[Red Mansion] Biography of Empress Lin

"I always thought I could beat you, but I lost two lifetimes." Xiao Ningyan was a few years older than Lin Miyan, and because she was suffering from illness, she looked much older than Lin Miyan who was well-maintained, like A dying old man: "Even my grandfather didn't think you were my worst enemy."

In the selection of concubines in the East Palace back then, no matter whether it was the niece of Concubine Li Gui (now Concubine Xian), the great-granddaughter of Mr. Qi Ge, or the Liangyuan of the Han family, they all entered the palace with the special favor of being the daughter of Mr. Xun. Lin Miyan is much more conspicuous.But in the end, those conspicuous noble ladies died early, and those who were implicated were implicated. Even the Qi family, who was the only one who could be said to have a good beginning and a good end, was secretly exterminated by Concubine Xian, and could only adopt other people's princesses.

"I never thought that you beat me." Xiao Ningyan has already talked about this point. If Lin Miyan still can't guess that this person is reborn, then her brain can be used as a display: "What do you think?" Is the end of my previous life a good one? Bengong accompanied His Majesty to endure ten years of suffering in Tongzhou, but in the end the eldest son died, the daughter married far away, and he went away without enjoying a few years of blessings."

"But Your Majesty has been thinking about you." Xiao Ningyan said a little bit more vigorously: "We, the living, have not been able to compete with you, the dead."

"But the living have blessings, but the dead can only do it for others to see." Lin Miyan shook her head and said: "We are both losers, it's just the difference between sooner and later. If you choose not to enter the palace, you will definitely It’s better than the present palace.”

Lin Miyan looked at this seemingly luxurious palace, which was actually only a small size, and sighed a little: "This palace is different from you. I never thought that I would enter the palace."

Although the Lin family has been a prince for generations, the generation of Lin Miyan's father is already at the end of the road.

If Lin Miyan did not enter the palace, maybe the Lin family would be removed from the Longyou family.

"When Bengong's father was alive, the Lin family was still a marquis, but my aunt never let me use valuables. Even the monthly money and rewards for festivals and festivals, she would take part of it, and only leave it to Bengong. I will use it to reward and buy some gadgets." When Xiao Ningyan was about to die, Lin Miyan suddenly chatted with her about her childhood, and looked at the other party who frowned in confusion: "At that time, I thought that I met a stingy and bad-hearted aunt, so I never listened to her very much, and even complained in front of my grandmother, which caused my aunt to be fined several times. Until I was 14 years old, I was elected to the Eastern Palace by the late emperor Only then did I understand Auntie's painstaking efforts."

Thinking of the old aunt Zhou who had been wronged all her life, Lin Miyan's voice became a little low: "Before I entered the palace, my aunt cried and told me that if I could be a straight lady outside Well, even if life is a little bit harder, it is better than being small and kneeling like her for the rest of your life."

"Based on your family's situation, even if you are the eldest daughter, you can only marry the son of a poor family, or a descendant of a big family." Xiao Ningyan is not an idiot, and she will soon understand Aunt Zhou's painstaking efforts "Your aunt is afraid that it will be difficult for you to go from extravagance to frugality, so she will raise you poor."

Otherwise, just the gap from Liehou's family to ordinary people's family would be enough to make Lin Miyan resent for a long time.

"That's right! I can't understand my aunt's painstaking efforts until I enter the palace." Lin Miyan nodded and said: "The monthly money and rewards taken by my aunt are actually deposited in my dowry by her. Waiting for Bengong to come out of the cabinet and use it as my own small family."

"When I first entered the East Palace, I was happy for a long time, thinking that I could finally live a prosperous life, but after a long time, I will find how dull this palace is." Lin Miyan said here, and complained Concentrating on himself: "It sounds like why don't you eat minced meat, but after Jingting was born, I always imagined what kind of life I would have lived if I hadn't entered the palace?"

"Maybe I will marry a small official of the sixth or seventh rank, and then use my dowry money to open a few shops, a small tavern. After finishing the family affairs on weekdays, I also have the opportunity to go out for a stroll."

"The life of the wife of the sixth and seventh rank officials is not as easy as you think. Just going to socializing can wear down most of your time." Before Xiao Ningyan left the cabinet, she had assisted Xiao Chenshi in dealing with the big and small things of the long house, so she knew There are many details in it: "Maybe if you really become an official wife, you will find it easier to be a queen. At least there are not many people in the world who make you bow down."

After all, Xiao Ningyan seemed to regain some energy, and said to Lin Miyan word by word: "I am different from you. I was told to sit in that seat and become a mother of the world since I was born. Even if I come again Once, I will choose to enter the palace to fight for a fight, instead of bowing down to those who are far inferior to me, and then live an ordinary life."

"Since you don't regret your choice, why don't you want to be buried in the imperial mausoleum?" Lin Miyan knew that she would never talk to Xiao Ningyan, and felt that her actions just now were purely self-indulgent.

It's just that before coming to Yong'an Palace, Lin Miyan really felt that there are no so-called winners or losers in this palace, and there are only poor people who have been imprisoned for a lifetime.

"After you pass away, His Majesty will posthumously confer the title of Concubine Virtue to you, which can be regarded as an expectation for Empress Renxiao, and an explanation for your whole life." After exchanging greetings, Lin Miyan and Xiao Ningyan talked about the real heartbreaking thing: "Your old things in the palace, as long as they are not stamped with the palace seal, will be returned to the family. Besides, do you have anything else you want to keep or confess?"

"I also ask the empress to report back to Your Majesty and bury me in a remote place in the concubine's mausoleum, far away from your Majesty's imperial mausoleum." Xiao Ningyan was the one who handled Lin Miyan's funeral in her previous life. The powerlessness and unwillingness that Lin Miyan experienced in her previous life: "I know that I have lost face to the Xiao family. Even if I don't want to be buried in the imperial tomb, the Xiao family's ancestral grave will not accept me. If this is the case, let I can have a quiet place after I die, don't continue to be disgusting."

"I will pass on your request to Your Majesty. As for whether you can get what you want, it is not up to me to decide." Lin Miyan struggled a little before leaving, but still left a sentence: "These few days God let the Duke and Madam of the Xiao family come and accompany you! If you mother and daughter still have something to say, hurry up."

"Chenqie... Thank you, Empress Empress, for your kindness." Xiao Ningyan struggled to stand up and saluted Lin Miyan who was leaving on the bed, making a bitter summary of her life: "This concubine This life is really wasted. Thinking of the empress's mercy these years, please don't waste this life like a concubine."

Xiao Ningyan's words were too light to be heard clearly.

Lin Miyan, who came out of Yong'an Palace, looked at the sky where the dark clouds were gradually gathering, and thought that God was mourning for Xiao Ningyan, but at the moment when the rain fell, her mind was filled with so many images that she almost Fall from the phoenix.

"Mistress? Mistress, are you alright?" Aunt Rong, who noticed Lin Miyan's abnormality, quickly held Lin Miyan's chest, and yelled at the little eunuch who was carrying the sedan chair, "Be careful, if you fall, Mistress, don't you worry?" Can you afford it?"

"My lady, please forgive my life, my aunt, I will definitely walk more carefully, and I will never startle my lady again." The little eunuch, who was carrying his shoulders, got off the sedan chair, and it was not right to continue to carry it, so he could only stop and wait for Lin Miyan. After recovering, he continued to drive towards Kunning Palace.

"Your Majesty, why don't I go and invite an imperial doctor to give you some care later." Li Fu thought that it was Xiao Ningyan who said something special to Lin Miyan that made Lin Miyan a little restless, so he thought about feeding her later Yang Pei'an from Xindian tipped off the news.

Lin Miyan, who had no intention of talking to Li Fu, hummed softly, sat on the sedan chair and closed her eyes to rest, sorting out her messy thoughts.

The author has something to say: Don't look at the long writing, in fact, it doesn't even have 20 words.

Lin Miyan, who always thought she was a dove occupying a magpie's nest, finally remembered everything in her previous life.

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