Floating blackening value [Quick Transmigration]
Chapter 19: The World 04 (5)
attic.
A person pushed Yan Mu to the attic step by step, handed him the key, and told him to open the door.
[Sun God wants you to open that door]
At that time, the gorgeous smile on Stuart's face that almost collapsed bloomed in Yan Mu's mind again, and Stuart handed him the key, [Sun God wants you to open that door. ]
Was this door the Sun God wanted him to open?
What about Stuart's wish?What about his wish?Yan Mu still doesn't know what will happen after opening the door, but the only thing he knows is that if he opens the door, the relationship between him and Stuart will probably change.
Bluebeard is an unfinished story. In that story, no one is redeemed, no one is forgiven, and no one has a happy ending. It is a sad story.
Beautiful things are torn apart in the gap between the past and reality.
Even the world behind the door is so scary and dark.
However, the story should be finished, and the time gap that stays for a short time cannot create happiness. Only those who have obtained the truth can give salvation, forgiveness, and tolerance.
Just like in Beauty and the Beast, the beauty has to fall in love with the beast to make the beast become human again.
This is a maze for adults.He, Stuart, and Galle are all included in it.
Now, Yan Mu wants to solve this maze...
Slowly, Yan Mu inserted the key into the keyhole.
☆, the second book 14
In a burst of bright light, the true appearance of the attic began to show in front of Yan Mu.
The scenery behind the attic was exactly the same as the cabin.
So, what exactly was Stuart kissing that day... Yan Mu approached the cabin.
There was a standing object covered with a curtain in the cabin, Yan Mu stretched out his hand and asked the curtain to be removed, and a brand new mirror appeared in front of Yan Mu.
The mirror is very clear, and Yan Mu's appearance is reflected in the mirror, Yan Mu's familiar appearance.
"You still opened it." Footsteps came from the attic.
Yan Mu looked back, and saw that Stuart was wearing a white cotton robe, and the delicate and meticulous symbols of the Holy Sun Cult were all over the robe.
"You told me. The sun god wants me to open this door."
"Yes. He wants you to open this door." Stuart murmured, "This magic tower actually doesn't have any defensive capabilities, and all the runes are actually to support the two magic circles of this magic tower. "
"A magic circle is in your room, leading to the cabin in Riri Forest. The other one leads to the past."
Stuart seems to have a lot to say. In addition to his love and compassion for the entire continent as always, there are many, many heavy things in his eyes. After years of accumulation, those things have changed from huge at the beginning to A bunch of black holes.
"Please, Lord, forgive me."
In the end, Stuart just trembled his lips, and said something that Yan Mu didn't understand.
"Lord, now is your time to make a choice."
Yan Mu couldn't understand what Stuart said, but out of jealousy for the Sun God, Yan Mu witnessed with his own eyes once again Stuart's deep affection for the Sun God and couldn't help being annoyed.
Even the cabin where the sun god lived must be sealed with time magic and space magic?
Yan Mu turned around, not looking at Stuart.
But I found that the things in the mirror I was facing just now seemed to have changed. The things printed in the mirror were no longer Yan Mu's appearance, but the little Stuart in the illusion.Little Stuart grew up with little difficulty, unified the continent, developed agriculture, and made everyone live a life full of food. Happiness and joy gradually appeared on everyone's faces.
But little Stuart's face gradually became gloomy.
Little Stuart grew up bit by bit and became like Galle.
As if feeling something, Galle turned around and looked directly at Yan Mu, then stretched out his hand to him, as if inviting.
"Why are you in the mirror, Galle."
"That's not an ordinary mirror." Behind him, Stuart said slowly, "That is a magic mirror that can print out the fantasy in your heart."
"You can choose."
Behind him, Stuart lowered his head, as if waiting for the verdict.
Yan Mu didn't know why, Galle in the mirror in front of him showed a devilish smile and invited him, while Stuart behind him was waiting for the trial with lowered eyebrows.
Yan Mu slowly stretched out his hand, facing the mirror.
"Galle."
"Stuart was so cute when he was a child." Wesley scratched his hair complaining, "Why is he so serious now?"
"Don't you like me now?" Stuart stood aside with a stern smile, but from his listless tone and slightly drooping head, one can see his frustration.
"No. Ever since I was a child, didn't I like Stuart the most?"
Like Stuart's father, Wesley rubbed Stuart's head lightly, even though Stuart was already very big.
"You always forget that I've grown up."
"Yes, yes, I have grown up, but Stuart, you have always been a child in my heart."
"I've grown up. I've become different." Stuart emphasized again.
"That's right." Wesley sighed dully, "Human beings are really amazing, they seem to be little boys for a second."
He didn't regard himself as a grown-up person, Stuart thought deeply.
So he didn't see himself as a man at all.
No, maybe even a different existence.He is a human being, but he is a god, no matter how rough a god is, he will not fall in love with a human being.
Even Stuart himself understands how invisible his wish is, but this love that has been lingering in his heart for a long time is not something that Stuart can suppress.
Stuart is the most devout and fanatical believer of the Sun God. He single-handedly founded the Holy Sun Cult and created a harmonious and beautiful continent. Faith, but when did it start?His faith began to sour.
Is it after contacting again and again that the sun god is actually more childish than imagined?
Or is it because he saw a side of the sun god that other people can't see, so he mistakenly thought that he was special to the sun god?
Or just because Wesley simply smiled at him.
So he can't help falling in love with his heart fluttering.
He loves his god.
As the most devout and fanatical believer of Sun Sacred Cult, he loves the god he serves.
That is a love that cannot be forgiven by the teachings, so at the beginning, Stuart desperately suppressed it.It was destined to be a flower that could not bloom. Stuart planned to pluck this flower when it was only in the bud.
But soon Stuart discovered that the flower grew bigger and bigger in the dark side of his heart, and its color became more and more colorful, making it look strange and dangerous.
The love that should be hopeless should be given up like this.The wise sage Stuart knows this better than anyone.
However, the sages have forgotten that human beings are the reincarnation of demons.
If you hold evil thoughts for too long, you will turn into a demon again, and then do things that even your former self was afraid of.
"Do you need some hot cocoa?" Wesley handed the teacup to Stuart.
"Thank you." Stuart took it. Even Coco was like his smile, so warm that it was impossible to let go.
"Why do you have such an expression of bitterness and hatred again?" Wesley shrugged exaggeratedly, "Did someone cause you trouble again?"
"It's okay. Basically, everyone on the mainland is now concentrating on developing agriculture, but some poor people who don't have land are still making a living by robbing."
"If there are only a few people, just kill them."
Is that what gods are like?In the hearts of the gods, can humans be killed to solve troubles because of the small number of people?Are human beings such humble existences?
So, of course, you don't deserve to be loved.
Stuart rarely refuted Wesley's words, "They only do evil because they are poor and have no food. We should redeem them, not kill them."
Just like me who loves you deeply, can you also give me some redemption.
"I see." Wesley took a sip of hot cocoa, with a smile on his face, "Sometimes, Stuart, you seem more like a god than me."
"...you're joking again."
"Since it's because of poverty, then give them land to grow and support themselves."
"But now that all the fields on the mainland have been allocated, there is no extra soil."
"There are no more fields, isn't there still land?" Wesley replied logically, "Deserts and glaciers can be turned into fertile soil by divine power. There is nothing in this world that cannot be done by divine power, and there is nothing that I cannot do." to the matter. So, Stuart can rely on me."
"Yes."
"Is the divine power still enough?" After Wesley solved the problem, he drank a big mouthful of hot cocoa, and even the brows were relaxed.
"Not enough." Stuart replied frankly.
"Then hold out your hand."
Wesley held the hand that Stuart extended, and slowly channeled his divine power, his eyes narrowed comfortably, "Don't worry about those people, Stuart, he cares about me occasionally." With a somewhat coquettish tone, Shenming said.
But it never occurred to him that it was precisely because of his rare dependence that his people would have the undeserved beautiful but dark poisonous mushroom-like lust.
At that moment, the believer's love for the gods reached its peak, almost gushing out.
The believer used his last ounce of strength to stop his urge to confess, put all his thoughts into his eyes, and then lowered his eyes quietly.
Darkness and extreme love intertwine, and the Devil is born.
"Is so much divine power enough?" Wesley frowned.
"I don't have much confidence in changing the landscape this time." The believer asked for more divine power than usual.
"That's right, the landscape needs to be changed." Wesley nodded without any doubt, and held Stuart's hand again, and a large amount of surging and powerful divine power entered his body.
The believers lowered their eyelids to cover the guilt and anxiety in their eyes.
The believer knows that he is about to do something irreversible, but now the believer has become the ultimate demon, and he can only go his own way.
☆, the second book 15
Wesley believed in Stuart, he believed in the man who grabbed his calf and kissed his vamp, and asked him to save the continent and become the faith of the lost people.
Wesley gave Stuart his own divine power again and again.
But soon Wesley discovered that Stuart's ideal was not just to turn the continent into an ordinary continent where people could have enough to eat.
After the people had enough to eat, many people who liked to think began to appear. Different people began to have different understandings of the management of the country, and began to debate and communicate with each other. The big explosion of ideas began.At the same time, it also started with the aesthetics of architecture. Elegant mathematician builders added their love for geometry to the process of building houses, and Gothic-style houses rose from the sky.Philosophy was discussed, and even the uneducated began to learn arithmetic.
More practical academies were established to teach human warriors how to more effectively siege their villages and nations.
Arrogant magicians began to appear, and they also began to gradually accept their apprentices, and the magic power of the mainland became stronger little by little.
Wesley was overwhelmed by the wonderful ideas in Stuart's head more than once. Stuart's precise grasp of divine power was even better than him, and Stuart also had his own ideas about how to build a country. Know.
Stuart was a sage.
Wesley even thought that if Stuart was a god, then this continent would not have developed until now.
As Stuart became more ambitious, Wesley also became more and more generous, and even lent almost all of his divine power to Stuart.
People in the mainland gradually have stuff in their stomachs, pockets, and heads.
This is a very interesting process, seeing a thing become better little by little because of my own efforts, not to mention that this thing is a whole continent.
The sun god is also gradually regarded as a belief by everyone.Sing praises to him and pray for him.
The disheveled little boy who started out did it, making him the faith of the whole continent.
Sometimes Wesley will turn into people of various identities and go to the mainland to see the excitement, but most of the time Wesley still likes to stay quietly in his hut, holding his own hot cocoa, nibbling Your own bread and butter.
While living his life leisurely, Wesley sometimes thinks about it.
That child back then turned him into the belief of the entire continent, but is he his belief?
With such doubts, Wesley began to observe Stuart.
The black-haired boy has always had such a serious face, but his eyes are gentle, and he often has an expression of compassion and compassion for the world that only gods have.
Stuart has indeed done a lot for this continent, and the credit is indelible, but shouldn't his belief be Wesley?
Once the thought came up, it never stopped.
Wesley thought about this problem more than once, and when he came back to his senses, he thought about it almost all the time.
Stuart is obviously his most devout and fanatical initial believer, why did he become so caring about the common people, but he didn't care about him at all.Stuart Shouldn't he love me?
I helped him realize his wish, and I helped him build a whole continent.
But why didn't Stuart believe in me more and love me more, instead he spent more time on the people.
Gods are also stingy, especially when a god falls in love with a person, the mighty power will turn into an unbearable and terrifying possessiveness.
"Stuart, who do you believe in?"
Wesley reminded Stuart over and over again that your belief should be me, and you should put more energy on me and stay with me more, not your common people.
"Yes." The boy with long black hair replied respectfully.
Wesley didn't know that in Stuart's ears, his reminder would be regarded as his own warning to remind human beings of being unworthy of gods.
"Stuart, is there anyone you like?"
One day, Wesley suddenly asked this question.
"Why did you ask this question?" Stuart paused.
"I saw a couple in the world. They lived happily together and gave birth to a pair of children. They seem to be very happy." Wesley said heartlessly, "The baby is really cute, It felt like I could accidentally poke them with one finger. So I didn't approach."
"Yes."
"Stuart also hurry up and get married~!" Wesley sighed, "This way there will be a strong baby. The children of Stuart who have been soaked in divine power for many years should be stronger than the children outside Some, I shouldn’t be able to poke him to death with a single finger, hahahaha.”
Wesley laughed heartily, while Stuart lowered his head deeply and said nothing. He only answered as usual when Wesley finished the topic.
"Yes."
Wesley and Stuart spent a long, long time together.
The fall of the scepter, the alternation of the royal family, and the development of civilization, the seeds of fire have been passed on from generation to generation on this continent.Both Stuart and Wesley witness bit by bit.
No matter how dull Wesley was, no matter how offline he was as a god, he gradually realized that he had fallen in love with Stuart.
He said that he likes it, but Wesley himself is not sure about it. He just thinks that it is a very convenient way to form a partner and spend his life like a human being. Wesley also wants Stuart to be his partner.
The long days spent alone now seem almost unbearably lonely.
Wesley got used to Stuart, with a hint of liking that he couldn't explain.
However, Stuart didn't know these things.Stuart always thought that Wesley regarded him as the little boy who asked for his redemption back then, and regarded him as his most devout believer.
Wesley really couldn't speak about these human love affairs.
Anyway, after such a long time, one day he will be able to figure out how he feels, and how Stuart feels about him.
Wesley thought so, they will spend a long time together and watch a lot of changes in things, so there is no rush.
However, the dull Wesley didn't realize that his divine power was often taken away by Stuart and kept for a long period of time without being able to recover. Stuart also became stronger day by day under the nourishment of divine power.
until--
"Stuart." Wesley looked at the golden sword inserted into his body incredulously, "Am I not good enough for you?"
"Yes." Stuart still had the obedient and respectful attitude.
"Your kindness to me is as great as a mountain. You have trained me to become a great sage and let me enjoy a life span that humans do not have. Your kindness to me cannot be repaid."
"Then why are you..."
"Wesley." This was the first time Stuart called Wesley by name directly, "Have you heard the story of the farmer and the snake?"
"Stuart...you're not a snake" Wesley tried desperately to convey.
"No." Those black eyes that love the world lowered, "Humans are the reincarnation of demons, so don't trust humans."
"It's not...a reason" Sun God was still asking his favorite child why he did this before he was about to die.
The believer watched silently as the god froze because of his betrayal, his hands clenched into fists, and finally let go little by little.
Believers kneel down before the gods, leaning over to ask the uppers of the gods, just like when they first met.
It's just that today's believers are full of tears.
"I hope the Sun God will send me free shipping."
"My Lord loves us."
"The Lord loves the world." Sentence by sentence, Stuart said slowly, crying to Wesley, "But if you can't treat me as a man, I would rather you not love me. "
"Please forgive me, I fell in love with you who should not be loved in this world."
God can only be dead and asleep, but not really dead.
Stuart was surprised to find that when the god revived again, it was in the form of a child.
After waking up, the child wandered into a down-and-out noble family.
The aristocratic parents were not good to the shrunken god. They abused him all day long, beat and scolded him, and vented their anger on the child.
When Stuart arrived, the shrunken god was sleeping in a small cupboard and smiled innocently at him.
"You're so pretty. Are you a god?"
The gods said what the believers said at the beginning.
Time is tied, and then their places are switched, and the scarlet curtain of the old-fashioned drama is reopened.
"I'm not, you are the real god. And I'm just a hateful guy who steals." The reunited Stuart kissed Wesley's little feet.
Wesley didn't have his own leather shoes, and his little feet got chilblains like carrots in winter.
Unbearable and deep anger appeared in Stuart's eyes.
Stuart gave little Wesley a sleeping magic.
Then that night, Stuart was so angry that he brutally killed everyone in that family. From the beginning to the end, Stuart held a sleeping child in his arms.
After receiving Little Wesley, Stuart began to think about finding an identity for himself. He took over the job of the Pope of the church, showed his strength, and made himself the strongest magician that everyone praised.
After preparing everything, Stuart raised little Wesley little by little.
Stuart secretly expects that Wesley, who has a human identity on the surface, will fall in love with him this time.
However, waiting for Stuart is a more cruel purgatory.
☆, the second book 16
Wesley was very close to him, but Wesley did not fall in love with him.
When Wesley was a child, he liked to sit on his lap and grab Stuart's long hair with his little hands, "It looks good!"
"Does it look good?" Stuart asked.
"Good-looking (﹃)" Wesley replied honestly when he was a child, "Long-haired and black, good-looking."
However, with the passage of time, Stuart discovered that Wesley in this life was extremely attached to and trusted him, but Wesley still did not regard him as a man, but regarded himself as a father.
"You don't have to call me father." Stuart told Wesley, "Just call me by my real name."
"Okay, Stuart." From Wesley's shining adoring eyes, Stuart faintly knew that the other party didn't understand his deep meaning.
As time passed, not only did it not subside, but the guilt in Stuart's heart grew a little bit.
The unbelievable eyes of the sun god when he was dying flashed in front of Stuart again and again.
That stupid god probably doesn't know the obscene feelings he has for him.
It was I who planned this farce with the sole purpose of making the gods fall from the altar.
The upright sage Stuart felt guilty, and finally decided to lock the divine power that Wesley gave him at the beginning in the attic of the magic tower, which was the highest place in the building, the closest to the God Realm and the Sun God.
Stuart gave Wesley the key.
[This key can open all the rooms in this castle, but there is only one room that you must never open. If you open it, you will have to pay for your curiosity. ]
You will no longer be Wesley the human being, you will become Wesley the sun god again.
When you become Wesley, the sun god, all the divine power will return to you, and I will lose the divine power and disappear in thin air.
I have lived far too many times, far beyond the human lifespan.
I could not have enjoyed such a long life without your gift.So when you recover all your divine power, I who lost my divine power will definitely turn into a puff of smoke and fly away with the wind.
There is only one case, I will stay.
It is in that mirror that prints what people want most, and it is my image that is printed.
I will stay and witness the changes of this continent and the passage of time with you again.
With this in mind, Stuart handed the key to Wesley
Unfortunately, Stuart did not know that God is omnipotent.
After the god was revived, new divine power had already been produced, and the god, who still didn't know how to use the divine power vaguely, recreated an individual with some of the newly revived divine power.
It is just an individual created by combining divine power and thoughts in the heart with very rough methods.
"Your name is Galle." The unconscious god named it, and then fell into a coma and forgot everything.
Wesley grew up to be 16 years old, and Stuart could no longer bear the longing in his heart, and couldn't open his mouth to express his love. Stuart turned his love into actions, trying to convey it to Wesley.
Wesley didn't receive Stuart's miss, but became rebellious instead.
After Stuart sealed Wesley's magical talent, Wesley's rebellion reached its peak.
When Stuart approached Pink Hart's small room, he felt unprecedented despair.
Obviously anyone can do it?Cheap slaves and entertainers can have your tender treatment, envelop you, absorb you, please you.
Listen to your breathing, and be happy with you.
Am I the only one who can't?Or, this is also his own punishment for killing the Sun God.
"Do you love him?"
Wesley froze for a moment, his eyes rarely showed seriousness, "Yes, I love him."
Stuart knew that a young man's love was not enough to be credulous, but he still felt dizzy and painful.
At that moment, Stuart had an extreme fruit in his heart. He was extremely jealous of the person who sold his body cheaply. This was an emotion that Stuart had never felt since he was born.
Stuart had imagined on countless nights that if Wesley didn't like pain, he would do it by himself.
As long as he can know Wesley's intentions, then it doesn't matter. If it's just a physical pain, then he can completely bear and overcome it.
It's just that Wesley still doesn't like him this time.
[The sun god wants you to open that door. ]
Quickly open that door and end my stupid life.
However, when Wesley was standing in that mirror and Stuart was waiting for the verdict from Wesley, he still couldn't help having fantasies in his heart.
If the figure reflected in that mirror is me...
Then, when Stuart heard it, Wesley nervously uttered another completely unfamiliar name, "Galle!"
The divine power was quickly withdrawn from his body, his consciousness was quickly separated and shattered, the foolish love and self-inflicted suffering, everything in his life flashed in front of him like a revolving lantern.
[May the sun god have mercy on the world]
[Sun god bless us]
Please don't be entangled with people like me who have dirty thoughts anymore. This was Stuart's thought before he disappeared.
It would be great if you still like the continent I built for you.You are really stupid, the power of faith is much stronger than divine power.
The sage Stuart turned into ashes, and Wesley, who remembered everything, couldn't stop him in time.
It's a sad story, if it's a story at all.
Just like the weird blue beard who has not been told, God has returned to the lonely starting point.
God became a man again.
Is it the same with Bluebeard?Worrying about my ice love hobby, I handed the key to my lover with a nervous mood, hoping that after my lover discovers my ice love hobby, he can still tolerate and love me.But what Blue Beard saw was his wife's frightened and distorted expression.
So is Stuart.
With untouchable expectations, he handed over the key to Wesley, waiting for his Lord to forgive his sins, waiting for his Lord to redeem him, looking forward to being loved, and looking forward to the light.
However, Stuart's expectations fell through.
What's even more ridiculous is that Wesley loved Stuart from the beginning to the end, they just missed it, and Galle was just a combination of divine power and longing, that's why Caleb had Stuart's face but Has a more cheerful and active personality than Stuart.
How ridiculous, they are just dogmas on the identity of gods and believers, so they miss the sad characters.
So it's "Fool's Love", Yan Mu thought of the title that looks like a middle school title hanging on the title bar of Lu Jiji.
Perhaps this title predestined that the story of this world is doomed to be a tragedy, but it is so appropriate, how stupid are the two people following each other on the circle.
Obviously only one sentence 'I love you' can solve all the problems.
However, Stuart kept silent about this sentence, and Wesley couldn't open his mouth either.
The emotion of Stuart's character lies in abstinence and patience, carrying a heavy love language but enduring his identity as a believer, Stuart, who is struggling to stick to his inner beliefs and his love, is moving and beautiful, but also his perseverance Pushed him into the abyss.
If Blue Beard's wife was scared but could hold back her fear and tell Blue Beard her love after seeing the corpse, would this weird fairy tale end differently?
Waiting to be loved, to be redeemed, the key given to the person who made the choice, just the answer after opening the door, is that satisfying enough?
After the mystery of the story is revealed, the story comes to an end.
Yan Mu slowly closed his eyes.
Familiar drowsiness hit, Yan Mu closed his eyes and drove a small boat, drifting along the current.
When he was in a daze for a while, Yan Mu suddenly remembered himself when he was 17 years old.
The 17-year-old myself didn't add the blue beard's stalk to this novel just because of the second grade and the increase in the works.
At the time, Yan Mu, 17, seemed to be trying to escape something before writing this novel.
What the hell did he do in the first place?
Suddenly, the memory of the 17-year-old self wearing a Chinese sportswear school uniform and kissing Qin Yu flashed into Yan Mu's memory.
What's going on, but I obviously don't have such a memory at all.
Yan Mu vaguely recalled that when he wrote this article, he seemed to imply that behind the door was the real world, and inside the door was another imaginary and beautiful world.
At the beginning, I also seriously wrote the meat/text scene with Qin Yu as the protagonist fantasy.
But why he doesn't have any memory of these.
Yan Mu's head seemed to be exploding, tiny blood vessels wrapped around the brain, and now the liquid in the blood vessels seems to have changed from blood to mercury, corroding the walls of the blood vessels little by little, trying to spew out, Corrode his entire brain.
Why exactly, what happened when he was 17 years old, related to Qin Yu.
Why didn't he remember, why didn't he have any impression at all.
Severe pain enveloped Yan Mu, and his consciousness suddenly stopped when he suddenly recalled an important segment, and the world fell into darkness.
Yan Mu fell into a faint.
A person pushed Yan Mu to the attic step by step, handed him the key, and told him to open the door.
[Sun God wants you to open that door]
At that time, the gorgeous smile on Stuart's face that almost collapsed bloomed in Yan Mu's mind again, and Stuart handed him the key, [Sun God wants you to open that door. ]
Was this door the Sun God wanted him to open?
What about Stuart's wish?What about his wish?Yan Mu still doesn't know what will happen after opening the door, but the only thing he knows is that if he opens the door, the relationship between him and Stuart will probably change.
Bluebeard is an unfinished story. In that story, no one is redeemed, no one is forgiven, and no one has a happy ending. It is a sad story.
Beautiful things are torn apart in the gap between the past and reality.
Even the world behind the door is so scary and dark.
However, the story should be finished, and the time gap that stays for a short time cannot create happiness. Only those who have obtained the truth can give salvation, forgiveness, and tolerance.
Just like in Beauty and the Beast, the beauty has to fall in love with the beast to make the beast become human again.
This is a maze for adults.He, Stuart, and Galle are all included in it.
Now, Yan Mu wants to solve this maze...
Slowly, Yan Mu inserted the key into the keyhole.
☆, the second book 14
In a burst of bright light, the true appearance of the attic began to show in front of Yan Mu.
The scenery behind the attic was exactly the same as the cabin.
So, what exactly was Stuart kissing that day... Yan Mu approached the cabin.
There was a standing object covered with a curtain in the cabin, Yan Mu stretched out his hand and asked the curtain to be removed, and a brand new mirror appeared in front of Yan Mu.
The mirror is very clear, and Yan Mu's appearance is reflected in the mirror, Yan Mu's familiar appearance.
"You still opened it." Footsteps came from the attic.
Yan Mu looked back, and saw that Stuart was wearing a white cotton robe, and the delicate and meticulous symbols of the Holy Sun Cult were all over the robe.
"You told me. The sun god wants me to open this door."
"Yes. He wants you to open this door." Stuart murmured, "This magic tower actually doesn't have any defensive capabilities, and all the runes are actually to support the two magic circles of this magic tower. "
"A magic circle is in your room, leading to the cabin in Riri Forest. The other one leads to the past."
Stuart seems to have a lot to say. In addition to his love and compassion for the entire continent as always, there are many, many heavy things in his eyes. After years of accumulation, those things have changed from huge at the beginning to A bunch of black holes.
"Please, Lord, forgive me."
In the end, Stuart just trembled his lips, and said something that Yan Mu didn't understand.
"Lord, now is your time to make a choice."
Yan Mu couldn't understand what Stuart said, but out of jealousy for the Sun God, Yan Mu witnessed with his own eyes once again Stuart's deep affection for the Sun God and couldn't help being annoyed.
Even the cabin where the sun god lived must be sealed with time magic and space magic?
Yan Mu turned around, not looking at Stuart.
But I found that the things in the mirror I was facing just now seemed to have changed. The things printed in the mirror were no longer Yan Mu's appearance, but the little Stuart in the illusion.Little Stuart grew up with little difficulty, unified the continent, developed agriculture, and made everyone live a life full of food. Happiness and joy gradually appeared on everyone's faces.
But little Stuart's face gradually became gloomy.
Little Stuart grew up bit by bit and became like Galle.
As if feeling something, Galle turned around and looked directly at Yan Mu, then stretched out his hand to him, as if inviting.
"Why are you in the mirror, Galle."
"That's not an ordinary mirror." Behind him, Stuart said slowly, "That is a magic mirror that can print out the fantasy in your heart."
"You can choose."
Behind him, Stuart lowered his head, as if waiting for the verdict.
Yan Mu didn't know why, Galle in the mirror in front of him showed a devilish smile and invited him, while Stuart behind him was waiting for the trial with lowered eyebrows.
Yan Mu slowly stretched out his hand, facing the mirror.
"Galle."
"Stuart was so cute when he was a child." Wesley scratched his hair complaining, "Why is he so serious now?"
"Don't you like me now?" Stuart stood aside with a stern smile, but from his listless tone and slightly drooping head, one can see his frustration.
"No. Ever since I was a child, didn't I like Stuart the most?"
Like Stuart's father, Wesley rubbed Stuart's head lightly, even though Stuart was already very big.
"You always forget that I've grown up."
"Yes, yes, I have grown up, but Stuart, you have always been a child in my heart."
"I've grown up. I've become different." Stuart emphasized again.
"That's right." Wesley sighed dully, "Human beings are really amazing, they seem to be little boys for a second."
He didn't regard himself as a grown-up person, Stuart thought deeply.
So he didn't see himself as a man at all.
No, maybe even a different existence.He is a human being, but he is a god, no matter how rough a god is, he will not fall in love with a human being.
Even Stuart himself understands how invisible his wish is, but this love that has been lingering in his heart for a long time is not something that Stuart can suppress.
Stuart is the most devout and fanatical believer of the Sun God. He single-handedly founded the Holy Sun Cult and created a harmonious and beautiful continent. Faith, but when did it start?His faith began to sour.
Is it after contacting again and again that the sun god is actually more childish than imagined?
Or is it because he saw a side of the sun god that other people can't see, so he mistakenly thought that he was special to the sun god?
Or just because Wesley simply smiled at him.
So he can't help falling in love with his heart fluttering.
He loves his god.
As the most devout and fanatical believer of Sun Sacred Cult, he loves the god he serves.
That is a love that cannot be forgiven by the teachings, so at the beginning, Stuart desperately suppressed it.It was destined to be a flower that could not bloom. Stuart planned to pluck this flower when it was only in the bud.
But soon Stuart discovered that the flower grew bigger and bigger in the dark side of his heart, and its color became more and more colorful, making it look strange and dangerous.
The love that should be hopeless should be given up like this.The wise sage Stuart knows this better than anyone.
However, the sages have forgotten that human beings are the reincarnation of demons.
If you hold evil thoughts for too long, you will turn into a demon again, and then do things that even your former self was afraid of.
"Do you need some hot cocoa?" Wesley handed the teacup to Stuart.
"Thank you." Stuart took it. Even Coco was like his smile, so warm that it was impossible to let go.
"Why do you have such an expression of bitterness and hatred again?" Wesley shrugged exaggeratedly, "Did someone cause you trouble again?"
"It's okay. Basically, everyone on the mainland is now concentrating on developing agriculture, but some poor people who don't have land are still making a living by robbing."
"If there are only a few people, just kill them."
Is that what gods are like?In the hearts of the gods, can humans be killed to solve troubles because of the small number of people?Are human beings such humble existences?
So, of course, you don't deserve to be loved.
Stuart rarely refuted Wesley's words, "They only do evil because they are poor and have no food. We should redeem them, not kill them."
Just like me who loves you deeply, can you also give me some redemption.
"I see." Wesley took a sip of hot cocoa, with a smile on his face, "Sometimes, Stuart, you seem more like a god than me."
"...you're joking again."
"Since it's because of poverty, then give them land to grow and support themselves."
"But now that all the fields on the mainland have been allocated, there is no extra soil."
"There are no more fields, isn't there still land?" Wesley replied logically, "Deserts and glaciers can be turned into fertile soil by divine power. There is nothing in this world that cannot be done by divine power, and there is nothing that I cannot do." to the matter. So, Stuart can rely on me."
"Yes."
"Is the divine power still enough?" After Wesley solved the problem, he drank a big mouthful of hot cocoa, and even the brows were relaxed.
"Not enough." Stuart replied frankly.
"Then hold out your hand."
Wesley held the hand that Stuart extended, and slowly channeled his divine power, his eyes narrowed comfortably, "Don't worry about those people, Stuart, he cares about me occasionally." With a somewhat coquettish tone, Shenming said.
But it never occurred to him that it was precisely because of his rare dependence that his people would have the undeserved beautiful but dark poisonous mushroom-like lust.
At that moment, the believer's love for the gods reached its peak, almost gushing out.
The believer used his last ounce of strength to stop his urge to confess, put all his thoughts into his eyes, and then lowered his eyes quietly.
Darkness and extreme love intertwine, and the Devil is born.
"Is so much divine power enough?" Wesley frowned.
"I don't have much confidence in changing the landscape this time." The believer asked for more divine power than usual.
"That's right, the landscape needs to be changed." Wesley nodded without any doubt, and held Stuart's hand again, and a large amount of surging and powerful divine power entered his body.
The believers lowered their eyelids to cover the guilt and anxiety in their eyes.
The believer knows that he is about to do something irreversible, but now the believer has become the ultimate demon, and he can only go his own way.
☆, the second book 15
Wesley believed in Stuart, he believed in the man who grabbed his calf and kissed his vamp, and asked him to save the continent and become the faith of the lost people.
Wesley gave Stuart his own divine power again and again.
But soon Wesley discovered that Stuart's ideal was not just to turn the continent into an ordinary continent where people could have enough to eat.
After the people had enough to eat, many people who liked to think began to appear. Different people began to have different understandings of the management of the country, and began to debate and communicate with each other. The big explosion of ideas began.At the same time, it also started with the aesthetics of architecture. Elegant mathematician builders added their love for geometry to the process of building houses, and Gothic-style houses rose from the sky.Philosophy was discussed, and even the uneducated began to learn arithmetic.
More practical academies were established to teach human warriors how to more effectively siege their villages and nations.
Arrogant magicians began to appear, and they also began to gradually accept their apprentices, and the magic power of the mainland became stronger little by little.
Wesley was overwhelmed by the wonderful ideas in Stuart's head more than once. Stuart's precise grasp of divine power was even better than him, and Stuart also had his own ideas about how to build a country. Know.
Stuart was a sage.
Wesley even thought that if Stuart was a god, then this continent would not have developed until now.
As Stuart became more ambitious, Wesley also became more and more generous, and even lent almost all of his divine power to Stuart.
People in the mainland gradually have stuff in their stomachs, pockets, and heads.
This is a very interesting process, seeing a thing become better little by little because of my own efforts, not to mention that this thing is a whole continent.
The sun god is also gradually regarded as a belief by everyone.Sing praises to him and pray for him.
The disheveled little boy who started out did it, making him the faith of the whole continent.
Sometimes Wesley will turn into people of various identities and go to the mainland to see the excitement, but most of the time Wesley still likes to stay quietly in his hut, holding his own hot cocoa, nibbling Your own bread and butter.
While living his life leisurely, Wesley sometimes thinks about it.
That child back then turned him into the belief of the entire continent, but is he his belief?
With such doubts, Wesley began to observe Stuart.
The black-haired boy has always had such a serious face, but his eyes are gentle, and he often has an expression of compassion and compassion for the world that only gods have.
Stuart has indeed done a lot for this continent, and the credit is indelible, but shouldn't his belief be Wesley?
Once the thought came up, it never stopped.
Wesley thought about this problem more than once, and when he came back to his senses, he thought about it almost all the time.
Stuart is obviously his most devout and fanatical initial believer, why did he become so caring about the common people, but he didn't care about him at all.Stuart Shouldn't he love me?
I helped him realize his wish, and I helped him build a whole continent.
But why didn't Stuart believe in me more and love me more, instead he spent more time on the people.
Gods are also stingy, especially when a god falls in love with a person, the mighty power will turn into an unbearable and terrifying possessiveness.
"Stuart, who do you believe in?"
Wesley reminded Stuart over and over again that your belief should be me, and you should put more energy on me and stay with me more, not your common people.
"Yes." The boy with long black hair replied respectfully.
Wesley didn't know that in Stuart's ears, his reminder would be regarded as his own warning to remind human beings of being unworthy of gods.
"Stuart, is there anyone you like?"
One day, Wesley suddenly asked this question.
"Why did you ask this question?" Stuart paused.
"I saw a couple in the world. They lived happily together and gave birth to a pair of children. They seem to be very happy." Wesley said heartlessly, "The baby is really cute, It felt like I could accidentally poke them with one finger. So I didn't approach."
"Yes."
"Stuart also hurry up and get married~!" Wesley sighed, "This way there will be a strong baby. The children of Stuart who have been soaked in divine power for many years should be stronger than the children outside Some, I shouldn’t be able to poke him to death with a single finger, hahahaha.”
Wesley laughed heartily, while Stuart lowered his head deeply and said nothing. He only answered as usual when Wesley finished the topic.
"Yes."
Wesley and Stuart spent a long, long time together.
The fall of the scepter, the alternation of the royal family, and the development of civilization, the seeds of fire have been passed on from generation to generation on this continent.Both Stuart and Wesley witness bit by bit.
No matter how dull Wesley was, no matter how offline he was as a god, he gradually realized that he had fallen in love with Stuart.
He said that he likes it, but Wesley himself is not sure about it. He just thinks that it is a very convenient way to form a partner and spend his life like a human being. Wesley also wants Stuart to be his partner.
The long days spent alone now seem almost unbearably lonely.
Wesley got used to Stuart, with a hint of liking that he couldn't explain.
However, Stuart didn't know these things.Stuart always thought that Wesley regarded him as the little boy who asked for his redemption back then, and regarded him as his most devout believer.
Wesley really couldn't speak about these human love affairs.
Anyway, after such a long time, one day he will be able to figure out how he feels, and how Stuart feels about him.
Wesley thought so, they will spend a long time together and watch a lot of changes in things, so there is no rush.
However, the dull Wesley didn't realize that his divine power was often taken away by Stuart and kept for a long period of time without being able to recover. Stuart also became stronger day by day under the nourishment of divine power.
until--
"Stuart." Wesley looked at the golden sword inserted into his body incredulously, "Am I not good enough for you?"
"Yes." Stuart still had the obedient and respectful attitude.
"Your kindness to me is as great as a mountain. You have trained me to become a great sage and let me enjoy a life span that humans do not have. Your kindness to me cannot be repaid."
"Then why are you..."
"Wesley." This was the first time Stuart called Wesley by name directly, "Have you heard the story of the farmer and the snake?"
"Stuart...you're not a snake" Wesley tried desperately to convey.
"No." Those black eyes that love the world lowered, "Humans are the reincarnation of demons, so don't trust humans."
"It's not...a reason" Sun God was still asking his favorite child why he did this before he was about to die.
The believer watched silently as the god froze because of his betrayal, his hands clenched into fists, and finally let go little by little.
Believers kneel down before the gods, leaning over to ask the uppers of the gods, just like when they first met.
It's just that today's believers are full of tears.
"I hope the Sun God will send me free shipping."
"My Lord loves us."
"The Lord loves the world." Sentence by sentence, Stuart said slowly, crying to Wesley, "But if you can't treat me as a man, I would rather you not love me. "
"Please forgive me, I fell in love with you who should not be loved in this world."
God can only be dead and asleep, but not really dead.
Stuart was surprised to find that when the god revived again, it was in the form of a child.
After waking up, the child wandered into a down-and-out noble family.
The aristocratic parents were not good to the shrunken god. They abused him all day long, beat and scolded him, and vented their anger on the child.
When Stuart arrived, the shrunken god was sleeping in a small cupboard and smiled innocently at him.
"You're so pretty. Are you a god?"
The gods said what the believers said at the beginning.
Time is tied, and then their places are switched, and the scarlet curtain of the old-fashioned drama is reopened.
"I'm not, you are the real god. And I'm just a hateful guy who steals." The reunited Stuart kissed Wesley's little feet.
Wesley didn't have his own leather shoes, and his little feet got chilblains like carrots in winter.
Unbearable and deep anger appeared in Stuart's eyes.
Stuart gave little Wesley a sleeping magic.
Then that night, Stuart was so angry that he brutally killed everyone in that family. From the beginning to the end, Stuart held a sleeping child in his arms.
After receiving Little Wesley, Stuart began to think about finding an identity for himself. He took over the job of the Pope of the church, showed his strength, and made himself the strongest magician that everyone praised.
After preparing everything, Stuart raised little Wesley little by little.
Stuart secretly expects that Wesley, who has a human identity on the surface, will fall in love with him this time.
However, waiting for Stuart is a more cruel purgatory.
☆, the second book 16
Wesley was very close to him, but Wesley did not fall in love with him.
When Wesley was a child, he liked to sit on his lap and grab Stuart's long hair with his little hands, "It looks good!"
"Does it look good?" Stuart asked.
"Good-looking (﹃)" Wesley replied honestly when he was a child, "Long-haired and black, good-looking."
However, with the passage of time, Stuart discovered that Wesley in this life was extremely attached to and trusted him, but Wesley still did not regard him as a man, but regarded himself as a father.
"You don't have to call me father." Stuart told Wesley, "Just call me by my real name."
"Okay, Stuart." From Wesley's shining adoring eyes, Stuart faintly knew that the other party didn't understand his deep meaning.
As time passed, not only did it not subside, but the guilt in Stuart's heart grew a little bit.
The unbelievable eyes of the sun god when he was dying flashed in front of Stuart again and again.
That stupid god probably doesn't know the obscene feelings he has for him.
It was I who planned this farce with the sole purpose of making the gods fall from the altar.
The upright sage Stuart felt guilty, and finally decided to lock the divine power that Wesley gave him at the beginning in the attic of the magic tower, which was the highest place in the building, the closest to the God Realm and the Sun God.
Stuart gave Wesley the key.
[This key can open all the rooms in this castle, but there is only one room that you must never open. If you open it, you will have to pay for your curiosity. ]
You will no longer be Wesley the human being, you will become Wesley the sun god again.
When you become Wesley, the sun god, all the divine power will return to you, and I will lose the divine power and disappear in thin air.
I have lived far too many times, far beyond the human lifespan.
I could not have enjoyed such a long life without your gift.So when you recover all your divine power, I who lost my divine power will definitely turn into a puff of smoke and fly away with the wind.
There is only one case, I will stay.
It is in that mirror that prints what people want most, and it is my image that is printed.
I will stay and witness the changes of this continent and the passage of time with you again.
With this in mind, Stuart handed the key to Wesley
Unfortunately, Stuart did not know that God is omnipotent.
After the god was revived, new divine power had already been produced, and the god, who still didn't know how to use the divine power vaguely, recreated an individual with some of the newly revived divine power.
It is just an individual created by combining divine power and thoughts in the heart with very rough methods.
"Your name is Galle." The unconscious god named it, and then fell into a coma and forgot everything.
Wesley grew up to be 16 years old, and Stuart could no longer bear the longing in his heart, and couldn't open his mouth to express his love. Stuart turned his love into actions, trying to convey it to Wesley.
Wesley didn't receive Stuart's miss, but became rebellious instead.
After Stuart sealed Wesley's magical talent, Wesley's rebellion reached its peak.
When Stuart approached Pink Hart's small room, he felt unprecedented despair.
Obviously anyone can do it?Cheap slaves and entertainers can have your tender treatment, envelop you, absorb you, please you.
Listen to your breathing, and be happy with you.
Am I the only one who can't?Or, this is also his own punishment for killing the Sun God.
"Do you love him?"
Wesley froze for a moment, his eyes rarely showed seriousness, "Yes, I love him."
Stuart knew that a young man's love was not enough to be credulous, but he still felt dizzy and painful.
At that moment, Stuart had an extreme fruit in his heart. He was extremely jealous of the person who sold his body cheaply. This was an emotion that Stuart had never felt since he was born.
Stuart had imagined on countless nights that if Wesley didn't like pain, he would do it by himself.
As long as he can know Wesley's intentions, then it doesn't matter. If it's just a physical pain, then he can completely bear and overcome it.
It's just that Wesley still doesn't like him this time.
[The sun god wants you to open that door. ]
Quickly open that door and end my stupid life.
However, when Wesley was standing in that mirror and Stuart was waiting for the verdict from Wesley, he still couldn't help having fantasies in his heart.
If the figure reflected in that mirror is me...
Then, when Stuart heard it, Wesley nervously uttered another completely unfamiliar name, "Galle!"
The divine power was quickly withdrawn from his body, his consciousness was quickly separated and shattered, the foolish love and self-inflicted suffering, everything in his life flashed in front of him like a revolving lantern.
[May the sun god have mercy on the world]
[Sun god bless us]
Please don't be entangled with people like me who have dirty thoughts anymore. This was Stuart's thought before he disappeared.
It would be great if you still like the continent I built for you.You are really stupid, the power of faith is much stronger than divine power.
The sage Stuart turned into ashes, and Wesley, who remembered everything, couldn't stop him in time.
It's a sad story, if it's a story at all.
Just like the weird blue beard who has not been told, God has returned to the lonely starting point.
God became a man again.
Is it the same with Bluebeard?Worrying about my ice love hobby, I handed the key to my lover with a nervous mood, hoping that after my lover discovers my ice love hobby, he can still tolerate and love me.But what Blue Beard saw was his wife's frightened and distorted expression.
So is Stuart.
With untouchable expectations, he handed over the key to Wesley, waiting for his Lord to forgive his sins, waiting for his Lord to redeem him, looking forward to being loved, and looking forward to the light.
However, Stuart's expectations fell through.
What's even more ridiculous is that Wesley loved Stuart from the beginning to the end, they just missed it, and Galle was just a combination of divine power and longing, that's why Caleb had Stuart's face but Has a more cheerful and active personality than Stuart.
How ridiculous, they are just dogmas on the identity of gods and believers, so they miss the sad characters.
So it's "Fool's Love", Yan Mu thought of the title that looks like a middle school title hanging on the title bar of Lu Jiji.
Perhaps this title predestined that the story of this world is doomed to be a tragedy, but it is so appropriate, how stupid are the two people following each other on the circle.
Obviously only one sentence 'I love you' can solve all the problems.
However, Stuart kept silent about this sentence, and Wesley couldn't open his mouth either.
The emotion of Stuart's character lies in abstinence and patience, carrying a heavy love language but enduring his identity as a believer, Stuart, who is struggling to stick to his inner beliefs and his love, is moving and beautiful, but also his perseverance Pushed him into the abyss.
If Blue Beard's wife was scared but could hold back her fear and tell Blue Beard her love after seeing the corpse, would this weird fairy tale end differently?
Waiting to be loved, to be redeemed, the key given to the person who made the choice, just the answer after opening the door, is that satisfying enough?
After the mystery of the story is revealed, the story comes to an end.
Yan Mu slowly closed his eyes.
Familiar drowsiness hit, Yan Mu closed his eyes and drove a small boat, drifting along the current.
When he was in a daze for a while, Yan Mu suddenly remembered himself when he was 17 years old.
The 17-year-old myself didn't add the blue beard's stalk to this novel just because of the second grade and the increase in the works.
At the time, Yan Mu, 17, seemed to be trying to escape something before writing this novel.
What the hell did he do in the first place?
Suddenly, the memory of the 17-year-old self wearing a Chinese sportswear school uniform and kissing Qin Yu flashed into Yan Mu's memory.
What's going on, but I obviously don't have such a memory at all.
Yan Mu vaguely recalled that when he wrote this article, he seemed to imply that behind the door was the real world, and inside the door was another imaginary and beautiful world.
At the beginning, I also seriously wrote the meat/text scene with Qin Yu as the protagonist fantasy.
But why he doesn't have any memory of these.
Yan Mu's head seemed to be exploding, tiny blood vessels wrapped around the brain, and now the liquid in the blood vessels seems to have changed from blood to mercury, corroding the walls of the blood vessels little by little, trying to spew out, Corrode his entire brain.
Why exactly, what happened when he was 17 years old, related to Qin Yu.
Why didn't he remember, why didn't he have any impression at all.
Severe pain enveloped Yan Mu, and his consciousness suddenly stopped when he suddenly recalled an important segment, and the world fell into darkness.
Yan Mu fell into a faint.
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