qingwei: "Uncle Song fell asleep?"

Song Yezhi nodded: "After dinner, I slept for a while."

Tao Guosheng came from the other side of the corridor with a kettle in hand. Yi Qingwei caught sight of it and waved to Song Yezhi: "Go, I'll take you to drink mutton soup."

When he arrived at the store, he picked a corner and sat down. Yi Qingwei roughly wiped the bowls and chopsticks with clean water, and glanced at Song Yezhi from time to time.

"what happened?"

Yi Qingwei passed the chopsticks to the opposite side and asked, "Did you give Zhao Huan the money you took from the card a few days ago?"

After buying the house, their money is deposited on a card.A few days ago, Song Yezhi said that he wanted to withdraw some money, and the amount was not small. Seeing that he didn't mean to say anything, Yi Qingwei didn't ask any more questions.Received a call from Shen Lejie today, Yi Qingwei looked at Song Yezhi's expression and figured out the ins and outs in a few seconds.

"Zhao Huan and you want to escape, didn't you get angry with you before?"

Song Yezhi said: "Huanyu came to see me a week ago. She didn't say it—but she almost said it. I guessed it. I transferred the money to her card, and I didn't know that she planned to go first Wherever you go, it’s always convenient to prepare more.”

"Where are you going first? You have already guessed where she is going."

"Huo Da said that she has always wanted to go to Antarctica, and also wanted to visit all over the world." Song Yezhi said, "Uncle, I was afraid that if I told you, it would be like telling Brother Le Jie, so I tried my best to hide it. These few days There was no one to discuss this matter, so I was in a panic and didn't sleep well."

Yi Qingwei: "I see that you slept well and are full of energy every day."

After sending the soup, Yi Qingwei said in a soft tone: "Eat well, give you a call for Brother Le Jie."

Song Yezhi smiled: "Okay."

Shen Le has grown up since childhood, but braised pork is the best dish.I messed up today, I seldom make the amount for one person, I didn’t estimate the sugar correctly, so I put less.Wrapped in rice, it has no taste at all in your mouth, just like afternoon tea.

Song Yezhi called, and he was about to empty it into the trash can.

"Brother Le Jie."

Song Yezhi's voice sounded guilty, and the next sentence had to be sorry, but Shen Lejie didn't ask him to apologize.

He asked, "Xiao Ye, how is Uncle Song doing?"

Song Yezhi looked at Yi Qingwei: "It has stabilized, and then observe."

"Okay, that's fine."

"Brother Le Jie."

"Well, Xiao Ye. I just want to ask, what did Zhao Huan and you say to you before you left?"

"She didn't tell me that she was leaving. It was the last sentence that day. She reminded me of her. I guessed it."

"Is there nothing else to say?"

"It's gone, I've been chatting like usual." Song Yezhi added slowly, "But she came to the alley that day and asked me to dig two flowers in the yard and take them away."

"flower?"

Song Yezhi took a deep breath and said, "Yes, the flowers that I couldn't get from you when I came back from Qinhuangdao that year."

Later, the braised pork was not thrown away, he swallowed it, sprinkled some juice, and ate it with rice.

She grew up with him and never missed a single day.

At the end of 1995, Zhao Huan ran away from home and went to Yi Qingwei's house for three days. In the summer of 1996, Zhao Huanhe left again and went to Miyun for seven days. In the summer of 1997, I was admitted to Sun Yat-sen University in Guangzhou and left for a whole year. Since 1999, I have never returned home. In December 2002, he personally went to Guangzhou to bring him back.We only stayed until May 12, and the next time we brought Huo Da in September of the same year.

Shen Leji sat alone in the dark, stroked all the way, not knowing when she would return this time.

For a long time, the moon climbed the treetops.

He stood up, put on his clothes, and settled in the entrance, turned his head and looked at the lifeless, gloomy and cold living room, took out the key from his inner pocket, threw it into the air, and listened to it fall on the marble floor. He closed the door and left without stopping.

At the beginning of the year, the holidays were just over, and Yi Qingwei was sent to Shanghai to study, and it would take half a month to leave.

The three of them closed the door tightly, gathered around the stove, ate melon seeds under a thin blanket, and chatted.

Song Yingjun asked, "When will you two move into a new house?"

Song Yezhi concentrated on peeling melon seeds, and kept them in a small bowl.He said: "Uncle Ding, I don't know, I haven't bought all the furniture yet, I can still rely on you for a long time."

"It's you who rely on me, I rely on you." Song Yingjun scratched his hair and thought: "When did you buy the house?"

"Last year..." Song Yezhi said in surprise, "It's been a year, and it was made before the Lantern Festival last year."

"Last year—" Song Yingjun wrinkled his face and tried to remember, and said, "You bought it when you came back from Sanya."

"Yeah that's right."

"Your uncle mentioned it."

"Ah."

"Okay, do you want to set up a table then?"

Song Yezhi was stunned: "What seat?"

Song Yingjun: "The relocation banquet."

Song Yezhi shook his head: "Grandpa Yi's family, our family, and Uncle Shen's family, a meal together is enough."

Tao Guosheng listened to a few words, understood Song Yingjun's hidden thoughts, and laughed to himself.Song Yingjun was silenced by Song Yezhi. Tao Guosheng opened his mouth for him and asked, "Xiao Ye, in Chinese society, can boys and girls find a place to apply for a legal relationship? We don't need to ask for proof. It is recognized and protected by the law. relationship, can you?"

Song Yezhi thought to himself, Grandpa and Uncle Tao really dared to think that his client had never had such a dream.

He said, "It shouldn't be possible..."

Song Yingjun snatched Song Yezhi's melon seeds and covered his mouth: "Then can we wait until such a day?"

Song Yezhi pulled the bowl over, pressed it against his wrist, and continued to peel off one by one.

"Yes, Grandpa," he said.

The window is covered with wet fog, and the outside of the window is white.It snowed and the sun came out, and all the light hit the windows, making the room extremely bright.Sweating from covering the thin blanket, Song Yezhi moved it to Song Yingjun's lap.

The snowflakes had been drifting indistinctly in the outside world, and the three of them had nothing to do, so they kept watching it fall aimlessly, sometimes hoping that it would be bigger, and sometimes hoping that it would stop.

When Song Yezhi was a child, he heard from Fu Ke that he was born at eleven o'clock in the morning.Since then, every day he will think about the arrival of eleven o'clock.Later, the longer I lived, the less refined it became, and the eleven o'clock gradually lost its meaning.That ridiculous and childish sense of ritual only lasted for a short period of time.

Until February 2006, 2, every eleven o'clock in his life was branded with an indelible mark.

On Saturday morning, he made an extra trip to the lab.On the way home, in response to Song Yingjun's exhortation, he went to the street to pick vegetables, and asked someone to cut an extra piece of white tofu.

After a little delay, he pushed open the courtyard door, and Song Yingjun fell to the ground with vomit coming out of his mouth. Tao Guosheng lay beside him and called for first aid.

It is forbidden to move, wake up the consciousness, prevent the dirt from blocking the breathing, and when will the ambulance arrive.

Song Yezhi was surprisingly calm and emotionally blank. He knelt beside Song Yingjun, and while calling for someone, he stretched his fingers into his mouth to clean up the vomit.The brain and muscles are highly tense, mechanically dealing with the immediate crisis.

Spreading his hands, exhausted, sitting outside the intensive care unit, he kept repeating those four thoughts as if his brain had failed, and kept repeating the picture of Song Yingjun lying in the snow out of control.

Brain stem hemorrhage, the amount of bleeding is not optimistic, considering the age of the patient, surgery is not suitable, and conservative treatment is recommended.

Song Yezhi wiped his face and said calmly, "Uncle Tao, please take care of me. I'll go home and get my card right away."

Tao Guosheng immediately stopped him and straightened his shoulders: "Get the soul back, Uncle Tao is here, it's okay, ah."

"it is good."

"Tell your uncle, he supports you."

Song Yezhi's eyes fell behind Tao Guosheng, the ward number marked in red letters.He shook his head: "Uncle will come back in a few days, tell him now that it's useless, let him worry. Don't tell me, I can handle it."

At home, Song Yezhi stood by Song Yingjun's bed folding cotton clothes and pretending to go to the hospital.

For no reason, he thought of his grandma who passed away more than ten years ago, and he rarely dreamed of her these years.During those days, my grandma was seriously ill and was in a coma in the ICU ward. Song Yingjun took Song Yezhi home, brought her her favorite skirt and shoes, and hurried back to the hospital with her legs and sticks. It will be replaced for a while when you are awake.

Grandpa and grandma love beauty, and the most important thing is decency.

Eyelids were itchy, Song Yezhi's throat tightened suddenly, tears slid down, hit the white button of the clothes in his hand, and disappeared.

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