Lord of the world GL

The emaciated Huangfu Jinyu once again boarded the tower of Huaicheng, looked up at the clouds in the west, this should be the last time for him to appreciate the afterglow of the sunset in the cold wind.She can't help Ling'er attack Nanyang, and she can't help her concubine hurt Ouyang Yuling. She wants to let go and live in seclusion, but the matter is far from being solved by hiding alone. Her existence is a great deal to everyone. Threat, as long as she is here, Ouyang Yuling will not feel at ease, and the concubine mother will not give up.

"Cao Haiguang's army should be arriving in Huai City soon, right?" Huangfu Jinyu asked Tian Xiuyuan who was standing beside her with a worried face.She knew that she had disobeyed the imperial decree, and it was inevitable for Ouyang Yuling to send troops to the south, but she did not expect the soldiers from the Northern Court to come so quickly, and after thinking about it, she realized that she had overlooked the move of Cao Haiguang being demoted to guard the imperial mausoleum.In this way, one's own movements should be faster.

"Well, Dongqing is closely preparing for the battle." Tian Xiuyuan replied, seeing the corners of Huangfu Jinyu's lips quivering after a moment of silence, he knew that Huangfu Jinyu wanted to prepare another way to retreat, so he quickly turned sideways, suddenly Pressing Huangfu Jinyu's shoulders, before she opened her mouth to say the method she was unwilling to accept, she said, "If we fight hard, we may not lose." His inner thoughts were conveyed to Huangfu Jinyu through that firm and sharp gaze.

Looking at Tian Xiuyuan, who had always behaved elegantly, spoke softly, and looked like a scholar, he was no longer normal. Huangfu Jinyu knew that Tian Xiuyuan must have guessed what she wanted to say and what she was going to do next. Although he felt Tian Xiuyuan's affection, he could Foreseeing his kind dissuasion, Huangfu Jinyu still said: "Wouldn't it be better to surrender without fighting?"

"But the price is too high, so high that no one in Huai City is willing to accept it." Tian Xiuyuan said, with a sad tone, and beat the city wall with all his strength. If Huangfu Jinyu's life must be sacrificed, the Beiting might If he retreats, he might as well fight with his back.

"Brother Tian, ​​I understand what you mean, but even if I don't do this, I won't have a few days to live. Instead of lingering on my last breath, I might as well use the last time of my life to do something meaningful."

"Xiaoyu, although I know your thinking, your plan is correct, but I can't accept it no matter what, I can't just watch you give up your life."

"Oh, then don't read it." Huangfu Jinyu smiled indifferently, and suddenly thought that Mrs. Bai had invited Tian Xiuyuan to go to other places to inspect business and investigate business opportunities, so she said, "It just so happens that you are going out to find ways to make money recently, or ..."

"No!" Before Huangfu Jinyu finished speaking, Tian Xiuyuan flatly refused, "I won't go anywhere in the days to come."

"Oh, Brother Tian, ​​there's no need." Huangfu Jinyu said, also smiling indifferently.

Compared with Huangfu Jinyu's indifference, Tian Xiuyuan was very restless. Finally, he couldn't help it anymore, "Xiaoyu, how can you be so calm and calm? That's your own fate?"

"Really? Maybe it's because you want to get rid of it?" Huangfu Jinyu said, standing quietly side by side with Tian Xiuyuan, looking at the sunset, suddenly felt the vastness of the world, and felt a little bit of reluctance and reluctance in her heart. She took a deep breath In a low voice, he said, "Brother Tian, ​​after I die, please turn me into dust and scatter me on this vast land."

Hearing this, Tian Xiuyuan's heart felt as if he had been hit hard. He didn't answer Huangfu Jinyu's words, but turned his back on him. The dignified man's eyes were red, only for the strong woman in front of him that made people feel distressed.

"Brother Tian." Huangfu Jinyu said suddenly.

"What's the matter?" Tian Xiuyuan secretly touched his eyes and said.

"Let Wu Dongqing call the brothers in the army, you call the people in the mansion, let's have dinner together tonight."

"Tonight?" Tian Xiuyuan was stunned for a moment, followed by unspeakable heartache. Does this day have to come so urgently?

"Yes tonight!" Looking at Huangfu Jinyu's resolute eyes, Tian Xiuyuan didn't dare to hesitate in the slightest. After he answered, he hurried downstairs, because he was afraid that he might not be able to catch up with this last meal.

This last dinner was held in the General Army Mansion. Wu Dongqing brought several capable generals in the army, Tian Xiuyuan brought several aides from the prefect's mansion, plus Li Sihan and Huangfu Jinyu, a total of 12 people sat in a full seat a table.Li Sihan and Huangfu Jinyu sat together, Wu Dongqing led his people to sit on the left side of Huangfu Jinyu, Tian Xiuyuan and others sat on the right side of Li Sihan, "Why did you suddenly ask so many people to eat together?" Before the banquet began, Li Sihan pulled the corner of Huangfu Jinyu's clothes and asked.

"One is for gratitude, and the other is for motivation." Huangfu Jinyu replied.

"Oh!" Li Sihan nodded in response, and then ordered, "You are taking medicine, you can't drink."

"I know, I'll just pretend."

Now that difficulties are in front of us, we really need such a banquet to inspire people.In fact, other people present also thought that this was Nanyang King motivating them to face the upcoming formidable enemy, so they all raised their glasses to express that they would work together to overcome difficulties.

Tian Xiuyuan also forced a smile on his face, toasted with everyone, and watched Huangfu Jinyu beside him happily drinking with the unknowing soldiers and staff present. Down a few glasses.

"Why do you drink so much?" Li Sihan noticed something strange, and leaned into Tian Xiuyuan's ear and asked.

"Courage!" Tian Xiuyuan replied.

"What are you afraid of?"

"fear death!"

"Don't worry, if there is a real war, I won't drag you to the battlefield." Li Sihan laughed.

Tian Xiuyuan smiled wryly, poured another glass of wine and drank it down, muttering, "I wish I could go to the battlefield and block a hundred thousand troops for her." After saying that, he tilted his head and fell asleep lying on the table .

"Hey, why are you drunk? You can't drink too much." Li Sihan said, took the opportunity to poke Tian Xiuyuan's face to tease him, and then said to Huangfu Jinyu, "Brother Jinyu, Brother Tian is drunk."

At this time, Huangfu Jinyu was drinking with Wu Dongqing and others, and after hearing Li Sihan's words, she realized that Tian Xiuyuan next to her was already drunk. She glanced at Tian Xiuyuan, feeling anxious in her heart. He and Tian Xiuyuan didn't know each other for a long time, but In this short period of time, they have developed an indelible friendship. Apart from the friendship between confidants, there may be that vague love that neither of them wants to reveal.Huangfu Jinyu sighed almost inaudibly, and said, "Order someone to help him go back to his room to rest. Sihan, go down and rest too."

"But you?"

"Dongqing and I still have something important to discuss."

Li Sihan hesitated for a while, and finally nodded, "Then you mustn't drink."

"I know."

After finishing speaking, Li Sihan called his servants to send Tian Xiuyuan back to his room to rest, and he also left with him, while Huangfu Jinyu and others continued to drink and drink.

The banquet didn't end until Xu time. After the banquet, everyone left and went back. Suddenly, Huangfu Jinyu called Wu Dongqing, "Follow me to the study."

"Yes!"

Wu Dongqing had been her confidant and friend for more than 20 years. Huangfu Jinyu finally decided to tell Wu Dongqing, although she knew that Wu Dongqing would definitely object, but it didn't matter, as a subject, he would definitely obey her orders.

It's just that Li Sihan and Huangfu Jinyu dare not speak to her no matter what.

After Huangfu Jinyu and Wu Dongqing finished explaining the matter, it was already late at night. At this time, the General Military Mansion was peaceful and peaceful. Huangfu Jinyu gently pushed open the door of Li Sihan's room. Li Sihan was already fast asleep. Sit down, take advantage of the moonlight, stare seriously at Li Sihan's quiet and sweet sleeping face, and leave without delay.

"Sihan, I'm sorry..."

Li Sihan and Huangfu Jinyu have known each other since they were young, and the two have been childhood sweethearts for more than ten years. If Li Sihan knew that the last thing Huangfu Jinyu said to her before leaving was "I'm sorry", she would definitely not want to accept it.

However, this is what Huangfu Jinyu wants to talk to her the most. She has known Li Sihan since she was ten years old, and has been with her for 14 years. but guilt.At the age when Li Sihan didn't understand love, she loved Li Sihan, but when Li Sihan's love first started, she withdrew and left. She walked gracefully, but gave Li Sihan endless disappointment and loneliness.

Hot tears slid down his face and dripped on Li Sihan's forehead, and the sleeping person let out a dissatisfied murmur, scaring Huangfu Jinyu out of the room in a hurry.

That night, Huangfu Jinyu sealed the last letter, bid farewell to the last bit of nostalgia, wrote the suicide note with a brush, and then forcibly practiced kung fu to activate the toxin.The poison was raging in the internal organs, and the hot blood surged up in the chest cavity, gushing out from the mouth continuously, and Huangfu Jinyu's body fell helplessly like fallen leaves in autumn.The pain was numb, and the consciousness was blurred. She felt someone calling her in the confusion ahead. She wanted to catch up with the person in front of her, but her feet seemed to be filled with lead, and she couldn't move any further. , people who want to reach far away...

"Yuer, Yuer..."

It's the father, the elder brother!Huangfu Jinyu finally showed a gratified smile, stretched out his hand to grab it, and fell powerlessly... She said that she decides her own fate, but unexpectedly, it was done in this way.

Early in the morning, Li Sihan walked into Huangfu Jinyu's room with a medicine bowl in his hand. The medicine bowl in his hand fell suddenly when Li Sihan stepped into the door. It shattered with a "bang", and Li Sihan's heart was also broken at the same time. "No!" Li Sihan went crazy As if running to Huangfu Jinyu, she hugged her body, which was gradually losing temperature, and cried heartbreakingly, "Huangfu Jinyu, how can you, how can you? No...you still have a lot of things to do. Do, how can you die, you can't die, you can't, you can't..."

"Sihan, I'm sorry, I never thought of hurting anyone, but I really hurt everyone around me who loves me. I don't want to die, I want to live to honor my mother and concubine, take care of my fifth brother and you , I still want to love Yuling well, but in the end I found out that I can only be freed by death, and I can give my loved one a life of peace of mind. I have carried a lot in this life, and I have carried a lot in the end. Sihan, I'm sorry, I can't repay your love in this life. Promise me, go find my fifth brother, he will give you happiness." The bloody letter slipped to the ground.

"I don't want, I don't want happiness, I just want you, I just want to be by your side. Huangfu Jinyu, you promised to take care of me, how can you break your promise, how can you... ah..." Finally Li Sihan's world It was dark inside, and in the dark, she also fainted.

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The Buddhist beads in Toffee's hand suddenly broke, and the beads scattered all over the ground.

Huangfu Jinyu left, and on the table in her room was a stack of thick letters, from Sihan, Concubine Longyi, Huangfu Jinheng, Li Yuanning, Tian Xiuyuan, Wu Dongqing, and even There was a Lu Yanqi who they didn't know. She sealed up her incessant thoughts and worries in letters, and every word and every word was painstaking.

However, the only one that wasn't given to Ouyang Yuling was probably because the entanglement was too deep and she didn't know where to start.

It's just that there are two sandalwood boxes stacked on the side of the table, one long and one side, and a piece of paper is pressed on the wooden box with a ruler, and the word "Ouyang Yuling" is written on it in handsome handwriting.

She arranged a way out for everyone, but set up a dead end for herself.