There is a kind of love that is insincere

When Lele was brought into the house by my mother, I was eating watermelon with my brother, my face was covered in watermelon water, and my mouth was blood red, just like someone who just finished eating.

The first time he saw us, he frowned his handsome eyebrows, pursed his mouth slightly, and looked disgusted, no, very disgusted.

I was stunned, watermelon juice dripped from the corner of my mouth, and dripped on the dirty clothes, printing red flowers.Suddenly my eyes lit up, how could there be such a good-looking person in the world.

A hundred times better than my brother, no, no, it should be a thousand times.My little pervert heart has been there since then.

thump—

The watermelon in my brother's hand fell to the ground, and the remaining pulp scattered and splashed onto Lele's clean shoes, staining them in a pile.

He frowned and glared at my brother, but didn't say anything, probably because my mother was on the sidelines.

My mother let go of Lele's little hand, came over angrily, thrust her waist and shouted, "Who told you to steal watermelon?"

"he!"

"he!"

My brother and I pointed at each other in unison, with the evidence of eating watermelon on our lips.

My mother was helpless, and lightly tapped my brother and me on the head, "You two ignorant children, you didn't pack up the evidence after eating." Then she sighed heavily.

I covered my head, my eyes were ringing, and I asked in a low voice, "Mom, whose child is he?"

My brother also asked, "Who is he?"

Only then did my mother respond, and pulled Lele with a smile, "This is your brother."

"Brother!" My brother and I were surprised, staring at him for a while, and then at my mother for a while.

My mother ignored us and pushed Lele towards us and said to Lele, "Say hello to my brothers."

He didn't make a sound, and we didn't dare to make a sound, our eyes widened.

My mother thought Lele was shy because she came to the new home, so she said, "It's okay, we will be a family from now on."

Lele was silent, her pretty face was pale, and she clenched her little hands tightly as she thought of something.

He tremblingly said, "Brother, hello."

Yes, brother, brother.

Things that are preordained, things that cannot be changed.

If I can still think of the two yells he yelled that day, my heart will ache, because it takes so much courage to yell.

His eyes were cloudy as ink and seemed to have lost their luster.I lowered my head subconsciously and didn't look into his eyes. I was afraid to look, as if I would be confused.

At this time, my mother patted my brother on the head, "Lele will live in your room from now on, you go and tidy up your room."

"Don't!" My brother yelled, probably boys and boys meet for the first time with some hostility.

My mother persuaded softly, "Lele is not an outsider, he lives in your house, as it should be."

My brother shook his head, resisted and said, "I don't want it."

A look of embarrassment appeared on my mother's face, "Mo Xian, you are a boy, don't be so stingy."

My brother looked at me, pointed at Lele and said, "You can let him live in Yuanyi's room!"

My mother froze for a moment, touched my elder brother's head, and said, "Yuan Yi doesn't sleep well, and will make a fuss about Lele."

After my mother said that, I was upset, but I didn't explode, and my brother started to cry, with tears and snot running down his nose, which was rather endearing.

My mother glanced at my brother, then at me, then at Lele, sighed, and said to me, "Can you live with my brother?"

I didn't speak, just nodded silently.

Fate, so intertwined, then slowly strangles those who are enclosed in this circle, oh, and those who break in abruptly.

By the way, my brother's name is Qin Moxian, but my name is Bai Yuanyi.My mother once explained that the reason why I didn't have the surname Qin was because my name was not registered on the household registration, and I was registered under someone else's name.So, I also believe it, and I don’t explore it, and what can a child of a few years pay attention to?

At noon, my mother cooks and asks me and my brother to accompany my brother, that is, Lele.

Lele sat quietly on the sofa, like a porcelain doll, beautiful but fragile.

My brother and I looked at him together, he was not afraid of us, just stared at the TV by himself.

My brother took the remote control, changed the channel, Lele was still the same, and changed the channel again, he still looked at the bright screen motionless.

My brother couldn't bear his impatience, so he stood in front of Lele and stomped his feet pretending to be angry.

"You... what's your name!"

Lele glanced at my brother, still silent.

My brother glared at him, but he remained silent.

In the end, my brother had no choice but to sit back in his original position.

I wanted to talk to him, but I was a little scared, and I didn't know what I was afraid of, probably because I was afraid of being born.

"Yuanyi Moxian, and Lele, come and eat." My mother shouted, my brother and I ran very fast, sat firmly on our seats, picked up our rice bowls and ate big mouthfuls, completely out of shape , I don't care if Lele has come or not.

My mother noticed that Lele was still sitting by the sofa, walked over and asked, "Lele, aren't you hungry?"

Lele remained silent, he looked at my mother and squeezed her hands tightly.

My mother asked again with concern, "Is it because you are not familiar with the new home and are afraid?"

He lowered his head, as if answering my mother's words, but he didn't.No one can know what such a small Lele is thinking in his heart, and what secrets are in his heart?

I never knew, and I never figured it out.He is like a lonely owl in the dark night, looking for these creatures, and preparing to kill them one day.

My mother took Lele to the dinner table.He stared at us who was devouring us, and there was some strange look in his eyes.He eats slowly, one bite at a time, unlike me and my brother who have been hungry for days.

When we finished eating, he put down his chopsticks.He is very restrained, but too restrained, but no one can detect his abnormality.Because he is still young, only 11 years old.What can the 11-year-old do?

Nothing can be done.

Nothing can be done.

My mother cleaned up the dishes, and she said to my brother and me, "Take my brother out to play."

My brother and I didn't answer, we looked at each other and didn't speak.

My mother looked at us strangely, "Why don't you talk? Are you dumb?"

She doesn't know the thoughts of children, she doesn't know the feelings that my brother and I have for this Lele who suddenly broke into our lives.

I walked to Lele, wiped my hands with oil, and stretched out to him, "Let's go, brother."

He didn't hold it, just looked at me, looked at me with those eyes that I was afraid of looking at each other, my heartbeat suddenly became a little faster, as if it was about to jump out.This feeling is like riding a roller coaster, soaring into the sky, making me nervous.Of course, I didn't understand this feeling at this time.

My mother squatted in front of me and Lele, holding Lele's hand and mine, overlapping the two hands, she smiled, "Okay, let's go play."

She nudged me and Lele to the door, and said to my brother, "Mo Xian, you have to take care of my brother and brother, and give them more room."

My brother nodded and took me and Lele out.My mother stood at the door and looked at us running away, with a soft smile on her face. This smile was so warm that I wanted to see it again, but it was impossible. After all, things are different.

Our stories are neither sad nor painful, but what do we cherish when we are young?And what is worth our cherishing?

After my brother couldn't see my mother, he shook off the hand holding Lele. He looked at Lele, "Whether you are my brother or not, since you come to our house, you must listen to me."

Lele glanced at him with disdain.

I want to be a younger brother, how can I ask my brother to listen to me?

My brother definitely couldn't understand that look, but he felt that Lele would not be convinced, "If you don't listen to me, I will beat you up."

After all he said, he still imitated the villain in the TV drama who grabbed his sleeves, and he did not have the momentum.

When Lele saw it, she smiled, revealing two rows of white teeth, which were beautiful.

I watched in a daze from the sidelines, explaining that it is called a nympho, but I am so young, I don’t know the word nympho.But I know that Lele is a beautiful boy.I don't understand modifiers, so I can only describe him as beautiful.From this time to the following, this is what I have always endorsed.

Lele looked at my brother and said in his immature voice, "I don't want you to be my brother! Don't think that I will listen to you!"

My brother was taken aback for a moment, looking stupid, then my brother suddenly threw Lele down and started fighting with Lele.

I was so stunned that I forgot to shout, and saw the two of them wrestling together.

Lele, who is thinner than my brother, does not show any weakness. Whenever my brother beats him, he will beat him back.What a brutal fight, what a tragic fight.

then……

Snapped--

Blood, red blood, dyed my eyes.

Lele's hand holding the brick shook, and he stepped back and fell to the ground with panic in his eyes.

"Yuan Yi!" My brother screamed, hugged me who was about to collapse, and cried, the voice was so solemn, it shook my little heart.

I haven't felt the pain yet, I looked at my brother and Lele blankly.Then I passed out and fell into darkness.

When I woke up, it was already night, and the night had already fallen.When I opened my eyes, the first person I saw was Lele.

His little face was beaten into a pig's head. Of course, seeing him like this, I can think of my brother's pig's head which is more than a pig's head.He moved his lips, as if to say something, but he didn't say anything.

I looked at him, then silently looked away.Afraid to see those eyes that will confuse me.

At this time my mother came in and saw me wake up with tears in her eyes, she hugged me and hugged me tightly with a warm embrace, "Yuan Yi, you scared my mother to death."

"What about brother?"

"He's still at home."

Well, he's not with me.Then one day, when I thought about this moment, I felt that my first sentence should not be asking this sentence, but I should say, is my brother okay?

Later, one day, the things my brother and I faced were even more difficult.Because our future will be very cruel, but we can't avoid it, that's the way we have to go.So please don't be discouraged for those who are wandering, and work hard to finish your long and tortuous life.

Lele's brick left a shallow scar on the right side of my forehead.Later, every time Lele saw her, she would frown.

When he frowned, there would be a little apology in his eyebrows, an emotion he would not have at this time.And I don't like his frowning, I don't like it at all, even when he frowns, I will reach out and gently smooth the creases on his brows.In fact, I want to know that blocking that blow for my brother will leave a scar, and I will definitely not do such a stupid act, but there is no medicine for regret in the world, and I cannot regret it.

Because once you regret it, it is easy to lose precious things.