sad li bai

Yan Shu played too late at the party yesterday. After the first get out of class this morning, she lost her energy and lay down on the table.He was going to sleep, but just as he closed his eyes, he felt the phone vibrate in the desk. He took it out and unlocked it, and found that it was Chen Jing who had sent him a text message, saying that he was waiting for him downstairs.As soon as he was about to put it back and planned to put it back, he pretended not to see it, when the phone call came in.He thought about it, and felt that if he didn't pick up, he might not be able to stop, so he might as well go down.

He stood up, left the classroom and went downstairs.I saw Chen Jing in the open space between the second and third floors. It was early autumn and it was a bit chilly in the morning and evening, but the girl was still wearing a white dress with the hem blowing in the wind, revealing her fair calves.He suddenly found this girl very interesting.I call him out every now and then, who do I want to fall in love with, especially when I talk to myself recently, there is a burst of fragrance from my body, I am dressed beautifully, talking coquettishly and shyly to myself .

In all fairness, Chen Jing is pretty good-looking and has a pretty good temperament. During the school year, there were a bunch of people around calling her Goddess.It's a pity that Yan Shu didn't like such a girl in his heart. Holding Qiao, he always hoped to eat An Ling to death, but he always gave other boys other ideas.

When it comes to things like falling in love, no one must hold the other party firmly in his own hands. If he can't be single-minded, he still needs others.Does this girl take herself too seriously?Or feel that their vision is too superficial.

"Yan Shu, why didn't you ask me yesterday, why didn't An Ling contact me recently." When Chen Jing said this, she didn't realize how anxious she was, and still looked at Yan Shu with a soft smile .Eyes crooked with a smile.

"I didn't say, Chen Jing, you are so anxious, why don't you call him yourself? Don't stop him from asking?" Yan Shu's tone was rarely impatient, An Ling's girlfriend, pestering him every day , Yanyan tilted her head to look at herself with a smile, with a naive look.

"Aren't I embarrassed, I'm a girl, it's not good to be too active."

"Then it's embarrassing for you to come to me every day, you're quite funny." Yan Shu usually treats people with a smile, gentle and elegant, and doesn't seem to be aggressive.But when he wanted to smile or not, the raised eyebrows and playful expression made people feel very uncomfortable.What he said didn't save Chen Jing's face, it was as if after tearing off the mask of gentleness, the hidden evil nature was revealed.

Chen Jing's eyes widened in surprise, and she couldn't believe that Yan Shu said such embarrassing words seriously.She looked at Yan Shu's increasingly unsmiling eyes, and realized that Yan Shu was really embarrassing him.She subconsciously took a step back, widening the distance from Yan Shu.In her impression, Yan Shu is the kind of boy who is handsome, gentle, caring and considerate, and easy to be liked by others.She didn't expect Yan Shu to say such a thing.

Chen Jing wanted to get to know An Ling even before she was with An Ling, and An Ling hadn't contacted her for almost two months, and she didn't dare to call An Ling, for fear that she didn't want to hear what An Ling said In addition, she had more or less charming thoughts about Yan Shu in her heart, thinking that she could get closer to Yan Shu.Cai always used the excuse of wanting to find An Ling to get close to Yan Shu and cultivate a good impression. Now that Yan Shu said so, he felt very ashamed and didn't want to stay here.

"Yan Shu, don't think too much. If it weren't for An Ling, who would come to you." She hurt her self-esteem, and her tone was very fierce, but she was a little worried about what others would hear after she finished speaking, which made her feel uncomfortable. Uglier yourself.Just ran away.Yan Shu shook his head indifferently. He didn't want to argue with a little girl, so he walked back to the classroom little by little.But during class, he thought about it and thought it would be better to remind An Ling, so he sent a text message to An Ling.Let him handle his affairs with Chen Jing properly.

It wasn't until seeing the text message sent by Yan Shu that An Ling vaguely remembered that he still had a girlfriend. Chen Jing met An Ling at a party. Everyone brought companions that day, and An Ling and Chen Jing were alone. Anling wanted to be together, An Ling felt that Chen Jing looked good, so he didn't refuse, so they got together naturally, and they went out to play together a few times afterwards.But the girlfriend An Ling talked about before was not hypocritical. The two wanted to be comfortable together, stay together if they get along well, and break up if they don't get along.It was also the first time I met such a girl, she was too coquettish, and always put on airs when called out to parties, An Ling became a little impatient after only two times.

Especially after he met Xu Ning not long after, he was disturbed by him all day long, and he was not in the mood to practice.How can I still remember her, An Ling thought, but this girl is also quite funny, she ran to complain to Yan Shu.

After school in the afternoon, An Ling didn't follow everyone to the arena, but just played on the playground. He glanced at the studio, and there was Xu Ning sitting by the window painting. He died, and he didn't go to the venue, but occasionally he was caught looking at himself from the studio window during the big class break.

He was inexplicably a little concerned, but thinking that he must solve the matter of that girl Chen Jing today, he left without staying at the stadium.Xu Ning watched An Ling leave from the window, until An Ling's back could no longer see the black spots.He just lowered his head and looked at the empty drawing board.

Ever since he met An Ling in the studio that day, he couldn't help but always wanted to pay attention to this man. After a long time, as soon as he closed his eyes, he could see this man jumping up and shooting a basketball, impatiently leaning against the wall and waiting for someone Every silhouette is like a painting, he records them every day and draws them on paper.

Until he couldn't help it, he wanted to go further, he wanted to know this person, he wanted to see this person every day, and he wanted to be by this person's side all the time.He knew that such a crazy idea could not be accepted by ordinary people, even a little perverted.But he thought he was in good control.It wasn't until An Ling came to warn him that he realized that he was not just thinking, his actions had already affected An Ling's life.He wants to control himself not to fall into it again, this is an endless abyss, no matter how much energy and enthusiasm he invests, he will never get back.

An Ling and himself are not from the same world, and he probably has no reason to like An Ling.Once caught in the eyes, I can't forget it, and I want to get close like crazy.But An Ling was different, he had his own life.I heard from other people in the studio that An Ling's former girlfriends can organize a high-quality basketball cheerleading team.What's more, An Ling's current girlfriend should be the girl outside the city basketball stadium that day. He had seen her with An Ling before.She is so pretty, An Ling must like her very much.An Ling was so anxious to go out just now, he must have gone to meet her.

I can only stare blankly in the studio, waiting here foolishly for him to pass by every day, he lowers his head and smiles, draws an endless black abyss on the painting, and then tells himself over and over again that he should give up earlier if he can't get it .

An Ling and Xu Jing made an appointment on the whole hour, and the place was at a coffee shop near the school.They have not seen each other for a long time, but they asked her to come out. Given the current situation, Chen Jing was still 10 minutes late, holding the girl's slightly precious reserve, and sat in front of An Ling , I said embarrassedly, saying that I didn't mean to be late, I'm sorry.An Ling looked at Chen Jing, who was dressed in a trendy fashion and with light makeup.He didn't say anything perfunctory, he directly expressed his intention.

"Chen Jing, I haven't contacted you for so long. I thought we both understood each other's meaning. Besides, even if you have any questions, you can just contact me. Why are you pestering Yan Shu?"

"You're funny"

An Ling moved his body and leaned more comfortably on the chair. He looked ruffian, but he was still handsome.An Ling is different from Yan Shu, he has always seldom cared about other people's thoughts, and he doesn't bother to pretend to be a gentleman.When you hate someone, you don't hide it at all.The frank appearance makes the other party feel that there is no place to be tolerated.The change of face also became quicker, as if all kinds of doting before were just a show, Chen Jing still remembered that An Ling quarreled with his teammates because of herself, and refused to believe that An Ling wanted to break up with her at all.Even though she had a premonition in her mind, she pressed her lower lip in disbelief.

But now Chen Jing was so embarrassed by this straightforward look that he couldn't even pretend to be ignorant.This feeling was extremely embarrassing. She felt that everyone in the coffee shop was looking at her and laughing at her. She looked at An Ling who didn't care about the embarrassment she was in, and leaned there comfortably. My eyes are red with grievance,

"An Ling, I didn't pester Yan Shu, it was him who always missed me, you forgot the last time when he asked for my phone number, didn't you fight?"

An Ling was still laughing, and he didn't look angry when he heard this. Chen Jing slowly stretched out his hand, put it on An Ling's hand on the table, and looked at him softly.

An Ling raised his hand to shake off the slippery hand, looked up at Chen Jing,

"Chen Jing, even if Yan Shu is blind, he won't fall in love with you. He just wants to call me because he wants to contact me conveniently. Don't take yourself too seriously. Yan Shu and I are not for a woman. Do it."

Xu Jing probably didn't expect to be humiliated by the word Yan Shu several times within a week. When An Ling talked about this, she seemed to believe that she had something in mind for Yan Shu, and Yan Shu had no interest in her at all. No, it seems that since she was thirteen years old, this incident of self-love has never happened again.The way An Ling looked at her made her feel like she was cheap like a prostitute standing on the street, so she got up and poured lemonade with ice cubes on An Ling.Can't help the emotions in my heart.

"An Ling, you bastard."

An Ling casually brushed his wet hair and clothes, and looked at her with a rare smile on his face. This glass of water could completely dispel the remaining guilt in his heart.It was the first time he had said such nasty things to a girl.

Xu Jing looked at An Ling who was still smiling, feeling uneasy and scared.But she still had some fantasies in her heart, and felt that An Ling was reluctant to do anything to her.In the end, An Ling stood up, leaned beside her, and spoke in a low voice.

"Chen Jing, we are even now."

Then he swaggered away.Chen Jing sat on the chair for a long time before finally realizing that what An Ling said just now meant breaking up with her.She hurriedly picked up her phone and started calling An Ling.But only heard the cold female voice tell her over and over again,

"Incoming call reminder reminds you that the number you dialed is temporarily unavailable, please try again later."

She finally realized that she had been officially listed as a rejected client by An Ling.

An Ling was walking on the road wearing half-wet clothes. He was handsome in the first place, the kind of aggressive and conspicuous bad boy good-looking, but now the wet clothes stuck to his looming abs, the girls on the street all Can't help but look at him secretly, whispering.An Ling couldn't help the inexplicable joy in his heart, but it wasn't because of the vanity that usually made him happy. This kind of happiness came from the fact that he got rid of a trouble, and he could continue to do what he wanted to do.He wants to tell Xu Ning the good news, and he can also tell Xu Ning that you can read it openly now. I have no master now.He couldn't help sniggering, and it was rare to resist the sticky feeling on his body, and strode towards the school's studio.

Although it was very late, Xu Ning and the others still did not disband and practiced quietly in the studio, only the sound of the pen tip rubbing against the paper in the studio.Art students have to devote several times more time than ordinary cultural students to practice their expertise, so as to stand out among the many art candidates.Xu Ning looked at the slightly nervous drawing model on the chair, and couldn't help but think of An Ling that day. The aggressive, powerful and smooth lines are really beautiful, and they always appear in his mind.He looked at the darkened sky outside the window, and suddenly found An Ling's face appeared in the window. He pressed his eyes with the back of his hand, and smiled wryly in his heart.Just how deep is the obsession, and the hallucinations have already appeared before nightfall.

An Ling stood outside the window, and looked at Xu Ning who was looking at him stupidly and rubbing his eyes. The carbon dust on the back of his hand stained his forehead, and everyone else had a smear of red on his forehead. It was black, but it looked good against Xu Ning's snow-white complexion.He beckoned and signaled Xu Ning to come out, but saw Xu Ning rubbed his eyes vigorously again, but still had no intention of coming out.He didn't know how he got so much patience.She can wait until Xu Ning finally realizes that she is the one outside in the other people's chatter before looking for him, instead of being in a daze.Step out towards him quickly.

"You're more hypocritical than a girl, you came out so slowly. Next time, I'll go in and drag you out." An Ling whispered to Xu Ning, as if Xu Ning would definitely come out.

And next time, and next time.Xu Ning's mind was full of An Ling saying that he would come to see him next time, and he didn't know what was going on, so he couldn't help being happy, and couldn't even maintain his usual indifferent expression.An Ling just looked at this silly Baitian who didn't seem to be very online all the time. No matter how you look at it, it doesn't look like No. 1 in the art category. Doesn't it mean that he has been outstanding in the art test and the culture class is good enough to pass the test? Has he been recommended? It doesn't look like a brain at all.An Ling couldn't help but brushed Xu Ning's slightly long hair,

"Brother, I am single and have no companion, and I lack a small follower. Since you admire him so much, you will hang out with him in the future. When you are free, you can go to the arena and pass me a towel and a bottle. Water, the big brother is covering you in private, how about it, not bad."

After An Ling finished speaking a little uncomfortable, he was thinking that Xu Ning should not be able to refuse, seeing that he usually likes to watch him play.As a result, after Xu Ning heard it, he suddenly grabbed his arm, his eyes were wide open, bright and wet, like the black-and-white-flowered puppy raised by his grandma, and then he tiptoed unconsciously, Looking at him expectantly, he asked.

"Really, can I really go there every day, then can I take my drawing board with me, do you play every day, can I follow you when I'm not playing?"

Crackling, asking a lot of questions.Then, still a little nervous, she looked at him eagerly.

An Ling wondered if I was too aggressive towards him, that's why he was so afraid of me.And there is Xu Ning, can you stop putting on such a cold and friendless academic face, and sell the cuteness of soft and cute animals.Ordinary people can't stand it.An Ling maintained a serious expression.

"As long as you're obedient, of course it's fine." An Ling turned away his face, and didn't dare to look at it anymore, for fear that he couldn't help but turn himself into an idiot in public.She rubbed Xu Ning's face back and forth.

Xu Ning couldn't help jumping up and kissing An Ling, but he didn't dare, for fear that An Ling would think he was a pervert, but he was really happy. He sat in the studio every day thinking, if An Ling would let him Just follow along, he can sit on the sidelines and draw An Ling with a drawing board openly, instead of sneaking around every day, and then drawing by himself from memory.An Ling is so kind, he even came to tell him that he can watch him every day.By the way, An Ling said just now that he is single, so he can follow him every day, look at whatever he wants, draw whatever he wants, Xu Ning thinks about his happy time in the future, and smiles even better up.

An Ling looked at Xu Ning whose eyes became more and more fiery, and the feeling of body heat and heartbeat accelerated, as if after playing an extremely intense basketball game, came again.Just as he was about to say something, he saw Xu Ning turn around and run back into the studio. He heard a sound from the studio, something falling on the ground.He leaned over and wanted to go in to see what was going on inside, so he saw Xu Ning running over with a painting in his hand, and then stood in front of him.Put the picture in his hand.

"This is the best painting I have ever drawn, and I give it to you."

An Ling actually wanted to talk about art, even if you draw well, I can't understand it, but he still didn't want to see Xu Ning's disappointed eyes, so he opened it under the other's expectant eyes, and was surprised to find What I draw is myself.

In the painting, he is slender, with a casual posture and an aura that is difficult to ignore. Even if the focus of the eyes is blurred by the slightly elongated eyes, the cold breath seems to overflow from the painting, even the casual The movements of sitting on the stool showed that his body was full of strength, like a bow stretched to the extreme, which was extraordinarily beautiful.

He looked at the painting in his hand, and thought that what Xu Ning said might not be polite, he didn't know much about art, but he thought it was well drawn, and he was so handsome.He carefully rolled up the painting, and was going to go back and frame it properly. The painting was drawn with pencils, so it was easy to scratch it accidentally.It was rare to receive a painting that he liked so much, and he thought he must keep it well.

Xu Ning watched An Ling roll up the painting, and his eyes lit up. He felt that An Ling might not like such a boring gift. He was also happy for a while. He really didn't know what to give An Ling, so he took out this painting. Now that I think about it, I still feel a little bit reluctant.

If An Ling didn't like it, he could return it to himself. He watched An Ling open the painting, and put it away after looking at it for a while.He didn't intend to return it to himself, but instead held it carefully.He opened his mouth and swallowed back the reluctant words, but he still unconsciously stared at the painting in An Ling's hand.

An Ling didn't miss Xu Ning's pitiful little eyes, but he didn't expect that the other party was reluctant to paint, but thought that the other party was worried that he would not cherish it.He pursed his lips.Thinking about going to frame the painting first, let the other party know that he will treat the painting well.Just opened the mouth.

"I accept it, it's not bad, you go back and continue practicing." An Ling didn't see anything on his face, and turned around to leave, but he was still a little bit reluctant to part with Xu Ning's cold face, but his pitiful eyes Look, want to stay with him for a while.But in a blink of an eye, he thought that Xu Ning was so reluctant to part with the painting, and he thought that he must protect the painting carefully, and go and frame the painting first, or the gift shop will be closed when school is over at night, so He patted Xu Ning's head, lifted his legs and strode away.

Xu Ning was alone in a daze at the door of the studio, looking at his empty hands, wondering what An Ling was planning.I don't know why the heart beating desperately in my chest.