Blade of the Sky

——I really like those orange eyes, which contain endless tenderness and tolerance, just like the sky, which makes people indulge in it uncontrollably.

*

That year was a famine year, and natural disasters also came together.

The desperate villagers rallied people from neighboring towns, armed with wooden farm implements, and while cursing my father's name, they defeated the guards of my house and broke in.

They took my father's body away to show the public, and my mother and servants worked together to let me escape.

Before leaving, my mother hugged me, and her tears wet the solid sackcloth I put on. She repeated a sentence in my ear: "Atom, go down, go forward, no matter what, you must Go on, you must live."

Then she pushed me away hard.

After that, the screams and cries from behind all told me a fact——

I was alone.

I just walked aimlessly like this,

I don't know how long I walked,

I don't know how long it took.

When you are hungry, you can pick up some wild grass and vegetables, and you can find a dilapidated and abandoned thatched hut when you rest at night-many people will die in famine years, and there are corpses and empty huts everywhere.

I don't know how I survived the encroachment of hunger and the same hungry beasts.

When did a child of a rich family like me who is used to a good life experience such suffering, it was like falling from heaven to hell all at once.

The only thing I can do is to continue to move forward with my mother's hope on my back,

Although I don't know what the days ahead are like, what awaits me at the end of the road.... I'm at a loss.

I have thought of this more than once——

Just die.

If you die, you can end this duckweed-like life,

If you die, you don't have to go on alone anymore.

If you die, you can go to heaven to meet your loved ones.

But in the end I tried my best to survive... because I was afraid of death.

I can't forget the screams and cries at that time, and I can't forget the appearance of my parents and fellow villagers when they died.

I'm scared,

Fear of being like that.

I'm a coward,

A selfish coward for his own sake,

I abandoned my dear ones and ran instead of staying with them.

It is ironic and surprising that a pampered young lady would, under such circumstances,

Painful and contradictory—

Just survived.

until----

*

"Hmm..." I couldn't make a sound from my throat, so I could only spit out a single syllable.

At that time, I came to a small dilapidated village. I was so hungry that I had no strength, so I fell on the spot and closed my eyes quietly waiting for death.

Just when my consciousness was about to fade away, a voice left behind my remaining consciousness.

"...Miss, are you okay?" Some low-pitched male voices reminded me.

I opened my eyes with difficulty,

That was also the first time I met him.

He took me in who was about to die, and he told me that the famine did not affect this dilapidated small village because there was a mountain god who protected the village in the mountain, so people still had food for themselves to survive.

He said that he didn't have a name before. He wandered here because his hometown was destroyed by a natural disaster. He was rescued by a childless and kind-hearted grandfather. His grandfather gave him a name called Hui Kongliu.

Just after his grandfather was old, he inherited the house left by his grandfather.

"I feel...I was saved by my grandfather, I took over this house...replacing my homeless life, and I am alive and well here. The first time I saw you At that time... I seemed to see myself who was hungry and fell to the ground because of the ups and downs of life... Unknowingly, I stretched out my hand... ...Haha, is it a little strange for me to say this, such inexplicable thoughts or something."

He sat next to me that day and answered my questions like this.

...unbelievable.

My eyes widened at that moment.

His hair hadn't been trimmed in a long time and had grown to shoulder length.

The sunlight at that time was very bright, coating him with a layer of soft golden light, and those brown pupils were shining brightly through the sunlight, but there was a hint of orange.

Obviously it is a warm color opposite to the blue sky, but it makes people have the idea of ​​"like a vast and vast sky"-full of endless tenderness and tolerance, and people can't help but fall into it.

After he finished speaking, he turned his head and looked at me. I noticed that his face was a little flushed, and then said with determination as if mustering courage: "Actually, part of the reason is... your personal The reason... are you...willing to be my wife?"

Time seemed to freeze at that moment, and I clearly saw my own reflection in those gentle eyes.

I occupied his gaze, occupied his eyes.

I'm in his eyes,

I'm already addicted to it.

"...Okay, I do." I heard my own voice answer him.

*

In this way, we became husband and wife, and life became better and better with the end of the famine year.

I completely abandoned my identity as "Asakawahara", the daughter of the former landlord's family, and became the wife of the Teresora family, "Kerasora".

But that snowy day, "the man" appeared.

I went out to cut firewood, and I was spinning gauze at home alone, when someone knocked on the door.

That's when my nightmare started.

The moment I opened the door, that man appeared in my field of vision. He was pale, with slightly curly black hair, and his blood-colored eyes made me tremble.

That man is Ghost Mai Tsuji Mumi,

The man who turned me into a ghost,

The man who destroyed my family,

I hate him to death!

He injected me with his blood, and the irony is that I was successfully transformed from an ordinary person into a ghost.

Liu also just came back, and I couldn't control myself at that time... I hurt him, I smashed his right eye, and the dazzling blood dripped down his cheek on the white On the snow - extremely eye-catching.

And the man looked at us like he was watching a drama.

When I came to my senses, I was kneeling on the snow, lying on the opposite side of me bloody was my husband, and on the side, a large piece of bare land that stood out in the white snow, on it There appear to be a few broken pieces of fabric remaining.

The man was not there, as if he left after watching a "good show".

At this moment, my attention was all on Liu, and when I realized what I had done, the tears couldn't stop streaming out, and I cried, "Liu!!! Liu, hold on! I'll take you to find Doctor! Hold on! Don't leave me!"

Please don't leave me, don't push me away like my mother.

I can't lose anymore,

I have nothing but you.....

"No...don't cry." Liu raised his hand with difficulty and put it on my face, but the big hand that used to be warm was extremely cold at this moment, "It's not...yours... ...wrong, you...didn't...kill, it was...a side effect...so...don't...cry, have to .....live on..."

live.

These three hit my heart hard.

"Live! Live again! How can I live without you!...I can't do it, I can't do it, I have lost too much for it. ...Mother...you, why do you let me live! Why should I live in a world without you!" My emotions collapsed at that moment, and I couldn't stop I kept crying and crying.

I do not understand why?

He is also good, and mother is also good,

They all want me to live.

Why?I have nothing left, and there is no point in living...why let me live?

Liu just lay on the ground, raised his other hand to hold my face with his last consciousness, and said the last sentence as if he exhausted all his strength:

"Because we all love you."

At that moment, it seemed that something was overflowing, and I felt the weirdness of my body—as if it was about to be torn apart.

Immediately the pain spread all over my body and I passed out.

When I woke up again, I was lying on the bed at home, that familiar bed, the familiar smell brought tears to my eyes, and I even suspected that it was a nightmare—but the flow did disappear.

My dear husband, my only relative, died because of me.

When I returned to the original place, his body was gone, leaving only glaring bloodstains.

And I was surprised to find that my pupils turned into the red that made me fear and loathe, and the sharp nails and the blood hole on my forehead disappeared inexplicably.

Not only that, but I also have some abilities, such as: perseverance, physical strength, arm strength, healing power and so on, which are different from ordinary people.

The one who solved these doubts was the female ghost who looked exactly like me who came to my door after I embarked on a journey of wandering and asking about that man.

She told me that I was a part of her, that I was separated from her because of blood ghosts, that I was "the good of human beings" and she was "the evil of ghosts", and that my abilities were those of the ghost body (but It was weakened in half) Now she has grown very powerful, and has been reused by that man and has become a "lower string". In order to respond to the man's expectations, she needs stronger power, and the best way for her to gain power is— —Integrating me who belongs to the "other half".

I can better promote the growth of her abilities, and she may even advance to the reserve staff of "winding".

At that time, I already knew some rumors about ghosts, so I ran away naturally. It is impossible for me to make her stronger and kill more innocent people.

As it should be, she was successfully provoked by me, and just when she was about to kill me, a swordsman with certain strength came and fought her, and I took the opportunity to escape.

I ignored the screams of the swordsman behind me and continued to run forward.

I want to live.

*

Since then, I have been avoiding her pursuit, and I seem to be able to gradually control what she calls the "blood ghost technique". With some spiritual abilities and Yushirou's blood ghost technique, I can hide my breath in a limited way —This played a big role in my escape.

I have escaped to many places, and for a long time...... How long has it been?I can't remember, I only know that the country name has been changed countless times.

I have witnessed the development of neon lights, and witnessed the transformation of rotten grass houses on the land into solid wooden houses.

I live in each place for two or three years before moving on to the next one.

During the period, I met Ms. Zhu Shi who had a similar experience to mine. We became close friends with the same interests. I would ask her about all the things she asked for during the trip.

However, I don't know how long it took, and I actually went back to the place that kept many of my memories, the home that belonged to me and Liu.

The land where our house used to be was confiscated and idle. No one needed it, so I bought it.

After I lived here for two years, fate played a trick on me at this time. I met the girl who looked very similar to Liu at the entrance of the town. For a moment, I seemed to see Liu generally.

Is it fate or fate,

She also came here from exile from another country and fell here because of hunger.

I remembered Liu's words: "Unconsciously, I stretched out my hand."

I squatted down and "stretched out my hand" to her.

Since then, I have added a person to my life. She said her name is Shenliuxiang, and there is also a character Liu in her name.

She has the same hair as my husband,

same eyes

一样 的 笑容

——It’s all so warm.

Shenliu is a very sensitive and self-reliant child. When she first came to the town, I noticed that Shenliu seemed unwilling to integrate into people's lives. She curled herself into a ball and used the sharp point of her outer body to The thorn prevents other people's touch, and the child who is only a teenager has matured like an adult.But recently she seems to have changed her mind and gradually integrated into the big family of the small town.

Shenliu is also a very attractive person. Although she usually has no expression on her face, she always has a big brother's aura around her. She has a unique charm, giving people a very reassuring feeling, and attracting people. He unconsciously leaned over, as if with her there, it would be fine even if the sky fell.

She also has a lot of knowledge and understands many principles of knowing people and doing things.

That's why so many younger brothers respect her so much, and the capitalists in the next door city appreciate her so much.

The days spent with Shenliu are the happiest and most relaxing days since I met that man. I have already planned: when I go to the next place, I will leave this store to her .

Even such a miserable self wants to do something so hypocritical.

I will continue to live as before.

......Just, something seems to have changed.

On the day of the celebration, she came.

I am annoyed at my slackness, annoyed at myself for being so greedy and wanting to enjoy the warmth of human kindness again.

I ran away, again.

But my heart hurts so badly that I can't breathe as if I was pinched tightly by two hands.

escape,

live?

The belief in my heart for so many years, at this moment, is my own...

Shaken.

The author has something to say:

Then Sister Yuan went to save Big Brother.

Sister Yuan went through that kind of thing when she was young and what happened to Big Brother Liu, and her understanding of survival is extreme, and her understanding is crooked. She must have a certain mental illness. I won’t go into details here, and the little angel can push it by herself.

The glass slag is fed to you, but there is still a little sugar in it?

Have you found anything?The bare land and clothes fragments are a branch of the ancestors of Kagami. In short, you can use your imagination as you like, after all, I added a first-generation sister to it?Liu scares away the boss with fire, and the boss wants to use Yuan to take revenge on him. (Here is the foreshadowing of the side effects of the use of Dakong flames)

The setting about Yuan Jie is:

1. Awakening of blood ghost art, separated for ghosts and humans, good and evil, equally divided ghosts' physical abilities and so on.

2. As the strength of the ghost's side increases by 1, the original sister's side will increase by 1/100

3. Sister Yuan is equivalent to a person with supernatural powers, not a ghost, and not under the control of the boss (this is the same as Nezuko).

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Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 308168381 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!