second love

The author has something to say: I have been running outside today, tired.This chapter is a bit long, so it is divided into two posts (maybe it will be cut into three times in the end).Continue to revise

During the National Day, Yue Chen asked Yan Jiaming to come to G City to accompany Cheng Zhuojun.One is to think that the two had a good relationship back then and they haven't seen each other for many years, and the other is to let Cheng Zhuojun get used to communicating with other people first.

Their home is a little far from the city center, and there are no hotels nearby where they can stay.For convenience, Yue Chen had no choice but to tidy up the room opposite the kitchen where sundries are usually kept, and make a temporary bed.

When Yue Chen told Cheng Zhuojun about this, Cheng Zhuojun was still a little reluctant.It's not easy for Yan Jiaming to take a long vacation. It's too unreasonable for him to come to his house without even a room to live in?

"It's okay, he likes it."

This is what Yue Chen told Cheng Zhuojun.In fact, he also thought about inviting others to his home, whether it was inappropriate to do so.But when Yan Jiaming received Yue Chen's call, his excited voice really wanted to pierce the roof, and said that as long as there was a place for him, he could sleep in the utility room.Only then did Yue Chen start tidying up the sundry room.

When Yue Chen went downstairs to pick up Yan Jiaming, Cheng Zhuojun was walking around in the living room, thinking about how to greet his old classmate whom he hadn't seen for many years.

After a while, Cheng Zhuojun heard Yan Jiaming's voice outside the door, as if he was talking to Yue Chen endlessly.

"Let me tell you, now City H is crowded with people, and people are flocking there. When you look at the scenic spot, ho! It's full of people, what good scenery can you see?"

Yan Jiaming changed his shoes and entered the room. Standing at the door, he saw Cheng Zhuojun staring at him blankly, and waved to him with an unnatural expression.He also has mixed feelings in his heart, but joy always takes the lead.Yan Jiaming walked towards Cheng Zhuojun and hugged him with some force.After the hug, I didn't know what to say.

"Well, long time no see." It was Cheng Zhuojun who broke the deadlock first, and he pointed to the sofa behind him. "Sit down, there should be a lot of people at the station today, right?"

Yan Jiaming sat down unceremoniously, and returned to the appearance he had just talked with Yue Chen outside the door.

"A lot, that's really a lot! But senior brother Yue Chen asked me to come, so I have to come here immediately no matter what!"

After Yue Chen put away Yan Jiaming's luggage, he brought out a glass of water from the kitchen.

"Don't call me brother, just call me by my name."

Yan Jiaming looked at him with a smile and said, "That's because I respect you. You don't know, you were my role model during those years in college."

Cheng Zhuojun looked at Yan Jiaming, although he had an understatement on his face, he was not joking.Yan Jiaming has always admired Yue Chen.This has not changed for so many years.Same as myself.

"Although he is a role model..." Yan Jiaming suddenly whispered to Cheng Zhuojun, "But I never thought that he could abduct you."

"What did you say?" Yue Chen turned to look at Yan Jiaming

"No, no!"

Yue Chen and Yan Jiaming made the dinner together. After Yan Jiaming came out to work, he lived with his girlfriend, because his girlfriend was busier than him at work, so he was usually responsible for the three meals at home, and he had learned a lot of special dishes over the years.

Fortunately, during the National Day holiday, my girlfriend went back to her hometown to see her parents, otherwise, when she received a call from Yue Chen, Yan Jiaming would not have been able to agree immediately.

It was a rare get-together, and Yue Chen even bought some wine and went home to add to the fun.Thinking that Cheng Zhuojun would get drunk easily, he bought another bottle of low-strength beer.

While Yue Chen was cooking the last dish in the kitchen, Yan Jiaming was drinking and chatting with Cheng Zhuojun outside.

Cheng Zhuojun had just filled Yan Jiaming's glass, but the other party immediately drank half of it without saying a word.

Cheng Zhuojun wanted to tell him that drinking on an empty stomach is not good, but unfortunately he was not as quick as the Yan family.

"I didn't expect to see you again." Yan Jiaming said with a smile, and put some vegetables into his bowl. "We didn't talk much after the sophomore year, didn't we? At that time, you just broke up with Senior Brother Yue Chen, and you were bothered by your mother every day..."

Yan Jiaming was straightforward, and regretted it as soon as he finished speaking, and raised his eyes to see Cheng Zhuojun's reaction.I saw that Cheng Zhuojun didn't say anything, and silently put vegetables in his bowl.

Yan Jiaming felt uncomfortable.When the freshman first moved into the dormitory, the four big men were cheerful and outgoing.The four of them were as brilliant as a small sun, wishing to burn everyone to death.

Who knew that when I was a sophomore, everything changed.

Since Cheng Zhuojun fell ill, there was a gap between them and the other two people in the dormitory, and they gradually became less able to chat as before.Up to now, Yan Jiaming has not had any contact with them, let alone Cheng Zhuojun.

"Eat..." Seeing that Yan Jiaming didn't move his chopsticks, Cheng Zhuojun reminded him.

"Okay! Zhuo Jun, look, this dish is made by me, and that dish is made by Senior Brother Yue Chen. Let's try who can make it better?"

"All good." Cheng Zhuojun commented after tasting it.

At that time, Cheng Zhuojun's illness came suddenly.For just one day, he was like a completely different person.He was also unable to continue his studies because of his increasingly inattentive mind.After persisting for not many days, Cheng Zhuojun dropped out of school.

Yan Jiaming went to Cheng Cheng's house to visit him.At that time, Cheng Zhuojun was hiding in the room and didn't dare to come out at all.

The person who opened the door for Yan Jiaming was Min Xinhong—that woman had red eyes and disheveled hair, staring at Yan Jiaming suspiciously, never leaving her eyes for a second.

Yan Jiaming remembered that Cheng Zhuojun said that his mother's mental condition was not very good, but he did not expect that it was his mother who made Cheng Zhuojun into this state.

Now Cheng Zhuojun, although his personality has become very introverted, fortunately, his mental condition is much better than before.It's just that you are willing to talk to him, and he won't refuse you—it's just that the reaction speed is slower.

This is probably the result of senior brother Yue Chen's hard work.Cheng Zhuojun five years ago, sometimes he couldn't even recognize who he was, and when he saw anyone approaching, he would hide in fear.And now, I can sit at the table and eat with others.

"It's great to see him again."

Cheng Zhuojun looked at Yan Jiaming suspiciously, not knowing why he said such a sentence suddenly.

"Come on, drink!"

It's just that Yan Jiaming didn't respond to Cheng Zhuojun's suspicious eyes, but instead filled him with a glass of beer.Cheng Zhuojun had no choice but to take it and drink it.

"By the way, did you do it?"

"Pfft!" Just at this second, all the beer that was just poured into the mouth was sprayed out.

Yue Chen happened to see this scene when he came out with the dishes, he frowned and looked at Yan Jiaming dissatisfied.

"What did you tell him? What if you choke later?"

"It's very common..." Yan Jiaming was aggrieved, thinking that the "light bulb" really has no human rights.

After the meal, Yan Jiaming took Cheng Zhuojun to talk about many things, but his speech was too fast, one thing after another, Cheng Zhuojun couldn't keep up.

Cheng Zhuojun cast a help-seeking look at Yue Chen, who knew that the latter pretended to be very serious looking for any movies to watch in the TV box.Cheng Zhuojun looked at the ceiling in distress, and had no choice but to try his best to talk to Yan Jiaming.

When going to bed at night, Cheng Zhuojun lay on the bed and sighed heavily.

Yue Chen was folding his clothes, and seeing Cheng Zhuojun's relieved expression, he could guess that the little guy was tortured badly by the words and shells of his old classmates today.

"Tired?" Yue Chen asked knowingly.

"Very tired..." Cheng Zhuojun nodded silently.

"That guy was very talkative when he was in college. I didn't expect it to be more talkative now." Yue Chen felt amused.

Cheng Zhuojun agreed with this.He had some impressions of Yan Jiaming, he was the one who cared more about him in the university.

"I remember him. I used to have a good relationship with him."

"Ah."

"Although the relationship is very good..." Cheng Zhuojun thought of something, and tilted his head strangely. "But does he know a little too much?"

"for example?"

Cheng Zhuojun didn't reply immediately, but thought about it again.

"Yue Chen, why did we separate when we were in college?"

"..." The movements of Yue Chen's hands were imperceptibly paused, and he said lightly, "I mentioned it."

"why?"

"At that time, I felt that I couldn't go on." Yue Chen put the folded clothes in the cabinet and lay back on the bed, reaching out to stroke Cheng Zhuojun's hair. "But now we're going to go."

Cheng Zhuojun looked at Yue Chen and couldn't help rubbing his head against his hand.Like a cat, it will let out a long sigh when it is comfortable.

Yue Chen carefully arranged Cheng Zhuojun's broken hair, and then scratched his ear with his fingers.Cheng Zhuojun felt itchy, and just about to shrink back, Yue Chen put his hands on the back of his neck, leaned over and kissed him.

During the kiss, Cheng Zhuojun intentionally made trouble with Yue Chen, and kept hiding back.Yue Chen also followed him, and finally Cheng Zhuojun bit and sucked Yue Chen's upper lip a little boldly before ending the kiss.

"Have you become more courageous?" Yue Chen leaned over and kissed Cheng Zhuojun's cheek again.

Cheng Zhuojun's face became hot, and he felt a little embarrassed.

"Which step can you accept now?" Yue Chen moved his hand to Cheng Zhuojun's waist, and walked further down bit by bit.

"Ah?" Cheng Zhuojun didn't react, and he pushed Yue Chen's hand away in fright when Yue Chen's hand was about to get close to him, "Next time, next time? There are other people at home!"

Cheng Zhuojun got up and backed away, and was pulled by Yue Chen when he got to the edge of the bed.Yue Chen buried his head in kisses on the side of Cheng Zhuojun's neck as if he didn't hear Cheng Zhuojun's words.

"Wait!" Cheng Zhuojun pushed Yue Chen's hand anxiously, "Don't do this!"

Yue Chen stopped and looked at Cheng Zhuojun with a smile on his face.

"Scared?"

"..." Cheng Zhuojun looked at him with a complicated expression, and suddenly remembered what Yan Jiaming asked him.It seems that they really haven't done it.

If it is really going to be done, then the recipient must be him.Cheng Zhuojun thought secretly, although he was with Yue Chen again, this hurdle should not be crossed so quickly.He buried his head in Yue Chen's shoulder apologetically, and sighed.

"I'm sorry, Yue Chen."

"Sorry, fool."

When Cheng Zhuojun fell asleep the next day, he felt someone kiss him on the forehead.

Cheng Zhuojun barely opened his eyes and saw Yue Chen walking out lightly and closing the door.

"Yeah, he still has to go to work..."

When Yue Chen said yesterday that he had to go to work, the person who reacted more than Cheng Zhuojun was Yan Jiaming.

Hearing Yan Jiaming's loud yelling, Yue Chen was also very helpless, and patiently explained to them that the company had an important project that was about to be won, and the participating staff had to work overtime to try to finish it before the National Day holiday.

Cheng Zhuojun didn't say anything, but he still felt depressed about the fact that Yue Chen didn't have a holiday.The two of them are busy with work on weekdays, and it is rare to have a short vacation, but they can't stay together properly.

When Yue Chen left, he handed over the car keys to Yan Jiaming, just in case they wanted to go out and play somewhere.But Yan Jiaming threw the car keys to Cheng Zhuojun and asked him to drive and take him out to play.

Cheng Zhuojun stared blankly at the key in his hand.After taking the driver's license test for so many years, Cheng Zhuojun has never driven a car, and his hands are rusty.

Yan Jiaming seemed to understand Cheng Zhuojun's embarrassment, and finally just asked Cheng Zhuojun to take him for a walk in the community.

Because it is a large community, Cheng Zhuojun didn't know many roads, so he had to choose the road he knew how to walk.

The green environment in the community is good, and I saw many plants along the way.Yan Jiaming had never seen some plants before, so he grabbed Cheng Zhuojun and asked them about this and that.Cheng Zhuojun didn't know much about this, so naturally he couldn't reply a word.

There is a commercial street in the community, which is some distance from their home.After walking for a while, Yan Jiaming suddenly took Cheng Zhuojun to a convenience store, looked around in front of the freezer, and then took out a bottle of drink for Cheng Zhuojun.

"This one doesn't seem to have a price tag, you can ask the clerk."

Yan Jiaming walked to the container on the other side, leaving Cheng Zhuojun with a bottle of drink, at a loss.

It was only when his fingers were so cold that he couldn't feel it that Cheng Zhuojun walked slowly to the cashier.

"Well, how much is this?"

"what?"

Cheng Zhuojun was taken aback by the indifferent attitude of the clerk, thinking that he might have spoken too quietly, so he repeated: "How much is this?"

"Five yuan." The clerk said lightly, then lowered his head and continued to play with his phone.

Cheng Zhuojun breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, and walked to Yan Jiaming as if he had completed the task.

"Oh, then take these and go pay the bill first. I'll take a look." Yan Jiaming put a bunch of snacks in Cheng Zhuojun's hands, and went to the container on the other side to look.

Cheng Zhuojun returned to the cashier with a bunch of snacks in his arms, and the clerk quickly scanned the barcode without saying a word.

"A total of 46 yuan, cash or Alipay?"

"Cash..." Cheng Zhuojun touched his pocket, only to realize that he didn't have a wallet with him when he came out. "Uh, it's Alipay."

"Click 'Pay'."

……

After Cheng Zhuojun paid the bill, Yan Jiaming came out from behind without holding anything else.When he walked out of the door, Cheng Zhuojun looked at Yan Jiaming with mixed feelings, and said, "Did you do it on purpose?"

"What?" Yan Jiaming took out a bottle of drink from his bag, and looked at Cheng Zhuojun with a look of confusion.

"No……"

When the two went back to the courtyard downstairs, Yan Jiaming pointed to the pavilion built next to the small canal, and walked there first.

While sitting in the booth, Yan Jiaming kept chewing snacks.There were many children playing in the courtyard, and almost every child passing by the pavilion would slow down and stare straight at the snacks in Yan Jiaming's hand.

Yan Jiaming ignored those eager eyes, and occasionally stretched out the snack bag in front of Cheng Zhuojun.

Although the autumnal equinox has passed, the weather is still very hot when it is not raining.Thanks to the shade of the trees, the sun is not in the pavilion.

Occasionally there will be a slight breeze blowing, although it is a little hot, but it is not too annoying.Cheng Zhuojun enjoyed this rare leisure time.

When Yan Jiaming opened the third bag of snacks, he suddenly asked Cheng Zhuojun: "How are you and uncle doing now?"

Cheng Zhuojun was stunned.Ever since he decided to live in G City, Cheng Guoqiang hadn't contacted him much.He still remembered that after his father knew about him and Yue Chen, he didn't speak for a long time.

Although Cheng Guoqiang didn't say anything, he felt that he didn't want this son anymore.

Occasionally, he would send messages to Cheng Guoqiang, but he never got a reply from that person.Coupled with my poor mental condition at that time, I couldn't even take care of myself, let alone worry about others.

"My dad must be very disappointed in me."

Yan Jiaming didn't take it seriously, chewed a piece of potato chips with a few clicks, and said lightly: "Maybe uncle will be happy to know that your condition has improved? The child's health is more important than anything else."

In the next few days, Cheng Zhuojun accompanied Yan Jiaming to wander around.As soon as he got home at night, he was so tired that he collapsed on the bed, complaining to Yue Chen without saying a word, and said that Yue Chen had deliberately found Yan Jiaming as a task for him to complete.

Once, Yan Jiaming drove Cheng Zhuojun to a large shopping mall that neither of them had ever been to.Originally, Yan Jiaming wanted Cheng Zhuojun to go shopping alone in the shopping mall and supermarket, but he didn't expect to lose him when he parted.

Yan Jiaming couldn't find anyone, and no one answered Cheng Zhuojun's phone call.Finally, I hurried to the radio station to ask the staff to help me find someone.

The staff asked Yan Jiaming the name of the person he was looking for, and finally turned on the microphone, and said clearly: "Little Cheng Zhuojun, your father is waiting for you at the radio station, please ask the staff near you for help after hearing the broadcast..."

Later, people found it, of course not because of the broadcast, but Cheng Zhuojun happened to pass by the broadcast station.

After returning home, Yan Jiaming wanted to tell Yue Chen about this matter, but he was out of breath from laughing, and Yue Chen understood what it meant from his intermittent words.In the end, Yue Chen and Cheng Zhuojun looked at each other, looking at Yan Jiaming laughing and giving him a good look when he carried it back.

Soon the National Day holiday was over, Yan Jiaming was unwilling to leave in various ways, crying and howling while holding Cheng Zhuojun, telling him to go to City H to play with him when he was free.

Although Cheng Zhuojun has been tormented enough these days, he is still quite reluctant to part with Yan Jiaming, and finally made a high-five agreement with Yan Jiaming, promising to go to him if he has the opportunity.