[Net King] Pilgrim

Sure enough, it was early in the morning to finish writing, I am really not surprised...

I was so tired today, I couldn’t bear it when I got home at night and went to sleep for a while before getting up to type. After all, I agreed to post it.

After writing this article for more than half a year, it has really come to an end today, and I finally have the opportunity to chat with you about the trivial details behind the creation of "The Pilgrim".

First of all, I would like to thank everyone who has been supporting "The Pilgrim". Your affirmation and encouragement are my great motivation. From the beginning to the end of my writing, there are many heart-warming messages. Remember haha, you are all masters of naming...), and friends who sent nutrient solution, thank you again.

This article is of great significance to me. From being inspired at the beginning to actually presenting the article, the process has also experienced some small twists and turns. There are joy, excitement and reluctance. In short, my mood is quite complicated. .

Hmm...Let’s talk about the text itself first, as I said in my previous post, some of the settings in the text are different from the original ones.

In my original setting, the acquaintance of the hero and heroine in the middle school in the first volume did not happen in the first grade, but from the spring of the second grade. In the same school, my brother and Fuji Shusuke are in the same class, and the male and female protagonists are also in the same class. The background of the story happened after the national competition, so it was later changed to the autumn of the first grade.

Another point, what I originally planned to write is that Hajime and Ryoma only had a crush on Ryoma when they were in middle school, but this relationship hadn't reached a high level at that time. It was Ryoma who came to find her many years later and got along with her for a while after the reunion. decided to be together.

But along the way, all the emotions arise naturally and are uncontrollable. When the two of them have a liking, when the relationship gradually becomes deep, and even love, it is not me who is in control, but they. That's how it should be.

And in the process of writing, I also really felt the warmth and touch that Ryoma and Hajime brought to me. Whether it was the first time the two opened their hearts at the Shonan seaside, or the close relationship during the cultural festival, I couldn't help but want to get closer. But the ignorant mood, the tears when parting, the tension and overwhelmed joy of reunion, the kiss under the starry night, the bravery of walking forward side by side, the boring bickering and fighting...

I didn't limit too much, some plots were not expected, but it was written down naturally like this.

What's more...in the second volume, Ryoma's assistant was not originally set by Kebin, but Sakurano (Kaibin: So I was just a substitute...), which is why I said in the speech that Sakurano originally wanted to Appeared in a few chapters.It even slightly affected the relationship between Ryoma and Hajime, but I would probably write bloody stalks like love triangles, and this deviates from the tone and original intention of "The Pilgrim", so I deleted this story line. Only Sakura was left with a monologue.

Regardless of the personalities that each loves, Sakura is a very good girl at heart, and I also believe that she will find her love.

In fact, this article was inspired as early as 2017. The reason was that too many bad things happened around me during that time, which made me doubt my environment and my beliefs all the time, and even despaired. After traveling and leaving, I wanted to write a story about pursuing my dream without changing my original intention. I sketched a simple outline in my mind, and the title of the article was also thought of at that time.

But in my state at that time, I think it is very difficult for me to write the story that I expected in my heart, because even I have no direction, can't find the exit and answer, and I can't write the ending even if I try to write, so I have been shelving down.

Until last year, probably from the middle of 19 to this year, I experienced a period of trough, but compared with 17, my mood has changed a lot, and it is also because I accidentally watched Wang Zengqi Mr. Wang's "Human Plants" deeply impressed a sentence in it. He said: "Love color tenderly in black and white, and make a pilgrimage to black and white in color."

I finally had the opportunity to pick up a pen and write this story.

So there is Ryoma who "stands in a wider world and still does not forget the original intention and stays sober", and Hajime who "is still full of hope and loves life even in the face of difficulties and injustices".

I really like them, they have the courage to face their hearts and face this imperfect world.I should learn from them, stop when I am tired, start again after tidying up, and then work hard to grow, I hope you will do the same.

The content that "The Pilgrim" wants to express is actually quite idealistic. I am a person who is unwilling to compromise with the world. There are too many temptations in this world. I have seen and experienced it myself. Some people around me are just I took one more step, but I fell into the abyss, and I couldn't climb out again.

So dear friends, it is really important to stick to your principles and bottom line. There is nothing wrong with having desires and what you want, but at least you have to fight for it openly and cleanly.

I am not very good at dissecting myself, so everything I think is written into the story.

There are still many shortcomings in the article, whether it is the storyline or the character setting, to be honest, I wrote it to the end, and I even dare not go back to read this article, I always feel that the writing is not good enough.But I am very touched that there are still many people who love this story, which is really great.

Every time I see a comment saying, "Ryoma has grown up" or "mature", I am both happy and worried. I am worried because I am afraid that when I describe his growth, I will downplay his inner core. My pride, after all, is the boy I love the most, and I am very worried that I will collapse.

But slowly, I also felt that maturity and pride are not contradictory, so I came up with the sentence in the article "Even if Echizen Ryoma is contaminated with vanity, he should still have a pure heart in his heart".

And Hajime, I like her very much. She is tough, stubborn, brave and kind. Although she is sometimes emotional, she also has a rational side. Impetuous (of course because of Ryoma's presence), as she said to Ryoma in the text, "No matter where the road ahead is going, who you will meet, and what kind of story will happen, I hope you can always keep your original appearance. Understand Be grateful and be a kind and clean person.”

I try my best to write clean and honest boys and girls, which is also my original intention of creating this article, anyway, I hope you will like it.

I originally thought that when I typed the three words "full text", I would be very relaxed, but in fact, there is always a feeling that I can't let go of the memory in my heart. To put it bluntly, the stamina is a bit strong...

But Ryoma and Hajime are together, I don't really have anything to worry about. If there is, it may be because I have a strange daughter.

As for the question from a friend before, whether there will be a new article in the future, um... Actually, I really want to write, but (as expected, there is a "but"...), there is no inspiration and the story I want to write is one aspect, after all "The Pilgrim" also had an opportunity to start writing.And the next period of time will be very busy, I also ushered in a "bottom rebound", and slowly passed the trough period. There are many things to do, so I have to put writing aside first.

If there is a new story, I will come back to write it again, and I will definitely be more prepared, and I will not procrastinate and write for more than half a year like this time... So thank you again for your support!

After so much rambling, I will finally quote a sentence to say goodbye to everyone. It comes from my favorite book "May You Embrace the World Warmly".

"No matter how the world treats you, please continue to work hard, be brave, and be hopeful."

Looking forward to seeing you all in the next story, until then, we all have to live hard and take care of ourselves and our families.

Jiyue half awake

2020.9.8