sad li bai

Walking to the gym, I feel sick to my stomach on the way.

As a result, after An Ling found out that time, he began to suppress the speed of his eating, not letting him eat too fast, and he was not in a hurry to go to the court. He put down his chopsticks and looked at An Ling who had already finished eating and was waiting for him.

"An Ling, pick it up, maybe there is something urgent."

"Is there anything urgent? Just tell me to play ball, eat well." An Ling said nonchalantly, Xu Ning seemed to be very expensive and difficult to support, but in fact it was the same. He didn't like the ones that were too greasy, and the ones that ate too much Not soon, last time he was lying in the infirmary with a hanging bottle, and An Ling was taken aback by his pale face.But it was like this, sitting in the first row of the gymnasium watching him play, the pain made his face pale, and his back was soaked, but he refused to tell himself.By the time An Ling found out that something was wrong, he was so painful that he couldn't walk anymore, and was carried to the infirmary by An Ling.From then on, An Ling made up his mind to take a good look at Xu Ning, but he couldn't let the delicate skin and tender meat raised in other people's homes spoil in his own hands.What's more, facing Xu Ning's quiet, well-behaved and beautiful face that made An Ling's heart tremble, An Ling couldn't stand his pitiful look, and felt very distressed.For Xu Ning, he actually just needs to be with An Ling, whether it's eating or playing ball, but he doesn't want An Ling to be a little reluctant because of himself, and he doesn't want An Ling to have conflicts with his brother because of this, so He saw An Ling take out his vibrating cell phone again and was about to hang up the call. As soon as he moved his hand, the phone grabbed him and pressed the answer button.An Ling was afraid that the hot noodle soup on the table would spill on him, so he didn't stand up to grab it again, and let him connect.

"Grass, An Ling, hurry up and start working." As soon as the call was connected, I heard Yan Shu's usually gentle and gentle voice with rare anger, and there was also a messy voice on the other end of the phone, like many human appearance.

An Ling did the same, stood up from the chair all of a sudden, took the phone, "What's going on, please explain clearly."

"I don't know, come here quickly, in the gymnasium." An Ling picked up the coat hanging on the chair, and was about to leave. He walked up to Xu Ning, leaned over and took a bite on Xu Ning's cheek, "Go back obediently." In the art room, something happened to Yan Shuna, I'll go and have a look." Just as he was about to leave, Xu Ning looked at the anxious An Ling, knowing that he couldn't stop him, but still frowned slightly, he stood up,

"Well, An Ling, you, be careful, I'm scared."

An Ling looked at Xu Ning, knowing that he must be worried, but it sounded so messy, so he couldn't take the risk of taking him there. If he knocked and bumped into him, he wouldn't regret it, so he hugged Xu Ning and wrapped his arms around him strongly. Xu Ning's waist,

"Don't worry baby, it's fine."

Xu Ning blushed. An Ling knew that he was thin-skinned and always liked to take advantage of outsiders. Seeing him blushing, he wanted to tease him. Today was really busy, and there was no time to continue making gentle jokes. An Ling didn't say anything, let go of his hand and left up.

Xu Ning didn't come out to leave until the blush on his face faded away. When the bill was paid, the boss said that the boy with him had already paid.He was stunned again, and couldn't help but wonder if An Ling treats everyone like this. When he likes you, he really wants to pamper you. No matter how busy he is, he will never ignore you. Let the brother make fun of himself and protect him well.

But the more it was like this, Xu Ning became more and more frightened. He originally thought that the day he stole was counted as a day, and the time he could go was counted as a time. So regret not trying.Don't be restless all the time because you can't get what you ask for.But the result is that he thought that this relationship is only covered with sweet sweet sauce on the outside, and it may not necessarily be some kind of bitter fruit inside.As a result, as the time spent together grew, he found that this relationship was obviously a rainbow cake layer by layer, and the more it got inside, the more fragrant and glutinous it was, making him more and more trapped, the more he couldn't let go.I thought that if I didn't make it through graduation, it would end badly.But if things go on like this, An Ling who is so perfect and considerate, how can he let go, how can he give up to others, now that he thinks that if An Ling goes to another university, he will definitely be surrounded by all kinds of lovely girls, The jealousy in his heart was like a poisonous snake, biting him full of holes.

After the cultural class in the afternoon, Xu Ning was about to leave the classroom with his painting bag on his back when his phone kept vibrating. This feeling of telepathy made him feel extra sweet, and the person he had been thinking about all afternoon called him.

"Come out outside the school gate, I'll wait for you." After hanging up the phone neatly, Xu Ning ran outside without packing his schoolbag, unlike the quiet ones who used to run downstairs in the corridor, There was a loud noise, and the people who went downstairs were also surprised when they saw Xu Ning running, but Xu Ning didn't have time to pay attention, he was in a certain kind of fear every second, especially when An Ling After being out of his sight for a long time, he was always worried that An Ling would go back on his word. He found out that he actually liked soft girls without paying attention. He had to use up almost all his energy to control himself from being like a resentful spouse in front of An Ling. Concerned about gains and losses, he ran towards the school gate without stopping for a moment, not daring to make An Ling wait for a while.

An Ling saw Xu Ning when he came out of the building, saw him descending the steps outside the building in a few rare steps, running on the playground, his smooth short chestnut hair undulating with his body, not at all like usual Keeping calm and self-possessed, she didn't stop until she ran in front of him, and then she began to pant, her face was flushed from the suffocation, and her eyes were watery.

"What's the rush? What should I do if I get stuck?" An Ling couldn't help but brushed Xu Ning's sweaty hair on his forehead, feeling so soft in his heart.Xu Ning was still speechless. He doesn't usually like sports very much. When he ran vigorously, he felt out of breath. He put his hand on An Ling's arm and carefully wanted to lean in front of An Ling. An Ling immediately hugged him in his arms, and hit An Ling's broad chest, Xu Ning seemed to be steadied, he clutched the corner of An Ling's clothes, his fingers were too hard, turning pale.

"Why don't you wear a coat, and you're sweating and blowing the air, do you want to catch a cold?" An Ling didn't know what to do with Xu Ning, he couldn't beat him, scold him, and he always did stupid things that made him feel bad.Xu Ning didn't speak, just buried in his arms, unwilling to come out.An Ling didn't force him, just at the school gate where people were coming and going, she kept hugging Xu Ning until he was willing to come out of her arms.

After a while, all the people cleared up. This is the case at the gate of the school. When the class is over, there are so many people that they can’t miss it. It doesn’t take ten or eight minutes to see the dense crowd. They disperse here in a few minutes. Every corner of the city is scattered among pedestrians.Xu Ning also took a breath, and the blush on his face dissipated.He stood up straight and wanted to ask about the noon, but saw An Ling put a bag of braised chicken feet in front of his eyes.

"At noon today, the basketball team from another school in the city came to pick things up, so I went out to make an appointment, and I called you as soon as I came back. Their braised chicken feet are very famous and super delicious."

Speaking of it, one of the most interesting things about Xu Ning is that this person with a noble and elegant temperament just likes to eat chicken feet. No matter how cultivated he is, this kind of food is not too elegant , has a paranoid hobby.An Ling also discovered it at the last gathering. Xu Ning doesn't like greasy food, so he watched from the sidelines last time when he ate barbecue, but when the grilled chicken feet came up, he would sneak peeks from time to time. An Ling pretended not to care and put one in the On his plate, after a while, he saw Xu Ning lowered his head and ate it up, and the small bones spit out beside him wished they could be spelled like chicken feet.It's so cute, so today An Ling went over and saw that he couldn't be good, so he thought that he must go to this store so that he could bring some back to Xu Ning.

Xu Ning didn't expect An Ling to catch his hobby that didn't come to the table like this, and he took it so seriously, happy and shy, seeing that there weren't too many people coming and going at the school gate, so he took it with his left hand. He picked up the bag of stewed chicken feet, grabbed An Ling's collar with the other hand, and pulled An Ling's neck down. Ling kissed his lips. He was not as forceful as An Ling always was when he was a relative, but soft and gentle. To An Ling, it was like a feather with fragrance gliding over his lips. I feel happy from the bottom of my heart, not the usual joy of being satisfied with vanity when I win a war and get compliments for buying gifts for girls, but a kind of burning heart, wishing to buy him another twenty catties of chicken feet, and call him The excitement of kissing myself again.

He hugged Xu Ning's extraordinarily slender waist wrapped in a gray shirt, and felt that he had everything. "Yan Shu is in a bad mood today. I booked a room in Qinghe. There are not many people. I want to accompany him. Will you go?" An Ling knew that Xu Ning usually went to practice art after class, but he could almost guess As long as he asked Xu Ning, he would go there. He didn't want to delay Xu Ning's class, and he didn't want to be separated from Xu Ning, so he asked.For the first time, he worried that he would affect the other party. Although he wished that he could be together all the time, he still hoped that the other party would be good, everything would be good, study well, health be good, he would treat him well, and hold the whole world in front of him.

"It's okay. It's the same when I go back to practice at night. If you are worried about Yan Shu, let's go there quickly."

"Then let's go directly." He loosened Xu Ning's arms, blocked the wind with his body, took off his coat and put it on Xu Ning, and walked towards Qinghe with his arms around Xu Ning. Qinghe is very close to the school. Just a few steps around the corner.

An Ling's body is hot. Even though the autumn wind is bleak in the morning and evening, and the weather has turned cold, he wears a vest and a sweater jacket. After taking off the sweater, two slender arms are exposed. As soon as he hugged Xu Ning into Qinghe, he immediately Go straight to the private room on the second floor, open the door, and see the beer bottles on the table in a hill.

Xu Ning took a quick glance, and there were indeed not many people sitting there, they were all brothers in the team who played well with An Ling, and An Ling didn't hide their intentions, so he walked in with Xu Ning in his arms.Xu Ning didn't want to let go, and there was no emotion on his face.An Ling took him to sit next to Yan Shu, and when Yan Shu saw him coming, he smiled, with almost no smile on his face.He said hello, and continued to pour beer into his mouth, looking really not in a good mood.After Xu Ning sat beside Yan Shu, he didn't say much, and kept listening to An Ling and the others talk about what happened today.

Probably Yan Shu had a quarrel with the captain of another basketball team. It seemed that Yan Shu started the fight first. An Ling and the others were too unreasonable and embarrassed to go too far, but Yan Shu has always been gentle with others. He felt that the other party must have touched a place that Yan Shu didn't want others to touch, and he didn't want to find out about Yan Shu's wound, tearing up the other's scar in the name of caring, and taking a look at it without pain or itching , It is useless to oneself and others.

He also dislikes those who seem to care about the serious injury and whether it hurts or not. What they do is the worst thing. They are more shameless than those who hurt directly. They step on other people's wounds to satisfy their own curiosity. , but also made enough to care about people's posture.

"Bored, sit here by yourself." An Ling walked over from his brother, walked to the side of Xu Ning, stretched out his arms to hug Xu Ning, rubbed his chin on the top of Xu Ning's head, his nostalgic eyes made others pimples, An Ling didn't care that they were whistling and making fun of them.He kissed Xu Ning's side face and whispered next to his ear.

"They are all my best brothers. They are just teasing us when they make jokes. Don't take it to heart." What An Ling is most afraid of is that Xu Ning is thin-skinned and shy. Because the brothers are angry because of their jokes, they always stop him. They, but this group of people have been together for a long time, and they all have such a straightforward and carefree personality, and he is too embarrassed to go too far.Xu Ning shook his head in his arms. Even if he was shy, he was not a girl, and he would not affect his relationship with An Ling for such a trivial matter. He stretched out his arms to wrap around An Ling's thin and strong waist, and leaned against An Ling. in the arms.

"By the way, the millefeuille pagoda in the dessert shop next to Qinghe is very famous. I'll buy it for you."

An Ling stood up and was about to go out, so Xu Ning got up and hurriedly followed behind. An Ling smiled and pulled his hand and walked out.

Today's small desserts in the dessert shop are all sold out, An Ling wants the shop to make a 12-inch mille-feuille, and he wants to take it with him.Xu Ning stopped him and said to come another day, but An Ling just wanted to give Xu Ning the best food, and give Xu Ning a taste of everything that came to his mind.Xu Ning didn't want to let An Ling's thoughts go to waste, so he stopped stopping and smiled and agreed.

While waiting for the cake, Yan Shu called to ask An Ling where they had gone. When An Ling was answering the phone, Xu Ning suppressed the smile on his lips. When the electric door that automatically detects people opened, there was no sound. I went out quietly and stood in the flower stand outside the dessert shop, looking at the starry sky. After the beginning of autumn, it got darker and earlier, and it was completely dark at six or seven o'clock. The sky above my head was like a dark blue curtain. It is sprinkled with diamond-like stars.For Xu Ning, An Ling before was like the sun hidden behind the bright starry night, even though you couldn't see him when it was dark, you knew he was always there.And as soon as the sky dawns and he comes out, you won't be able to see any other stars anymore.Just like now Xu Ning is getting more and more love.

He couldn't suppress the fear in his heart. Desire was a black hole that couldn't be filled. The more he got, the more he wanted.He was a little afraid of himself, afraid of his liking for An Ling.He was afraid of the night without An Ling, without the sun, there would be no bright moonlight, and no twinkling stars. What he would face was a dead and desolate night, like a huge black net.

An Ling hugged him from behind. The night was very cold. After standing outside for a few minutes, his body became cold. The moment An Ling's body warmed against him, he warmed him instantly. He leaned his body back and put the All his strength dissipated, and he completely relied on An Ling.An Ling stood quietly behind him, occasionally kissing his hair and the side of his face.The time he and An Ling were together seemed to fly by so quickly.It's been almost two months, and what he thought was a week, a month, but he didn't know how many weeks and months, An Ling's interest faded away.They will be graduating in half a year, can he stay together peacefully until graduation?Thinking of this, Xu Ning felt uncomfortable. He didn't want to think about it anymore. He turned around and looked at An Ling's facial features that were still clear under the moonlight. Kissing An Ling's mouth, instead of just touching it lightly before leaving, but rubbing against it, sticking out the tip of his tongue a little bit, this is the first time An Ling has seen such an active Xu Ning, the light pink is wet and slippery The tip of his tongue mischievously caused a commotion on his lips. He looked at Xu Ning's eyes shining brighter than starlight, and his side face, which was as white and flawless as porcelain under the moonlight, his eyes were red. The tip of his tongue rolled into his own mouth, and he scraped it hard, occupying Xu Ning's mouth like an enclosure. He didn't let go until Xu Ning's hands and feet were soft, his cheeks were hot, and he was short of breath. Pressing her face on her shoulders, she pinched Xu Ning's buttocks with her arms around her waist.

"Xu Ning, let me tell you, don't flirt, I can't control it after flirting, you are the one who will die." An Ling's lower body was rigidly stuck on An Ling's front abdomen, a big hot piece, An Ling grabbed Xu Ning Ning's waist and lower body pushed Xu Ning forward. Xu Ning was so pushed that his whole body became more and more limp, and he hardly dared to raise his head. He didn't dare to imagine what his eyes would look like when he saw An Ling. An Ling rarely Kissing him on the mouth, but almost kissing him is to put down his strength, as soon as An Ling gets close to him, he will be unbearably soft, and he has already restrained himself from not taking the initiative, so there is no need for An Ling to control him.

Until the clerk called them in to pick up the cake, the blush on Xu Ning's face hadn't faded away, and the blush on his delicate and smooth face like white porcelain was so good-looking that An Ling couldn't bear to move his eyes, and looked at Xu Ning well along the way. , Seeing Xu Ning's heart beating fast all the time.

Back in Qinghe's private room, An Ling was still holding Xu Ning's hand. He cut off the place with the most fruits on the thousand-story pagoda, put a large piece in front of Xu Ning, and put the rest in the middle of the table. They all looked good. Calling out to the drinkers,

"The thousand-story pagoda in the shop next door is newly made, you can eat it together." Then he ignored the rest, sat on the edge of the table, and kept looking at Xu Ning.Staring at Xu Ning's small mouth opening and closing.

Yan Shu couldn't stand it anymore, couldn't help walking over and stretching out a hand to block An Ling's sight,

"An Ling, can you not stare at Xu Ning like a hungry wolf who hasn't eaten meat for many years? Only Xu Ning has a good temper. If you look at it this way, you can still eat it."

"Come on, we have a good relationship, I'd love to see it." An Ling pushed Yan Shu's hand away impatiently, and continued to watch Xu Ning eating there, but after waiting for a long time, Xu Ning did not eat the extra cream To the lips, to give him a chance to rub and wipe the oil.Chen Yu came over, put one arm on Yan Shu's shoulder, and held the wine bottle in the other hand, he smiled and laughed, and made fun of An Ling with Yan Shu,

"You really have no eyesight. How can An Ling have time to talk to us now? You see, Xu Ning didn't say a word, and he doesn't mind. You are involved in the affairs of the two. What are you doing? Come over and have a drink with us single men Bar."

Yan Shu took a deep look at Xu Ning, saw him eating silently with his head down, and didn't react much, so he stopped talking.Xu Ning watched them pass by, then looked up at An Ling, put down the fork in his hand, and called An Ling in a low voice.

"An Ling"

"What's the matter?" Seeing that he had put down the fork, An Ling quickly bent down. The room was so noisy that Xu Ning's voice could not be heard clearly, and he was willing to get closer.

"I can't eat anymore, I'm a little stuffed." Xu Ning grabbed An Ling's big hand and stuck it to his stomach. The flat lower abdomen was slightly undulating, soft and warm. An Ling looked at the embarrassed Xu Ning who was a little uncomfortable. , I thought he was a little cuter. I ate a lot of chicken feet and a big piece of cake in the afternoon, which was a little bit more than what Xu Ning usually ate. I probably told myself that he couldn’t bear it because he was a little Laughing, and afraid that Xu Ning would get angry if he laughed, he sat on the large sofa next to Xu Ning, the sofa sank slightly due to the weight, Xu Ning took advantage of the situation and leaned against An Ling's arms, An Ling stretched out an arm to hug him closer to him , stretched out the other hand and rubbed Xu Ning's lower abdomen, clockwise in circles.

"Is it uncomfortable, just say it next time if you can't eat it. Don't hold on."

"Well, it's okay, just rub it."

Xu Ning was lying in An Ling's arms, unconsciously acting like a baby. He always ate lightly at night, and basically stopped eating after six o'clock. This was his family's rule.Today, I was happy and unconsciously ate a lot, and my stomach hurts a little. When An Ling's big hand was put on it, it was very comfortable.

Yan Shu sat on the sofa on the other side of the room, watching the two of them in a daze, with the wine on his lips, without drinking.Sitting next to him, Chen Yu followed his line of sight, and saw that the sweet atmosphere over there couldn't penetrate the two of them.

"An Ling seems to be serious this time, which is rare."

"But I'm always a little worried." Yan Shu withdrew his gaze. He had also been caught in the sweet vortex of love, so he knew the unforgettable pain of having his fantasy broken. The beautiful illusion dazzled his head, and he was even more afraid that An Ling would end up on a road of no return.

Yan Shu frowned, and his mood became more gloomy.Chen Yu didn't notice it. It is estimated that no one in this team thinks so much like Yan Shu. They are all enjoying today, regardless of who An Ling likes in the future. They are all happy. An Ling will not be bullied, Bullying them would also help An Ling vent their anger together, so I didn't think it was a big deal. An Ling liked Xu Ning, and they didn't dislike them either. As for whether they were male or female, An Ling didn't care, it was none of their business.

Yan Shu wouldn't directly tell Xu Ning or An Ling about his worries, An Ling wouldn't listen, and would think that his worries were unfounded, while Xu Ning was full of enthusiasm.He didn't express any opinion throughout the night, until Xu Ning's dormitory was about to turn off the lights, and the group of them came out from Qinghe, and everyone dispersed at the entrance of the hotel. If anyone wanted to continue the show, he asked An Ling if he would go, An Ling Holding Xu Ning's hand behind, shaking his head, he couldn't go on, everyone dispersed, Yan Shu glanced at them before leaving, waved away without saying anything.

An Ling saw that everyone was almost gone. On the road after eleven o'clock, there were few vehicles and pedestrians, the street lights were dim, and there were some 24-hour storefronts with various LED lights on the doors. After turning on the light, An Ling went down two steps and looked at Xu Ning at the same level. He turned around and turned his back to Xu Ning.Patted himself on the back.

"Come on, brother will carry you back."

Under the moonlight, An Ling's white vest glowed faintly, and the exposed arms were covered with smooth and powerful muscle contours. Xu Ning stood on tiptoe and lay on An Ling's back. An Ling held Xu Ning with both hands. He lifted An Ling up with all his strength and put it firmly on his back. Although Xu Ning looked tall and thin, he still had a bit of weight, and there was a sense of solidity on his back. The warmth of his legs was attached to his palm through a layer of fabric, which made him feel safe and secure.An Ling seldom recited his girlfriend before. Usually, they recited it when they were so noisy that they had to recite it. He never wanted to carry someone behind his back and walked all the time, but he carried Xu Ning on his back. It feels great.He just wanted to pamper Xu Ning and make Xu Ning like him a little more.If you want to stick together with Xu Ning forever, it's best not to separate.