There is a kind of love that is insincere

Seeing that Lan Shining hadn't come back, I packed up and went to find him.At this time, a nurse gave me a note. I was surprised, but I opened it and saw that someone was waiting for me at the end of the corridor.

I don't know who asked the nurse to give me this word, but a bad feeling appeared in my heart.I went out and walked towards the corridor. There was an elegant woman standing by the window at the end. She saw me and looked at me.

she said softly.Are you Bai Yuanyi? "

I nodded, "You are?"

"I am Luo Yin's mother, Li Liyi."

I was startled, and then said, "Hello, Auntie."

After hearing this, she sneered, "I can't afford you as an aunt."

The smile I wanted to raise was stiff and I didn't speak.

"I already know about you and Luo Yin, I think you should be very clear about who you are," she said in a sarcastic tone, which made me very uncomfortable to hear.

"Do you want me to know the distance between myself and Zhuo Luoyin?" I guess her appearance probably wants me to break up with Zhuo Luoyin.

"What do you think?"

"Then I can only say that he and I are both human beings, except that he has money and I have no money, there is no difference between the two of us."

Seeing the young man in front of him say so calmly, Li Liyi can only contemptuously, she is used to seeing many people, and she is very good at sending him away from Zhuo Luoyin.

"You should know what I mean by that, right?" Then she chuckled, the sarcasm in her eyes dazzled me.

"If you don't make it clear, how would I know?" I decided to play dumb, but I might be wrong.

"You and Luo Yin break up as soon as possible."

I shook my head and said, "I can't do it." Even though I don't like Zhuo Luoyin, I can't separate from him now, and I need to wait until the day when I can forget Yu Yueshui.

Li Liyi smiled, took out a check from her bag and handed it in front of me, "As long as you break up with Luo Yin, the money will be yours."

"Uncle...Auntie, if you do this, I won't break up with Zhuo Luoyin," I said softly, without looking at the number on the check, but it must be expensive.

She snorted coldly, "Do you think it's too little?"

"It's not money, I'm not dating Zhuo Luoyin for his money."

"Heh, I've seen a lot of people like you. I've investigated your family background. Your family is poor. Isn't it just for money that you associate with Luoyin? You can make a price," she sneered, with disdain in her eyes .

Even if you give me all your assets, I won't break up with him," and then I said, "I like Zhuoluoyin, without any purpose or intention. "

My words made her laugh, and she said to me, "You like Luo Yin? Do you know what liking is? Do you know that your existence hinders Luo Yin's future!"

"I didn't hinder him, I..." Before I could finish, she interrupted me.

"If you are with him, he will be looked at strangely by others. You are gay! Don't make my son gay!" She thought that the other party made Zhuo Luoyin abnormal during this time, so she had to help Zhuo Luoyin Yin got rid of these unnecessary people or things, she wanted Zhuo Luoyin to follow her way of life.

"It's wrong for you to say that. He and I just happen to be the same gender, and we like each other."

"Like each other? Don't you think what you said is funny? My son will fall in love with a poor-looking person like you?"

When I heard the word poor and poor, I felt inferior, but how could she say that about me, and is she really Zhuo Luoyin's mother?She looks noble and elegant, but I think she is just showing off!

I smiled, "Yes, my family is not good, but that doesn't mean anything. Don't you think that looking at a person is to see whether his family has money or not?" I hate people who look down on the poor and think that being rich is great ?

She looked at me and put away the check, "Does this mean that you will definitely not break up with Luo Yin?"

I nodded, "Yes."

"Well, I'll just wait and see if you can maintain this firm attitude all the time." Her noble face showed a stern look, and this kind of gaze would kill me.

She carried her bag and left in her high heels. The sound of the shoes on the glass tile floor made me harsh and uncomfortable. I was not relieved until the sound disappeared.

I looked out the window and saw the blue sky, but I was in a daze. In fact, I was quite nervous and scared, but I had to face it. I really don't want to break up with Zhuo Luoyin, even if we are still arguing now, even if we have no love.

"Yuan Yi?" Lan Shining called softly, and patted my shoulder.

I looked back at him and forced a smile, "Is it done?"

"Well," he responded, "that woman in front, who is she?"

"Ask for directions."

"But you've been talking to him for a long time."

When he said this, I think he must know something, and it's not easy to weave too many lies.

I lowered my head and whispered, "He is Zhuo Luoyin's mother."

"Is she looking for you for something?" He asked, seeing the other person's face turned pale, guessing that the woman in front must have said something to the other party.

"She wants me to break up with Zhuo Luoyin."

"You didn't agree?"

I nodded, only to hear him ask, "Do you like Zhuo Luoyin very much?"

I opened my mouth and shook my head, "I don't like him, I just love... him."

He is not the same person as he is, with both of my feelings.

Lan Shining didn't want to ask this at first, but he still couldn't help asking, "Do you know he loves you?"

Love is different from liking, he can hear the other party's feelings for Zhuo Luoyin, and he doesn't want to say anything about Zhuo Luoyin, but he can be sure that the other party's being beaten must have something to do with Zhuo Luoyin.

I shook my head and said, "I don't know, but I will know in the future." I smiled bitterly, wanting to be optimistic and thinking that I just need to be firm in my own ideas, but I understand that reality is cruel, and love is even more cruel.

He said lightly, "Yuan Yi, you will get hurt if you are with him." He couldn't feel that there was happiness around the other party, but sadness instead.

I wondered, "Huh? What did you say?" I couldn't hear what he said. Did he say something particularly important?

"Nothing, let's go."

"Ah."

Lan Shining didn't repeat it, and I don't know what he said, so I don't think it's important.

Lan Shining dragged me to his house. I thought it was still that wonderful house, but he changed his place of residence and rented a house.The house is empty, except for paintings, there are only a set of quilts and some books. There is a place to collect water, but there is no toilet.I looked dazed, and he pulled me in.There was a box of water in the corner, and he went to get me a bottle and put it in my hand.I feel that this water must be his food, he really lived too hard.

I pulled the hem of his clothes and said to him, "Lan Shining, why don't you come and live with me."

He stared at me for a while, then smiled, "Aren't your parents going to tell me?"

"They're back home, and they won't be back for at least a month."

"What about when they come back?"

"You continue to live." I didn't hear the hidden emotions in his tone at this time.

He smiled and said, "How do you want me to explain it to them?"

"I'll just tell them."

"Yuan Yi, you think adults are too simple." He rubbed my head, making me confused.

I thought about it, "My parents are very nice to people, you don't have to worry about anything."

He didn't speak for a while, he sat cross-legged on the floor, and patted me on the floor next to him, and I sat down with the water.

He looked up at the ceiling and said sadly, "Actually, I have a sister."

"Why don't you go to her? At least she might help you?"

I didn't see the sadness in his eyes.He told me, "She has a life of her own, and I'm only going to add to her troubles by going to her."

"But you need her help in your current life," I looked at him, seeing the sadness on his face, my heart ached slightly.

He smiled at me lightly, but the smile contained sadness, "It's not that I need to ask for help, I can get through it by myself, after all, I have gone through such difficult days, and now this is the same as before, life is not the same. Change."

He understates it, I don't like it, compared to my family, he is really not rich, how can his life be so bitter?Is the sky unfair to artists?

I was silent, and then asked him, "Are you afraid that she will treat you as a burden?"

The other party's words made Lan Shi Ning dazzled, what he said was not wrong, he was indeed afraid of becoming his sister's burden, the life of being dependent on others must be harder than he is now.

"En," Lan Shining replied, no matter how sad she was, she still had a smile on her face.

I whispered, "Maybe they will accept you? They won't treat you as a burden!"

He shook his head and said, "Yuan Yi, you are too naive. People's hearts are very complicated. It's not as simple as you think." He has been independent until now. He has experienced many people and the world, and he has seen too many truths and falsehoods. He feels that society is a mirror. See people clearly.

"It can't be too complicated? Maybe... the warmth is still there." I don't like to look at life pessimistically. I think I am pessimistic, so my life will be extremely miserable.

"No maybe."

I pointed at me, "Aren't I a counterexample?"

After I finished speaking, Lan Shi Ning smiled, and he put his arms around my shoulders, with a bright smile on his face, "Yes, Yuan Yi is special."

I'm quite embarrassed what he said, I think Lan Shining needs to be taken care of, but he is independent, I want to take care of him, he should accept it.

I smiled, "Am I special? I look quite ordinary."

He held my hand, "You don't have to just look at a person's appearance, but feel it with your heart."

He thinks that the other party is good-looking, has a good personality, and the other party's temperament makes him want to get closer and have more contact.

My eyes darkened, "Why don't you feel it with your heart?" I thought of Yu Yueshui, and I also thought of Zhuo Luoyin.

Yu Yueshui's eyes when he left still flashed in front of my eyes, and Zhuo Luoyin should be able to call me if he cared about me, but he didn't call me, he still didn't.

"Then guess."

I was surprised, "Is this unreliable?" If I guessed, I would think too much, maybe things are not as complicated as I thought.

"You believe me when I'm joking, why are you so stupid?" He laughed, lying on the floor.

He was so comfortable that I was speechless, and I glanced out the window, and the sun shifted its direction, approaching the west.Suddenly he pulled me back, I fell on his arm, he squinted at me, "Let's take a lunch break."

"Ah?" Before I could react, he approached me, flicked my forehead, and closed his eyes.

I covered my forehead and saw that he didn't open his eyes for a long time, so I guess he really fell asleep.I stared at his sunny face, and finally couldn't help dozing off, and fell asleep. .

Lan Shining heard the other party's shallow and orderly breathing, slowly opened her eyes, raised her hand to caress the other party's cheek, and smiled helplessly.

"Yuan Yi, if I could meet you sooner, then I will be very happy. It's a pity that I didn't meet you sooner, which is probably a pity."

Night fell as scheduled, but I still haven't received Zhuo Luoyin's call, it's impossible not to be disappointed, but what am I looking forward to?Love is like this, but there are too many troublesome things surrounding me this day, which makes me feel more and more confused about life. If I live alone in the future and it is so troublesome, I might as well die.

I curled up together, and the quilt under my body was not as flat as it was before.Lan Shining went to buy dinner, I guess if I wasn't with him, he would seldom eat dinner.

I got up and went to the book section, which contained textbooks and paintings. I opened the sketchbook, and there were various pictures in it, which were very vivid. On the last page, there were notes written by Lan Shining, which were written by the Central Academy of Fine Arts. Courtyard, a great ideal, just cannot be realized.

I feel uncomfortable, but I can't do anything for Lan Shining. If I were rich and powerful, I wouldn't feel so uncomfortable, but the reality is there, and I can't change it.

He opened the door and came in, saw the other party squatting in the corner, walked over, and saw the other party staring at his album with his ideals written on it.

He frowned, took the book from my hand and threw it aside, then stuffed the rice he bought into my hand.

Seeing his action, I suddenly asked, "Lan Shining, can anyone with a relationship be allowed to go through the back door?"

He was silent, and after a long time said, "Well, almost, but why are you asking this?"

He sat down next to me and turned to look at me with deep eyes.

I smiled, "I'm just asking," and picked up chopsticks to eat, thinking about something.

He didn't touch his lunch box, but went to get me a bottle of water, "Yuan Yi, don't worry too much about my affairs."

"Huh?" I picked up the rice and looked at him strangely.

Seeing that the other party wasn't thinking about him, he didn't worry about anything. He smiled and raised the rice in his bowl, "It's okay, let's eat quickly."

I nod.I thought that if I had the ability, I would definitely let Lan Shining go to the Academy of Fine Arts, but the conditions were missing.

His mobile phone rang suddenly, he glanced at me, took out his mobile phone, and there was another strange number on it.

"Yuan Yi, could this be..."

"Is Zhuo Luoyin?" I answered the call, put down the lunch box, and hurriedly took the phone to look at it. When I saw the number, my anticipation returned to normal. It wasn't Zhuo Luoyin, it was my parents.

I pressed the phone and returned the phone to him. He held the phone and asked hesitantly, "Who called you?"

"My parents."

"Then why don't you answer?"

"This phone is yours now, wouldn't it be strange if I picked it up?" I picked up my meal again, not wanting to eat.

"You didn't tell your parents your mobile phone number?" He suddenly remembered something and asked suspiciously.

"I forgot to tell them."

He sighed, "The mobile phone you have now is not yours, is it?" After he said that, I was stunned.

"It's mine."

"I've seen it. It's new. You don't have any phone numbers and call records in your phone."

As he stated, my face turned pale with fright, did he know?

I was embarrassed, "I haven't used that phone, I just used it."

He looked at me, "Yuan Yi, you can tell me the truth, there is no need to lie to me, or I'd better return the phone to you, I don't need it anyway."

I quickly waved my hand, "No need, Zhuo Luoyin bought my mobile phone for me, you can continue to use this mobile phone." I still told the truth, I didn't want to lie to him.

"You asked him to buy it for you?"

I felt uncomfortable hearing him ask myself this way. I thought he must have misunderstood, so I said, "No, he wants to buy it for me."

This time he asked, "Does he care about you?"

When I heard that, I nodded, with a bitter smile on my face.care?what do you care?

He always felt that the other party was clearly uncomfortable, but he was holding on, so he said, "You and him are actually in conflict."

I shook my head and said, "No, stop guessing."

"Yuan Yi, I know you don't want me to worry, but I think it's even more uncomfortable for you to feel okay." He wanted to help the other party, not just caring on the surface.

I lowered my eyes, "After thinking about it, I opened my mouth. Let's talk after we finish eating, is that okay?"

"it is good."