how to chase boys

Things have come to this point, and I can't do anything, I can only lie on the bed like a dead fish and stare at the ceiling in a daze.

In the middle, my parents came to the hospital to visit me once, and I heard them chatting in a low voice, saying that Aunt Tang was crying because of Tang Shiqi again.

My mother was also worried that Uncle Tang would stop helping us because of this incident. She complained: "Tang Shi is really, why is he so old and not sensible at all."

"Don't you always say that our son is still a child," my dad said, "Actually, Tang Shi is one year older than our son, and he is also a child..."

"What?" My mother was so angry that she punched my dad twice, "What time are you still talking for him! Originally, we were justified in this matter, but Tang Shi was lucky, and he broke the bridge of his nose when he went up .”

My mother became more and more annoyed as she spoke, and her voice was full of tears at the end: "My son was beaten up and hospitalized like this. I really feel sorry for him. Why should he come back to make trouble, woo woo..."

"Okay, okay, okay," my dad quickly admitted his mistake: "It's my fault, don't speak up for him, don't speak up for him. Don't cry, wife, in front of the children."

It’s okay if you don’t mention me, but when I mention me, my mother is even more sad. She came to the bed and wanted to hug me: "My poor baby, why did you get hurt, woo woo, mom really wants you to be hurt by mom body."

Tears were all over her fingers, wet against my face.

I was also very sad. I got up and knelt down in front of my mother, resting my chin on her shoulder and silently comforting her.

It's not that I didn't complain in my heart, Tang Shi was really too impulsive.

But after thinking about it, all the faults in this matter are mine.

If it weren't for my stupidity, if I knew that Zhou Yu was following me and walked home alone, nothing would happen.

I really want someone to scold me, otherwise the regret and self-blame in my heart will overwhelm me.

My parents have been with me for a long time in the hospital, but they still have to go to the police station to show up, so they let me sleep first, and they will come back when they wake up.

How could it be possible to sleep, I sat on the edge of the bed and continued to be in a daze, my mind was a mess.

When people are distracted, they have no concept of time. After an unknown amount of time, the door of the ward was opened and closed, and someone walked up to me and stopped.

I thought it was my mother who came back, and I turned my eyes dully, only to find that it was Aunt Tang.

In just a few days, Aunt Tang looked haggard, with a heavy tiredness on her face without makeup.

Unlike the tiredness caused by long hours of overloaded work, the tiredness on Aunt Tang's face came from the inside out and came from a mental blow.

She sat down next to me in a daze, her tone was like a dark cloud, she couldn't tell the severity, it could float in the sky, but it was about to fall heavily.

She asked me: "Moonlight, how is Auntie treating you?"

OK.Enduring the sadness in my heart, I opened my mouth, unable to make a sound, so I could only nod vigorously.

"Auntie is so kind to you," Auntie Tang looked at me, her eyes quickly filled with water vapor, as if tears would flow out in the blink of an eye.She said, "Then beg you today as an aunt, don't be with Tang Shi anymore."

"You are two boys. Auntie loves you. She doesn't want you to go astray. She doesn't want to see you being poked and pointed at."

I didn't want to cry.

Aunt Tang cried first, the tears kept flowing, and soon her whole face became wet.

She said that I was obedient and a good boy since I was a child, and in her dreams she wanted Tang Shi to be as good as me.

"But your brother is just disobedient. I don't want to discipline him, so I raise you as my own son. I treat you as my own child, Moonlight. Auntie knows you are a good boy. It must be your brother's first mistake. Auntie Without him, can you listen to Auntie?"

"Let's separate, how can two boys be together?"

Aunt Tang in front of me gradually became blurred, my nose was blocked, I sucked my nose hard, trying not to let myself cry.

I can't speak, otherwise I will definitely tell Aunt Tang, this time I may not be able to listen to her.

This is true. I have been obedient since I was a child. I can eat nutritious things that I don’t like. I can give up my favorite toys to Tang Shi. The adults put on a show.

But Tang shi is different. I can compromise on many things, but Tang shi can't.

The relationship between Tang Shi and I seeped into each other's life bit by bit, like two trees with intertwined roots, even if the roots are cut off, the roots are still entangled, even if the roots are dug out and burned to ashes, you still fall into it I have you in me.

I like Tang Shi, I love him, even if it's against human relations, inappropriate, even if thousands of people criticize him and thousands of people oppose him, I will not separate from him.

I'm sorry for Aunt Tang, and I'm sorry for many people, but I really can't help it.

Boys and girls can love each other, so can boys and boys, girls and girls.Love itself is not wrong, it is the world that makes it wrong.

After Aunt Tang left, He Antang came again, but he sat with me for a while without saying a word.

I know he blames himself, but he's also a victim.

The real culprit has not received the punishment he deserved, and maybe he is still laughing secretly in a place where the sun doesn't shine.

I sighed, leaned my head on He Antang's shoulder, and closed my eyes tiredly.

I haven't slept all day, and now the drowsiness has become a huge wave, and I can't even keep my eyes open.

Just when I was drowsy and about to fall asleep, He Antang spoke suddenly.

He said that Zhou Yu approached him many times before he was injured, and they always wanted to get back together, and he felt sick.

"I really liked him at the beginning. When the school found out, he said he didn't like me, and he was playing with me. I admitted it. There are some things that you can't ask for at the beginning. When you look back after a while, that thing seems to be the same. Not particularly good."

"My mobile phone was taken away by him. When I was bleeding and crawling to the place where there were people, I thought I would die, but I didn't regret rejecting him."

He Antang turned his head and glanced at me as he spoke, seeing my sleepy face, asked me if I was going to sleep.

I shook my head, signaling him to continue.

Usually when we are together, I talk a lot, but now I can't talk, and He Antang talks a lot instead.

He said that he envied me very much. Regardless of right and wrong, the fact that Tang Shi went to fight with Zhou Yu was really surprising.

He Antang said, "He must really like you."

I like it so much that I can't be wronged even a little bit, even if it's as big as a fingernail.

I frowned, agreeing with what he said.

I don't know how Uncle Tang handled this matter, but Tang Shi came to the hospital to look for me the next day.

Like a normal person, he carried a thermos bucket in his hand, and when he entered the door, he said that he asked Aunt Tang to cook wontons for me.

I sat on the edge of the bed and stared at him, and he came and sat down on the edge of the bed, and opened the thermos to feed me.

I was a little angry, bit my lip and turned my face away.

Tang Shi insisted on asking what he knew, so he put down his spoon and came over to ask me what's wrong.His face moved closer, and I was all in the dark pupils.

He looked at me like this, and kept asking me what's the matter. I was so angry that I pushed him with my hands. Tang Shi was afraid that my hands would hurt, so he leaned back a little before I touched him.

"Okay," he said in a soothing tone, much like a big boy who learns in love without a teacher, "don't be angry anymore, I'll feed you something."

eat a fart.

I couldn't bear it anymore, I hated myself for not being able to speak, I opened my arms to hug him, and tears fell down.

Tang shi sighed, put the thermos away and came to hug me, I threw myself into his arms and cried silently, he gasped when his arms were around Tang shi's back.

what's wrong?

I sensed that something was wrong, sobbing and tearing off Tang Shi's clothes.

It was very inconvenient to wrap my hands in plaster, and it took me a lot of effort to lift Tang Shi's clothes a little.

Before I could see it clearly, Tang Shi pressed my hand and hugged me so that I wouldn't let me see it.

The nose was so blocked that I sniffed in his arms and smelled a faint smell of tobacco.

Tang shi must have smoked when he came.

When I raised my head from Tang Shi's arms, a large part of his T-shirt was already wet with my tears.Looking at the water stains on his chest, I felt a little embarrassed, and raised my hand to wipe him off with my arm.

Tang shi stopped me, took a tissue from the side and blew my nose for me.

After blowing my nose with the paper in his hand, I realized that I was hungry, and looked at the thermos bucket on the cabinet.

Tang Shi rubbed my head vigorously, sat where he was and turned to get the thermos.

When he turned around, the T-shirt on his back was raised a little bit, and I saw a few bruises on his faintly exposed waistline.

I wanted to see what happened, but Tang Shi had already turned back, so I gestured at my clothes with a serious face and asked him to lift them off for me to have a look.

Of course Tang Shi refused, and even pulled down the clothes with one hand.

The more he refused to let me see it, the more problematic it was. I put on an attitude that I would never give up until I saw it. In the end, Tang Shi had nothing to do with me, so he turned his back and opened his clothes to give me a look.

Even though it was only a short glance, I still bit my lip and wept.

Tang shi's strong and strong back was covered with criss-crossing blue-purple scars, which looked like they were whipped out by a belt or other strips.

After a night of precipitation, these wounds were blue and purple, looking hideous and terrifying.

I was so distressed that I could hardly breathe, and I wished I could slap myself twice on the face.

I couldn't stop the tears. I finally realized what it was like to "tear like rain". All the water in my body was going to come out of my eyes, and I couldn't stop it at all.

"If I had known I would cry so much, I wouldn't have shown it to you." Tang Shi approached me with a sigh, put his hand on the back of my head, and gently wiped my tears.

"I don't want to cry anymore," I said, and there was a little voice. I said, "But I just can't help it, what to do, woo... Tang Shi, the injury on your back looks really painful."

Although I can barely make a sound, every time I speak, it's like swallowing glass shards, and my throat hurts.

I didn't care about that much anymore, I asked Tang Shi if Uncle Tang beat him, and said with tears that he had never been beaten since he was a child, how could Uncle Tang hit him so hard.

"It doesn't hurt." Tang Shi held my face in his hands, wiped away the tears on my face with his thumb, and said very seriously, "At least it doesn't hurt as much as when I saw you were all wounded."