how to chase boys

First of all, I'm a normal boy, and it's normal to react. Who wouldn't react when someone pressed him in his arms, kissed him like this?

It would be a tragedy if I didn't respond, okay?

I stared at Tang Shi, raised my arm and wiped my mouth vigorously with my sleeve a few times until my lips were hot, as if I had wiped off a layer of skin.

Other people, whether Yan He or strangers with malicious intent, no matter what they say about me, I can be more open-minded and pretend nothing happened, but Tang Shi is different, he is the brother who grew up with me, Although he always bullies me, he also takes care of me most of the time. I really can't figure out why he humiliates me like this.

Obviously he just got into a fight because of me.

Or is it that he always thinks of me as a mother, that I look like a woman, that I deserve to be bullied and scolded by others, and that he just thinks that I am too cowardly to make him lose face when fighting with that boy.

In essence, he is no different from the boy just now.

Looking at him now, I just feel unspeakably disgusting.

"Tang Shi," I licked my swollen lips, took a breath, and said in a calm tone as much as possible, "If you don't like it, I can just say so, there's no need to do that."

"Don't you just think I'm annoying, I just won't bother you in the future."

As I spoke, my body trembled uncontrollably, half because of grievance, and half because of anger: "You really don't need to do this, it's not interesting at all, why do you call me gay."

"The teacher likes you so much, your parents must have given you a gift..."

"Can you give me this thing, anyway, your family is so rich..."

"Complaint, what else can you do besides suing the teacher..."

"Your mother is so beautiful, why don't you have plastic surgery..."

"Look at you, you look so motherly, like a woman, not only do you look alike, but you also have a temper..."

"Why do you play with a gay, you are also gay..."

Since I was a child, I have always listened to the adults and tried my best to take care of other people's emotions. Sometimes I have to apologize even though I am not at fault.

It is said that people should compare their hearts with their hearts, but most of them gave me great malice back.

They mistake polite compliments for sycophancy, mildness for cowardice, and even the fact that I am more delicate is a reason to be attacked.

Not just me, but also He Antang, although he doesn't seem to care about other people's whispers, and he never participates in all kinds of gossip.

But some people just can't see him well, and always make up some non-existent things to pursue their inner pleasure.

Every husband is not guilty, and he is guilty of his crime.

Because he is outstanding, even if he did nothing wrong, all kinds of rumors circulating in the school will not let him go.

He didn't let me go either.

On Qi Le's birthday, I left Tang Shi and ran home by myself. My mother asked me why I came back so early. I ignored her and ran back to the room without changing my shoes.

"Hey—you child."

My mother chased me upstairs and pulled the doorknob, "What's wrong?"

I didn't want to talk, so I pulled the quilt over my face.

I have been using the same shower gel for so many years, and there is always a scent of milk shower gel on the quilt. Maybe I have suffered too much grievance tonight, and the sweet smell on weekdays has become a little pungent.

My mother came to pull my quilt and asked me if I was being bullied.

I sat up with red eyes and looked at her, "Mom, please change me to another shower gel."

"what?"

My mom didn't quite keep up with my thinking: "Another body wash?"

"Hmm..." I rubbed my eyes and pursed my mouth, "I don't like this taste anymore, I want to change it."

"Okay, okay, I'll change it for you." There was only light from the door in the room, and the visibility was very low. My mother agreed, and turned on the light in the room with a "snap".

"Why is your mouth so swollen?"

When the light came on, I squinted my eyes stimulated by the white light, and reached out to block the light.

After seeing my appearance, my mother raised her eyebrows high, pushed my hand away, held my face and asked, "Who bullied you? Baby son, tell mom who bullied you?"

"Tang Shi, did Tang Shi bully you?"

I didn't talk all the time, my mother was in a hurry, and she went to the next door to find Tang Shi to ask for clarification.

"Mom," I reached out and grabbed the corner of her skirt, sniffed, and said in a nasal voice, "No one bullied me, I'm fine."

"Why is it all right?" My mother sat down on the side of the bed in the direction I pulled her, pushed my bangs away, and looked at my face carefully, "Tell me what happened to my mouth? My eyes are also red."

I shook my head and said listlessly: "Mom, don't ask."

"You... Forget it, mom won't ask." My mother sighed, a rare compromise to me.

She rubbed my hair and asked me to wash my face and go downstairs to get hot milk later.

"Brush your teeth and go to bed after drinking milk. If you have any grievances, you don't want to keep it in your heart and tell your mother, you know?"

I nodded, and fell back on the bed as soon as my mother went out.

I don't want to wash my face, I don't want to brush my teeth, I don't want to drink hot milk.

The purpose of drinking milk hard is to grow taller, so that one day he can be taller than Tang Shi.

Thinking about it now, this idea is really naive. If you don’t grow tall, you can’t grow tall. You are born short. It’s ridiculous for me to think that drinking milk will make you grow taller.

I lay on the bed, thinking wildly, without changing clothes or covering the quilt, and soon fell asleep.

It seemed that someone came in to see me in the middle of the night, turned on the air conditioner, helped me change my clothes lightly, and stuffed me under the quilt again.

I really wanted to open my eyes and take a look, but I was very tired and sleepy, my eyelids seemed to be filled with lead, and I couldn't open them no matter what.

I don't know what to do with a big warm hand on my face, there is a rustling sound in my ear, and after a while, something cool is placed on my forehead.

I felt very uncomfortable, and wanted to turn my head to shake off that thing, but I was too sleepy, so I just moved my head a little, and soon fell into a deep sleep again.

The next day I was woken up by the heat of my breath and struggled to open my eyes, only to feel that my mouth was dry.

There was water on the bedside table, and I drank it myself.

The cool water slid down my throat, easing my thirst a little.I drank all the water in one gulp, got out of bed with an empty water glass and went downstairs to fetch water.

My dad was reading the newspaper downstairs, he looked up when he heard my dragging footsteps, dropped the newspaper and got up, "Baby son, why did you come down by yourself."

"Dad," I greeted him weakly, "good morning, I'll come down to fetch water."

In addition to the dry hoarse voice I just woke up, there is also some muffled nasal sound.After a moment of hesitation, I continued, "I don't feel well."

My dad came over, took my water glass in one hand, put his arm around me with the other and walked to the water dispenser, "My dear son, you have a fever. Why did you sleep without a quilt last night?"

The bucket above the water dispenser gurgled and rolled a few big bubbles, and white water flowed into the cup.

I took a sip of the water my dad had collected, cleared my throat, and said that I didn't cover the quilt yesterday because I was really sleepy and accidentally forgot.

My dad laughed and rubbed my hair vigorously, "I'm so old, how come I'm still like a kid."

Holding the cup, I felt sleepy again, yawned a little, closed my eyes half-closed, and lowered my voice: "You said that day that I would always be your child."

I heard my dad sigh, helped me to sit on the sofa, then picked up the mobile phone to make a call, and told the assistant that I would not go to the company today.

I don't know what was said there, my dad said: "The child in the family is sick, and I will take him to the hospital to hang the bottle."

The assistant said a few more words, and my dad laughed lightly: "Buy a toy to coax him? No, our family is an older child, so there is no need to coax him to get an injection."

My dad asked for leave, first had breakfast with me, and then took me to the hospital to hang the bottle. The doctor said that I don’t need to hang the bottle in this situation.

He said: "The temperature has dropped sharply recently, and many people with weak resistance have been recruited."

He took a form for my dad to fill out, and chatted with my dad by the way: "What's your child's first date? He looks so handsome."

I was watching my dad write the list, "Uncle, I am in high school, freshman, and next year will be a sophomore."

The doctor smiled, "It looks childish."

He wrote a few words under the form my dad had filled out, and handed it back to us, "Okay, take it to the second floor to pay, and come here for an injection after taking the medicine."

Queuing up to pay and get injections, we spent less than an hour in the hospital. My dad also asked for a day off. When he came out of the hospital, he couldn't laugh or cry.

He took me to the mall to buy a set of Lego, and accompanied me to the bookstore, where he bought some messy comics.He said: "Hide the comics well, if your mother finds out, I can't save you."

"Yeah," I hugged Lego and watched the administrator pack the books, the corners of my mouth couldn't stop rising: "Thank you, Dad."

My dad took me to buy toys and comics, and took me to the Xianghua District to pick out a new shower gel. He made fun of me and said, "I heard from your mother that some people didn't like the smell of their shower gel last night." Eyes are red."

"It's not at all!" I jumped with a pale face anxiously, and finally picked out a freesia-scented shower gel that was not too thunderous.

After buying the shower gel, my dad sent me home. After I settled down, I went to the company. I lay on the bed and fiddled with my new Lego, thinking about whether I should have a space at home to put the assembled Lego.

I just shook Lego out of bed when I heard the electronic doorbell downstairs ring.

Knowing that the people outside the door couldn't hear me, I still yelled "I'm coming", put on my slippers and ran downstairs while talking.

I went downstairs and saw Tang Shi outside from the monitor on the doorbell.

I didn't want to open the door for him, and was about to go upstairs, when Tang Shi rang the doorbell again and threatened me, "Cheng Yueguang, I know you're inside, if I don't open the door again, I'll jump over the wall."

……

Look at what you can do, you should turn over and let me have a look.

With that in mind, I reluctantly opened the door.

Tang Shi walked in without saying anything, and stuffed a box for me.

He often does this kind of thing of slapping a sweet date. I don't want it, so I throw the box back into his arms and ask him why he is here.

Tang Shi hooked the corner of his mouth and said, "Isn't this quite fierce?"

I ignored him, turned and went upstairs, wanting to continue working on my Lego.

Tang Shi followed me up, and leaned against the door to see the plastic blocks I had packed all over the bed.

My dad bought me a space station from the recently popular aerospace series, and each ID card can only buy one piece.

There is a whole set of space series Lego models in the mall, sealed in a glass case, huge and spectacular, I don't think there is any boy who doesn't like it.

Tang Shi didn't speak to me after he went upstairs. He stood at the door and looked at me with eyes that couldn't be ignored.

After being watched by him for a long time, I finally couldn't take it anymore and asked him what he was going to do.

"Don't do it."

Tang Shi looked at me, straightened up suddenly, cleared his throat, and said dryly, "I'm sorry about what happened last night, I just... drank too much, there's no other meaning."

"Drank too much?"

I looked at him, and said mercilessly: "Three-year-olds are better at making excuses than you."

I said, "You didn't drink too much. You are as annoying as Yan He and the others. You just look down on me and want to see my jokes. You treated me like that last night, so come here today and say you're sorry?"

Tang Shi took a deep breath, as if I was someone who didn't know how to praise, and asked me under pressure: "Okay, then tell me, what do you want me to do?"

"You don't seem to understand, Tang Shi, what you want has nothing to do with me." I sat on the bed and looked at him, my ankles that were exposed outside were hurt by the blocks on the bed.

I slightly bent my legs and reached out to sweep off the building blocks stuck to my ankles, and there were a few pink indentations on my ankles.

I pressed those indentations, and looked at Tang Shi again: "You just look down on me, tell the truth, do you think I'm making trouble for no reason, and there's no need to apologize to me at all?"