just want to love you

[two days]

In the name of love

I would like to give everything to you

Opening the door of the dormitory, our two managers were waiting for us, and suddenly there was a feeling of impending disaster.And this premonition was very correct, we let go of our holding hands at the same time, and the bitterness of tacit understanding made us look at each other.Jin Zhongda's mobile phone was taken away, and the manager deleted the post. I think we all understand the company's decision.

"Jie Ya, the plane the day after tomorrow will fly to the United States." Brother Shi Jing said, I raised my head and widened my eyes in surprise.

"Zhong Da, you have activities in China, and you will fly the night after tomorrow."

"Okay," we said in unison, perhaps representing our compromise.

"You two..." Admiralty's manager wanted to say something but stopped talking.

"Let's go." Brother Shi Jing pushed him away and turned around, "Let's say goodbye."

The sound of closing the door broke the silence between us.We took our simple luggage and left the dormitory holding hands. We took a car to the beach where we were together at that time and lived in the same homestay.

Walked into the double room, put away the luggage, and we went shopping together with our hats on.We ate ice cream on the street, watched street performers, and had fun. During this period of time, no one spoke about the separation.

He went into the convenience store to buy things. I saw a vendor selling leather carvings outside. I looked at the couple in my hands and felt a bit bitter. Then he and I bought two long leather ropes and a key. Shaped ornaments.As soon as I turned around, I saw Jin Zhongda, and he brought me boiled water.

"Here." I took off the ring and put it in the leather strap, and handed it to him.

He lowered his head and took off his own ring. I put on a necklace with a female ring on it for him, and made an identical accessory with his male ring.

"I can't be so ostentatious in the future." I looked at him with a smile.

"Yes." He also smiled.

Later we ate something casually on the street, it was getting late, we walked on the beach, sat down and watched the sunset, the red sunset sank to the bottom of the sea, it was so hidden that it was difficult to discover.A warm kiss fell on my face.

Back at the B&B, he asked me to take a shower first, and he said that he would buy something first and wait until I can eat.After taking a shower, I changed into my white one-piece pajamas and sat on the bed watching TV.As soon as he came back, he helped me dry my hair. He sat in front of me and looked at me. I turned off the TV and looked at him with a smile.

"What impure things are you thinking about?" Put your hands on his cheeks.

"No, you should take a rest." He threw down the hair dryer and got up to take a shower.

"My hair isn't dry yet." I looked at him a little funny, and reached out to grab him.

He sat down and reached for the hair dryer behind me, bringing us closer.I put my hand around his neck, looked at him with a smirk on my face, and quickly kissed his lips.

"Look, he still said no." I laughed even harder, completely oblivious to his darkened eyes.

"Don't do this." His hoarse voice bewitched me for a moment.

"Don't do it?" I closed my eyes and kissed him again.

This time it proved that playing with fire can be dangerous. It was not until I was kissed that I fell on the bed due to lack of oxygen and his coats came off one by one.

"Okay." I don't know if it's his self-control or what, he suddenly left me, turned and walked into the bathroom.

I breathed a sigh of relief, the flush on my face didn't fade, but I couldn't sleep either.Sitting on the bed, turning on the TV on purpose until I realized he forgot to take his clothes and towels.

"Did you forget to take your clothes?" I knocked on the bathroom door and asked him.

"Huh? Leave it at the door."

"Okay." After putting it down, I found a small item left on the door of the bathroom.Taking a closer look, I found that it was a condom, and I suddenly felt even more shy.

This is what he saw when he opened the door. When I heard the sound, I turned around and saw him. I had to stop breathing and look at his face.Seeing that I was holding the condom he had left behind, he simply pulled me into the bathroom.The water drenched my pajamas, and everything inside became faintly visible. He hugged me deliberately not to look at it, but I felt his reaction even more.The feeling in my heart began to become complicated. After seeing his forbearing expression, I felt a sense of giving up.

"You...do it." I whispered in his ear, I could feel the hot temperature on his body.

"What?" There was disbelief and joy in his voice.

"Before I regret it." I handed him the condom, looking away so he wouldn't see my expression.

He chuckled and hugged me onto the counter, the cool temperature made me climb onto his chest in panic.He frantically kissed from lips to ears, from collarbone to chest.Until everything on me faded away, my heart was full of him.

I felt the most tender pain that night, and I couldn't move his eyes away until late at night.The lust in his eyes burned tonight.Moaning/groaning softly in his mouth, and he poured out his love for me in his ears.In the end, I leaned against him powerlessly and fell into a deep sleep.In the dimness, I knew that he was holding me, the warm water flowed through his body, kissed my forehead lightly, and said in his distracted and fascinated voice: I love you, good night.

The next morning, the sun kissed through the white curtains and woke up my eyes. The person who held me all night has not woken up. I was wearing a shirt full of his orange scent. I rolled over my sore body and covered my hands. His face, he hugged me tighter.

"Are you awake? Why didn't you call me?" I puffed up my face while he squinted and peeked.

"Well, I want you to sleep more." Smelling my hair, he said.

"Peeping Tom." I pressed against his chest and looked at him mischievously.

"Isn't it sour? Want to do it again?" He opened his eyes and took control.

"Huh?" Suddenly being pressed under him again, I pressed my hands against him.

"What should I do? You are responsible."

"How do I..." The last two words were drowned in his kiss.

This morning, no one came out.At noon, he could only go out to buy our lunch by himself, and I fell asleep in bed after being tossed by him.I once again deeply realized the importance of not messing with the fire. Before I fell asleep again, I heard him say: I should be responsible.

In the afternoon, I was woken up by him, and the two held hands and went to the beach to play in the water.Until the cool evening breeze made me feel the slightest chill, I knew it was time to go back.He took off his coat and put it on for me, walked to the hotel to pack up his luggage, and took a ride home together.Along the way, I leaned quietly on his shoulder.I still remember that when I walked into the dormitory, he was still at the door, and I couldn't bear to look at him.

"Let's break up."

Looking up suddenly, everything is unbelievable.I closed the door one step before he spoke, and sat on the ground without moving a step.The sound of him slapping on the door woke up the other two people in the room. I shook my head to prevent them from opening the door. Zhener hugged me. Amy called Tao to bring Jin Zhongda back.I kept apologizing to him alone and let my emotions get out of hand for a while.

The next day, I boarded a flight to the United States by myself, and I didn’t even say goodbye. After that, I was not allowed to contact him by myself, fearing that everything after that would only make him hurt more.So, while it's still good, before I'm not a burden to him, maybe it's better to separate.

At the end of the day, I couldn't say anything to him that I probably couldn't hear.I know I said it, he will definitely say that he wants to accompany me there, and I suddenly understand Luke's mood at that time, I don't want to be a burden to her, if I don't get better and become self-defeating, how can I hold his hand Hands won't let him go.No matter how much you love, it may deteriorate because of this.

In the name of love

I don't want to be your bondage

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